Shout out #meekmill 🙏🏽
Still praying for better days
Even tho I seen the worst
I keep myself from poppin percs
Too many niggas getting laced Ion wanna see that hearse
At least not yet
Until them Ms on a check
Get my moma roun my neck
I know she seen the best in me but I didn’t wanna see the best
I shoulda been a lawyer
I shoulda been a doctor
This path I’m taking damn near darker
I been going against the norm guess I get it from my father
I just wanna be the best I can
Shit I just wanna be a better man
So many voices I can’t understand
Life moving quick sometimes I feel like I’m under sand
Sometimes I wanna fly
Sometimes I wanna die
Losing Corey made me cry
He taught me how to pull the bad ones even tho I was shy
I was raised around them hitters
Shit I was raised around them dealers
had a mind to myself
I knew its more to life so I had to seek help
You can’t understand the sharks until you swim with em
Im learning all the arts I’m learning film nigga
I’m tryna see the picture but I can’t be still nigga
No matter what I do I bet they still see a nigga
No matter where I’m standing they gone still feel a nigga
Ima trap baby folks got me hilfiger
he don’t fuck with niggas so no more hilfiger
I branched off but I’m still black hill nigga
Black hill
My heart still black I have not healed
I can’t love how I want I’m falling out
Emotions tied to money think I’m balling now
I can’t touch the phone unless you calling now
Let em talk about me guess we falling out
I can’t touch the phone unless you calling now
No calls I was grieving now I’m balling now
Fuck fuck where the love at?
tired of being low I’m above that
Take a step back just to get back
Make a couple dimes just to get racks
Slow Motion over no motion
Had to separate my actions from emotions
if I let emotions take over
I don’t think I’ll ever recover