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Maddie Spargur
United States
Приєднався 14 вер 2019
Hello, and welcome to my life!! I want to share my passions through making videos. Love you all and hope your having the best day!
I was groomed as a child. What does that mean?
#saawareness #preventchildabuse #stopchildabuse #sexualabusesurvivor #mentalhealth
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Відео
How does BPD affect your life? what is it like to live with it? (borderline personality disorder)
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Music: Better Off Alone Musician: Upscale Laundry #bpd #bpdrecovery #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness
suicide awareness/my suicide attempt story
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#saawareness #mentalhealth #suicideawarness Suicide hotline US: 988
Ways to cope with sexual assualt (12 tips) healing is possible
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#saawareness
My sexual assault story 🫶
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This is your reminder: It's NOT your fault. You are brave. I believe you! #saawareness #mystorylife
My child sexual abuse story +victim impact statement
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My child sexual abuse story victim impact statement
how to save money as a teen (who is impulsive)
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how to save money as a teen (who is impulsive)
Summer makeup routine 🫶 (and how I do my eyeliner)
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Summer makeup routine 🫶 (and how I do my eyeliner)
How to stop being quiet (for socially anxious people)
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How to stop being quiet (for socially anxious people)
Secrets to throwing a great party (birthday, housewarming, Christmas, and more!!)
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Secrets to throwing a great party (birthday, housewarming, Christmas, and more!!)
I wrote a song for my best friend!! happy national best friends day 💓
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I wrote a song for my best friend!! happy national best friends day 💓
high school advice (fake friends, first day, ect...)
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high school advice (fake friends, first day, ect...)
makeup for prom or homecoming tutorial!
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makeup for prom or homecoming tutorial!
watch me do full glam makeup on someone else!
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watch me do full glam makeup on someone else!
learn to love yourself (the basics of self love)
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learn to love yourself (the basics of self love)
what I wish I knew during middle school (middle school advice from a junior in high school)
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what I wish I knew during middle school (middle school advice from a junior in high school)
I made a LIFE BINDER! let me give you a tour...
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I made a LIFE BINDER! let me give you a tour...
glowy makeup routine for high school
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glowy makeup routine for high school
Big sister advice grwm part 1 (everything I wish I knew earlier:)
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Big sister advice grwm part 1 (everything I wish I knew earlier:)
full face of viral tiktok products and hacks!
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full face of viral tiktok products and hacks!
plan with me for the new year 2024! (part 1)
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plan with me for the new year 2024! (part 1)
Original song about someone falling out of love with you "other than me" by madz
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Original song about someone falling out of love with you "other than me" by madz
Recommend others to talk as soon as possible 👍
As a father of 3 girls, who protects them to the death. This is truly 💔. I wish I could give you a hug. Love from, Scotland 🏴 ❤
What is very sad is UA-cam allows fantasy incest stories; it is sick and needs to end. Too many girls are crying now, and my heart is with you.
I am so glad that you spoke up and that he is in prison! You are courageous for telling. Thanks for educating others so they can avoid abuse or be able to stop it and get help.
was it by a moslem?
This one 🥰🥰🙏💪😽
That’s so scary so sorry for u😢how old are u now if don’t mind me asking ?am 13
I am sorry this happened to you, you will face a lot of ridicule because of this - with everything you have been through I am sure you will find it easy to rise above all of the criticisms.
it's scary how women these days visit a subreddit and convince themselves they were SA'd for attention. if it happened, you'd remember it. i feel sorry for your father.
never date a bpd girl. not worth it.
bad acting lol
Karma is coming for you boy….🤬
@@PurebloodStalker creep
Hey pretty girl, I’m from Alaska too. I moved away for business opportunities a while ago. You’re really pretty. Keep your head up
3:11 this is absolutely evil and cruel manipulation Jesus, I'm really sorry you went through that Maddie. I have been suicidal for over a year, I was suicidal through a lot of middle school and most of highschool and I've had a suicide attempt before (though not very well planned I admit) I can't imagine trying to go through all that while also overcoming sexual abuse. My heart really goes out to you, I'm happy there was a little bit of justice in the end though and you can heal now 🌞🌞🌞
Thank you for your honesty. You were very brave to turn your abuser in to the police.
