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My top worst symptoms of benzodiazepine withdrawal/ damageMy top worst symptoms of benzodiazepine withdrawal/ damage
My top worst symptoms of benzodiazepine withdrawal/ damage
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These are the top worst symptoms I experienced on this journey. Let me know if you experienced them as well! Sorry for the amount of times I say “like”😂 I’m working on it
Things that help me calm down symptoms of benzodiazepine withdrawal/ injuryThings that help me calm down symptoms of benzodiazepine withdrawal/ injury
Things that help me calm down symptoms of benzodiazepine withdrawal/ injury
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Hey everyone. In this video I share some things that help calm symptoms of benzodiazepine withdrawal and injury. 1-deep breathing 2-somatic practice 3-Vegas nerve exercise ua-cam.com/video/L1HCG3BGK8I/v-deo.htmlsi=KQlu13DCF8RqypCD 4-eft tapping 5-grounding/earthing. Here’s the grounding rod I have a.co/d/aTCoU4D and then the grounding mat I purchased from earthing.com 5-visualizing qi gong 6-fu...
Benzodiazepine injury- akathisia updateBenzodiazepine injury- akathisia update
Benzodiazepine injury- akathisia update
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Hey everyone! I just wanted to say thank you so much for all the love and support on my precious videos! I appreciate it so much! I’m doing better compared to where I was but it’s still a work in progress. Keep going ❤️ The information provided in this video is for educational and informational purposes only and is not intended as medical advice. Always seek the advice of your physician or othe...
Benzodiazepine injury updateBenzodiazepine injury update
Benzodiazepine injury update
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Disclaimer: The content of this video is for informational purposes only and is not intended to be a substitute for professional medical advice, diagnosis, or treatment. Always seek the advice of your physician or other qualified health provider with any questions you may have regarding a medical condition. Never disregard professional medical advice or delay in seeking it because of something ...
Benzodiazepine & Medication Withdrawal/ Injury: What kept me aliveBenzodiazepine & Medication Withdrawal/ Injury: What kept me alive
Benzodiazepine & Medication Withdrawal/ Injury: What kept me alive
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In this video I share a couple of things that kept me alive during benzodiazepine & medication withdrawal/ injury. Keep hanging on ❤️
My Story With Benzodiazepine & Medication InjuryMy Story With Benzodiazepine & Medication Injury
My Story With Benzodiazepine & Medication Injury
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In this video I talk about my experience with benzodiazepine/ medication injury. I felt this strong pull to share my story. This only covers half of what I went through. I left out soooooo much. Please be kind this is my first video. I’m going to post a list of the symptoms I experienced below. Going forward I won’t be discussing symptoms I’m trying hard to rewire my brain but I hope my video c...

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  • @marjilaplante9579
    @marjilaplante9579 3 дні тому

    Going to try to have my 18 year old son with autism try this. Been a year of titering down with help of compound pharmacy to come off of Clonazepam. Down to the last at .02 in a syringe every morning. My poor baby❤ Thank you for sharing🙏

  • @brittalinstrom537
    @brittalinstrom537 3 дні тому

    You're such an inspiration! How long did it take for you to start seeing progress?

  • @sulix6472
    @sulix6472 5 днів тому

    Hey can you recommend the oxygen chamber for medication damage? What a fighter you are

  • @Mnichols374
    @Mnichols374 5 днів тому

    Im so afraid 😭 that I won't ever get my life back I cant believe this did u have head pain and was it for a long time? I have so much more but this really concerns me I've had it for 15 months straight.

    • @Blissfulhealing333
      @Blissfulhealing333 5 днів тому

      @@Mnichols374 I had this feeling of raw exposed nerves in my brain and teeth plus horrific brain sensations where it felt like someone was performing brain surgery on me while being awake. It will get better! I know how you feel

  • @marjilaplante9579
    @marjilaplante9579 7 днів тому

    Going through this right now with my 18 year old son (autism and DMDD) who was put on Clonazepam. Been tapering him with a compound pharmacy for a year this month. .02 in a syringe only in the morning so almost done. But he is suffering so very much. I'm 67 (foster that led to adoption♥️) so I'm home with him thankfully and helping him through. What a nightmare for my baby. I hope you're doing well now and that there's light at the end of the tunnel🙏

  • @dpier1987
    @dpier1987 8 днів тому

    When you mention the 'dry internal feeling', was that related to frequent urination/dehydration? I've been dealing with that for a couple of years and the internal pain from the lack of fluids/thirst has been so bad it's sent me to the ER to get fluids so many times. And I struggle to stay out of the ER daily (altho it's started to lessen for the first time in years the past few weeks),.. trying to not faint from dehydration.

