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Reserved Memories: Cooking my "world famous" spaghetti
With the help of my lovely and beautiful step-daughter, Kathrine, this video covers how to cook my "world famous" spaghetti dinner. I thought I would need to edit/fast-forward some parts of this, but everything went fairly fast and smooth, so you'll get the full 24-minute video.
Note: I didn't mention what kind of sauce we used, although it was clearly visible. I ALWAYS use Ragu spaghetti sauce, the kind that "flavored with meat."
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Відео

Reserved Memories: How I'm Fighting Cancer
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My take on how I'm fighting cancer on the emotional/psychological/spiritual front.
Reserved Memories - The Story Of My Stomach Cancer
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In which I describe how I most likely developed the disease and what I've done in the last year to combat it.
Reserved Memories: Introduction
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A short and brief introduction to yours truly. Just covering basic facts about me, why I'm doing this and what you can expect. Please subscribe and, if moved to do so, comment.
Burn Pits Music Video
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This song was written to bring awareness about the dangers of burn pits to our Soldiers and veterans who served in Iraq and Afghanistan. Many different types of illnesses ranging from cancer to serious respiratory conditions have been linked to the use of burn pits, causing our honored veterans to suffer and often die, yet the VA and United States government continue to refuse to acknowledge th...
Dash Cam Footage- Oct 14, 2017, Clarksville TN
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While coming home from dinner with my wife and mother-in-law, we were waiting at an intersection to turn left. When the light turned green for us, we started the turn but apparently the driver in the opposite direction (whose light was red and he was NOT in the turn lane) decided it was time for him to go straight forward. He very nearly got himself into a head-on collision with yours truly. If...
Life Has a Life of Its Own
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Specialist Jay Seals (me) has stage 4 terminal stomach cancer which developed during service in the US Army. This song, co-written with Doug Gill, represents a powerful lesson I have learned through my fight with cancer: Life takes you to places and through situations you may not necessarily plan for, but a life well-lived is every bit as bountiful as the one we try to shape. Operation Song is ...

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  • @francesco5581
    @francesco5581 2 місяці тому

    Hey Jay, wherever you are, i am happy that the last video you did was with spaghetti, as an italian i am always happy to see people happy with our food (but hey thats not an italian recipe, we will have to talk about that in the "wherever"). The video is very sweet and a bit sad at the same time, thinking that you wanted to cook food while dying of stomach cancer. nature could have made us feed ourselves only out of necessity without feeling the flavors... but instead food is one of the most beautiful things, and I don't think all this is accidental. Have your tasty spaghetti with meatballs wherever you are, in happiness .

  • @A-FrameWedge
    @A-FrameWedge 6 місяців тому

    Vaud a form of National Healthcare and so many think that is what the U.S. should have. I have seen so many cancer stories in countries that have National Healthcare and people were tired of waiting so long to see specialists or the long waits for CT, ultrasounds or MRI’s and had to go to private healthcare where they were immediately taken care of

  • @lindaulik
    @lindaulik 8 місяців тому

    Rest in Paradise. Thank you for your service. We'll see you in Heaven.

  • @lesleymaclennan7899
    @lesleymaclennan7899 8 місяців тому

    Hope you are doing well 🙏🏾

  • @boulderangel124
    @boulderangel124 10 місяців тому

    Just beautiful...

  • @experiment_lain3292
    @experiment_lain3292 Рік тому

    I know the va now has the pact act which vets are asked about their exposure to burn pits. This is so sad 😢

  • @passingthrough777
    @passingthrough777 Рік тому

    Hello my friend. Thank you for your story. I have been sick for the past several months. I have pain daily in my stomach and am being treated for h pylori bacteria which is a main cause for gastric cancer. I am a believer in the Lord Jesus Christ. I invite you to know Him. 🙏😊

  • @tlaffantl
    @tlaffantl Рік тому

    You said the chemo wasn't working any more.. Have you been put on any different treatment

    • @RuckFussia
      @RuckFussia 10 місяців тому

      It's 5 years old, he passed away not too long after this video.

