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Wow. Wish I could talk with you. I think I'm in love

Gorgeous.

That lighting

wow me also i get visions of Godzilla.So your not that bad. I'm better now and taking prolix-in which left me with side affects but wouldn't leave this medication no matter what. I been through much the same imagination and more. Wow we are much alike.

I'll marry u

you hang in there girl. Anytime you have one of those things telling you not to do something on your shoulder go forth and do it. Don't let the "positive" symptoms of schizophrenia weigh you down and bring you into the "negative" symptoms. You can only be controlled by a diagnosis as you allow that diagnosis to control you. PM if you need to.

People like you are special you see things for what they really are.. existence is pointless and everything everyone does is pointless as humans we should be doing something and living the way we do is isnt that..what we are doing is not our intended purpose and when large groups of people get together certain people feel that vibe more than others it happens at concerts and places like jail where lots of energy is held.

Brianna, a guy named David Wood made a video about his early life, when he suffered from Schizophrenia. When he was cured, he went to college and now has a huge following on UA-cam. Here's the video where he talks about it. ua-cam.com/video/HDu5MWaTMVw/v-deo.html

Okay from what you're telling me you just have an overactive imagination and no means of letting it out. I think if you try to put these thoughts onto paper or learn an instrument you may find clarity.

Hope all is well" 😇

Dude have u listen joji is pretty cool also u look gorgeous

Congratulations on the new job. =)

How have things been regarding your schizo effective disorder? And how hard is it to hold up having a job while having that disorder? I think you're a wonderful and unique person❤️hope your year has been going good so far. I've been following you on UA-cam for a while now and can really relate to a lot of your videos, I have something similar to what you have and when I first found ur videos it relived me that I'm not the only one going through shit like that.

😎👌 How do you like your new gig?

Another Q&A?

your Brianna I guess

😎 This chic is so Damm cool.

That smile tho 😇👈

sounds like a shroom trip that slowly gets worse and worse and worse. I don't understand how you trip so damn hard for so long without completely losing your god damn mind.

do you ever feel like you are projecting things to people? because I haven't been diagnosed with anything but I know I got something

oh god.. glad you back !! greatings from brazil!!

I glad to see your feeling better, miss. =^) & don't be hard on yourself. You're NOT stupid - you're young and still learning.

hope you find your way! nice dog btw

little Caesars!

Sorry you're having issues, miss. Hope you feel better soon.

I've been there, our minds run into some strange places

Sultry ;)

Fake

They are only lying to themselves, that's how some like to get attention. Next they are living in denial. They are too preoccupied with their own "thoughts" continually. Sadly it is a strong bondage, GOOD days & BAD days!!! It's a continual fight or flight response..Some deal with themselves BETTER than others..some have really severe levels of disturbances. I trust in Jesus Christ for a lot of my personal battles. 1ST.CORINTHIANS 15:1-4 IS THE KEY !!!!! I read Gods' Word for personal & apply wisdom from His Word to help me EACH DAY !!!

I think you're beautiful and unique. Stay calm and enjoy being yourself just the way you are :)

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Thx 4 sharing - hope u coping better 👍

Thank u for sharing! My husband is shitzoaffective really helps to hear from others

The last 5 sec of this video is pretty much the sum of my experience..."Uhhh, let's not talk about it..." lol. I'm not laughing at you, I'm laughing with you lol. The experience is so hard to put to words...almost futile...why bother? lol seems like you're doing much better though :)

I get Haloperidol Deaconate injections once a month and it takes care of all my symptoms and I don't have to worry about taking pills every day. When I was first diagnosed I thought shots were way to severe and I wanted pills so I could lie and say I was taking them but I thought I was psychic and I thought the medication made me loose my powers. But ten years later, the injections are working for me.

Sounds familiar

You're a genius. I don't want to scare you but the world is ending soon. I'm a messenger sent from another reality to spread the truth. No one ever believes me but I know you'll see the truth.

drugs wow you poor girl

the room u r in looks extremely depressing. almost like a basement...

What's your twitter

maybe this is just a way your subconscious broke down your perception on your life? our subconscious minds are powerful.. and depending on what you put in it.. it will spit out how it feels you would best understand.. however it isnt responsible for what it does to you. I have quite a few paranoid delusions.. one of them is I am the only real being and everyone else is an automaton testing me.. well, besides that I know this isnt true.. it could be me trying to scare myself into continually work on myself.. I have also had the same what if I am dead thoughts.. only because I had a dream where a lady I have never met before told me I commited suicide.. which if I am to be honest, I have been introduced to someone that resembles her.. but maybe shorter.. idk.. So that's a positive thing!.. okay, here is a question.. if you were in purgatory what is a solution to get out?(I realize you may never see this comment..)

man.. whats the second song you play ??

You're definitely not alone! I have a very similar story..also related to D&D. If you ever need support, I'm here :)

your a BEAUTIFUL DISASTER.... also have this nonsense diagnosis.... off my meds for 3 months now... really slipping out of reality again... but wanted you to know ur important.

you say you thought you found the meaning of life on a dungeons and dragons website what did you find on a dungeons and dragons website that you thought was the meaning of life

Interpretive face dance!

Hey Brianna. Thanks for sharing your life experiences. A little about me: I've over the last two years had schizoaffective disorder, in so much as I hear voices talking to me that aren't in the room with me. At one point my "delusions" were pretty strong and elaborate, but thankfully they have since subsided to where it is manageable. For some reason, watching a few of your videos made me think of the Depece Mode song "Nothing". Look it up on UA-cam, see if you like it. Here are the lyrics anyhow. And good luck out there kiddo!! Depeche Mode - Nothing --------------------------------------- Sitting target Sitting waiting Anticipating Nothing Nothing Life Is full of surprises It advertises Nothing Nothing What am I trying to do What am I trying to say I'm not trying to tell you anything You didn't know When you woke up today Sitting target Sitting praying God is saying Nothing Nothing Always Knows the prospects Learnt to expect Nothing Nothing

I love your videos. You have a really good expressive singing voice. Did you ever sing in a band, swaying to the music in a dress covered with rhinestones? What is infinite paradox? Can you describe the experience? Will you be my friend forever and ever?

I am literally shitting myself right now. I really hope I'm overthinking and that something similar isn't happening to me!

loved the atmosphaere