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Voice reveal (500 subs special)
I hate my voice
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Відео

Some aftermath of a old GCMM || TW ||
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Thank you for the idea (I couldn’t find the user here in the box)
“Family” || BL/gay || GCMM ||
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Part two is coming… Facts about the video: Time taken: approximately 1 month Screenshots: 624 Apps used: KineMaster Gacha club ibisPaint X CapCut Music and sound effects from: KineMaster and CapCut
I’m not dead
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I won’t say what has happened yet, maybe in the future but I’m not ready yet, The stuff that has been happening have made my mental health worse and the thought of you know, ending it has been coming back. That’s why I won’t be posting for a while, I hope you understand!
Announcement
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There maybe will be a tutorial that literally no one asked for but I can’t promise anything. And agin I’m very sorry that I won’t be so active now but I just started high school and honestly I never thought it would be that stressful ;-;
Vent video
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Explanation: I’m bullied at my school and I have been bullied in middle school too I just never expected it to be with violence too since it didn’t happen in middle school, I have said to my parents and an adult at my school but since the bullies push me on the back I never got to see who did it so I have never been able to say who it was and that’s why no one can do anything about it.
Little announcement (please watch)
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Little announcement (please watch)
Things I hate and think is okay about my body (not original)
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I’m insecure as hell about my body💀
How time changed me
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Inspired by a comment on my last made video by someone “who am I?” (I could not find the user here on UA-cam but thank you for the idea) It’s night for me and I should be sleeping but is doing this sh!t instead ;-; This can be taken as a kind of vent? Just many things changed and many things for the worse, I’m not gonna get into detail but I have been going through some really though stuff that...
GCMM ideas?
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Please I need ideas. I know I said I was working on a GCMM and I didn’t lie but I had to delete everything and now I need ideas
Things that I hate as a trans guy (1/?)
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This is just my experience and it doesn’t have to be the same for everyone. Facts about video: Time taken: 3 days Screenshots: 67 Apps used: •Gacha club •KineMaster •CapCut •ibisPaint X
Did I do something wrong? || vent ||
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I maybe did do something wrong so I would really like to know what I did wrong
But if you close your eyes || meme || gacha club ||
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I had to remove the audio due to copyright claim. And I’m sorry if the animation sucks but I’m still learning Facts about the video: Days taken: 2 Screenshots: 20 Apps used: •Gacha club •ibisPaint X •CapCut •KineMaster
“The school “baddie” is my boyfriend” || Gay/BL || GCMM || Triggering topics
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I know this GCMM didn’t turn out great and that’s because I really had no motivation and I didn’t really plan so much so I’m very sorry because of that. Facts about the video: Time taken: 10 days Screenshots: 706 Apps used: Gacha club KineMaster ibisPaint X CapCut Snapchat I got help with the thumbnail by my friend but I did the last parts of the thumbnail myself and I got help with the Snapcha...
New OC
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I have been thinking about changing my OC for a really long time and now I finally did also because I wanted a break from the GCMM I’m working on (let me know if you wanna have some spoilers) I do not own the music or the background in this video. credit to the original owner. The music is from Kinemaster.
Guardian Ghosts ||Gay/BL || LGBTQ || GCMM || Triggering topics
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Guardian Ghosts ||Gay/BL || LGBTQ || GCMM || Triggering topics
My first tweening (with some edits)
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My first tweening (with some edits)
QnA!
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QnA!
The elf and the wizard part 2 || last part || Gay/BL || triggering topics
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The elf and the wizard part 2 || last part || Gay/BL || triggering topics
Vent video (please read desc)
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Vent video (please read desc)
The elf and the wizard || Gay/BL || GCMM ||triggering topics
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The elf and the wizard || Gay/BL || GCMM ||triggering topics
I need questions for a QNA
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I need questions for a QNA
“From my two servants to my two kings” || GCMM || Gay/BL || Triggering things ||
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“From my two servants to my two kings” || GCMM || Gay/BL || Triggering things ||
“Not the girl I used to be” || transgender || GCMM || (triggering topics) ||
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“Not the girl I used to be” || transgender || GCMM || (triggering topics) ||
If my OC met a Karen (Warnings) (🏳️‍🌈)
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If my OC met a Karen (Warnings) (🏳️‍🌈)
“Not like you” || gay/BL gcmm || LGBTQ+ 🏳️‍🌈 (trigger warnings)
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“Not like you” || gay/BL gcmm || LGBTQ 🏳️‍🌈 (trigger warnings)
Proud to be gay! || gay/BL ||trigger warnings || pride month special
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Proud to be gay! || gay/BL ||trigger warnings || pride month special
Character revile (not all of them)
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Character revile (not all of them)
I just wanted to do something 😩 (flash warning) (removed audio)
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I just wanted to do something 😩 (flash warning) (removed audio)
•cross boundaries• || bl/gay || gcmm
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•cross boundaries• || bl/gay || gcmm

