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Can we still fall in love this summer?
This one is more emotionally driven & abstract and you can take it however it resonates!
As always thank you very much for watching! And have an awesome day! 💛
Lots of love
💌 xxlotusgirl
CHAPTERS
0:00 Intro
0:34 Bid adieu to Summer
3:31 Everything flows
5:13 Interlude
6:48 A poem and spritz
7:36 Continuing the quest
Let’s connect
🌊 Instagram → xx_lotusgirl
Music from artlist.io 🍉🦀☀️
Sources/Quotes
“Joy was never made to be a crumb”, Don’t Hesitate by Mary Oliver,
Ithaca, by Constantine Cavafy
www.embodiedphilosophy.com/the-light-of-hellenism/ in reference to my concept of Eros
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eros_(concept) definition of Eros
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Відео

Why you shouldn’t believe everything you think.
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Thank you so much for watching! Enjoy xx Lots of love 💌 xxlotusgirl CHAPTERS 0:00 Negative thoughts 0:22 Intro 1:34 Reality isn’t real? 3:50 About COLOUR 5:00 Optical illusions 6:12 About thoughts 7:22 CBT Model 8:13 Automatic thoughts - example 10:33 Alternative Thoughts 11:30 Beliefs - example 13:14 OBSERVE 14:26 Blue sky analogy 14:52 Outro Let’s connect 💗Instagram → xx_lotusgi...
POV: You receive a letter
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Who else has missed writing letters? Wish we would do it more often :) Hope you enjoy the video!! And thank you as always for watching and subscribing 💛 Lots of loveee 💌 xxlotusgirl CHAPTERS 0:00 Open the letter 0:18 Intro 1:18 The Village 2:25 Summer Blues 3:05 A Change in Perspective 4:10 The Thank you Jar 4:55 Amsterdam 5:48 Learning Outcome 7:18 Closing the Letter Let’s connect 🌻Instagram →...
If all else fails, try this.
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Hey guys! It took me a bit longer than I was hoping for to post this video, but better late than never 😉. I've upgraded some of my technical gear, although I'm still getting the hang of it! In this video, I discuss 4 tools/hacks that I always turn to when I need to refocus my attention on what truly matters. It's especially helpful when I find myself overly invested in things beyond my control ...
Stepping out of the comfort zone?
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Hey guys, 🌞 The risk plan is a technique I learned while being in therapy, but really if you break it down it’s just a simple plan to see what scares you and do exactly that! But in small and gentle steps and by taking it slowly. Don’t be hard on yourself if it doesn’t work out sometimes. Because the most important moment to keep going and show yourself love is exactly then! When you make mista...
I need change
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Hello dear friends 🌞 It’s been super long since I posted on UA-cam and I have missed you so much 💛 Honestly it was a bit of a hectic time and transitioning phase for me, mainly because I ended up changing 2 jobs hehe. But all is well now! This video is kind of like the representation of where I am at right now. It’s the realization that change isn’t all that bad, even if it makes us super uncom...
Once again, closure.
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Hi guys :) This video is very near and dear to my heart as it describes a piece out of my life that I feel strongly about and have encountered, in its generalised form, many times before. It’s a story about closures, new beginnings, the weird in-between patches that feel rough to go through, being called to say goodbye to something even though you don’t want to, feeling excited and nervous abou...
VIDEO DIARY: Creative Desires & Hesitations (portrait drawing practice, poems, a visit to Italy,..)
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Hey guys! How are you doing? 🧚‍♀️ It’s been a while since I posted one of these. Today I am making an attempt to convey to you the forever-lasting changes of the seasons of life and how they can make us feel and act…but also, not act at all. There is freshness, excitement, renewal but also stagnation and the feeling of pointlessness involved. As we are moving towards the summer (here in Europe ...
Film Photography Vlog (starting out, shooting on film, developing in darkroom, printing)
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Hello delightful people, How have you been? Today I am showing you something I have been learning the past 2 months. It’s the process of film photography - from shooting on film, to developing it and printing photographs yourself in the darkroom 📷 🎞 It’s definitely super fun and something completely new for me 🌷 One of the key take aways in this for me, is how I can navigate myself in a new art...
A look inside my Sketchbook & some Storytelling. (+ art exhibition)
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Hi guys 😊 Are you into stories? Telling them, hearing them and thinking of them? In this video, I am showing you the story I thought of while filling out my sketchbook. It turned out to become this whole thing :) Also, art class is over and we celebrated it with a little open studio celebration where all students displayed their work and we even painted something altogether. Keep trying to show...
How I rediscover my Creative and Artistic Self
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Hello lovely people watching this 😊 In the last video, I mentioned that I find myself in a phase where I want to explore my creativity and try out more artistic stuff, so I can regain that sense of creative/artistic energy in my life. In this video, I am showing you what sort of things I have been doing so far! Hopefully, as time passes these activities will be expanded and we will explore more...
Rediscovering Creativity Vlog: Being a Beginner in Art
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Wow posting my first ever UA-cam feels weird..but exciting 🎈 I am not very familiar with telling a story by making a video, so excuse any funny transition or filming! I imagine this is also something that can be learned 🌼🤓 I had noticed some changes in my interests lately and the existence of a need to explore and pursuit more artistic activities. So I decided to document this story of a beginn...

