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I got some alone time. Soi had to share it with You. Not much time to get an hour of practice in the course. But don't worry I'll be doing that as well today. Maybe another after practice no promises 🙏

I'm basically singing in this. I made my bed I'm gonna own it no matter how much it hurts I'm gonna own it. That's the delivery. I should be better soon. ❤️‍🩹🙏

Today hasn't been a good one. I'll try to get something up tomorrow. No promises but I'll try. Just dealing with some shit like we all be dealing with. Ty for understanding tc 🙏 Editing this now. I made a community post I don't feel good people. I'm sorry 😔

I'm done uploading here until Wednesday tc 😔

This is unrelated and will come off as unsolicited advice. But please take it. If You ever have engagement with people on a platform. Just keep it there on that platform. Maybe it's just me but other then two special individuals. Everyone else that's moved to another for me it's ended in fights. I'm tired I really am. They deserve better. So today I messaged one after I googled "Me and my friend keeps fighting". There's just no point continuing a friendship that feels like something shipped a piece. 🧩 After they called me take a few days ago and passive aggressive when I'm forward by my nature. I kinda decided I rather just not engage with them further. I know this drama is unrelated but it's the truth and the truth will only ever help even if it stings at first. I'm waiting for a response from them. I've already decided I'll move on. If anything it's my fault for getting to comfortable. But when fights are always going it's not worth it. We all have enough stress in life. (Editing this now) They said fake* not take. And I'm still waiting on a response from them. But I did delete them from my list on FB. It was hard because I still cared a little if I'm being honest. But a good friend once said to me. Why should I keep taking bullet's from You. Something like this was uttered. It means even as friends talking bullet's because they care enough to take one. It's gonna eventually take them. I guess that's it then. I did tell the person I keep fighting with maybe our paths will cross again together. And tbh "Together" I really don't like that word. But I hate more being called fake. Tc

Were all losers so we can be losers together brotha keep on goin ❤

When I say I love singing I'm not lying. I punish myself all the time like this when I miss my Notes 🎶

How's this for content?

Ty for listening ✨🎵 I only hope my music has made You feel good. Anything else is icing ✨

I uploaded a few things just a few minutes ago. Hope You enjoy 😊

I'll see return in a few days. I hope You all see how serious I am now about this music thing now. I won't be uploading here for the next 48 to 72 hours. You all deserve a break. I'll be still at work improving my craft as well. Tc ✨

Never surrender never quit no matter how much they hate You no matter how much times You upload and they don't give You any love. You are far more worth any number UA-cam could offer. Someone will like Your stuff. Even if they aren't making it known. People called me delusional all this time but I never stopped continuing to try. So my community posts might get nothing but I will never stop forgetting I'm something. Even if the pain feels sharp. It's all gonna pay off. 😊

No hate just the truth. It's eveytime I doze off 😂

I don't regret posting this it's ok if You don't like this. I know it was singing I know it was my best with what I know currently. 😊 It was mostly in falsetto. Editing this comment now. I won't stop making three. Even if people hate it. It's my way of trying to help someone. I'll never stop trying to be great at this singing thing. 🥹✨

I've been busting my ass on this chord for months it feels since I've changed the thumb positioning to make everything sound as crystal 🔮 as possible. Got so* tired of saying I'm gonna do it. Today I can sing I Sorted it out. I'm gonna just say now I'll make it better. Finally starting to get the image in my head of how it looks when I'm not on guitar. Having a breakthrough after so long just feeling amazing ✨ 😊 That's all this is about. Enjoy the rest of your night 🌉😴

You really didn't have to like this 😂 I'm just singing just to sing. It's what I love doing. 😊

The fact UA-cam keeps recommending songs when I sing just by voice without guitar or with and they didn't before. Makes me feel like I'm doing something hopefully right. I don't know much in terms of theory yet but I know little to try to make something sound beautiful. That's what I care about not numbers my shit gets. I just want it to sound great. Do it by the book. And get respect. I've been busting my ass to improve. But rn I'm stuck on a chord I'm trying to sort out. It's ok if I get no love here. I'll never surrender no matter how much they hate me or say mean things. I won't quit this channel is evidence of that. People try there hardest to say I can't sing but yet they are still clicking. They didn't before. The hate I get keeps my piece's relevant like the stars. Not be famous one's but the ones we all see when the clouds are gone. The one's at night. My point is I don't know much but I won't quit to know more. The hate I get is part of the journey it keeps me going. I'll never quit going. Tc 🙏

I went off key 🗝️ towards the end doing the barring I had to spice up this. Gotta take risks right?

