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I'm 16 and it's been going on since I was 14. Someone I called a friend for years. I'm done trying, I wish I could just die. I told my mom and older sister and they blamed me and said that I act like I'm smarter than everyone because they found out from my friend, I didn't tell them all this time. If all of this is happening ryt now, what more when I get to University. I'm scared everyday. I'm not suicidal though, I'm just done!

Reminds me of school when no one cared for my sports and academic prizes yet when I nearly died from peritonitis and returned after summer, girls all wanted to be me when I was so thin I could hardly walk. Everyone wanted my secret diet tips.

I know this feeling

I know this feeling

hi, i have a question for you. how do you mange to never have copyrights on your videos? even when the copyright owner "allows it for use on youtube" I still have the music pop up in the desc. of my videos saying "music used" or whatever, how do you not have that?

#ima survivor

i held it in for 4 years until the teachers found out. we still dont know if they will find the man...

deserves more likes

bye

She has been through so much hurt and suffering but she always has her team

“It’s about pain! It’s about power! We stay hungry we devour!”-The Rock (what I thought this video was going to be judging by the title of the video.) I was halfway right, lyrics were correct, just wrong song.

So GOOD

It’s so weird that I’m the lowest weight I ever been and these eating disorder videos start popping up in my feed when I haven’t clicked on one until this one just to type this comment. Crazy thing is I’m eating. I just have a super physical job and work out. I don’t limit any food, just eat in moderation. I have had many Ed’s in the past and I believe I am recovered.

This was made on my birthday last year, did you manifest my ed bro

this made me cry so hard

I got too tired for about a week to hide it anymore and I let it out. The second. I let people see what I was feeling. I all of a sudden had an attitude. was just a horrible person it is back behind close to doors

No one can understand my pain, as I can't understand your pain. This pain is a battle in loneliness. Everyone is like that, right?

TW: SH, ED ? 'You betrayed me, you betrayed my trust'. I was a very wanted child, a miracle one. My parents had to go through my mom's body rejecting the fetus times and times again before they were able to have me with the help of plasma transfusion, or some other stuff involving blood I know nothing about; they never really told me. I have always been creative: playing with modeling clay, with wax, with candles, with fire. When I was 12, a little voice in my head told me to burn myself with a hot glue gun stick I used to melt on a candle because my glue gun had broke. From there on, I've became obssesed with doing weird stuff to myself. Without it going too extreme, of course, but scartching and burning and cutting myself in unexpected places felt so satisfying. When I was 14, my parents found out. They cried and were really upset. They coudln't figure out what was wrong. My mom made me promise her that I would never do that again. Last year, I restarted because of stressing over school, exams, gender and sexuality: my parents couldn't possibly put up with the fact that their beloved rainbow kid was gay (pan) and non-binary (genderfluid, but I didn't want to confuse them with those fancy terms.). My mom's exact words when she found out about me relapsing were 'you betrayed me and my trust'. She said she hated liars, and that I was one, just like her little brother (aka my uncle). Since then, I've stopped self-harming physically and picked up on the habit of starving (and then binging), sleep-depriving or overworking myself to the point of hating what I was doing and what I've had become. Mom, I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you, but I want it to be about me at least once. I wonder how it feels to love a certain version of your kid that coudln't be more far from who they are. I wonder how it feels to deny that something is wrong with them, all while not giving them the freedom of being wrong. I wonder why the issues everyone's dealing with are so deep, so painful, yet so common. We were not meant to turn out this way, and it is not our fault we did. I wonder if I ever get answers to any of my questions. Sending love to everyone reading this: you are important, not alone, I see you, I hear you, I'm here for you if you need someone (my ig: @littlestupidfan), and I hope you're having a great day. Thanks to Fandomsholic for this amazing and diverse (!!!!) video edit <3

Ive not been raped but I was sexually abused of image based sexual abuse, and I was sexually harassed and groomed, but when I was 13 someone threatened saying I'll be killed, and they would videotape it at 14. He said he would brutally rape me and wanted to do a threesome and said he wanted to do a gang rape and beat me up.. idk if I'll ever forget what he said bc his words haunts me still. But I'm glad he never raped me or his friends.

