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this is so fucked up Edit: I got chills rn

Some shit hits too fucking close 🤘

As a csa survivor got this hits as hard as it needed to. I need a shower now

just listened for the first time. literally went into shock. great song!

Its pretty obvious from this song that the singer was raised by a family of occultists and she was put through Sata-nic Rit-ual Abu-se. Alot of the times when they are "abusing" the youth within their covens they will use Bibles, crosses, and even in some cases do these rituals within a cathedral afterhours because it destroys the child's image of God and hope of salvation. I hope Otep Shamaya is able to heal from the abuse of her past and is able to come to the true understanding of who God is because what she was "taught" is so far from the truth.

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I hate it when people use religion as an excuse to be a r*pist. Ironically, they're the ones that are going to r0t in h3ll.

This song is fucking terrifying 😱 Jesus please help.

ok dude, what the flip

Disgusting.

Somehow she put her pain in the perfect way just listen without reading and you feel her pain

Disgusting and beautiful at the same time

This and Daddy from korn... the darkest songs ever

This song is the best song she ever made. I really get off on the things she says in this song. She is fucking amazing when she talks about rape!

I didn’t realize I wasn’t alone… we are more Monsterous!!! Fight for urs!

She saved me and unleashed a beast, the world was not ready nor I, dreams where never meat to become true. This woman taught me, no one ACTUAL person gives a shit. NOT ONE FUCKING INDIVIDUAL SOUL. I will eat the souls who try to consume the minuscule parts of me. I become the monster that the world tried to hide me from. And I don’t regret. I want to scare the people who wanted to try and scare me. And I want to not care about how they hurt, they way they didn’t care about me. If they bleed the better. No one cared when I bleed. May the world understand a flowing suffer.

My heart goes out to all of you here who have gone through such horrible experiences. You ARE all amazing people who are well and truly deserving of all the love in the world ❤❤

my tears burn

Didn't Jones kill all those people in Guyana??

JESUS FUCKIN CHRIST.

Real

i never did this to you otep stop lying !!! look I'm your father nothing is gunna change that

As someone who has lived through this as wellI find this song so fucking important and accurate, how it's like growing up as a little girl in a household like that. The confusion anger sadness and PTSD. its very well done, and the fact that this is improvised is absolutely beautiful to me.

Wow… I used to the the very early underoath track Innocence Stolen was an intense brush with this topic. Not even close, This is wild.

ive known about otep for a long time now, but i have never heard this song. it is 5:18am and im overwhelmed with tears and chills as i sit here, a 29 year old hetero sexual black male. this happened to so many women in our generation and its fucking sickening. burn the earth kinda shit. i could hear and feel every emotion... otep is a fucking hero for helping to give voice to a such a heavy burden. one that goes unspoken. there is an intolerable unfairness on this world. one day something will avenge the innocent.

big ptolomaea by ethel cain and DO YOU DOUBT ME TRAITOR by lingua ignota vibes

It feels wrong to headbang to this song but it sounds so good

My god this is Dark as hell hope her dad Got what came to him if not hell is waiting for him Edit I might be wrong it was probably someone else that did it but still

If u get a HardOn while listening to this song. Dude you're SICK.

The most powerful and insane song of alternative scene from 200X. In this time, songs like this you won't find anymore

the bassist and guitarists both did so fucking well on this song. the bass at the end mimicking a heart beat gives me fucking chills down my spine

I'm so sorry for the people who relate to the lyrics of this song

Drama disaster

This is sending shivers down my spine and bringing tears to my eyes

very intense song. Beauty in its kind.

I need every person in disbleif of a survivor to read these comments.... you'll be horrified

does anyone have any other song suggestions that are like this? This is what helps me heal. I need more music like this that help me feel okay again and like im sane still after having my childhood ripped away from me

this is the only thing thats gotten me through living in this filthy house of secrets I wish I could have my childhood back. "No daddy don't"

I always come listen to this song when I am filled with unbearable rage. I don't think I've ever listened to this song without screaming and crying in agony and anger. I would snap this disgusting planet out of existence if I could tbh. I'm really grateful to Otep for this outlet because sometimes it's the only thing that gets me through. The fact that so many people who have never experienced something like this just open their fucking mouths like anyone cares what they have to fucking say is infuriating. People = shit and that'll be the next song I listen to.

Knowing her daughter will rip your throught out of its skin and bone sack. Just to hear you scream. Beautiful...her fatherwill.hear no.more.

an oddly erotic groove to a messed up experience, i wonder if that was purposeful to add to the confusion of losing innocence

Shit ..

The soul sister of Korn's "Daddy" right here.

This is when I believe in cursing the perpetuator. Theres a reason why karma is a bitch.

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inconsequential lyrics she says she liked it and then is only negative

One of her best ones, I keep coming back to this one

Bitches think they can hurt me? This is the song I relate to the most 😃