For a while I’ve been debating on if this song should be a single or be released with the album. But I feel like it’s fine as a single. This song is one of the only songs that I’ve made that actually show any true side of me (in my opinion at least). It talks about how I’m fine with dying alone, relationship struggles that I had, feeling like I shouldn’t be loved by anyone, and more. I truly love this song due to how good it turned out and how much it means to me with the meaning. And it will probably be one of my favorites for a long time
Anyways
Lyrics:
I’m fine with the fact that I’m gonna die alone because i knew it from the start
That’s why I wasn’t really surprised when we started to drift apart
You know it hurts me seeing you in all of those fancy cars
But I hope those other guys will finally see you for who you are
6 months really does go by quick when I’m with you
But at the end I didn’t really know what I should do
So I left
And now I feel better than you do
stop reaching for the stars cause you’re not tall enough
And lately I haven’t been trying hard enough
stop reaching for the stars cause you’re not tall enough
She said that because apparently I wasn’t trying hard enough
*screaming*
I’m fine with the fact that I’m gonna die alone because i knew it from the start
That’s why I wasn’t really surprised when we started to drift apart
You know it hurts me seeing you in all of those fancy cars
But I hope those other guys will finally see you for who you are
*screaming again* (this isn’t real)
*screams* (I don’t want it to be)
*screams* (I can’t stay with you)
*screams* (nobody should love me)
*screams* (what’s happening to my heart?)
*screams* (I didn’t sign up for this)
*screams* (you loved me too much)
*even more screaming. Can we please stop? It’s hurting my voice* (and they didn’t want me…)
I’m fine with the fact that I’m gonna die alone because i knew it from the start
But I was kinda surprised that they found each others hearts
But I’m not mad. I want them to be together
So as long as they’re both happy. I’ll be fine……