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CØL Music + Mental Health
United States
Приєднався 27 кві 2016
Music for the disturbed, by the disturbed.
With love,
COL
With love,
COL
CØL - Rainfall [new song]
colmusic45.bandcamp.com/album/the-lost-light-rainfall
this song is about once again about losing hope in life, and the shame that comes with that feeling of uselessness.
lyrics:
I want to live as badly as I want to die
I want to smile as badly as I want to cry
All I do is lose hope
All I know is being alone
Nothing feels like home, nothing in a long time
I don't think I'll ever grow, and I just don't know why
I'm stuck, I'm lost and I've lost all control
I'm tired of being so fucking cold
So tell me you love me now
Because I won't be getting old
This is getting old
I wish I could see the bright side of things
But the bright side is still black and white
I wish I could feel like a human being
But I'm too far gone to feel alright
And as this rain falls
I'll lose it all
I worked so hard but that's all
All work and no gain, I still fall
I'll drown in shame
...
with love,
col
...
#dsbm #darkelectronic #electronicmusic #ambient #ambientmusic #electronic #darkambient #depressive #music
this song is about once again about losing hope in life, and the shame that comes with that feeling of uselessness.
lyrics:
I want to live as badly as I want to die
I want to smile as badly as I want to cry
All I do is lose hope
All I know is being alone
Nothing feels like home, nothing in a long time
I don't think I'll ever grow, and I just don't know why
I'm stuck, I'm lost and I've lost all control
I'm tired of being so fucking cold
So tell me you love me now
Because I won't be getting old
This is getting old
I wish I could see the bright side of things
But the bright side is still black and white
I wish I could feel like a human being
But I'm too far gone to feel alright
And as this rain falls
I'll lose it all
I worked so hard but that's all
All work and no gain, I still fall
I'll drown in shame
...
with love,
col
...
#dsbm #darkelectronic #electronicmusic #ambient #ambientmusic #electronic #darkambient #depressive #music
Переглядів: 45
Відео
![CØL - Ramsie's Song (Rest In Peace) [new song]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/UWVWVyhQ1LY/mqdefault.jpg)
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CØL - Ramsie's Song (Rest In Peace) [new song]
Переглядів 2719 годин тому
This song is dedicated to one of my best friends, who passed in 2018. She was beautiful, sweet, gentle and she always spoke her mind. She was a passionate and loving person. When we were in highschool and my schizophrenia symptoms were worsening, she was there for me and stuck up for me when I was down or being relentlessly bullied. I miss her very much. She made life a little easier when thing...
![CØL - Razors [new song]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/j7WwG95TMzY/mqdefault.jpg)
CØL - Razors [new song]
Переглядів 36321 годину тому
This is from my upcoming album "The Lost Light // Rainfall". This album doesn't have a direct story. It's a multitude of stories in one spot. Whether it be about depression, mental illness, loss, grief, etc. it is a collection of thoughts that I have on a daily basis lyrics: Thighs are bruised But they aren't broken Hidden arms and long sleeve shirts I can't believe it's getting worse Who do I ...
![CØL - The Lost Light [new song]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/X1G69BEYyX4/mqdefault.jpg)
CØL - The Lost Light [new song]
Переглядів 216День тому
with love, col ... #dsbm #electronicmusic #ambient #ambientmusic #darkambient #darkelectronic #electronic #depressive #music
![CØL - June [full EP]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/pLzORbuZrzY/mqdefault.jpg)
CØL - June [full EP]
Переглядів 10814 днів тому
colmusic45.bandcamp.com/album/unmedicated-ii colmusic45.bandcamp.com/album/crossbones June is a 3 part series that originally was about losing a love. Over the years I've realized that is a thing that happens more than once. tracklist: 0:00 - June Pt. 1 1:34 - June Pt. 2 3:29 - June Pt. 3 ... #dsbm #electronicmusic #ambient #ambientmusic #darkambient #darkelectronic #electronic #depressive #music
![CØL - I Hope For More [full EP]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/0QEagyWHtVI/mqdefault.jpg)
CØL - I Hope For More [full EP]
Переглядів 13214 днів тому
colmusic45.bandcamp.com/album/i-hope-for-more This EP is about a variety of things but mostly hope and recovery. It is about hope for the future and the desire to stay alive. tracklist: 0:00 - Dear Aurelie 8:36 - You Always 9:33 - Make Me 17:35 - Fear Death 22:27 - But Not Yet with love, col ... #dsbm #electronicmusic #ambient #ambientmusic #darkambient #darkelectronic #electronic #depressive #...
