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CØL Music + Mental Health
United States
Приєднався 27 кві 2016
Music for the disturbed, by the disturbed.
With love,
COL
With love,
COL
CØL - Pink Paint [old song]
This is one of my favorite tracks from my sophomore album "Mourning Scent". It's instrumental and is meant to express child-like wonder and comfort, as if in a room with pink walls.
with love,
col
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#ambient #ambientmusic #music #darkambient #darkelectronic #depressive #electronic #electronicmusic #depressingmusic #dsbm
with love,
col
...
#ambient #ambientmusic #music #darkambient #darkelectronic #depressive #electronic #electronicmusic #depressingmusic #dsbm
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Відео
![CØL - Want You [old song]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/-c1LCixlz04/mqdefault.jpg)
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CØL - Want You [old song]
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This is a track off my album "Reset / Respond" and it's a heavier track about bit meeting expectations. lyrics: I'm not God And I'm not perfect I'm not someone you should look up to I can't be a dad I can't be who I want to be, and it makes me so fucking sad. I am not good enough And I'm not proud. I'm tired of being the one to let my fucking guard down I'm not good enough And I'm proud I'm sor...
![CØL - Wellness Checks [lyrics] [old song]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/hjBoga8Uz9k/mqdefault.jpg)
CØL - Wellness Checks [lyrics] [old song]
Переглядів 66День тому
Here's the intro/title track to my album Wellness Checks. It details what my voices would tell me during psychotic episodes, some phrases being directly taken from my hallucinations. with love, col ... #ambient #ambientmusic #music #darkambient #darkelectronic #depressive #electronic #dsbm #depressingmusic
CØL - Hope (OST track)
Переглядів 7414 днів тому
Hello everyone. This is an original song I made for my good friend Snek. They made a game (link below) and requested I write this song for it. I hope you all enjoy it. It's one of my favorite instrumentals. snekofspice.itch.io/she-was-swallowed-by-the-sun ... with love, col ... #ambient #depressivemusic #ambientmusic #music #depressingmusic #ost #videogamemusic
![CØL - Firestarter [new song]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/DStQhlD83aU/mqdefault.jpg)
CØL - Firestarter [new song]
Переглядів 199Місяць тому
with love, col ... #ambient #ambientmusic #darkambient #darkelectronic #depressive #electronic #electronicmusic #music
![CØL - Choking [new song]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/rCSyrV6dyUc/mqdefault.jpg)
CØL - Choking [new song]
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Choking is a heavier song and I honestly just made it for fun. I hope you all enjoy. with love, col ... #ambient #darkambient #ambientmusic #darkelectronic #depressive #electronic #electronicmusic #music
![CØL - Torn Apart [new song]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/SJCfrf9hGYs/mqdefault.jpg)
CØL - Torn Apart [new song]
Переглядів 72Місяць тому
From my upcoming instrumental album, "Bleeding". This album is going to be entirely electronic. I plan on really putting my all into the following releases. with love, col ... #ambient #ambientmusic #darkambient #darkelectronic #depressive #dsbm #electronic #electronicmusic #music
![CØL - Crying Over Dollheads [new song]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/mXmx0uTK3l8/mqdefault.jpg)
CØL - Crying Over Dollheads [new song]
Переглядів 103Місяць тому
Here's a new instrumental I worked up. I hope you all enjoy. with love, col ... #ambient #ambientmusic #darkambient #darkelectronic #depressive #dsbm #electronic #music #electronicmusic
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CØL - The Lost Light // Rainfall [new album]
Переглядів 58Місяць тому
colmusic45.bandcamp.com/album/the-lost-light-rainfall I have a few things to say about this album. It touches on some things that are pretty personal for me. I know I've never shied away from being vulnerable. But there was something about this album that felt so scary to confront. I'm in a really weird stage of my life where I'm branching off on my own. When I started CØL, I was merely a child...
CØL - Rainfall [new song]
Переглядів 58Місяць тому
colmusic45.bandcamp.com/album/the-lost-light-rainfall this song is about once again about losing hope in life, and the shame that comes with that feeling of uselessness. lyrics: I want to live as badly as I want to die I want to smile as badly as I want to cry All I do is lose hope All I know is being alone Nothing feels like home, nothing in a long time I don't think I'll ever grow, and I just...
CØL - Ramsie's Song (Rest In Peace) [new song]
Переглядів 33Місяць тому
This song is dedicated to one of my best friends, who passed in 2018. She was beautiful, sweet, gentle and she always spoke her mind. She was a passionate and loving person. When we were in highschool and my schizophrenia symptoms were worsening, she was there for me and stuck up for me when I was down or being relentlessly bullied. I miss her very much. She made life a little easier when thing...
CØL - Razors [new song]
Переглядів 380Місяць тому
This is from my upcoming album "The Lost Light // Rainfall". This album doesn't have a direct story. It's a multitude of stories in one spot. Whether it be about depression, mental illness, loss, grief, etc. it is a collection of thoughts that I have on a daily basis lyrics: Thighs are bruised But they aren't broken Hidden arms and long sleeve shirts I can't believe it's getting worse Who do I ...
