This song always makes me think of when I was 19 and pregnant (1983). The father (who was my boyfriend at the time) wanted me to get an abortion. At first I went along with it, but at the last minute, I changed my mind. He was mad. He said to me, “what is a guy supposed to do? I don’t even get a choice.” I had a beautiful daughter. And to this day he claims she’s not his. She looks a lot like his mother… and she’s a PhD. ❤ My daughter was a huge fan of Smashing Pumpkins as a teenager. The first time she had me listen to this song I cried. Billy Corigan had to know us… he just had to…
Im 33 yrs old and i loved them at 12 and even more so now. I used to think incouksnt go back to the beginning of finding music and hearing your FAV band all pver again. Butnim happy that’s so un true and with experience these songs are tenfolds better
😂😂 only old folks will get this But miss the days of downloading mp3 withbthe wrong names like “The killer in me is the killer in you “ Or “Rat in a cage “😂
Go on your way in your life there is nothing here for either of us at all you want to know what I see here is nothing but torn to shreds pieces of my life and I am leaving that behind me the way you make relationships is not good
I remember my mom playing this song for me when I was like 8 and saying how much she loved it, then she put me through traumatic abuse now I know what she related to in the song her parents abused her
I was probably like 8 when this song was released . As a victim of childhood trauma, growing up in a toxic broken home and being sexually, physically, and mentaly abused, this somg really hits my emotions, and i resonate with these lyrics 💯
I was way too young to be listening to this when it released. Wow being in elementary school in the 90s with a six year older brother maybe not the best influence. 😅
This song is about the relationship he had with his parents while growing up, he was abused and took alot of pain in his younger years, this song explains everything all too well
I wonder if actors use songs like this to get emotional for their roles.........hmmm. I was a little girl, not a boy lol but I still relate to this song. And to 'Zombie' by the Cranberries.
Just woke up from a nightmare. Without a lot of backstory it won't make sense, let's just say I've got major mommy issues and she tried to kill me again in my dream last night. Woke up in a complete panic attack again... I don't know what to do anymore. I'm 30 and she still tries to find ways to ruin my heart and mind. I'm so hurt and confused right now and I thought I made it through this but right now, only darkness.
I don’t think I ever really considered what Billy’s intention or inspiration for Disarm might have been. From the first time I heard it I immediately projected my own relationship with my mother. I struggled to break free from the weight of her brokenness but never was able to do so. She died three months ago. I let my siblings have the funeral and the week that followed it before finally coming apart at the seems and telling my siblings of the abuse that I experienced at the hands of my mother after they had left home. I also confessed my sexuality to them. Time heals right?😂😂😂. Two of the three forgot, or ignored, my birthday yesterday. I’m wasted at the moment so forgive my ridiculous candidness
This song has many significances, to me it's about being a young naive kid growing up as an outcast on the fringe and never being accepted by my mom for who I was.
I relate a lot to Billy. I endured a lot of neglect and abuse. I want to leave it behind me and build a future, but the biting, gnashing ghosts of my past keep dragging me back to the numbing oblivion. I hate it and I want to be better. I'm still fighting, I haven't given up.
Dont give up. Letting go is one of the most difficult of human struggles. I recently stumbled upon this quote that has been somehow helping me to reconcile some parts of my past… “Everything I’ve ever let go of has claw marks on it.”-David Foster Wallace
Brought tears of joy to my eyes🥹
I lost my mom when I was 3 and this song resonates to my core. It’s so beautiful.
I send this smile over to you......
2025
Great lyrics
profound in wrapping paper
The Bear brought me here.
This song always makes me think of when I was 19 and pregnant (1983). The father (who was my boyfriend at the time) wanted me to get an abortion. At first I went along with it, but at the last minute, I changed my mind. He was mad. He said to me, “what is a guy supposed to do? I don’t even get a choice.” I had a beautiful daughter. And to this day he claims she’s not his. She looks a lot like his mother… and she’s a PhD. ❤ My daughter was a huge fan of Smashing Pumpkins as a teenager. The first time she had me listen to this song I cried. Billy Corigan had to know us… he just had to…
I used to be a little girl 💔
I am sure you still are someone's little girl in their heart.❤
The lyrics need to appear before they're actually sung. Not as it's being sung. This let's us see them before so we can actually learn it.