![CØL - Dear Aurelie [new song]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/PBptOPGhuPk/mqdefault.jpg)
CØL - Dear Aurelie [new song]
Переглядів 6914 днів тому
colmusic45.bandcamp.com This song is about a dream I had in 2022 after making an attempt. I dreamt of a little girl that was my daughter and her name was Aurelie/Amelie. I decided Aurelie was the one I liked better. This song is a letter to her. with love, col ... #dsbm #electronicmusic #ambient #ambientmusic #darkambient #darkelectronic #depressive #electronic #music
![CØL - Fear Death [new song]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/w9WnZxmmdy8/mqdefault.jpg)
CØL - Fear Death [new song]
Переглядів 10828 днів тому
A new song from an upcoming album that has yet to be named. I hope you all enjoy it. Horror videogame inspired. with love, col ... #dsbm #electronicmusic #ambient #ambientmusic #darkambient #darkelectronic #electronic #depressive #music
![CØL - Make Me [new song]](/img/n.gif)
CØL - Make Me [new song]
Переглядів 47Місяць тому
A little something I crafted today. Probably gonna be a part of a bigger album. with love, col ... #dsbm #electronicmusic #ambient #ambientmusic #darkambient #darkelectronic #electronic #depressive #music
CØL - You... [EP]
Переглядів 115Місяць тому
A collection of different versions of "You..." from Picking Flowers. ... with love col #dsbm #electronicmusic #ambient #ambientmusic #darkambient #darkelectronic #electronic #depressive #music #blackmetal
CØL - Picking Flowers [full album]
Переглядів 127Місяць тому
colmusic45.bandcamp.com/album/picking-flowers I'm very excited to present Picking Flowers. It contains some of my best lyrics, best compositions. I'm really proud of this one. I hope you all enjoy it. ... tracklist 0:00 - Alcohol 3:53 - You... 7:57 - With You, In Heaven 11:41 - Is It Just Me? 15:05 - ...And I 23:50 - Haunt 26:32 - This Is Hopeless 30:47 - Forest 35:15 - Sobriety, Pt. 2 43:56 - ...
CØL - What Makes Me Feel Alive 2 [full album]
Переглядів 101Місяць тому
colmusic45.bandcamp.com/album/what-makes-me-feel-alive-ii tracklist: Release Me... - 0:00 Wish Wash - 1:35 No Room to Grow - 6:40 Sleepyhead // Angel - 11:35 Wasted Words, Wasted Memories - 16:00 Memories, Pt. 1 - 19:23 Curls - 21:04 An Empty Promise - 24:50 Icy Blue - 29:41 Focus On Me - 31:22 Cold & Wet - 33:39 Memories, Pt. 2 - 34:18 I Found Heaven... - 37:07 Nicotine Fixation - 39:05 ... Th...
CØL - All I Want Is You, I Love You [full EP]
Переглядів 52Місяць тому
colmusic45.bandcamp.com/album/all-i-want-is-you-i-love-you tracklist: Adderall - 0:00 All I Want Is You - 5:19 This EP is about what many prior albums are about, a toxic relationship. This is the second to last release on this topic, with Picking Flowers containing the final songs about this person. with love, col ... #dsbm #electronicmusic #ambient #ambientmusic #darkambient #electronic #darke...