CØL - The Lost Light [new song]
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with love, col ... #dsbm #electronicmusic #ambient #ambientmusic #darkambient #darkelectronic #electronic #depressive #music
CØL - June [full EP]
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colmusic45.bandcamp.com/album/unmedicated-ii colmusic45.bandcamp.com/album/crossbones June is a 3 part series that originally was about losing a love. Over the years I've realized that is a thing that happens more than once. tracklist: 0:00 - June Pt. 1 1:34 - June Pt. 2 3:29 - June Pt. 3 ... #dsbm #electronicmusic #ambient #ambientmusic #darkambient #darkelectronic #electronic #depressive #music
CØL - I Hope For More [full EP]
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colmusic45.bandcamp.com/album/i-hope-for-more This EP is about a variety of things but mostly hope and recovery. It is about hope for the future and the desire to stay alive. tracklist: 0:00 - Dear Aurelie 8:36 - You Always 9:33 - Make Me 17:35 - Fear Death 22:27 - But Not Yet with love, col ... #dsbm #electronicmusic #ambient #ambientmusic #darkambient #darkelectronic #electronic #depressive #...
CØL - What Makes Me Feel Alive 2 [full album]
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CØL - What Makes Me Feel Alive 2 [full album]
CØL - All I Want Is You, I Love You [full EP]
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CØL - All I Want Is You, I Love You [full EP]
CØL - With You, In Heaven... [new song]
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CØL - With You, In Heaven... [new song]
CØL - Prayers on the Pavement [split announcement]
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CØL - Prayers on the Pavement [split announcement]
CØL - Is It Just Me? [new song, album announcement]
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CØL - Is It Just Me? [new song, album announcement]
Fugazi - I'm So Tired (CØL, Jabo cover)
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Fugazi - I'm So Tired (CØL, Jabo cover)
I discovered you on the intro of Paleface Swiss's Fear and dagger album. As someone with schizophrenia, that shit hit dude. Thank you for giving them permission to use it as an intro to spread light. Looking forward to checking out your music. This song is dark as fuck and great. Was it during an episode as well?
@@gorrjarmo1 yes it was!! And thanks so much. I have a few albums I made while off my medication. Unmedicated I, II, III, IV are the names. Those guys are so awesome. I love them so much. Thanks for your comment man. ♥️
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I made a typo on one of the lines, I apologize. I genuinely don't feel like going back to fix it. 😅
Awesome! Hope to hear more OST tracks in the future!
@@fgcfdfjTheWhitechapelFan me too my friend
Man this might be the best song im gonna listen to in 2025
You can feel your very heart and soul in your music. I salute your passion and talent, mate.
Finally playing catch-up. Bloody great work, dude.
Well Done, it's amazing.
happy holidays ! i’m so proud of you. 🤍 never stop being awesome
Nice, mate. Got a bit of catchin' up to do listening to songs, you've been busy.
@@GingerNorseman it's the only thing that brings me peace these days. I appreciate it. More songs on the way my friend
Vibes are awesome
This was beautiful, really feels surreal and captures emotion in a special way- sorry for your loss.
very good once again man.
❤/Enki
Sorry for your loss. I can feel your pain, your emotiion bleeds throughout. Phenonemal work, mate.
I am crying rn to this
i sat and listened to this right after relapsing and cried...
I'm really sorry. I can struggle with bipolar depression, and I know those feelings of hopelessness. While I can't promise it'll go away. But eventually the things you will learn to live about life and youll begin to outweigh these moments. I really hope you cleaned yourself and I encourage you to go to a trustful family member or trusted friend about it. Be safe, much love.
I cried tears to this
This is very strong, we are excited to see what you do next.
I have a very large discography if you're interested in other projects 🖤
@@COLMUSIC603 yes please, shoot me an email?
Greatest.
Thank you sm.
Bloody amazing, mate.
I'm shipping your shirt as soon as I get paid!! Should be any day now
@@COLMUSIC603 A thousand thanks, my friend.
@@GingerNorseman Hey man. I'm gonna try within the next few days to see if I can get your shirt mailed. I'm sorry it's taking so long. I have it in it packaging just gotta get a ride to the post office and see how much it's gonna cost me them send it out. I've never mailed to UK so I'm relying on my mother to help me 😅 but soon enough you'll get it. Mind sending me a dm with your address one more time?
@@COLMUSIC603 Course, mate. Cheers.
nice song
Damn fine work, as always.
good work!
early
Great EP.
Happy Thanksgiving!
Tragically serene.
𝒱ℯ𝓇𝓎 𝓃𝒾𝒸ℯ ✨🖤
here before it's viral, great song!
Tuff!!!!
I'm glad you liked it
Need more like this
@@fgcfdfjTheWhitechapelFan this one was definitely an experiment for me. It was fun though.
The drum style is Taiko drums by the way! Ive incorporated some of the war drums in some earlier tracks
Great melodic ❤ I also have good music for you here on UA-cam 💪
Imma party hard with this tonight
Yeah this one's groovy
thank you for making music for the disturbed <3
@@elpapu2410 always
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Great album! well done, mate.
Thanks so much!!
Awesome album!
Thank you sm