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This makes my stomach churn. I feel as though I was sexually abused as a little child but it’s a blur. I remember the day, events of the day but not exactly what happened. I had horrible teenage and young adult years. Severe anxiety and anger.

Thank you for talking about this. 🙏

I beleve these memory's come back becouse God wants te heal you from it..

Beautifull. Is it acrylic yarn or can you only do this with 100 percent wool?

Beautiful! ❤

Those are super awesome! I should try making something similar myself

Very interesting, thanks for sharing 🙏💖

Love this idea! What yarn did you use for the second tote? Thanks!

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Bless you! HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Own your job description?

Hi Catherine! Nice blanket. Thanks for sharing the word! Bless you & Paul.❤

Bless you 🙏🏻

I am trying to help my daughter, its so hard in so many aspects, shes so young also

Thank you very much for this. Please make a separate playlist for your messages on trauma.

Beautiful items Catherine! Those children are going to be so happy. Great message as well.❤

My grandmother used to quilt. But I never learned. There’s nothing like a beautiful quilt.

Thank you for this video. As a survivor it’s true, that there will be those who don’t believe us. More often than not, it’s people we love and even those who could have protected us. God bless you!!🙏😊❤️🕊️

Pretty hat

Love this reversible hat!!

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What an encouraging word from the Lord ❤ this is the first time seeing your podcast...your knitting is beautiful ❤

Hi 👋 Catherine 😊 it was so great meeting you ❤️❤️ all the way From Indiana 😊 Looking forward to coming back and hopefully have more time to visit 🤗🤗❤️❤️ I am catching up on your videos 😊 another lovely episode and looking forward to many more 😊❤

Wow, love the blanket!

I'm 28 and I don't remember much of anything from my childhood, even from my teens. I'm assuming this is due to cptsd because I grew up in 2 very unstable households and there was a lot of verbal and emotional abuse as well as some physical. But I have a weird gut feeling that something else happened and I think I have some decent evidence too: 1. I was regularly asked by my mom and grandparents if I was being molested 2. I'm scared of most men and have issues with intimacy 3. A male parental figure gave me porn and often talked about sex with me when I was in 8th grade 4. I have a blurry snippet of a memory from when I was around 4-6 of being kissed on the mouth by that same male parental figure, alone in a dark room (not my bio father and he was only dating my mom at the time) 5. My uncle who lives right next to my dad called me and my cousin and sister "hot girls" when we were around 12 and my dad has since joked that he (uncle) would sit at the window with a bottle of lotion and watch us play, and 6. Another boyfriend of my mom's who I lived with when I was only 1-4 has since been arrested for child pornography. That's kind of a lot, right? What do you think?

Hormonal changes in aging can lead to memories getting released. . .

After my father died several years ago I feel depth sadness. I can't even attended his funeral because I'm hospitalized, no one inform me when he died. Because I'm in critical condition due, and I got home got the information my dad die. He's in my memory us a responsible person and family man. But when I sleep in the one place is home that used to be my parents room. I got strange memory when I was so young that my dad SA me. At first it's a dream, but it gradually so vivid. That's so complicated, all his kindness that's literally out of his character. And mybe he just kiss and touch me as loving or compassion to child. But the fear in my body is unusual. Okee I'll stop I want to cry

It's beautiful!!

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A mug rug would be awesome for a new crocheter. That said a washcloth or dish cloth would be as well. I crochet and have been making blankets lately. I’ll probably make another cardigan or top soon. I just have trouble deciding which pattern that I feel compelled to make. Thank you for sharing Christian content too. I listen to all of your vlogs. You can never have too much god. I enjoy people sharing him. I enjoy church but also individuals talking about Christ. So thank you. GOD IS GOOD!

Tell me more about donations to Pine Ridge, are you sending them to a contact person there that will distribute them?

What is christian about knitting. Everyone knits. Not everyone has an angry christian cat.

i just started watching your channel today and its so nice to have a christian based youtube podcast to watch while i crochet :) i loved when you talked abut asking the Lord to give you creativity !! so true!!!