  • @laurettepoirier4415
    @laurettepoirier4415 8 днів тому

    So sorry you have to go through all that I would be scared too but like you said find people that will help and encourage I know it's hard but life can be beautiful ❤️ hugs 🤗

  • @tamihenderson4500
    @tamihenderson4500 9 днів тому

    I’m in withdrawal right now

  • @tamihenderson4500
    @tamihenderson4500 9 днів тому

    How did you treat your Lyme disease

  • @briank1263
    @briank1263 9 днів тому

    Glad you made it through the storm.

  • @davecat6661
    @davecat6661 9 днів тому

    👊🏻

  • @allencollins6031
    @allencollins6031 9 днів тому

    F'n brutal. Its amazing you have healed. Inspirational.

    • @Blissfulhealing333
      @Blissfulhealing333 6 днів тому

      Thank you so much!!🥹 I’m still suffering a lot but I’m so glad to have made progress

    • @allencollins6031
      @allencollins6031 5 днів тому

      @@Blissfulhealing333 I know. It sucks. And he comes winter in NY

  • @sk8n854
    @sk8n854 9 днів тому

    You're an inspiration. I'm going through this right now. Tried to come off of benzos too fast and it really messed me up. Now VERY slowly tapering Diazapam and Cymbalta. It's not pleasant and will take me years.

    • @Blissfulhealing333
      @Blissfulhealing333 6 днів тому

      Thank you so much!🥹 I’m so sorry to hear that. You will definitely get there! It’s just such a grueling process.

  • @solangelalebron1348
    @solangelalebron1348 11 днів тому

    Meth addicts can't talk on the phone either. They never pick up when they are high.

  • @solangelalebron1348
    @solangelalebron1348 11 днів тому

    The Parkinsons symptoms was from the Gabapentin. It takes time to manifest that's why you didn't know it was that. My doctor told me that he was going to prescribe me that for migraines then told me the side effects. So I refused the pills and just dealt with the headaches because some side effects of medications are worse than your original problem.

  • @solangelalebron1348
    @solangelalebron1348 11 днів тому

    Idk but I feel like you are leaving out some extra information.

  • @yoga_iaini
    @yoga_iaini 11 днів тому

    Thanks for sharing your story 🤍 Have you thought about sharing your story for Dr. Josef's UA-cam Channel?

  • @pammarsh6377
    @pammarsh6377 11 днів тому

    I can’t imagine all you’ve gone thru. I’m proud of you. Stay strong for others too.

  • @KenBarns-d1k
    @KenBarns-d1k 12 днів тому

    // love how you explain symptoms //

  • @stevie9y9y
    @stevie9y9y 12 днів тому

    I'm crying with you. It's the most unspeakable, unimaginable suffering human beings were not made to endure. Brain surgery while awake yes. Or like being executed over and over on a loop. I've just come out of a 5 week flare from upping a hormonal med as well. Never again! Have you had any ongoing issues with balance or dizziness as well? Thank you for hanging on. ❤

  • @JaimieJo
    @JaimieJo 12 днів тому

    Please learn how to meditate. It saved me. I have Multiple Sclerosis and many of your symptoms are like that. Start with deep breathing exercises to clear your mind. Guided meditations are available all over UA-cam. Blessings to you on your journey. Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift, that's why they call it The Present. Eckhart Tolle can help you to live in the moment. Love and Light🌞

  • @Wizardofwords-g7v
    @Wizardofwords-g7v 17 днів тому

    The restless legs, to the point of cramps in the calves and bottom of the feet, are also withdrawal symptoms. I had which I still keep turning around and anger issuesid a very stupid thing - Lexamil, anti-anxiety tablets (can’t remember the name), Tripilin, and my HRT - I stopped them cold - had the restless legs, cramps, really dark depression, headaches, very bad dizziness, brain fog, crying the entire day, insomnia - it was so bad I wanted to do bad things to myself - went for psychological treatment and then went back on the full dose of Lexamil. It helped for the depression, but not the paranoia and the cramps and all the other physical symptoms. At least the dizziness and brain fog also stopped as those were withdrawal from the Lexamil. The other symptoms are insomnia and some forgetfulness (specifically names of people, places, and words for things), which I still keep turning around and anger issue, and yes, no joy, not leaving the home and a numbness of feelings are still there, but I do not have this deep dark depression and the other physical symptoms gradually disappeared. ( very thankful for that). Now I have hives from time to time, but I just take over the counter Allergex for that. It is also an allergic reaction to the meds I still take (Lexamil, Dormonoct, and because I had a thyroidectomy, thyroid medication). I will not take the anti anxiety and tripiline or the HRT again, but I accept that I have to take antidepressents and sleeping tablets (I wish I could leave these too, but I don't want the dizziness, brainfog, depression and insomnia again). I’m sending you many good thoughts that you will recover. These meds play around with your brain, your psyche, and your spirit are very harmful, and I wish they weren't the first thing doctors grab when you have symptoms they can not immediately explain.