This about my mother who left me as an infant
I think the misheard lyrics " inside of me is such of point of view "
I love this . Beautiful voice. Putting on my Playlist.
Is this original?
“Lem, right now this about keeping you _alive!”_
Disarm you with a smile 😢
When you find out what this song is about it will make you cry.
Im 33 yrs old and i loved them at 12 and even more so now. I used to think incouksnt go back to the beginning of finding music and hearing your FAV band all pver again. Butnim happy that’s so un true and with experience these songs are tenfolds better
😂😂 only old folks will get this But miss the days of downloading mp3 withbthe wrong names like “The killer in me is the killer in you “ Or “Rat in a cage “😂
Go on your way in your life there is nothing here for either of us at all you want to know what I see here is nothing but torn to shreds pieces of my life and I am leaving that behind me the way you make relationships is not good
2:10 it hits
I remember my mom playing this song for me when I was like 8 and saying how much she loved it, then she put me through traumatic abuse now I know what she related to in the song her parents abused her
I was probably like 8 when this song was released . As a victim of childhood trauma, growing up in a toxic broken home and being sexually, physically, and mentaly abused, this somg really hits my emotions, and i resonate with these lyrics 💯
I sadly finally really understand and feel this song now that I’m older. Always loved it but sadly feel it now
I was way too young to be listening to this when it released. Wow being in elementary school in the 90s with a six year older brother maybe not the best influence. 😅
This song is about the relationship he had with his parents while growing up, he was abused and took alot of pain in his younger years, this song explains everything all too well
❄️let it go let it go❄️
Really don’t have much to choose from atm I’d like to think that it is positioned so I would join fam hope that’s true
Saw them play this live and it was amazing!! ❤
The memories 😊🎉
I wonder if actors use songs like this to get emotional for their roles.........hmmm. I was a little girl, not a boy lol but I still relate to this song. And to 'Zombie' by the Cranberries.
ying❤yang
Wow guys. Through the ages you still wont amuse me. Its about balance like it always has been. #burned. I guess i am alone.
disarm the mind readers
Terminator has returned again..One more time.
Literally talking to his inner child
This makes my heart cry😢
Greatest song ever !
Just woke up from a nightmare. Without a lot of backstory it won't make sense, let's just say I've got major mommy issues and she tried to kill me again in my dream last night. Woke up in a complete panic attack again... I don't know what to do anymore. I'm 30 and she still tries to find ways to ruin my heart and mind. I'm so hurt and confused right now and I thought I made it through this but right now, only darkness.
Best scene on The Shield
I don’t think I ever really considered what Billy’s intention or inspiration for Disarm might have been. From the first time I heard it I immediately projected my own relationship with my mother. I struggled to break free from the weight of her brokenness but never was able to do so. She died three months ago. I let my siblings have the funeral and the week that followed it before finally coming apart at the seems and telling my siblings of the abuse that I experienced at the hands of my mother after they had left home. I also confessed my sexuality to them. Time heals right?😂😂😂. Two of the three forgot, or ignored, my birthday yesterday. I’m wasted at the moment so forgive my ridiculous candidness
Lem I’m sorry
This song has many significances, to me it's about being a young naive kid growing up as an outcast on the fringe and never being accepted by my mom for who I was.
I relate a lot to Billy. I endured a lot of neglect and abuse. I want to leave it behind me and build a future, but the biting, gnashing ghosts of my past keep dragging me back to the numbing oblivion. I hate it and I want to be better. I'm still fighting, I haven't given up.
Dont give up. Letting go is one of the most difficult of human struggles. I recently stumbled upon this quote that has been somehow helping me to reconcile some parts of my past… “Everything I’ve ever let go of has claw marks on it.”-David Foster Wallace
One of the few songs i didn't need UA-cam to learn. Peace.
Still rocking in 2024🎉
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who else is here because of a bad enema experience?
💚2024✨sowing.............🚣🎶 🎠🌈🌈🌈💍🌈🌈🌈🔥 Daniel 12 Revelation 21 🍷🌹 keeping the Faith 💜😎
Makes me cry