Anyone listening dec 2024? This is totally how me and my brothers partner feels about my brother, the worst thing to watch a loved one go through. Given a timeframe if he doesn’t stop drinking, but he’s lost, broken, etc etc and we knw we will lose him. 😢😢😢😢
My little sister's addiction and my past addiction . Sometimes some approach that have problems i want to help but since my little sister passed I've remaind sober and its hard to help another when theyve lost a loved one in the the multidude as a little sister when ive lost mine to addiction still mourning still goimg theough it all. I refuse to revert back and ive beat cancer so far . Sometimes its best to just shut down to the rest of the world not help and seclude yet ive been told its not healthy. Well maybe it is. Especially when i have other medical issues and the hurt of losing her runs so deep.
I’m 15, never been able to see my mom since I was 2 because she’s addicted to meth, she’s still alive and I have a fear I’m going to loose her to OD before I can meet her
The love of my life died Oct 27th 2023 after taking fake Xanax, yep u guessed it... Fentanyl pressed up appearing to be Xanax. She had ironically ended her opiate days over a year prior to unknowingly being fooled by some one at the gas station. Putting a needle addiction behind her is not only difficult to do but also one of her most proudest accomplishments ever! So sad that the very thing she conquered ended up claiming her life in the end... Her name is/was Erin Nicole Quinn and she was my best friend in the whole world. R.l.P. Bae, u will NEVER be forgotten. Love Always , Mikey 😥
my cousin Billy shunk would be turning 44 years old on 05-25-2024 if he never over dosed on the whole nine yards of bad drugs. The whole nine yards of bad drugs are cocaine crack meth crystal meth morphine and other bad drugs that i don't have to spell
This song reminds me of my cousin Billy he died from overdose on the whole nine yards of bad drugs years ago. My cousin Brian T Shunk is in jail for bad drugs and other things. I'm glad he's in jail i don't want history to repeat it self again. When he gets out i have to really strong feeling that he is going to do the whole nine yards of bad drugs again. The whole nine yards of bad drugs are cocaine crack meth crystal meth morphine and other bad drugs i don't know how to spell.
I wish I had the ability to ask for the help I needed before it became to late. I wish I had not broken my wife and kids trust, I can only hope they will forgive me some day.
My ex died from his addiction last month on the 26th. Our relationship ended because recovery took us on 2 different paths. I chose recovery, he wasn't ready. He was passed out in the road and was run over. He's being put to rest tomorrow. I'm an absolute wreck. We broke up two and a half years ago. I continued to pray for him, hope for him, and cheer him on. He lost his battle on 07/26/2023. 🕊️🕊️🕊️
My dad is like this I’m so sad I can’t show him it will hurt him and I’m worried about him I’m so sorry to seem dramatic I’m so sorry for anyone who goes threw this to
I'm in active addiction right now. And there's nothing anyone could say to help me. I have to be ready. I keep using because I can't deal with the pain in my heart. It has nothing to do with the people that love me or me running from them.....its not about them...its about me and my ability to suffer without numbing it
I just got out of 2 month long hospital/detox/treatment after a lifelong battle with addictions and a recent OD that my (adult) daughter had to save me from….. in front of my family. shame has become a new low for me😢 Thank you for this song 🙏
I looked after my siblings for years and when I turned 17 they got uplifted from my parents custody to my grandmothers. Which is a much better place for them and I’ve been able to start my life finally. But I keep thinking about them because they haven’t left that path or really tried and if it gets to the end of this year my siblings will be put in foster care with strangers because my nana can’t handle it long term. The social worker won’t let me try fight for them either. I want to show them this song and hope it makes a change 😢
Damn. This showed up on my feed and I’m in the middle of a divorce. I have struggled with addiction since I was 13, and after my last relapse, my soon to be ex husband wanted to call it quits. God willing I will have a year on 02/27/2023 and it still fucking hurts bad, man…
This song hits my heart my other half has been fighting since he was 14 plz plz can people please put your hearts out there for us and pray he is locked up again going to prison and he just can't stop using we have 2 babies together and they are hurting I hole he can get this wild animal in a cage ;) thank u to who all starts praying for us and my heart goes out to any family going through the chains of addiction it's a beast but I am proof it can get better one day at a time
My dad died from his addiction two weeks ago, today is his memorial service. I wish with everything in me that I could’ve changed his perspective but I never could. This song has me sobbing. No matter how angry or hurt I’ve been by him these last few years, he was still my dad and losing him has been more painful than I ever could’ve imagined. Dad, I hope wherever you landed in your next life that you’re happy and sober. I love you. April 24, 1969- Sept 1, 2022. RIP.