  • @reemhamouri9633
    @reemhamouri9633 18 днів тому

    How you doing now?

  • @roccolove9996
    @roccolove9996 20 днів тому

    I was prescribed five 2mg. Bars of Xanax a DAY since 2008 until 2022 when the doctor dropped me as a patient w. No new dr. To continue medication for about 2 wks going thru one of the worst times in my entire life. Hallucinations so severe & the feelings of death finally to the hospital & landed in a outpatient where they weaned me all the way down to 0.5 twice a day & ultimately i was ok w. That for about 2 yrs until i moved out of area to new outpatient where the policy is NO BENZOS . I suffered severe withdrawal so sick & noone cared.. so here i am the 1st time since the very beginning w. No benzos in my body..put it this way been in new place 5 mo. & i never been to the grocery store and had to stop driving because my aniexty is that bad but tolerated but still not able to live normal...fddd up right

  • @brittalinstrom537
    @brittalinstrom537 20 днів тому

    You’re so strong! A fighter for sure. When did you start seeing improvement?

  • @maxsmith695
    @maxsmith695 20 днів тому

    Where did your journey begin?

  • @dyannaphaneuf2503
    @dyannaphaneuf2503 20 днів тому

    Hi Lauren, i was wondering how long did it take you to taper from your benzo, and where you able to eat?

  • @Thomas-j2g6x
    @Thomas-j2g6x 21 день тому

    You ct to many drugs you can’t do that and wow all the meds you where on is just insane

  • @Thomas-j2g6x
    @Thomas-j2g6x 21 день тому

    My whole body hurts like hell

  • @sebastianliwinski222
    @sebastianliwinski222 21 день тому

    I would go on Thiamine ( Vit. B1) along with high strength Vit B complex to reverse neurological/ gut health damage.

  • @kristianmuus5672
    @kristianmuus5672 24 дні тому

    Keep making videoes :) All the best to you

  • @chartmann43
    @chartmann43 27 днів тому

    This sounds like me when I’m not able to get my pain medication and I have to go through withdrawal. I have an autoimmune disease and fibromyalgia along with other chronic illnesses but when I am in withdrawal, it feels just like everything you’ve mentioned. You sharing will help you heal plus help others to heal and not feel like they are going through it alone. You have PTSD too so I hope you’re able to get therapy for all that you’ve gone through. You’re a beautiful woman and deserve all the beautiful things in life. I do not however feel pleasure or joy in anything anymore and it scares me. I’ve been dealing with this since my parents passed away 6 years ago and I still cannot find ANY joy in this life anymore. Please keep sharing your story and keep us updated on your journey. Gentle hugs 🫂…

  • @nonyabusiness7200
    @nonyabusiness7200 29 днів тому

    I need support ASAP or I won't make it

  • @caseyconatser7926
    @caseyconatser7926 29 днів тому

    Hello Nice to meet you all. I hope your story helps many. God bless

  • @SavageInsomniacRadio
    @SavageInsomniacRadio 29 днів тому

    Thank you for being yourself, honest and showing feelings. I finally felt some forgiveness towards myself. To have this while trying to raise a kid or kids destroyed me.

  • @SavageInsomniacRadio
    @SavageInsomniacRadio 29 днів тому

    As I listen to your story, it represents so much of what I've experienced. Medications played a large role, because they treated me with multiple drugs, when I actually had been bitten way long ago. I couldn't take antibiotics. Herbs and supps, and then, I started tapering off Valium fast in 2020. I had nightmares, and I'll never know how much was Valium and how much was the taper. I had reactivation of EBV, Lyme, etc, and Covid, and the awful meds aren't done for me. I have to detox from 3 but it's lower.

  • @adriapeet3943
    @adriapeet3943 Місяць тому

    Thank you for sharing your video helps me so much, im trying to get off benzos, also on propranolol 24hr, would love to know what youre taking now med wise if anything? Thank you again ❤

  • @lous.6372
    @lous.6372 Місяць тому

    These drugs deplete magnesium in your body. Just an FYI.

  • @lenkacernova-cerrato383
    @lenkacernova-cerrato383 Місяць тому

    you are so brave and tough as nails! I can relate, and yes you will be ok !

