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Rebekah: Awakening to Self Love
Приєднався 15 січ 2016
My goal is to help promote Emotional Wellness, by demonstrating how to implement daily practices and techniques that create long term positive changes, and emotional connectedness. I'm going thru this process with you, and I am learning how to love myself more and more each day. Gaining a strong sense of self and connecting to my emotions on a Real Level. It's scary, uncomfortable and difficult, but well worth it in the long run. Let's learn how to "Emotionally Connect" so we can have better relationships with others, and most importantly, with ourselves. 💕
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Wait a minute....are you the Rebekah I knew from my old unit in Camp Humphreys? 2001? I think from Wyoming? If so you look just like her I swear. I was real good friends with her. I always wondered about her if she made it and did real good in life. She had the same beautiful smile, jet black hair and loved life. She also introduced me to wiccan and we was only like 19 but I never followed wiccan and just lived on in my life but I remember we sat in a circle of people that evening in a small room and chanted. I was the black guy who always there for her if need be. She was shy about her body and her beauty. The last conversation we had she was exiting the army based on medical an injury and she wore glasses sometimes. If not then you are surely a twin of hers for real like a splitting image and nice seeing her splitting exact image. Her smile always made me feel real good and I always wondered about Rebekah because she was very very smart.
@fabulistauthortarot Hello! Sorry, no, I'm not that Rebekah. I do, however, believe that we all have a twin in the world. Someone who looks just like us. Maybe she is mine! Glad you found a good friend in her.
@awakeningtoselflove11 Wow! No pun intended. But yes she was really cool though and she was super smart and everyone else around her thought she was dumb but I knew she was not dumb regardless of the rumors based on the intellectual conversations we had I knew she wasn't. She played dumb. Lol. Wherever she is at out there I hope everything is doing good for her and more cause she deserve it.
Thank you for sharing
Presence seems lacking so we run toward alternative (better) futures. We never reach those better futures and so constantly feel lack. Stop running, chasing after, wanting more.
My UA-cam algorithm is broad . Everything pops up, mostly long form.Had to come watch,but in all honesty youre incredibly fkn beautiful! 😍
I’m so glad I found your channel. Sooo helpful❤ so relatable. Thank youuu
Hello! Thank you so much for that, I appreciate you! I'm so glad you can relate. If you want me to do a video on something specific, please let me know ☺️
Long time no see!
What a lovely squirrel. When calm down,we can feel ourselfs better. Best wishes!
It's so cute. Thank you for sharing, Rebekah.
You are blasted. The voice i hear is only echo.
We know we are alive only when we feel our emotions,dear.
I agree. I mention that several times. Feeling our emotions is so very important. Thank you.
@@awakeningtoselflove11 You are welcome.Thank you for your sharing.❤❤❤❤❤❤
It's really grateful to meet your channel.We can be good friends if you want. Sometimes we are worthy of love because we might be stupid.Expressing ourself is a very capable performance.And I feel the courage of you. BTW, whether my comments make you feel good or bad, I hope you could say it directly to let me know, for that is real friend.
You're welcome, glad to share. I believe that we are all love, the ultimate connection to self. I hope you continue to enjoy my channel.
@@awakeningtoselflove11 wish a bright day😀
Thank you for sharing! It was a big opening of my eyes.
Thank you so much for that!
You are a beautiful soul and i love your pet squirrel. That's the most adorable thing ever. Haha
I cant stop watching your videos. You are spot on and I can relate 100% to alot of this.
Thank you so much, I really appreciate that!!! I'm glad you can relate. Yes, I love my Lil squirrel so much lol.
Thank you for your sincere expression,The expression itself makes a lot of sense
go pound sand. This feels like you having a bad dream thank you and goodbye
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So powerful may God bless you & protect you. So simple yet this method of processing emotions is a rare skill in today’s society. Priceless.
Yes, I completely agree... thank you so much. May you also be blessed and protected.
Wow ….. thank you 🙏🏾 very well explained
Thank you so much 😊
Hi Rebekah Nice and informative. Can u share your email. I want to consult you. Thks
Hello. Thank you so much for your comment. Is there a specific question you wanted to ask?
Your right. We get taught not to trust affection. Some are programmed for success from the start while others are being programmed for failure. Its definitely more of a challenge to pretty much unlearn many things that were installed onto our little human hard drives. Those who figure it out can than become bodhisattvas and help liberate others out of the programming. Thx for your contribution.