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @LolaNoLogic
    @LolaNoLogic День тому

    you got 700 now <3

  • @oVENae74
    @oVENae74 3 дні тому

    Relatable when that guy was joking about the person's gender, as well as the bestie being an asshole within the coming out scene; this is bc of how so many people irl use my deadname as it's some sorta joke, when it ISN'T FUNNY AT ALL (sorry for all caps, i just can't stand people using "free-speech" as a way to insult/discriminate against people). Tbf it probs doesn't really help that people do this since I'm not the most open with my gender (nb btw), but still.. I just wish people didn't act like this and instead respected other peoples' wishes

  • @trans_therian_benoftheweek
    @trans_therian_benoftheweek 4 дні тому

    Fly high little Angel. 👼 I love you and I hope you have a good time passing on.

  • @dogboynathan7262
    @dogboynathan7262 18 днів тому

    Thank god you ended it on such a nice happy note

  • @Joey-u5p
    @Joey-u5p 2 місяці тому

    Having unsupportive people in my life sucks like can everyone get over it I’m not a little girl or young lady or whatever I never really was ever since going through puberty I’ve never liked being forced into bras nor do I like having🍒 and coin slot that has two holes for different things whats ever worse is I get super dysphoric since I don’t even own boxers I could place over the under stuff I normally have to use and so I think to myself why did I have to be in the wrong body… I never cared for having a human child in the first place only animals for children since they’re kinda not too pricey compared to human babies and it sucks being deadnamed and how I have to just pretend to be cool with it when people in my life don’t care to please not say my deadname which is in my original birth certificate I already have ideas or some male names that start with J however nobody cares how much being called a more masculine name or even being called a guy and stuff like that those little things would make me feel so much better but it’s ok because I’ll hopefully have a therapist and maybe at least one person I rely on for everything will come to an understanding and we can both make some compromises and work together little by little to make me more comfortable in my own skin because right now I’m not happy it would help to start small with a name change and cut more of my hair like 2 more inches and then right before January start to use a cream along with something else so then I don’t get the pattern of balding that all men eventually get however I’ll just stick to using a specific pump first to see how much progress of growing my bean I can do

  • @Nobodystranger-k5i
    @Nobodystranger-k5i 3 місяці тому

    No, I just found you and now I'm sad about someone to who can I relate;-;

  • @Nobodystranger-k5i
    @Nobodystranger-k5i 3 місяці тому

    I like this I’m happy I’m not alone ^^

  • @ExtraGachalifeJoke
    @ExtraGachalifeJoke 3 місяці тому

    Oml❤ this is what i should order 💀‼best gacha UA-camr ever ❤❤❤

  • @Zoey-s4k
    @Zoey-s4k 3 місяці тому

    I’m a homophobic but I won’t leave with out a insult ya I forget to tell you guys I’m 10 and I know all these bad words I accidentally learn from a LGBTQ show what was the name again? oh yeah it was hazbin hotel , it literally ruined my childhood😢 but I won’t still leave here without an insult you motherfucking bitches 🤭

    • @rararawryar
      @rararawryar 3 місяці тому

      lmao ur simply giving this video more attention by commenting

    • @Dontmind_myusername
      @Dontmind_myusername 3 місяці тому

      Damn I wonder who taught you bad words,You don't specifically learn it from videos but you basically learn it from your experience:> Additional;No one asked

    • @Dontmind_myusername
      @Dontmind_myusername 3 місяці тому

      ​@@rararawryaryh he/she is basically giving more attentions by commenting 😅

  • @KingStudios-u5o
    @KingStudios-u5o 4 місяці тому

    His bestie not supporting him is crazy

  • @viwingz
    @viwingz 4 місяці тому

    5:59 😭😭

  • @Kitty11704
    @Kitty11704 5 місяців тому

    Ok😢

  • @bffxsempr333
    @bffxsempr333 5 місяців тому

    Nah same name idea👁️👄👁️

  • @ExtraGachalifeJoke
    @ExtraGachalifeJoke 5 місяців тому

    IS THERE PART 2?