    • @clancycreations
      @clancycreations Місяць тому

      @@RuckFussiaThank you for letting us know. Very sad. My Dad was in USAF during Vietnam and agent orange was used on his base for clearing vegetation and treating dogs. Still, he was not included in Va lawsuits and whatnot as only 2-3 (I can’t remember) bases where acknowledged for having agent orange. He suffered a long 15+ years at stage 4 prostate and bone cancer. 💜

  • @carolinekellum1
    @carolinekellum1 Рік тому

    I lost my sister to that.she kept being fobbed off with ibs!eventually in 2016 she was diagnosed and had her whole stomach removed November that year.she had 6 bouts of chemo and umpteen tablets which made her very ill and weak,during 2017,then January 2018 she was told she was terminal and passed March 7th.xx

  • @pascalw.paradis8954
    @pascalw.paradis8954 Рік тому

    Think I have tummy C too. At 64 I had a good ride. Nobody lives forever. But 45 is to young buddy. G🌎D Bless

  • @vidasagharlou4895
    @vidasagharlou4895 Рік тому

    I am in pain in my stomach now for few weeks and I am waiting to see specialist I might have cancer too😢

  • @davidwallace8353
    @davidwallace8353 Рік тому

    I learned I possibly had cdh1 gene when I was on a facebook call with my 33 cousins . I went to my gp and she sent me for genetic testing. I was positive. I then decided that I might be among the 20% who would not get stomach cancer. So they scanned me every 6 months. In July 2021 I was diagnosed with stomach cancer. In Sept 2021 my stomach was removed. I get scanned every 6 months and am cancer free so far.

  • @azore5763
    @azore5763 Рік тому

    The VA has some of the worse doctors in their system...

  • @ebonygibson4333
    @ebonygibson4333 Рік тому

    Bless be strong 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @julieb8668
    @julieb8668 2 роки тому

    What happened to you is inexcusable, the army should be held responsible

  • @dianasoto7011
    @dianasoto7011 2 роки тому

    My daughter was living in Mexico, she went to many Dr's, but they all said she was fine. All they did was give her antibiotics for H. Pylori and Prilosec, this went on for over 2 years, then she started getting weirder and weirder symptoms, and the Dr's gave her the same meds. About a month ago she started having bleeding in her stomach, she thought it was a bleeding ulcer, and just kept taking the meds, and didnt go to the hospital, and she really should have. 3 days later, she died, of stomach cancer, and maybe metasticised in other organs, she was 44 yrs old, and my heart is broken. I begged her to come home to the US and get checked here, she refused, she didnt think it was serious, just acid reflux and a stomach ulcer, it would come and go, until about the last 3 months. My daughter had a very high tolerance for pain, and that is why she didnt feel the pain very much until 4 days before she died. By then, it was far too late, even tho we didnt know it. I miss my baby. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭The funny(not funny) thing is, I worried she would get Covid and die, because she didnt get the vaccine, she got Covid, at least twice, and that didnt do anything, she was fine, until March 10th, I still cant believe shes gone. 😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @NewAccountWhoDis
      @NewAccountWhoDis 2 роки тому

      Oh my goodness 😔 I am so sorry. That's how my story started but it has been 4 years and I just started getting the advanced symptoms. I went to my doctor every two weeks and often more

    • @cameinyourface1351
      @cameinyourface1351 2 роки тому

      This is absolutely horrible. I am so sorry

    • @jenniferthompson6280
      @jenniferthompson6280 Рік тому

      so very sorry, my daughter is having symptoms and the dr is sending her to the stomach specialist , i'm sorry your daughter didn't get the same care...

    • @sallyashiley2825
      @sallyashiley2825 Рік тому

      @@jenniferthompson6280 l

    • @andreac980
      @andreac980 Рік тому

      Do you have family history of the disease in your family?

  • @russellereese
    @russellereese 2 роки тому

    Thanks for sharing Mr Seals. My wife was recently diagnosed with stomach cancer and we're just starting our fight. I hope we can face it as bravely as you.

  • @UnitedDestinyEntertainment
    @UnitedDestinyEntertainment 2 роки тому

    Seems common amongst veterans

  • @letang6772
    @letang6772 2 роки тому

    The gross negligence is astounding and unacceptable. Doctors get away with murder, no wonder many of them are so despicably arrogant

  • @michellemichelle5202
    @michellemichelle5202 3 роки тому

    Wow. So for FOUR years, he had stomach cancer and didn’t even know it. Because these incompetent fucks didn’t tell him. 🤦‍♀️

  • @morganjames5180
    @morganjames5180 3 роки тому

    So sorry to hear of all the disgusting neglect Jay had from Military. Jay sounds so bitter and angry , kept saying the word YAY with great sarcasm . 😳😳😳😳I dont blame him at all. From 2cm tumor to 20 cm ! in such a short time. ! Doctors can be so cruel , and even un my experience they never own up to serious mistakes that are life changing to patients. . Sorry to hear he passed away a year later.....Senfing much love and strength to his family and friends. Bless you all. 💚💚💚💚

    • @tnecniv1124
      @tnecniv1124 3 роки тому

      how old is he

    • @morganjames5180
      @morganjames5180 3 роки тому

      @@tnecniv1124 I assume he was in his 40s . So sad ..still very young.