Supposedly through pre birth planning we pick lives to learn through opposites. If we want to truly know what love is, than we go through a life with the absence of love and learn what love is not so when we are through we have a deeper appreciation for love.
That's very interesting... I believe that this happens in every cycle not every other life cycle. I believe Existence Is only because of a constant process of duality. Life happens to us constantly, challenging us to choose Love or Fear... to me the opposite of love is fear, not indifference. Because when we are living in moments of fear- which is inevitable, to me that means we are living those moments actually believing we are unlovable- which is also inevitable. So opposite of that are moments of believing we are lovable, because we aren't wearing a mask & distracting ourselves when we are living in the moment. In certain lifetimes I believe we either have more moments of one or the other. The more you shed your old self(ego) the more you will have moments of being Love by believing you are Love- or "Lovable."
Wisdom for life in one video, thank you.
☺️ Thank you, I appreciate that.
great work. this is all energetically honest and brave and genuine and important work. i think you are helping people and will be helping many more people in the future. the honesty is going to resonate with people that are ready to hear on their journey. nice.
Thank you so much for this support, and your kind words. I really do want to help people, as well as always remain as authentic as possible. And you are completely right about certain things resonating with people. We hear things when we are ready. Thank you again.
🤣🤣🤣@“short video” and “I’m a liar”. I’m going to check out those recommended videos. Thank you for sharing such a great message. 💕💫
😁😆😆 Yes, I have fully embraced that I'm a "Talker" 🤣 I'm at Inner Peace with it now! But yes, please do check out those videos.... Matias is a great educator and wonderful spirit!
I’m also a talker, often times I’ve been described as an over-explainer. That too is something that I embrace and am at peace with as well. I do admit that I very rarely give anyone else an opportunity to speak. But with you it turns out, I’m a fantastic listener; mostly because I’m not able to interrupt🤣🤷🏻♂️🌙
🤣🤣 That's right no talky talky for you lol. But Real Talk, these videos are actually helping me explain my concepts and perspectives a lot better. Turns out I've been developing a curriculum for my future teachings! My goal is to continue expanding on my ideas and learning how to teach. I've always loved teaching... I'm not going the traditional therapy route. For me I'd rather incorporate teaching, philosophy, and an aspect of spiritual healing. This channel has really really helped give me structure and clarity.... Along with the Awakening Light of my Twin Flame 🔥🔥Thank you again for your awesome presence!! 🤗
Happy New Year Rebekah💕💫
@@Joe-Cap_SRVMercSame to you!!
You’ve been sitting with me by the fire in the backyard this whole time. I can totally relate to it all; I can connect for sure. I’m proud of you too Rebekah. Thank you for a great message tonight🤗💕💫
I'm glad you can relate to what I've been talking about. I'm very thankful for you and your support. How is your spiritual journey going?
I’m feeling really at peace with myself, like my life is a lot less complicated when I don’t feel the need to explain myself to others, and when I don’t feel the need to cater to others, and when I don’t put myself on the front lines to be ambushed by others’ projections. For the last couple of months I’ve been working a lot, and embracing my solitude, eating well, and going to bed earlier. I’m not really trying to rush for any particular outcome, but over the last few months spirit has really put on me to slow down, reprioritize, and let people fall away. As people remove themselves from my life, that just opens up more space for me to pour into myself. My daughter is with her mother for the holiday break, and I chose today to not participate in my siblings’ holiday festivities. I feel pretty good about it all. I know that I’m growing; growing in a way I never have before, and I’m trying not to be too hard on myself and to not place stupid expectations on myself. I feel a strength that I’ve never had before. Really it’s a whole new type of confidence. I’d say it’s going well. Thank you for asking.
I can completely relate to everything you just said. I'm finally feeling good about the Real me.... A me I've kept so hidden at times. I'm feeling very calm these days, and that can get very difficult for me personally. I'm not use to this calmness, I always strive for increased intensity of some sorts. So this has been very challenging, and I'm very grateful for this strengthening. The more I get thru moments of struggle, the stronger and more capable I feel. The more I meditate and quiet my mind.... The more my future plans fall into place. I've also been creating space for more positive flows of energy. But The Universe is wanting me to sit and Be for awhile... Feeling good enough not needing intensity. It continues to be a wonderful and painful journey.