aw my heart breaks for you, i am sorry for your loss, i know exactly how you feel, the most painful thing ever. but now at least the pain is over for him and he can now rest, rip❤
I’m a drug addict , in recovery now after a treatment of 90 days.. when I hear this song I need to cry, becouse I found zo many identification of the person she sings to. Being an addict is very hard and painful really 😭 aspecailly if I know what I did to my love ones and I do my best to fix the relationships that I’ve destroyed with my using .. 😥 I pray I can Stay sober and have a clean life. This song is so pouwerfull ❤️❤️
This song mean so much to me I was taken away from my mum at the age of 5 due to crack addiction and mental health spiraling, found her just before my 17th birthday. Today I'm 21 years old and just had a baby girl of my own. I've fought to get my mum sectioned. She's been in only two days but has to stay for a minimum of 6 months and I can say that's this is the closest I've got to a sober mum and the only chance to save her life.
Am so scared to hear he died from overdose and i dont know what to do, my mom think i dont worry about it beacuse am young she thinks am stupid and that i dont know what overdos is, am scared that he is going to die soon, why cant we stop him from the drugs?
Mom and dad I miss u😭please do the right thing dad mom u left 9 kids behind for drugs where we not enough for you?😭😭I sorry for not being good enough 😭😭😭😭
i lost my mother to addiction. she never passed away but shes so far gone. its been 8 years since she was last in my life. my dad used to tell me how addiction has changed her entirely. i will always wonder what it would've been like growing up with a mother who put me first.
my parents and my older sister were all addicts.My mom is still one. I have two younger siblings. Whenever I would walk in on them I would start crying and I would say" Why are you doing this, are we not important enough?" I realized this about a year and half ago that no matter how much I urged them to stop or how many times I would flush their stuff they couldn't get better unless they were doing it for them. Watching them go through that was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I remember nights just like in the song how I would be so worried about my older sister because I wouldn't know if she was coming home or not.
I love my boyfriend very much and I'm so damn scared to lose him to the needle. I listen to his heartbeat when he's asleep and I don't know what to do If it stops one of these day. our relationship isn't the same but I'm trying for us. I don't know what to do
This song hurts cause I feel I'm to far gone and there no turning back when she says sometimes I'm worried you won't survive the fall I fear that that means without her there to keep my heart beating it might give out one night while I'm all alone..
For many years this was my song to my cousin. I did everything I could to save him but couldn’t. So many times I thought I’d get that call. You don’t realize how much addiction affects you until you’ve experienced it. For awhile we lost contact and when he got sober and started getting his life together we reconnected. This song still to this day gets to me. It hits home on so many levels but it is also a reminder that THEY DO RECOVER!!!
I have some terrible addiction issues and this song hit me like a train! I wish I didn't hurt the people around me and I don't trust myself not too so have simply removed myself from their lives as best I can. Trying to work on myself in the meantime. Huge amounts of love to all addicts and family members of addicts xx
My dad is still and a drug addict and won't get better because he doesn't want the help
It's too late for my 44 year old daughter 😢 She died September 15, 2024 to fentanyl poisoning 💔
Anyone listening dec 2024? This is totally how me and my brothers partner feels about my brother, the worst thing to watch a loved one go through. Given a timeframe if he doesn’t stop drinking, but he’s lost, broken, etc etc and we knw we will lose him. 😢😢😢😢
My little sister's addiction and my past addiction . Sometimes some approach that have problems i want to help but since my little sister passed I've remaind sober and its hard to help another when theyve lost a loved one in the the multidude as a little sister when ive lost mine to addiction still mourning still goimg theough it all. I refuse to revert back and ive beat cancer so far . Sometimes its best to just shut down to the rest of the world not help and seclude yet ive been told its not healthy. Well maybe it is. Especially when i have other medical issues and the hurt of losing her runs so deep.