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  • @thepolishlatina
    @thepolishlatina 18 днів тому

    I'm so happy to discover you

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 18 днів тому

      Thank youu so much🥹 I am so happy to hear 🧡

  • @simplylearn123
    @simplylearn123 21 день тому

    wish you will be regular on you tube cause your videos are addictive.

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 21 день тому

      Thank you so much! 🤩Gives me a lot of confidence to continue 🧡

  • @filipesiqueira850
    @filipesiqueira850 26 днів тому

    Watch your videos It's like I'm following the main character of a fascinating story seeing your progress and enjoying your growth as a character. It's awesome

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 26 днів тому

      Ohhh that is such a sweet thing to say🥹 thanks so muchhh!! Appreciate you checking in and watching the videos 🧡

  • @sophiagertsen8100
    @sophiagertsen8100 Місяць тому

    I'm so inspired, what a visual image , what thoughts , everything is full of life and sincerity ❤

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl Місяць тому

      Oh so sweet 🥹🥹 thank you so much! I appreciate it ❤️

  • @jd3330
    @jd3330 Місяць тому

    this is beautifully done.

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl Місяць тому

      Thank you so very much ✨🤩

  • @Dansuperfly
    @Dansuperfly Місяць тому

    😂 and here I’m having a “thing “with this girl that I share a ride with every day on my day to work and holy SHT is it stressful to even get close to her😖

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl Місяць тому

      Ohh I know what you mean! And then the thoughts can make it much harder 🥲 but at least we know that even when the thoughts get in the way, it doesn’t make them be real 🥹🫶🏽 wish you all the besttt

  • @B-Zero_01
    @B-Zero_01 2 місяці тому

    This video seems so incredibly serendipitous to me, having gone down a self-realization/improvement rabbit hole on UA-cam and your descriptions concisely exemplify so many of the modalities of thoughts you delved into. Also really good job with the fashion, makeup and modeling, especially the model at the beginning.

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 2 місяці тому

      Thank you so so much! Super happy that it was helpful to you and the points were clear in this way ☺️ Appreciate that you enjoyed the fashion, model aspect as well. Haha tried my best in the beginning part 🌟🤩

  • @thesufferer7276
    @thesufferer7276 2 місяці тому

    Pretty hidden gem type of channel keep posting vids like this you'll definitely Blow up eventually i love you ❤😘

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 2 місяці тому

      So sweet! 🫶🏽🫶🏽 thank you veryyy much ✨✨

  • @lilimannin
    @lilimannin 2 місяці тому

    this video is so good!!

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 2 місяці тому

      So sweeet🥹!! Thank you so much for commenting and for liking the video 💗🫶🏽💗

  • @sabinxc
    @sabinxc 2 місяці тому

    I LOVE THIS SO MUCH, THE EDITTING, THE CONTENT YEYEYYESYYYEYS

    • @sabinxc
      @sabinxc 2 місяці тому

      how did you do the captions???

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 2 місяці тому

      Ohhh this comment made me so happy! Thank you very much 🥰🥰 I really appreciate it!

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 2 місяці тому

      I used davinci resolve for editing but also adding the captions :)

  • @Roter_reis
    @Roter_reis 2 місяці тому

    I loved this ❤

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 2 місяці тому

      Wow! Thank you very very much! ❤️

  • @iamnyoka
    @iamnyoka 3 місяці тому

    Beautifully done❤

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 3 місяці тому

      Thank you so so much ❤️❤️

  • @loomonda18
    @loomonda18 3 місяці тому

    This was stunning!

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 3 місяці тому

      Thank you so so much❤️🫶🏽

  • @vivi2274
    @vivi2274 3 місяці тому

    nice and inspiring video!

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 3 місяці тому

      Thank you very much 😊🫶🏽

  • @sarahtakesnotes
    @sarahtakesnotes 3 місяці тому

    this was sincerely beautiful, thank you for sharing

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 3 місяці тому

      Such a lovely comment! Thank you so much! I appreciate it 🥹💗

  • @산림치유
    @산림치유 3 місяці тому

    평화로운 주말 보내세요!