  • @jessicaharrison1401
    @jessicaharrison1401 Місяць тому

    I had these same symptoms back in 2009 i could not go out of the house i was like what you explained i could go upstairs my legs would shake .i then got put on diazipan i thought at first they was a wounder drug i felt better i felt happier almost straight away .untill i got addicted to them .the doctor tried to take me off 3 years ago..my pannic attacks came back worse than ever i couldnt sleep i was getting these jumps in my body i felt like i was going to have a heart attack they was so serverve i went to the doctors every day crying begging for them to put me back on my diazipan after 3 long weeks of hell they decided to put me back on them .i dont know what i would do without them .your story is so sad❤ your a real inspiration to others you are keeping your story real .i hope one day that you heal .j still have a fear of falling asleep im scared something will happen .i fall asleep sat up most nights scared .your a beautiful amazing young girl and now your helping others to try to overcome the pain you went through and are still suffering from .your so brave .its about time there was content like your channel out there .i hope your channel grows and you deserve all the happiness in the world 😘❤

  • @scottmcgregor1944
    @scottmcgregor1944 Місяць тому

    Wow, you are very brave to do this vid. The toll it must have taken, I’m sorry for all you’ve gone through but congratulations are in order as well! I’m deeply proud of your courage and felt compelled to write you-I’ve been working through this for a long time…. I still find myself asking why I started tapering so aggressively? Answer, so many prescriptions for so many years hurt my brain and my body. I’m well on my way now with this process and could relate to each of your well chosen words (you represented hope and inspiration-tapering and the injuries we endured makes me cry…. it’s just a personal nightmare that I can’t communicate well to others. I’ll pray for you and the others out there like us. Healing isn’t easy, it’s a really big test that needs love from all around us. Please accept my message as a very positive sign you touched someone today, me. Take care of yourself-keep trying and keep the faith. Everyone will be alright….

    • @mitch5222
      @mitch5222 Місяць тому

      @@scottmcgregor1944 how many years did u take meds?

  • @rajeshlumb8659
    @rajeshlumb8659 Місяць тому

    Do u feel low energy symptoms

  • @rajeshlumb8659
    @rajeshlumb8659 Місяць тому

    Do u feel low energy symptoms

  • @michelle7352
    @michelle7352 Місяць тому

    I can't believe doctors got you started on all these meds. My doc keeps such close tabs on any meds, no matter who prescribed. You and your docs just didn't have very good communication. I don't know if you tried to change docs, but you certainly had good reason. Too many drugs just mess with your brain and body and it takes a long time to level out. Were you stopping and starting these drugs on your own without doc's instructions? I'm honestly surprised you survived all this. You are stronger than you realize. Thanks for telling your story as I know it helped so many going thru something similar.

  • @MysticFogGarden
    @MysticFogGarden Місяць тому

    ua-cam.com/video/jf4DMOaqQYg/v-deo.html I left this on your other posting. Its about making your own medicine..... you know...Blue Lotus Medicinal Wine....wisdom of the universe and get human with the creator of everything, everywhere all the time. Let me know if you tried it. Also, to heal leaky gut, restore microbiome by "fermented sunchokes" that you grow, and ferment the tuber root in a quart mason jar with rock salt just covers the bottom and add 4 bayleafs.. I will make a video of that too.

  • @MysticFogGarden
    @MysticFogGarden Місяць тому

    Hi, I make wine as a medicine and it is suppose to help people that have anxiety, coming off drugs or detoxing even to help not drink, because you cant drink to much because you will erp. I call it , Blue Lotus Organic Red Wine and that's the youtube channel. You can make it without wine by soaking or infusing the water lilly stamen in vodka for about 3 weeks, until the vodka doesn't have flavor or alcohol burn, then its apomorphine. In California its legal. Let me know if you have tried it. ua-cam.com/video/jf4DMOaqQYg/v-deo.html

  • @krbaughn
    @krbaughn Місяць тому

    I don't know what's worse, akathisia or "burning, throbbing brain." I went back onto the poison and am kindling and can't find any help even from coaches. I've also contracted urinary tract infection, which I've never had until now and will see how antibiotics wreck my system. I miss sleep. I miss my wonderful life.

  • @Waves353
    @Waves353 Місяць тому

    I remember when all you wanted to be able to do was to be able to watch tv, drive, go to stores, cool a meal, be with your family And here you are sitting at the park not terrified, and able to do all of the above and much more

  • @Snowflake1374
    @Snowflake1374 Місяць тому

    Did you have head pressure and burning?

  • @Snowflake1374
    @Snowflake1374 Місяць тому

    I feel for you ❤. Im in the same situation. Almost Cold turkey by Dr. Tried to reinstate twice. Got worse. 1 year off. Bedridden still. Thanks for sharing your story. Too many suffer and are affected by this.