Amen I love this song cause I'm struggling with addiction problems & the light I feel is gone from my eyes 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
I’m 15, never been able to see my mom since I was 2 because she’s addicted to meth, she’s still alive and I have a fear I’m going to loose her to OD before I can meet her
My mother picked drugs over her own kids once we were taking she didn't even try to fix herself until she got a grandson from my oldest sister
It's not her fault because she had mental illness but I miss so much
My cousin Billy shunk died 18 years ago from the whole nine yards of bad drugs at the age of 25.
The love of my life died Oct 27th 2023 after taking fake Xanax, yep u guessed it... Fentanyl pressed up appearing to be Xanax. She had ironically ended her opiate days over a year prior to unknowingly being fooled by some one at the gas station. Putting a needle addiction behind her is not only difficult to do but also one of her most proudest accomplishments ever! So sad that the very thing she conquered ended up claiming her life in the end... Her name is/was Erin Nicole Quinn and she was my best friend in the whole world. R.l.P. Bae, u will NEVER be forgotten. Love Always , Mikey 😥
I have to cover my mouth with my hand or hold my breath so I don't start to sing
my cousin Billy shunk would be turning 44 years old on 05-25-2024 if he never over dosed on the whole nine yards of bad drugs. The whole nine yards of bad drugs are cocaine crack meth crystal meth morphine and other bad drugs that i don't have to spell
This song reminds me of my cousin Billy he died from overdose on the whole nine yards of bad drugs years ago. My cousin Brian T Shunk is in jail for bad drugs and other things. I'm glad he's in jail i don't want history to repeat it self again. When he gets out i have to really strong feeling that he is going to do the whole nine yards of bad drugs again. The whole nine yards of bad drugs are cocaine crack meth crystal meth morphine and other bad drugs i don't know how to spell.
Bye mom…. You chose what you’re going for…. Over your own kids…
This song breaks my heart and heals my soul to know I'm not the only one who's gone thru this pain of loving someone whos addiction kills your heart 💗
Rip to my best friend Heidi who was sold fake Xanax 😢 forever 28 #dec 2016 I wish I knew I wish I could’ve helped her
I wish I had the ability to ask for the help I needed before it became to late. I wish I had not broken my wife and kids trust, I can only hope they will forgive me some day.
today is my first day sober, it's sooooooo hard, I feel like I'm going insane
My ex died from his addiction last month on the 26th. Our relationship ended because recovery took us on 2 different paths. I chose recovery, he wasn't ready. He was passed out in the road and was run over. He's being put to rest tomorrow. I'm an absolute wreck. We broke up two and a half years ago. I continued to pray for him, hope for him, and cheer him on. He lost his battle on 07/26/2023. 🕊️🕊️🕊️
everything i wanna say to my mom
Life, abuse, trauma, and the biggest one fear. Thats what we run from
I swear this song touched so much. God this is heart breaking
My dad is like this I’m so sad I can’t show him it will hurt him and I’m worried about him I’m so sorry to seem dramatic I’m so sorry for anyone who goes threw this to
I'm in active addiction right now. And there's nothing anyone could say to help me. I have to be ready. I keep using because I can't deal with the pain in my heart. It has nothing to do with the people that love me or me running from them.....its not about them...its about me and my ability to suffer without numbing it
ThNks for the Hmong musis
Wow this is for me
I just got out of 2 month long hospital/detox/treatment after a lifelong battle with addictions and a recent OD that my (adult) daughter had to save me from….. in front of my family. shame has become a new low for me😢 Thank you for this song 🙏
I looked after my siblings for years and when I turned 17 they got uplifted from my parents custody to my grandmothers. Which is a much better place for them and I’ve been able to start my life finally. But I keep thinking about them because they haven’t left that path or really tried and if it gets to the end of this year my siblings will be put in foster care with strangers because my nana can’t handle it long term. The social worker won’t let me try fight for them either. I want to show them this song and hope it makes a change 😢
Damn. This showed up on my feed and I’m in the middle of a divorce. I have struggled with addiction since I was 13, and after my last relapse, my soon to be ex husband wanted to call it quits. God willing I will have a year on 02/27/2023 and it still fucking hurts bad, man…
This song hits my heart my other half has been fighting since he was 14 plz plz can people please put your hearts out there for us and pray he is locked up again going to prison and he just can't stop using we have 2 babies together and they are hurting I hole he can get this wild animal in a cage ;) thank u to who all starts praying for us and my heart goes out to any family going through the chains of addiction it's a beast but I am proof it can get better one day at a time
This really hits home I’m n tears 🥺😔😢my mother is an addict an it’s breaking my heart
My dad died from his addiction two weeks ago, today is his memorial service. I wish with everything in me that I could’ve changed his perspective but I never could. This song has me sobbing. No matter how angry or hurt I’ve been by him these last few years, he was still my dad and losing him has been more painful than I ever could’ve imagined. Dad, I hope wherever you landed in your next life that you’re happy and sober. I love you. April 24, 1969- Sept 1, 2022. RIP.