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 3 місяці тому

      Thank you so much! You too ☺

  • @filipesiqueira850
    @filipesiqueira850 3 місяці тому

    I'm glad that UA-cam recommend me this video ❤

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 3 місяці тому

      So sweet 🥹 thank you! I really appreciate it 💗

  • @SlytherinBox
    @SlytherinBox 3 місяці тому

  • @laurasanders5050
    @laurasanders5050 3 місяці тому

    Good to know people from around the world can feel this way

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 3 місяці тому

      Thank you so much for commenting! Yes, I really agree with this! It‘s nice to know that we all share certain emotions and mental states! And then we can somehow not feel so alone in this 🤍🙏🏾

    • @laurasanders5050
      @laurasanders5050 3 місяці тому

      @@xxlotusgirl❤ thank you for sharing your feelings and being open ❤

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 3 місяці тому

      💗

  • @aliencreative9360
    @aliencreative9360 3 місяці тому

    where are u from? im so interested. the city from ur videos looks pretty relaxing.

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 3 місяці тому

      Thank you so much for commenting!! I am from Greece 🌞🫶🏽

  • @ajexplained_
    @ajexplained_ 4 місяці тому

    Hi can I have your email or social media platform for contact? For a business Purpose.

  • @daysemotamelo2565
    @daysemotamelo2565 4 місяці тому

    For me tool 3 was amazing. Thank you, for this insight

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 4 місяці тому

      Wow, super happy you find it useful ☺️ Thank you for your comment 💗

  • @strelkomania
    @strelkomania 4 місяці тому

    great video :) found it right when I needed it. thank you!

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 4 місяці тому

      Sooo happy about this!! 🙌🏼 Thank youuu 💛

  • @juan-saez
    @juan-saez 4 місяці тому

    Love your channel! Keep it up! Love Greece btw❤

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 4 місяці тому

      That‘s so sweet! Thanks a lot 💗💗

  • @amandacavalcante4093
    @amandacavalcante4093 4 місяці тому

    I love your content! Just a quick question are you American or.... ?

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 4 місяці тому

      Thank youuu 💕I am from Greece, but mostly grew up in Germany 🙃

    • @amandacavalcante4093
      @amandacavalcante4093 4 місяці тому

      @@xxlotusgirl you have a really cute accent!!

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 4 місяці тому

      Thank youuu 🤩

  • @bear3s
    @bear3s 5 місяців тому

    Funny that I'm so used to being out of my comfort zone in those past years that now that I'm finally able to be in it... It's uncomfortable, if that's understandable lol

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 5 місяців тому

      Yeah totally makes sense! The reverse can also apply. So I guess then you adjust accordingly 😊 Keep up the great work though! 💪🏽 Appreciate you commenting and sharing 🧡

  • @petitepax
    @petitepax 5 місяців тому

    adorable video! hugs from brasil 💖✨💖✨

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 5 місяців тому

      Such a sweet comment 🩵🥹 thank you so much 🫶🏽

  • @iamjadennicole
    @iamjadennicole 5 місяців тому

    Loved your outfits and your energy 💗 You’re the cutest ☺️

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 5 місяців тому

      That‘s so sweet! Thank you so much 🫶🏽🥰

  • @payaladgale4692
    @payaladgale4692 5 місяців тому

    Keep going

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 5 місяців тому

      Thank you! Appreciate it 😃

  • @bloomdahl
    @bloomdahl 7 місяців тому

    I miss your laugh! Ngl this video is so refreshing and heartwarming 🤍😊

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 7 місяців тому

      Thank you so much! ❤️ really appreciate it ☺️☺️

  • @estwern
    @estwern 9 місяців тому

    soooooo.....was this the end of the channel?

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl 7 місяців тому

      No I’ll be back very soon :)) thanks for the comment

  • @nikitas_io
    @nikitas_io Рік тому

    Πολύ ωραίο..! Keep going 🙂

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl Рік тому

      Σε ευχαριστώ πολύ 🙏🏼😊

  • @chrissaharis3350
    @chrissaharis3350 Рік тому

    Εισαι μια ζωγραφιστη καρδια ❤

  • @matinahariskou3674
    @matinahariskou3674 Рік тому

    You are such an inspiration❤

  • @metalfingersfilm
    @metalfingersfilm Рік тому

    keep pushing yourself w/ film photography!! while it is tricky, it Is very rewarding!

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl Рік тому

      I will try my best🤩thanks😇

  • @kevingomezart
    @kevingomezart Рік тому

    this was just what i needed for my journey. thanks for expressing yourself, it in turn made me realize i need to go though the "crappy" paintings to get to the good ones! Thanks!