Years later and re watching and just wanted to tell you how much healing this video has done for me…. It took me a very long time to realize it but what you are sayin is so true…. Trauma is a virus in our body….its toxic and has to be released or it will destroy us. Thank you and please keep this posted as I like to refer people to it For those watching lease consider EMDR to heal. It’s a powerful tool Christ uses Thanks

This video is really good. Last Christmas holidays and I had bought a Santa dancing with a small girl. I knew as I looked at it on my shelf that it made me uneasy. A memory of my step grandfather talking to me behind a barn, I can't remember further,maybe later..

Thank you for the reminders today of how God is so good!

I absolutely love your energy. Just watching you and listening to you explain your creations puts a big smile on my face. Thank you for sharing!

Thankyou thankyou thankyou Xooxoxo

Hi, God sent me to your podcast in answer to prayer for a knitting podcast that was Christian based. The numeric information you gave pertaining to the book The Ultimate Guide to Understanding the Dreams You Dream I am hoping will prove to be helpful. Thank you.

The impulse for revenge does happen, and you are right. I still pay the consequences of that decision. I am grateful for this video.

Woah, very eye opening video. Thank you for sharing your story and kind words🙏 When i was a teen up until my 20s, i had this memory that i was confused about whether it was real or a dream, and i was ashamed to even think it. It involved my aunts husband and her son that was the same age as me. Now in my 30s, I had FINALLY forgotten all about that memory. But just a few weeks ago, it came up in a conversation where my mom told me that when i was 4, i told her that uncle was hurting me & she put a stop to it. Then i confirmed that it happened when we saw him again 5 years later and i asked if he was going to hurt me again. Finding out that the memory was real made me angry, but also relieved. Although when i try to recall that memory, my mind is completely blank, because I'm having memory problems that I'm seeing a neurologist for. I don't know if it's a gift or a curse lol cause I've gone to therapy, which has helped immensely, but i sort of feel like not knowing what exactly happened isn't going to let me heal 100%🤔

Thank you! Inflation is terrible! When I was in medical school, I told one of the administrative doctors that I did not have time to read for pleasure. He said Catherine there’s a time to buy books there’s time to read books. I feel the same way about Yarn. Stocking up when you have more money is wise.

The yarns that costs about the same now a days are smaller skeins most of the time (shrink-flation). It’s sad how much more expensive yarns are. I’m so thankful that I stocked up before I retired. I’m in an apartment and my rent went up almost $100 this year. Anyway your work is beautiful. I appreciate you. God bless you and your family.

This is the first video of yours I have come across. I"m hoping that you continued to put out videos. I love watching and supporting a sister in Christ.

Dr. Kirby, Thank you so much for sharing your story. You have a natural talent for making videos. I'm also a survivor and it was so surprising when you said The Courage to Heal might have caused you to recover memories. I was 50 and had started to work through The Courage to Heal for some mild sexual abuse issues and then I began to recover memories of being sexually abused by my father. It was bad--oral rape. It happened repeatedly starting when I was around 7. I still don't know when it ended. I was fortunate. My parents were divorced already and everyone believed me, except perhaps for a few people on my father's side. My father claimed, "He didn't remember doing that." It took me about 4 years of recovery work before I really even wanted to move forward with my life. Fortunately, EMDR has been very effective for me in reducing flashbacks and panic attacks. Grieving was extremely important for me as well. I'm so sorry you did not receive the support you needed from family members. Recovery work has given me my life back. I hope it has done the same for you.

Newsflash. Boys are SA abused too. This is not unique to females.

Yes, these memories have come to me recently at 42 years old. My father when I was little, before he thought I would ever remember. Absolutely disgusting stuff. Thank you for sharing.

I remember what happened to me when I was 4-5 years old. Sometimes I wish I could forget.

I am so sorry about Jake, see ya soon Sharon

I feel God led me to this. Thank you for the heartfelt video.