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Ellen's a good storyteller. Nice work

No God isn't just within me. That is why I think you have never even try 5meo

I'm curious, have you come across people experiencing Brahman consciousness with 5-meo-dmt? Not ego-death or union with the divine, not a white-out where nothing is remembered, not 'experiencing' nothingness, but total annihilation where nothing at all exists, including our own consciousness. It's taken me years to realise that is what happened to me, and is why the experience was so deeply traumatising. For months afterwards I was left with the visceral sense that the physical world doesn't exist, but everyone speaks about 5-meo-dmt leading to God (which I also experienced). I couldn't integrate the experience until I finally realised it can also lead to Brahman consciousness which is prior to all existence, even God. While the actual experience is quite literally nothing, it is terrifying to enter and return from, especially if a person is blasted into it with no understanding and the nervous system has not been prepared through spiritual practices.

thanks - I had a challenging experience. as well as a beautiful one. that was all on my first round of 3 sessions. I'm looking forward to trying it again!

side note: please put the ads at the beginning of the video 🤍 | damn, do i love this, and i‘ve been doing breathwork for years & am a practitioner myself - this one will be added to my „integration tools“; it is soft yet fiery and powerful at the same time! | during the meditation part, ngl, i had a vision of you guys, lana and i being at your beautiful center and recording a podcast episode together 🦋 keep up the magic!

Ive never heard anyone say their dmt experience was easy

Your video quality , presentation and your video description is so good it always impressed me. But you do not optimizing your Titles, Descriptions, Thumbnail and Playlists, and here have no <Tag > For this reason the video is not getting viral and views, likes, and comments. Your problems need to be fixed. Do you know that how you solve this problem?

Integrate

I floated on a sunbeam into outer space towards the sun

Very Insightful. Thank you both for the conversation. Especially about the nervous system releasing all self limiting beliefs and defense mechanisms to allow you to respond the way you want to respond to certain things without your body or ego stopping you right in your tracks. Pushing that thing that once was an unwanted boundary for you. First time it has ever been explained that way and what exactly i was looking for. I’m gearing up to do it soon.

5 meo is not for SIMPLETONS

This episode is so amazing. Thank you, Tony, for sharing your story.

I had a full blown reactivation last night 6 months after my first bufo. When does it stop?

So your whole channel is about MeO but you think it's not worth the hype? Am I missing something?

Just ask a “trustAfarian”

Relying on guides will lead you down the garden path. You are the only person that can find the truth for yourself. This medicine that costs very little to produce should not only be available to those who have thousands of dollars to be coddled on a retreat. Get together with a friend who will keep you safe and grounded, and experience the wonder fully available to you as a member of the human family. We are already fully integrated without the professional mediators of experience.

It’s a wild wild West out there. Appreciate these thoughts! There’s definitely something deeper to be explored around mainstreaming psychedelics to the pharmaceutical and medical models. As you said… these systems as they currently are, aren’t prepared to embrace and provide these medicines in a safe way due to lack of nuanced understanding on prep, integration and the enormity of this experience. IMP this proposed model will do more psychological damage than good.

I agree with you Steve! Canadian too here and I have no trust in our medical system whatsoever. while there are much more complex and nuanced issues that could be brought up, suffice to see how they mismanaged the "pandemic policies" and the death and injury their product caused, or the sweeping amount of tax funded suicide caused by MAID (people need to know MAID kill with agony not peace) or simply look how they profit from all the harmful chemical on tobacco or how they mismanaged the Cannabis grey market and tax dollars. Anyway corporate greed and psychedelic don;t belong together. Can you tell us more or share link to what is the current agenda with bringing 5MeO to the forefront? these guys always taint what they touch. I wish things would stay stewarded organically by the people who care for it and those who resonate with the calling. I can tell you guys are putting a great deal of effort in care in what you do, and it is important to do this substance in a safe manner and have subsequent exposure to conceptual material that deals not only with 5MeO reports but the metaphysics in regards to CESSATION experience and school of thought on consciousness. Finally for any curious reading this, I would highly discourage trying a high dose without a sitter for the simple danger that you COULD shoke on your vomit, which is super easy to avoid if someone is ready to move your neck in case. I'd be interest to discuss more in PM someday!

I need this so badly. Can't wait to explore this medicine. Thank you

I did an 8 month expirement, I tripped hard on many different medicines every seven days, sometimes more. The culmination was one night I broke and was in literal hell for a thousand years. I shed all my bullshit.

Nice presentation

i can understand that but it has a higher chance of killing you if its synthetic. bufo is much safer when consumed correctly

Thank you so much

Hey Tony, I know what you mean in terms of coming out of there and then trying to figure out which books to read, and which practices to put into place in order to best support the integration process. It can be overwhelming. I just wanted to share some things that I found over this past year have really helped me since my journey. Perhaps one of them will end up resonating for you or your wife. Tara Brach - especially using her RAIN method. She has free podcasts and specifically one where she guides/takes you through the process. I read her books and listened to most of her podcasts and found them very helpful. The Core Transformation process, and Wholeness Work by Connirae Andreas. Perhaps you are familiar with those ones if you are part of the Coaching world. They can be very helpful in teaching us how to tap into that peaceful, beautiful place within us that is full of knowing. And working with the old patterns and things that come up that we feel we are ready to transform. Some people really like Joe Dispenzas. I have found some of his talks and meditations helpful too. Best of luck to you both, I trust you will each come upon the people and tools that will best serve you in this next phase. As much as you can, be gentle and patient with yourselves and just trust it will all come together. I am now in a place where I feel life just keeps getting better and more joyful. 🙏💗

Wonderful

Absolutely life changing. It’s love that never stops giving beyond the beyond.