aw my heart breaks for you, i am sorry for your loss, i know exactly how you feel, the most painful thing ever. but now at least the pain is over for him and he can now rest, rip❤
@@nini509 thank you❤️
I'm so sorry. My husband is an addict and it hurts everyday.
hey i hope you'll be oikay this next couple of weeks. stay strong
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I’m a drug addict , in recovery now after a treatment of 90 days.. when I hear this song I need to cry, becouse I found zo many identification of the person she sings to. Being an addict is very hard and painful really 😭 aspecailly if I know what I did to my love ones and I do my best to fix the relationships that I’ve destroyed with my using .. 😥 I pray I can Stay sober and have a clean life. This song is so pouwerfull ❤️❤️
This song mean so much to me I was taken away from my mum at the age of 5 due to crack addiction and mental health spiraling, found her just before my 17th birthday. Today I'm 21 years old and just had a baby girl of my own. I've fought to get my mum sectioned. She's been in only two days but has to stay for a minimum of 6 months and I can say that's this is the closest I've got to a sober mum and the only chance to save her life.
Am so scared to hear he died from overdose and i dont know what to do, my mom think i dont worry about it beacuse am young she thinks am stupid and that i dont know what overdos is, am scared that he is going to die soon, why cant we stop him from the drugs?
Mom and dad I miss u😭please do the right thing dad mom u left 9 kids behind for drugs where we not enough for you?😭😭I sorry for not being good enough 😭😭😭😭
i lost my mother to addiction. she never passed away but shes so far gone. its been 8 years since she was last in my life. my dad used to tell me how addiction has changed her entirely. i will always wonder what it would've been like growing up with a mother who put me first.
my parents and my older sister were all addicts.My mom is still one. I have two younger siblings. Whenever I would walk in on them I would start crying and I would say" Why are you doing this, are we not important enough?" I realized this about a year and half ago that no matter how much I urged them to stop or how many times I would flush their stuff they couldn't get better unless they were doing it for them. Watching them go through that was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I remember nights just like in the song how I would be so worried about my older sister because I wouldn't know if she was coming home or not.
I love my boyfriend very much and I'm so damn scared to lose him to the needle. I listen to his heartbeat when he's asleep and I don't know what to do If it stops one of these day. our relationship isn't the same but I'm trying for us. I don't know what to do
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This song hurts cause I feel I'm to far gone and there no turning back when she says sometimes I'm worried you won't survive the fall I fear that that means without her there to keep my heart beating it might give out one night while I'm all alone..
This song hits hard with what my mom is going through. It’s hard to keep trying when the addiction is too powerful
I cry evwrytime I hear this song....so real thank u for creating this
For many years this was my song to my cousin. I did everything I could to save him but couldn’t. So many times I thought I’d get that call. You don’t realize how much addiction affects you until you’ve experienced it. For awhile we lost contact and when he got sober and started getting his life together we reconnected. This song still to this day gets to me. It hits home on so many levels but it is also a reminder that THEY DO RECOVER!!!
I see I liked this video 9 yrs ago.... Sadly you're still running 😭
I have some terrible addiction issues and this song hit me like a train! I wish I didn't hurt the people around me and I don't trust myself not too so have simply removed myself from their lives as best I can. Trying to work on myself in the meantime. Huge amounts of love to all addicts and family members of addicts xx
Thank you
I feel this in my soul… Praying for my husband
I LOVE YOU DAD.🙏🏻
This song made me cry
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