  • @Moondrop_personality014
    @Moondrop_personality014 5 місяців тому

    I saw the breakup coming. One of my abilities is spotting red flags right away.

  • @davidqueen9915
    @davidqueen9915 6 місяців тому

    11:03 he didn't know how to respond to that but then just said "I'm fine"😢😢

  • @ExiledChunk456-dx3lr
    @ExiledChunk456-dx3lr 6 місяців тому

    My bf and bestie are trans they were both born female but want to transition to male I support them the WHOLE way!

  • @XFadedXSunX
    @XFadedXSunX 7 місяців тому

    I need help. I’ve told my mom over and over that I use he/him pronouns but she still used she/her pronouns on me

    • @BrinleeGamez
      @BrinleeGamez 26 днів тому

      Step 1: tell her again, and say “If you won’t comply, I won’t respond until you do.” Step two: if she STILL refuses, say “I’ve said it so many times, IM A BOY! Not a girl, a BOY! And if you don’t respect that, then guess what? I’ll move out!” Step three: move to a motel, and write a note. If she begs for you to come back, do so. If not, stay there. You don’t need an idiot like her. And if she does beg and still doesn’t call you a boy, again, move out. Hope this helps!

  • @raylielume
    @raylielume 9 місяців тому

    Unrelated but I love your name, I have a transgender friend with the same name as you.

    • @raylielume
      @raylielume 9 місяців тому

      "Oh someone can't take a joke?" "Learn to make a joke" That's hilarious 🤣

  • @BellaJoel-zc2kd
    @BellaJoel-zc2kd 10 місяців тому

    IM NOT CRYING! YOU ARE!! My eyes are just! Like- idk!! Raining!

    • @LolaNoLogic
      @LolaNoLogic День тому

      my eyes are cosplaying waterfalls 😀😀👍👍

  • @num1DazaiKinnie
    @num1DazaiKinnie 11 місяців тому

    2:39 mom shoulda went "oh i'll call you something.. fa-"opportunity missed. (ps. im trans and bi so i mean that jokingly)

  • @GayDemiDemiboy
    @GayDemiDemiboy 11 місяців тому

    Almost sobbing rn. I have so much dysphoria and I feel so awful....like why can't I just be normal? I keep wondering why tf I keep going.

  • @ENDER_THE_ARTIST
    @ENDER_THE_ARTIST Рік тому

    My mom still calls me by the dead name even if she knows since 2 years ago that I am not her. She takes a lot of time accepting that. I just hope she will understand that her daughter is her son now.

  • @StayxArmy15
    @StayxArmy15 Рік тому

    Bro, are you okay?? What a heavy video bro, I thought it was going to have a happy ending, but I was wrong. It was a good video anyway, hope you're doing well :)

    • @StayxArmy15
      @StayxArmy15 Рік тому

      Sorry if my comment had any errors, I used Google translator lol, I'm Brazilian :)

  • @AlexofApollosCabin333-u2r

    I’m also trans born girl now I’m also a boy but my parents don’t accept me

  • @SerialDestinationZ
    @SerialDestinationZ Рік тому

    As a trans guy it’s really hard when your parents don’t call u by ur trans name and it’s hard for to go what bathroom to go in 🥲

  • @Strippxs
    @Strippxs Рік тому

    why tf does the dog have hair

  • @brasskids3068
    @brasskids3068 Рік тому

    I fucken love this I am trans and pans pansexual

  • @mauricioaliaga4949
    @mauricioaliaga4949 Рік тому

    don't hate yourself, you are cool, and nice

  • @mauricioaliaga4949
    @mauricioaliaga4949 Рік тому

    nice to hear your voice, you are cool

  • @mystic_heaven5542
    @mystic_heaven5542 Рік тому

    I'm full blown sobbing cause if the ending😭😭😭 I literally never cry. This was one of the most emotional and beautiful gacha mini movies I've ever seen. Thank you for showing some kindness to both the trans and LGBTQA+ community🥰🥰🥰 And to anyone going through something just know that I will always love and support you through everything❤🧡💛💚💙💜🌈💅

  • @maddixlong7950
    @maddixlong7950 Рік тому

    I like the part we’re he gets a boyfriend and his girlfriend is mad and broke up with him and he gets sad but he cheated logic 1000.