    • @mariongonzales1386
      @mariongonzales1386 2 роки тому

      This is very sad I’m sitting here crying how could this happen to somebody nice and hard-working like he was and his death was not his fault it could’ve been avoidedThis man’s life was stolen he could have live another 40 years

    • @slawkasimpson6572
      @slawkasimpson6572 11 місяців тому

      @@mariongonzales1386 p

  • @chadwick283
    @chadwick283 3 роки тому

    RIP Jay 🙏🙏🙏

  • @chadwick283
    @chadwick283 3 роки тому

    RIP 🙏🙏🙏

  • @ronakzameerrizvi6400
    @ronakzameerrizvi6400 3 роки тому

    I pray to allah that your family get strength to overcome from all tough situation.

  • @chrisdidonna7371
    @chrisdidonna7371 3 роки тому

    Bs they let you down like that. You should have been informed immediatly of the mass in stomach

  • @AUSTOGO
    @AUSTOGO 4 роки тому

    So Sorry you had to go through all this,rip 😪

  • @martinmr28
    @martinmr28 4 роки тому

    Right behind you brother. See you soon glory be to God

  • @reader6690
    @reader6690 5 років тому

    My condolences. A very brave man.

  • @Wildchildinc
    @Wildchildinc 5 років тому

    It really disappoints me when some doctors brush over things that can possibly catch cancer's earlier.

    • @Doesntmatter20
      @Doesntmatter20 3 роки тому

      I think the medical world in incapable of diagnosing early as they are only able to cure what is really really obvious .... curative care instead of preventive or early stages of ailments that can become dangerous and life threatening and I think they don’t care 🤷🏻‍♀️

  • @rickcarter2314
    @rickcarter2314 5 років тому

    So sorry for all you and Jay have had to walk through Tori.

  • @NS1973
    @NS1973 5 років тому

    It is with great sadness I regret to inform everyone that Jay Seals passed October 31, 2018 Thank you all for your support and understanding. Tori Seals (Jay's wife)

  • @NS1973
    @NS1973 5 років тому

    It is with great sadness I regret to inform everyone that Jay Seals passed October 31, 2018 Thank you all for your support and understanding. Tori Seals (Jay's wife)

  • @NS1973
    @NS1973 5 років тому

    It is with great sadness I regret to inform everyone that Jay Seals passed October 31, 2018 Thank you all for your support and understanding. Tori Seals (Jay's wife)

  • @NS1973
    @NS1973 5 років тому

    It is with great sadness I regret to inform everyone that Jay Seals passed October 31, 2018 Thank you all for your support and understanding. Tori Seals (Jay's wife)

    • @Munsjvc2
      @Munsjvc2 5 років тому

      TheNightShadow I’m sorry. I wish I had better words.

    • @shukuratulilah
      @shukuratulilah 5 років тому

      My condolences

    • @traceyesste2271
      @traceyesste2271 5 років тому

      My condolences Mrs. Seals and family.

    • @mjd2491
      @mjd2491 5 років тому

      I am so sorry. I was treated for breast cancer in 2017 and 18 but I think it has spread to my stomach. I have had issues since the beginning, but I was "fat" so losing weight wasn't considered a problem. I will know in a week or so, but I'm pretty sure it has spread.

    • @agskater1914
      @agskater1914 4 роки тому

      Jay Seals is posthumously helping me fight a binge eating addiction, thank you and rest is peace

  • @NS1973
    @NS1973 5 років тому

    It is with great sadness I regret to inform everyone that Jay Seals passed October 31, 2018 Thank you all for your support and understanding. Tori Seals (Jay's wife)

  • @NS1973
    @NS1973 5 років тому

    It is with great sadness I regret to inform everyone that Jay Seals passed October 31, 2018 Thank you all for your support and understanding. Tori Seals (Jay's wife)

    • @saraalawi3929
      @saraalawi3929 5 років тому

      I am so sorry and god bless his soul

    • @janaculbreth007
      @janaculbreth007 3 роки тому

      Watching his story, what a wonderful bright and intelligent fella he was!! So nice and caring for him to share his story with us!! I know Heaven welcomed him in with open arms!! 🙏🏻❤️

    • @TheFancyCandy
      @TheFancyCandy 3 роки тому

      Revelation 21:4.

    • @jenniferthompson6280
      @jenniferthompson6280 Рік тому

      i'm so very sorry..

  • @hallelujah1236
    @hallelujah1236 5 років тому

    Hey how are you doing?