I hate cheaters so much because I got cheated on twice One was my sister with my first ever boyfriend I caught them kissing in the living room when I was just coming from the hospital heartbroken that my freaking grandma had died and they hurted me more Of course they apologized but the damage was already done and that actually happened a long time ago so I already forgave my sister but we don’t talk much as we used to And the second was my other boyfriend who cheated on me with his ex He said he didn’t wanted to tell me so he wouldn’t hurt me but he still did which is so dumb and uhm he tried to convince me that he loved me but I was done with him Later on we broke up and this just recently happened and I’m trying to move on from it these days Honestly it fucks up your mind when you get cheated on because when you actually find someone that tries to love you….you actually have no idea if they mean it or not it hurts badly because you have no idea if that person will hurt you too or if they will be better 🥹💔

You can be over weight and struggle with an ED you don’t have to be Eugenia cooney

This is such a sad edit. I have to ask, what’s the music of the edit.

I miss my sick body I want it back

0:31 wait is that blair from gossip girl 😭😭

It's when you can accurately distinguish when you're just sad because of surrounding circumstances and when there is no hope in you without a reason. And when you try to explain it to someone, they just get confused and say: "don't worry, everyone feels that, it will pass, just do something". What will pass? Constant feeling of being stuck in the same place, time and hopelesness. I anticipate it's not only me.

Rip liam miss you 😭

The fact that I'm watching this to trigger myself, while my weight is around 57 kg and the fact that everyone keeps telling me that I have gained weight, I am not skinny anymore, I have become fat and shit like this really hurt but...🙃

My uncle raped me fpr yesrs amd his wife knew

not everyone has someone to go to when they feel like this. My parents tell me that being depressed and having bad thoughts just isnt aloud in the houshold. They also homeschool me and keep me inside almost 24/7 so i cant get out and talk to someone and get help. also im not aloud to have any electronic devises so i cant ask for help on the ones im hiding because they will find out and i will get in HUGE trouble. I tried reaching out once last summer when i ran away from home and reported my father for the horable things he has done. after i did that my mother told me if i didn tell CPS i lied and i am fine then she was going to leave. Now i am just counting down the 5 months until i am 18 and i am leaving this place for good and exsposing my family for the things they have done to me. Thanks for reading all the way🫶

What the movie callled with the guy?

Iwiwi ❤uquu❤❤❤

To be honest I am not even sad for myself .. I am terrified for the people who live with me and have to witness me everyday it's painful to see them suffering becuz of me

What are all the movies thes clips are from

I wish it didn't have to be this hard

Me just like i wanna i have an ed cause i can. A few days later why cant i eat i and feel happy. Why do i need to trow up all the time

ahh I remember this movie it's so nostalgic

Would you mind putting all the fandoms you used?

0:43 why is the main character from orphan in this ? Because from memory she doesn’t have an ed or anything of the sort

Justin foley my baby☹️🫶

what movie is that in 1:21 min?

I was 15 it was 4-20-2024 I talked to at least twenty people, law enforcement, renewal house people, psychologists, and it never went anywhere because there wasn’t enough evidence and now that same person lives a few houses down from my school so I live in fear everyday that it’s going to happen again.

What’s the show

I was raped when I was just 6 years old, and they're was another time when I was sexual harassed inside a car with passengers inside. My mom was sitting in the front sit I just 12 he told me if I he would kill me, I was in the back sit beside my big sis😢😢😢 Now I feel disgusted whenever I man or boy comes closed to me, I'm 20 yrs old

I'm hungry I want tacos

Depression just hit it's a thought

Hunter was cringey and disgusting

what show/movie is 1:20 from?

WOW WATCHING THIS BRINGS BACK ALL THE HURT IVE ENDURED..... IM SO DONE WITH RELATIONSHIPS.... ITS ALL BASED ON TRUST WHICH NO LONGER IS PART OF THIS WORLD.... 😢😢 IM DONE

My dad left me when i was 3 months .. then i waited for him when my bd arived i waited he didnt come on 😢christmas he didnt come 😭😭😭😭

Depression is hard thing to cure