I really enjoyed this video. Thanks for sharing.

True, experiencing non-duality with a high dose of 5-meo-dmt is unimaginably profound. If you are on the intellectual side like me: - get to know about Carl Jung and the concepts of Self and Ego, - Trough meditation or other means, practice letting go As Alan Watts said: “You're under no obligation to be the same person you were 5 minutes ago.” - read about non-duality (ie: Baruch Spinoza in western philosophy, eastern philosophy such as Buddhism and Advaita Vedanta)

I've bee. Watching these videos and it seems all very like high dose pscilocybin but maybe a bit cleaner and shorter acting

"Death is not the end" - There is an urge to frame, to conceptualize, to Judge. Contemplate death, keep it as a constant companion until one day you might be lucky enough to notice - non-existence. Then you can let it be, realizing Death is a blank page in an imaginary book of dreams. To skip the page, fearful of what you are, is to be reborn. To cease, to recognize yourself as the stuff of dreams and dissolve, is the gift.

Does a facilitator really need to have a cognitive framework that they use to interpret the 5-MeO experience or “what’s happening in this world”? That’s all just mental story telling, isn’t it? Also, since a person’s ideas about these things often change after experiencing this medicine, why should it matter whether they align with a facilitator’s beforehand?

resonates quite a lot, this is like, deconstruction and construction, structuralism and post-structuralism.

nice meditation! the ad half way through was a bit grating :(

30 seconds later... AAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

Fantastic!

Yes to what you’re describing here. Experiencing a post-journey tightening of the ego’s grip, an insistent loop of negative thoughts about “my” life. And this insidious ego steals from me any ability to do anything to improve my situation. It’s unbearable. The only way to dissolve this madness, is to trick myself by doing something very small, simple and easy. Simply lying down and making myself do slow deep conscious rhythmic breathing. In for 4, hold for 4, out for 4, hold for 4, repeat. It works. Surrender to the breath. Focus on the rhythm. This simple thing quietens and liberates the mind.

the 5th dimension is satans heaven. it's not good. it's not bad. this lady gets it. good to experience now instead of dealing with it after death. understand the 6th and make 7th heaven here on earth. then study, and prepare to cross the river.

In the spirit of a constructive dialogue, I offer my reflection after watching the video a number of times. I can appreciate your perspective on the use of 5-MeO-DMT, highlighting potential risks associated with quick and unintegrated experiences with the substance, often in what they describe as a "drive-by" style, where individuals don't have sufficient preparation or integration. The video's message seems to push for a more structured, prolonged, and facilitated experience, particularly in the context of an expensive retreat environment, while subtly criticizing less extensive and possibly less costly approaches. Here’s my breakdown of the situation: The message is both valid and concerning. On the one hand, they’re right to emphasize the importance of preparation, integration, and a supportive environment, especially when dealing with a powerful substance like 5-MeO-DMT. Quick, poorly integrated experiences can indeed lead to psychological distress, unresolved trauma, or confusion. However, it’s important that this cautionary advice doesn’t morph into fear-mongering, creating the impression that only high-cost retreats are “safe” or “valid” spaces for using these medicines. There seems to be an underlying marketing tactic here that uses a passive-aggressive tone-perhaps to instill fear about alternative (often cheaper) methods-while promoting their retreat as the ideal or only safe environment. This approach can create a false sense of exclusivity, where those without financial means may feel discouraged from seeking alternative avenues for healing or experiencing the medicine. Healing, especially with psychedelics, is not one-size-fits-all. While the structure and support of a retreat might be invaluable for some people, others may have profound and successful experiences in less formal settings, guided by trusted individuals or in more accessible formats. The affordability and accessibility of these experiences should not be gatekept, though the need for preparation and integration is universal.

Great garden. Do you have any animals also?

love these trip reports! keep them coming

Hi, i have 5 meo dmt at home. Tried it couple of times on minimal doses. Its too much for me now, i am terrified and not feel ready. I had couple of intense expierences with lsd, but th 5 meo its so fast. Do you recommend making the doses higher gradually, or using lsd more until trying normal dose of 5 meo? Thank so much❤❤

Great. Didnt hear it from anybody else yet. Its so good.

Love it! ❤

Your breathworks are the best I've ever done. You truly create inner journeys. These should have million of views. Will more sessions like this come?

What do you recommend to keep this energy from the expierence? After lsd, the glow lasted for couple months, i wasnt doing much meditation and stuff like that, but the expierence was so intense, i couldnt throw it away. Thanks ❤

This was something else. Thank you!

man stand up to the government or there ain’t going to be no home

I've had 4 full realeases with 5 which was life changing but, i do question if it can be somewhat of a hinderance as we really should be connecting to god naturally via absloute stilling of the mind but its taken about a year for this realisation since my experience with 5! I love to know your thoughts on this ?

I didn't watch the video because your question is obvious. The answer is: As often as possible. Try to create as much free time as possible so that you are always in a different world.

After 5-meo-dmt, even though I don't often meditate, if I did, for weeks afterwards I would almost go back to the peak unity experience which scared me. The original experience was actually traumatic as I just wasn't ready physiologically or psychologically to let go to that degree. Now a few years later I have started to meditate again and the same thing is happening. It seems this 'after effect' is unusual and I *really* blasted myself open. I'm not sure what to do about it, other than try to get over the fear of dissolution somehow.