  • @mathaharris5755
    @mathaharris5755 5 років тому

    Rest In Peace

  • @banishedfromthedwarfplanet530
    @banishedfromthedwarfplanet530 5 років тому

    It's absolutely fucking disgraceful how the military/government tries to deny the reality of the diseases they cause in the workplace.

  • @apoemandarose
    @apoemandarose 6 років тому

    eat raw garlic and you will be cure...it cause burning and pain when you eat it raw but it will cure you...

  • @DannyB-cs9vx
    @DannyB-cs9vx 6 років тому

    I am just starting the journey. Over the years I have worked with toxic substances through welding and brazing at work. The thing is, that so many people get stomach cancer that have never been exposed to anything toxic. Maybe it was cooking with Teflon that got too hot, aluminum, or a thousand other things. Why were not the lungs effected first. So the bottom line is nobody knows what causes it. Trying to find the villain that caused it is probably a futile endeavor that leaves us feeling like the victim of something that we can point to. I had an endoscopy done at the beginning of the year They said there was signs of irritation in the stomach but could not determine the cause. So about 8 months later I am going in for another endoscopy in 4 days to see if it has become cancerous. I found this video by looking for info about it. As odd as it is I talked with another guy tonight who said he was in constant fear of dying from something. I told him we are all going to die from something, and fear was a way to victimize ourselves before that happens. I wish us both the very best quality of life before we maybe meet on the other side.

  • @keerthikurup8360
    @keerthikurup8360 6 років тому

    Stay strong may all the positive forces be with you !

  • @sherryhatton2044
    @sherryhatton2044 6 років тому

    This is so terrible that this has happened to you. When they discovered the mass in your stomach they should have told you right away. They had no right to keep that from you,they have basically stolen your life from you. I'm so sorry that you have had to go through all of this as a result of their negligence.Please check out Dale and Paula Black Ministries,they have a cancer Coaching Ministry and a book Life cancer and God that you might be interested in. Prayers and God's Divine Healing and God's Love over you and your family and all you are going through in Jesus Name Amen 🙏😢💔❣️ Thank you for your Service to this Country and God Bless You Sir 😢💔😢 ❣️

  • @robertawesterberg3567
    @robertawesterberg3567 6 років тому

    Tingling sensation in fingers/toes. My tumor was 5cm/bleeding/fungus & esophagus. When there was talk about taking out my stomach, I refused. I am two years into the diagnosis.

  • @teeangel7546
    @teeangel7546 6 років тому

    Praying for you

    • @NS1973
      @NS1973 6 років тому

      Thank you.

  • @cameorose1431
    @cameorose1431 6 років тому

    Please give cbd/thc cannabis oil a try..it can help...

    • @NS1973
      @NS1973 6 років тому

      We're working with a few different solutions for pain these days.

  • @allans.9754
    @allans.9754 6 років тому

    Jay - I am so sorry to hear this and I send you my empathy and my energy to you in the hope that you won’t feel alone. I came to watch this video because I had a similar story in 2015. I had meckel diverticulum and I also had that tube to suck the food out of my stomach. Three years later, I am still afraid because I don’t trust American gp’s. I hope you know that your love for lie will be rewarded with something much better.

  • @claudiaabadia9300
    @claudiaabadia9300 6 років тому

    Hi Jay, tomorrow I am going to get full gastrectomy. It will be a challenge but nothing compared to your story. I keep going back to your story because there is so much neglect from your doctors and truly hope your story reaches others and become aware of incompetency in the medical field. I hope you can sue those people for the sake of your family. I wish you well.

    • @NS1973
      @NS1973 6 років тому

      Unfortunately, due to something called the Feres Doctrine, which prevents Soldiers from suing the Army, I cannot pursue legal action. My wife has other venues to pursue, however- it's complicated. I hope your gastrectomy went smoothly!

  • @susanporter3399
    @susanporter3399 6 років тому

    Wow talk about shell shock , sending you lots of love and prayers ❤️🙏🏻

  • @chazlon5061
    @chazlon5061 6 років тому

    Are you doing ok? Still alive and hanging in there?

    • @NS1973
      @NS1973 6 років тому

      Yep! Still kickin'. On an immunotherapy-based treatment at Vandy these days. Lost a lot of weight, but still in the fight. Sorry I haven't made any new installments on this series in a long while. Part of it is that I've been busy, but another part of it is, well, I just haven't felt motivated to record anything. That might change in the future, though.

    • @EssentialSoap
      @EssentialSoap 5 років тому

      @@NS1973 please consider medical marijuana.