One more thing unless I get something good. I won't post tomorrow. I kinda feel like shit anymore. Tc

I really feel like something is off. I don't know what it is. I made sure my voice was good made sure guitar was in tune today. Maybe the barring knocked it out. It's just really hard. I'll eventually get it sorted some how. If it's possible for me to.

No matter how much it hurts no matter all the things they make You feel. It's just a number it's not real. Keep playing with everything. They will see how serious You are when the music starts. Tc.

So in conclusion. Just understand when I ignore You. I don't fear You. I just know the game. Like grandmaster in checkers java knows each move before it's attempted. I know the fire You'll display. Why chase something so pointless. When music is everything in silence. Peace 🧩🐲

I will never care for those that wasn't there when the bread seeds was planted. 🍞🌱 Don't think I'll start now when I'll be too focusing on it baking 🍞✨🌳 You don't believe in dragons You don't understand mean. A dragon is fear love basically. I don't chase them for that reason. As I don't have it to convey. So don't think it's only one thing. I'm unique I'm spontaneous. And even if You don't believe it's ok because nobody does a dragon. 🐲 But they fear them.

Lastly I might just not post for a few days. This channel is seriously stressing me. The algorithm isn't helping. Peace for now.

I need to get away from the bottle. Went from 5 months to 10 months because I drank for 5 months. 2025 needs to be different for me personally

And btw I didn't upload all this stuff for likes. I just did it because I fucking wanted to 😎 TC

Gonna take the next few days from Singing. Like the straight hour I usually do. I yelled a few days ago. And it still hurts. But slowly I think it's recovering. I'll still do some exercises for it. But not as crazy as I usually go. Ty for understanding in advance.

Well I said this on my other channel. But You know I'm the same person.

Even though it sucks I made sure the quality was there. The guitar was in tune. I just didn't practice today yet. Just wanted to show You I've been trying still.

Just so You know. I might not be able to sing tomorrow. My grandma really pissed me off. I yelled is all I'll say. So my voice quality will be likely lost for a few days. Just letting You know if You see I don't upload or sing. I've been through this before as well. Anyways just being honest. I hope You all have a good day. (Editing This Now) I yelled after that clip I made today. That's when the bs started. Ok tc

I won't upload tomorrow. I don't wanna ruin your day. Like she ruined mine. Tc

Lastly I don't do covers 🐘🎄✨ But it's a special. Tc

The song is an octave high right?

I'm gonna be real with You all everyone. I feel so laggy. And today I didn't drink. I've been having a little stabbing in my right abdomen side. But I'll be doing what I said. And besides after tomorrow is Christmas Eve. The healing starts. I hope You all enjoyed this 😊 I hope You all get everything You want for Christmas. All I want is family. What about You?

Haven't tried Single Barrel I liked the O7 one though

I'll see You when I sober up tomorrow if not Thursday. Just gonna be on the same sauce. I hope You all understand. Peace

God loves you man! Keep your head up, and keep moving forward you got this✊ It’s all love God bless🙏

Also, check out 'working class hero'. Easy tune i learned early on.

Jesus Christ dude. As someone who's suffered from chronic depression almost his whole life i say to you this: The sauce isn't going to help you long-term. Quite the opposite, in fact. The thing that probably will help you is therapy. While its not for everyone, some of us wouldnt be here without it. Best of luck, dude.

People I won't be posting anything today. Maybe tomorrow before I get slammed. But if not I'll do it when I sober up after getting slammed. You know I'm just about the quality thing. I've been still doing my practicing in the meantime. Not much on the singing course. But guitar and singing my songs. Just know I'm still working at it. Tc for now. And understand I won't post slammed clips like I said. As it's irrelevant to this channel. Have a great rest of your day 🙏

Lastly how would You feel like after being the only grand son to buy your grandma a fucking cake for her birthday and be told I'm ruining her day after asking about a Christmas ham. We both agreed to? That's just one thing she* bitched about. Keep in mind we got no Christmas decorations up or anything. And only privacy is going outside. That's the reason why I'm drinking. Not today but I've been. Because people to contrary of alcohol being a depressant and what I've said in my music. I can't stand this drama shit. My life isn't the worst others have it bad. But look it's been going on for years. I want to be free. I want my family back. I'm not ungrateful I'm just depressed😞 I hate my life but I'll keep trying some how. Alcohol isn't the answer. I don't know what I'll do soon after I stop.