CØL - Dreary Girl [old song]
Переглядів 152Місяць тому
colmusic45.bandcamp.com/album/unmedicated-inside-the-mind-of-a-schizophrenic This is an older song I wrote in April 2022. It also contains the spoken word song, Cerulean Eyes, after that with love, col ... #dsbm #electronicmusic #ambient #ambientmusic #darkambient #darkelectronic #electronic #depressive #music #blackmetal
CØL - ...And I [new song]
Переглядів 174Місяць тому
colmusic45.bandcamp.coml/album/picking-flowers This one was SOOOO much fun to make. I tried my best to make everything flow just right and create tensions and climaxes and all in between within the composition and production. I'm really proud of this one. with love, col ... #dsbm #ambient #ambientmusic #darkambient #depressive #electronic #music #electronicmusic #darkelectronic
CØL - With You, In Heaven... [new song]
Переглядів 225Місяць тому
CØL - With You, In Heaven... [new song]
CØL - Prayers on the Pavement [split announcement]
Переглядів 149Місяць тому
CØL - Prayers on the Pavement [split announcement]
CØL - Is It Just Me? [new song, album announcement]
Переглядів 2722 місяці тому
CØL - Is It Just Me? [new song, album announcement]
Fugazi - I'm So Tired (CØL, Jabo cover)
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Fugazi - I'm So Tired (CØL, Jabo cover)
CØL - All I Want... [new lyric video]
Переглядів 272 місяці тому
CØL - All I Want... [new lyric video]
CØL - Hold My Hand // Alive [old song]
Переглядів 262 місяці тому
CØL - Hold My Hand // Alive [old song]
CØL - Hours Feel Like Days [old song]
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CØL - Hours Feel Like Days [old song]
CØL - Dirty Streets [unreleased song]
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CØL - Dirty Streets [unreleased song]
CØL - Dahlias // Parental Figure [old song]
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CØL - Dahlias // Parental Figure [old song]
This was beautiful, really feels surreal and captures emotion in a special way- sorry for your loss.
very good once again man.
❤/Enki
Sorry for your loss. I can feel your pain, your emotiion bleeds throughout. Phenonemal work, mate.
I am crying rn to this
i sat and listened to this right after relapsing and cried...
I'm really sorry. I can struggle with bipolar depression, and I know those feelings of hopelessness. While I can't promise it'll go away. But eventually the things you will learn to live about life and youll begin to outweigh these moments. I really hope you cleaned yourself and I encourage you to go to a trustful family member or trusted friend about it. Be safe, much love.
I cried tears to this
This is very strong, we are excited to see what you do next.
I have a very large discography if you're interested in other projects 🖤
@@COLMUSIC603 yes please, shoot me an email?
Greatest.
Thank you sm.
Bloody amazing, mate.
I'm shipping your shirt as soon as I get paid!! Should be any day now
@@COLMUSIC603 A thousand thanks, my friend.
@@GingerNorseman Hey man. I'm gonna try within the next few days to see if I can get your shirt mailed. I'm sorry it's taking so long. I have it in it packaging just gotta get a ride to the post office and see how much it's gonna cost me them send it out. I've never mailed to UK so I'm relying on my mother to help me 😅 but soon enough you'll get it. Mind sending me a dm with your address one more time?
@@COLMUSIC603 Course, mate. Cheers.
nice song
Damn fine work, as always.
good work!
early
Great EP.
Happy Thanksgiving!
Tragically serene.
𝒱ℯ𝓇𝓎 𝓃𝒾𝒸ℯ ✨🖤
here before it's viral, great song!
Tuff!!!!
I'm glad you liked it
Need more like this
@@PUFFBALLRULEZD00D this one was definitely an experiment for me. It was fun though.
The drum style is Taiko drums by the way! Ive incorporated some of the war drums in some earlier tracks
Great melodic ❤ I also have good music for you here on UA-cam 💪
Imma party hard with this tonight
Yeah this one's groovy
thank you for making music for the disturbed <3
@@elpapu2410 always
❤马来西亚华人音乐家
Great album! well done, mate.
Thanks so much!!
Awesome album!
Thank you sm
Sublime album, only just picked it up on Bandcamp.
Thanks as always man ♥️
Adderall could be a movie theme!
this is 🔥🔥🔥
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I can feel emotional connection to this song
Great track, mate.
@@GingerNorseman thanks friend
This (and other) song(s) makes me wanna party
The bass drops in this one is pretty good can't even lie
Have the fortune of discover this magnifique piece of music, i like a lot.
😮 I feel as if I have entered that room