The absolute most beautiful thing that I’ve found in this journey is that pain and struggle can be turned into strength and power, as well as compassion and acceptance and understanding. My self love grows through all of that. True authenticity in others is what I watch for. My whole life I’ve been amongst users and fakers, and a lot of times I’ve been that myself, but not anymore. As a collective, I believe that you and I, as well as so many others are creating a shift in truth, and it’s astonishing. You are me and I am you; everything is connected.
@@Joe-Cap_SRVMerc You have a very poetic way of writing, I really admire that. And again completely agree with everything you said. This journey is Amazing and Deeply Profound. I believe it is the road less traveled because you have to learn how to balance positive And negative and create inner peace and gratitude. Gratitude doesn't give us instant gratification; it gives us strength, wisdom, understanding, patience and self acceptance. We work for it intentionally, we hold ourselves accountable.... This, most people cannot fathom nor demonstrate. But my Goal is to help make this process a little less intimidating to those ready to walk this path. Yes, we are one connectedness of Truth and Love... Love is Truth, Truth is Love. I'm thankful for everything that has happened to me and continue to use it to propel me forward. I'm so proud of you and am grateful again for the energy you project. We can make a meaningful difference in so many lives.
I just wanted to pop over here and wish you the happiest of holidays. I hope your day is amazing!💕💫
Thank you so much, I really appreciate you! I hope you have an amazing day as well. I'm actually uploading a new video today lol. Thank you again for all of your support!
Maybe I’ll be seeing you later then!
@@Joe-Cap_SRVMerc Yes definitely!
Big hugs Rebekah🤗🤗🤗
Thank you Joe!! 🤗😄 Hey it's all part of the process right lol. But Everytime I look in the dark.... I end up feeling so much better ☺️ Thanx again.... I appreciate you!
Definitely yes! I always come out feeling a lil bit lighter. I actually noticed today how much at peace I am with everything. Isn’t it awesome when that gratitude just hits outta nowhere?! Mucho love your way! I hope you had a pleasant day💕💫
Yes definitely lighter! I believe it's because when we are being in our feelings/soul in the moment, that is automatically gratitude and alignment for our truth. Aligning with truth is always highest vibes 🤗🥰. Thank you, my day is actually going pretty well. Hope you are also having a great one!
Yeah, it’s been pretty good. Really no complaints at all. Kicked back in the recliner right now about to watch a movie. Super thankful for you Rebekah!🤗🤗🤗
@@Joe-Cap_SRVMerc Very thankful for you too! Glad you had a good day!
It really depends on what kind of energy you are putting into it. It sure can lead to low vibes if you use it as an distraction or an avoidance tactic. But I believe casual encounters can still build higher energy as it still a type of love and bonding as we share a human experience and intertwine a physical energy. Our bodies were built for this just like I minds are structured to try to interpret what it means.
Thank you for this perspective! I agree that different experiences shape us. It's really a matter of what we're looking for in a given moment.
ua-cam.com/video/IrV90gXmOpA/v-deo.html&ab_channel=BarnsCourtneyVEVO Take care and a good journey I hope you find what you are looking for.
Super grateful for you too! Have a safe trip!🤗💕💫
Thank you.... Self care, self Love 🤗😄
Ouch my heart has been impaled……. Over and over again it really hurts 💪😭
😆🤣🤘 Me too lol. I say OUCH a lot🤪😆 But we are strong... The more we allow the flood of emotions, the better we balance, strengthen and heal. 😄😍
Happy to see you again! Watching now💕
Thanx! Glad you're watching! 😄
i want you to know that i needed to hear this, so much. thank you for sharing!!!
Thank you... That really means a lot to me ☺️
Do you have a favorite song
Don’t slip away. I would notice. 🌙
I believe in the real you, I see you💫
And Visa Versa 🙃
Have a great week Rebekah!🤗💕💫
Thank you! 😄 You too!!