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl Рік тому

      I am so happy about that! Thank you so much for your comment🤩🙏🏼

  • @novanikki--
    @novanikki-- Рік тому

    Great work! Keep it up the awesome work :)

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl Рік тому

      Thank you so much!! I appreciate it😊🌷

  • @philipu150
    @philipu150 Рік тому

    I'll chime in along with lonniepaulson from the antiques club. I got excited by photography in '68, two years later became the chief photographer at my high school and made all the portraits of the seniors for the yearbook. I went on to become a pro in various capacities, from photojournalism t commercial. Now I use only film, only B&W, all wet darkroom, no Photoshop. I love the process, the challenges the limit of the medium that make me work hard, the concentration needed. Your advice to not worry about being original or profound, etc. at the beginning is vital. Have fun! Discover! If you find that your images or your prints are coming out the way YOU want them to, find out what the problem is and go about solving it. If you stop discovering or improving, you'll be bored -- or you already are. The world-famous cellist Pablo Casals was asked when he was 92, I think, why he continued practicing hours a day. He replied, "I'm beginning to notice some improvement." The photographer you referred to may have been Ansel Adams; I'm not sure. He is quoted as saying that a year in which he made 12 portfolio-worthy photographs was a good year for him. And he was prolific! Look him up. It's terrific that you're finding this exciting; I hope it stays with you and vice-versa. I look forward to following your progress. Best wishes.

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl Рік тому

      Hi :) Didn’t see your comment there! Thank you for sharing your experience and for your wonderful words on discovering a new hobby!! I absolutely agree! Beautiful! I‘ll look him up!! 😊😊

  • @lonniepaulson7031
    @lonniepaulson7031 Рік тому

    I'm glad to see young people like you getting so excited about photography, especially film photography. I am an old man, I started photography when I was 16 years old. back in 1969. There was only film photography than. My first love for photography was in the darkroom. If you and your fellow students and teacher want to check out some of my photography try lonniepaulsonphoto.com or just google my name Lonnie Paulson. I display both digital and film photography When you share your beginnings and excitement I was there and experienced everything you talked about. Photography is fun.

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl Рік тому

      Love that! Thanks for sharing! It’s indeed a beautiful hobby 😊✨

  • @gflower3
    @gflower3 Рік тому

    Loved this academic view of photography!

    • @gflower3
      @gflower3 Рік тому

      Also do you think you could post the links that your Professor gave the class to buy cameras? I want to buy another camera but don’t know where to search ! Thank youuu

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl Рік тому

      Thank you, I am happy you liked it! ☺️ I just took a look at the links and seems like the majority of them are no longer available, probably because the students bought most of them. But these are still available so you can take a look: bit.ly/41x5Iga bit.ly/41NeCX1 bit.ly/3mywaXR

  • @LosVibe
    @LosVibe Рік тому

    awesome video! You're so talented!

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl Рік тому

      Thank you so much for your kind words 🌸🙏🏼

    • @LosVibe
      @LosVibe Рік тому

      @@xxlotusgirl anytime :)

  • @nefhandmadestories
    @nefhandmadestories Рік тому

    beaytiful storytelling!! I loved it!

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl Рік тому

      So happy you liked it!! Thanks so much☺️✨🌺

  • @Love-di2cy
    @Love-di2cy Рік тому

    Love the pink colors 💓💕

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl Рік тому

      Thank youu! 💕💕I also really love vibrant pinks and reds

  • @Love-di2cy
    @Love-di2cy Рік тому

    I love your video , and your art is soo Pretty and fun

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl Рік тому

      That’s so sweet! Thanks so much🌷🫶🏼

  • @sketchbookscheming
    @sketchbookscheming Рік тому

    Very interesting to hear your narrative of how they all flow together! Interesting paintings and sketches.

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl Рік тому

      Thank you so much! 😊 you are also doing some great stuff on your channel!

    • @sketchbookscheming
      @sketchbookscheming Рік тому

      @@xxlotusgirl Thank you!

  • @matinah3839
    @matinah3839 Рік тому

    Love your videos❤

  • @j.patrickbowman3701
    @j.patrickbowman3701 Рік тому

    Beautiful story!!!

  • @Artbyanurag720
    @Artbyanurag720 Рік тому

    Let's see my paintings

  • @Artbyanurag720
    @Artbyanurag720 Рік тому

    Are you on Instagram

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl Рік тому

      Yes I am! 🙃My personal IG is in the description box! But for some reason the links are still not clickable. I have posted some of my paintings on my other account @xx_lotusgirl

  • @arthewy
    @arthewy Рік тому

    thank you so much for this amazing video! i have also been trying to find ways to get more in touch with my creative side and you just offered such good ideas! it is necessary sometimes to be reminded to appreciate the little things in life, art being one of them!

    • @xxlotusgirl
      @xxlotusgirl Рік тому

      Thank you so much for your lovely comment and for liking the video!! So happy it could inspire you a little bit 💗✨🌷