    • @maddixlong7950
      @maddixlong7950 Рік тому

      The fucking teacher she talked about his girlfriend breaking up with him and she said “are you cutting” why would you ask that it is so random of a question like “my girlfriend broke up with me” teacher “are you cutting” ????

    • @maddixlong7950
      @maddixlong7950 Рік тому

      The friend casually walks up and making a joke about cutting to someone that is suicidal and just stares casually and is shocked when he blow up at him

  • @alexandramartinez5351
    @alexandramartinez5351 Рік тому

    Cool the music at the end scared me

  • @anxiousUFO
    @anxiousUFO Рік тому

    I have a friend and his name is jay to his parents are so homophobic and I was kinda the only person that he needed to talk to

  • @marybournazou4504
    @marybournazou4504 Рік тому

    I'venever felt so close tl a character to the point thag I'm trying to get the to not kill themselfs XDD I feel him though, it does seem like a good option even though it's not, but it's really tempting, yk what I meen?

  • @Yuki_Official_777
    @Yuki_Official_777 Рік тому

    It's sad how transgender ppl can actually get treated like this...

  • @itsrandomren1670
    @itsrandomren1670 Рік тому

    Bro this actually made me cry…and I am actually a transgender male myself… it’s that one pacific line that every transgender boy doesn’t want to hear “ it’s just a phrase“😕💔

    • @ENDER_THE_ARTIST
      @ENDER_THE_ARTIST Рік тому

      The phase was just us being a girl (trans men like me) or a boy (trans women)

  • @reddietbh
    @reddietbh Рік тому

    5:59 I’m literally crying who does this girlie think she is💀💀

  • @unkreativ8886
    @unkreativ8886 Рік тому

    Sadly no happy ending but ig thats how life is sometimes Im lucky i found my happy story and im gonna make it a happy ending You all can do it too it just takes a bit of time and seeing things more positive Ive been there too

  • @chaosfan
    @chaosfan Рік тому

    "Bestie": i‘m not acting like a brat Me: you‘re right, you‘re not acting like a brat… you are one

  • @lioafton1249
    @lioafton1249 Рік тому

    Please don’t die. We all want you here. We have all had our lows, but our highs are better. Please don’t be like me. Don’t make the same mistake I almost did. We need you. Don’t you ever forget that okay! We all need you, every last one of us.

  • @flowerfrombfdi
    @flowerfrombfdi Рік тому

    Can I love me emery ne e2kwo2w

  • @ankittykittycatpando2272
    @ankittykittycatpando2272 Рік тому

    Keep up the great work!!!!

  • @yarapetersen
    @yarapetersen 2 роки тому

    Well, I'm glad I don't bother that much with my boy body... There's so much more where I've been sad of😭

  • @Ieatbatteries1
    @Ieatbatteries1 2 роки тому

    Hello fellow king, friendly reminder that you are an amazing handsome man, and so is the rest of the trans masc community (from a fellow ftm)

  • @thevoicedemon
    @thevoicedemon 2 роки тому

    Also, dying it is not the solution please don’t cause harm to yourself thank you -sincerely alex

  • @thevoicedemon
    @thevoicedemon 2 роки тому

    it’s nice to see the community supporting trans. I was a girl and then I became a non-binary and pansexual so I support full you all of my support

  • @ritaalakyla6186
    @ritaalakyla6186 2 роки тому

    NOO YOU CAN END IT LIKE THIS😭😭😭

  • @OrbalNoorzai40
    @OrbalNoorzai40 2 роки тому

    i luv this vid but i want pt 2!!!

  • @Quinn-_-
    @Quinn-_- 2 роки тому

    This really made me emotional because I remember that I almost did that too. That I almost left this world.