It truly is an incredible journey💫
It really is.... Something just finally clicked. I started seeing everything in such a different beautiful way. My Heart Chakra is open. I didn't even realize it was closed before. I never allowed myself to receive true Love, because I didn't believe I was Lovable. Now the Universe has shown me that I AM Love, and I finally believe it. It took a really long time- and I still have my moments, but I'm human and I'm continuing to learn & feel. Although I've always been spiritual.... Meeting my 🔥🔥 just Connected me to everything, especially myself, in a way that is still a little hard to even put into words sometimes. I truly am grateful for him and this journey. Unfortunately, we are not on speaking terms at the moment- his choice. But I know our higher selves have our backs lol. And I know everything happens for a reason, exactly as it's suppose to. 🤗🔥🔥💓💯
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You have such a beautiful spirit Rebekah. Everything you shared here is so similar to thoughts and feelings I’ve experienced over the last few months. You’re definitely not alone. Thank you for letting me know that I’m not alone either💕💫
Thank you.... I really appreciate that. I want people to see that we all struggle, and we all have a story. I was so glad I was able to capture this moment, this vulnerability... Ironically enough, I had gotten triggered by something I saw pertaining to my Twin Flame. But I knew I had to feel this and feel that pain. And, it definitely was No coincidence 😁🤗🤓
I finally started tapping into this journey about eight years ago, going through my divorce. But I like what you said, how we’re on this journey our whole lives, but we just don’t know what its preparing us for. After a 10 year marriage, i began seeking out whatever felt right at the time to fill that void, over and over and over again for the next few years, but it just didn’t feel right. There was always something missing, but I just couldn’t pinpoint what exactly it was. Even in my marriage, my soul was not satisfied. It felt like a fight every day trying to force happiness within the connection, but I stuck it out, because that’s what I was supposed to do for the family. But yes, ultimately I know that we’re out there scattered, energetically searching for one another, while continuously searching for all of our own pieces. There’s a peace and calmness in the knowing that ultimately it’s all good. 🥰👥💕💫
Again, thank you so much for sharing some of your story with me. It's very easy to stay in unhealthy relationships, it's what we are programmed to do. There is something completely wonderful about this feeling of calmness and peace that regardless, everything is going to work out for our highest good😄 Obviously that doesn't mean we don't have to be proactive about our journey.... But knowing the universe has my back 💯 is really awesome. I've had to learn to trust more and more, and freak out less and less lol. When you speak of tapping into "this" journey.... Are you talking about spiritual awakening or twin flame? Or do you think they are one in the same?
@@awakeningtoselflove11 I was specifically referring to the twin flame journey, but now you got me thinking. I can almost say that I feel like I’ve had numerous spiritual awakenings throughout my life, but the biggest of which happening over the last year. A sense of oneness and solitude, and really being able to see through the BS. Realizing that i don’t NEED someone in my life, locked down to make me feel good about myself; to make me feel “needed”. Also realizing all of the outside influence and opinions from others that i would use to help me make decisions, just to know that i would be accepted or loved. It’s an awesome feeling to simply move with spirit and take life one breathe at a time. I gave up the cigarettes and Red Bull a year ago through a lightbulb moment, simply by realizing that it’s not good for me. I’ve also tried to eat healthier, but I really love food, ALL food. Nonetheless i strive to be better each day, in all aspects.
But anyway, yes I do believe that the twin flame journey is our great spiritual awakening to self-love and healing.
@@Joe-Cap_SRVMerc I couldn't have said this better myself! Very well put, thank you. I can completely relate. Obviously I've struggled with codependency my whole life... The biggest cycle was chasing guys who didn't want me. I didn't realize at the time that I "needed" them to make me feel ok about who I was, and that if I kept pursuing, eventually they'd wise up. Really, I was avoiding my own self worth issues and not feeling good enough. When I met who I believe to be my Twin, I started similar patterns. Then, probably without even realizing it, he would question things I said and did very subtly. I would flip out, become frantic, feel worse... But then at the very same time I started gaining this clarity and empowerment about what I was really doing and how I was really feeling about myself. I've been in many spiritual awakening cycles as well... Each intense in their own way. This one was different in the sense that I really starting connecting to this Lovable part of myself I kept so hidden. There is a lot more to it as you know. I stopped talking about it as much because it's not anybody else's journey. While I do enjoy reading and hearing about other people's experiences.... I'm also now in a surrendered state of acceptance and trust.... Trying to feel more in this journey vs. trying to understand it to death. Understanding it too much almost implies that I still don't believe it, I had to get real about that. I fully believe that the universe has my back, and always has. I believe this is an extremely spiritually guided path. I'm learning to communicate with spirit more and more on deeper and deeper levels. It's been the most intensely amazing experience of my life, I'm grateful I'm getting to experience it. Love is not so scary to me anymore. In fact, I look forward to continue receiving Unconditional Love from myself and spirit... And eventually from my soul partner. But like you said, I'm not waiting around or sad, I don't need this person to fill my void. I'm happy with me and I'm living my best life, and will continue to do so regardless. Thank you again so much for sharing. ☺️🤗💓
@@awakeningtoselflove11 You’re truly amazing. Thank you too for sharing! I really love how you’re changing the world and stuff🥰 Keep on blooming! Goodnight Rebekah🤗🤗🤗🌙
Ive heard before, “Don’t become the person who hurt you”, and I guess that’s what i meant by taking on the energy of our abusers. I’ve been single/celibate for more than three years. Looking back, I’ve attracted(or been attracted to) people that carry the same energies as my mother; fiery, independent, hard-working, short tempered, manipulative, depressed, physically abusive, every once in a while being loving, caring and nurturing, but not so much, although always wanting love, attention, and affection from me. I had always felt that my place was with a struggling single mother, because they got it rough, and i can help. I can help to ease the worry and the stress. I can be your hero(emotional punching bag) baby🎶 Over the last three years, I’ve kind of been closed off to the idea of a relationship, really being sick of the heartache and turmoil that I’ve put myself through my entire life. Turns out, loving myself is a full time job! I could go for a cuddle sometime though🤷🏻♂️🥴
First off, thank you so much for all of your very kind words.... It really really means a lot to me ☺️. People such as yourself really help keep me motivated and inspired🤗. As far as your other comment about taking on the energy of our abusers.... I believe that it's inevitable, but ultimately for our highest good. I think it's part of our unfolding process of truly understanding how to Love our true selves- believe we are Lovable no matter what. Each lifetime we continue to gain knowledge, strength, and wisdom thru these types of situations and challenges. This process started to make so much more sense to me when I surrendered to the pain and learned to accept it as part of my story... But a part of my story that I could heal from and grow from. We take on the abusers energy whether we like it or not unfortunately. Children can't differentiate or process or connect in the same way as adults. Therefore, the foundation has been set, and I think it's then our choice to become better because of it.... Or let it defeat us in this particular lifetime. We have a choice, and the capability. However, as I always say, it is the Road Less Traveled. Thank you for sharing a little of your story with me, I really appreciate you. We definitely are attracted to people who remind us of our upbringing the most. The more we heal, the more we realize our value. We have to understand our part... And yes, loving ourselves is a wonderfully difficult at times- full time job. I will make another video about this subject! Also, I've been celebrate for a couple years now as well. You are not alone! And I absolutely agree.... Sometimes we just want a little cuddling affection☺️ That's normal, that's healthy.... Positive affection is very healthy and healing for us. 💓
@@awakeningtoselflove11 Sending energetic cuddles your way🤗🤗🤗 I’ll see you tomorrow!💕🌙
I don’t know how I found you; I’m so happy that I did. Thank you💕💫
That's how the Universe works! 🤗 I really really appreciate that, thank you. I'm glad you enjoy the channel. If there's anything you'd like me to discuss, please let me know! ☺️🤩
@@awakeningtoselflove11 If I think of something, I’ll definitely let you know! And I’m really enjoying your content. To find someone so genuine in such a fake world is such a beautiful thing.💕💫
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Do you believe that we can become possessed after being abused?
Possessed in what way?
@@awakeningtoselflove11 do you think abuse weakens you enough for malignant spirits to possess you and control you
Honestly, I'm not sure how to answer this question. I'm very spiritual, but I haven't experienced or talked with others about their experiences with possession in that sense. I don't even know if I believe in all that. What are your thoughts on this?
I believe that we may take on the energy of our abuser(s) after the fact.
@@Joe-Cap_SRVMerc I agree with that! Our brain holds onto that trauma differently.... So I guess we can phrase it in different ways. What I know is that it negatively impacts our souls until we go back and release the toxic energy. Thank you for that!! 🤗
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I’m struggling so hard with my emotions rn. Thank you for this video! Much needed.
You're so very welcome, and thank you so much🤗... struggling unfortunately is a big part of the journey. But so well worth it in the long run. Try to feel those uncomfortable feelings, and tell yourself it's ok that you are feeling this way. I'm always here for you! 😊😘 You're doing a great job.
@@awakeningtoselflove11 I am crumbling and I am at rock bottom. I will rise stronger then ever. Thank you for paving the way for healthy self love for ppl like me. I cried this whole video. I’m so proud of you and I’m proud of me. I love you 💕
Thank you so much, I really appreciate hearing that😊🥰 I'm so very proud of you too.... coming up from rock bottom is hard. But as you go, you will continue to be stronger, wiser, and better than ever. Cuz once you hit rock bottom.... you'll never go there again. You will rise above and gain strength to now go forward. I really appreciate you! Remember to call to the universe for guidance and intuition. This is your time to shine bright😍