I'm sorry disregarding everything else making you not want to kill yourself by making you realize other people would feel bad or suicidal if you were to kill yourself is not a negative 😐 Wouldn't it be worse to tell someone after a suicide attempt that no one would care if you died?
Bull shit
its wild how much im still realizing! my uncle would tell me the same thing and I felt like I couldn't lose the only person who treated me like a person. I felt responsible for everyones mental health by the age of 10. I'm 41. he's serving life for reoffending w the same child.i knew my other uncle for what he was because it went to court when Was 5 but the one currently in prison was literally the only person in my life that treated me 'like family" I was 37 before I realized he had been grooming me since the beginning. I'm so VERY PROUD of you my dear! you are giving many of us a voice. thank you!
Love the hair
I was assaulted in a what felt like a doctors office as a child i remember things that happened im 59 now
CONGRATULATIONS 🎉
Thank you so much 💗
the two kitties in your banner are cool
Thank you for this video! I had not heard of borderline personality disorder, so I learned a lot. Also, it's so cute to see Allie (is that how you spell her name?) chilling there with you!
I'm so glad I could be helpful! Yes, ally and alice are my sweet cats! I should introduce them in a video!
Hey ! What you’re doing is great ❤keep it up❤ Im glad you failed the attempt 😔
Thank you! I appreciate that!
Its heartening to see people maake videos lole this, coming from an sa survivor
This gave so much hope! I recently opened up about being SA’d as a child. At the end of the day, healing is a process!❤ Hope, Nature, and Priorities are examples of what can improve the human mind to heal from such pain and suffering!!!
I'm so happy I could help
I was assaulted when I was 5 but I dont really remember what happened. However I have the symptoms of sexual abuse, I feel anxious around man, i have vaginismus and im hypersexual but if a man tries to pursue me i panicked. Sorry for my bad grammar english is not my first language
You are not alone 🫶 and you should have never been through that. Priorities your healing, you deserve it
That impact statement hurt to listen to. I'm so sorry, but congratulations for getting Justice.❤
I think my hardest thing is being nice to me and reminding myself that I am more than my trauma. ❤
You are, I promise 🫶
I am so sorry you had to go through this. You are so incredibly strong and brave for telling your story and getting Justice ❤❤
Thank you 💗 😊
I’m 30 now. I came to my family with concerns about my childhood just about 2-3 years ago. I’ve been in therapy dealing with feelings from my childhood for some time now, but bringing up my concerns I felt only made it worse for me because I was told that no.. this person who did this wasn’t capable of doing those things. So a lot of the time I deal with feelings of being unsure because I was a lot younger when I believe these things were going on. It’s hard to go back 20 something years and pin point all the details. I live every day with the feeling of being crazy like I had made up some story. You’re brave to come out like this. Thanks for being there and being strong to share your story. Idk if I’ll ever get the closure I need or want from my family. I don’t think I’ll ever really get the full truth, but I’m glad to know I can keep moving forward through it all.
It's hard. And like I said in the video, some family members don't accept it. I hope you do find closure somehow. 🫶🫶
@ thank you, Madison ❤️
I’m sorry you have these experiences but I’m happy you are doing well and posting videos about it for the people that feel alone for situations like this. You speak very clearly and are easy to listen to, you are gonna help a lot more people than you could ever think
You're so strong. I'm a fellow SA survivor, mine was from my father. I took him to court and there was a hung trial. The prosecutor was going to try him again when he took a plea deal. He got no jail time, but put on the S Offenser list. It's far from justace, but my story is not over. I admire your strength to share your impact statement (something I have not been able to do publicly yet). I've overcome so much PTSD. There are things you can never get back after that type of abuse, but just like a broken bone can grow back stronger, that's what I have done and will help build up all others. I hope the best for you ❤ Your strength is amazing!
Hello, I stumbled upon your video while looking for ways to cope with my assault. As someone who hasn’t reported my assaulter due to him being in my close family I’m so thankful you got your justice .You are so beautiful I’m so glad you were able to report your assaulter and get your peace and justice for your trauma. YOU ARE SO STRONG!!! keep living your best life I wish you the best ❤
I'll be making a video about how to cope with assault next. I really want to help. And thank you so much 💗
SO HAPPY FOR YOU, GOOD FOR THE JUDGE! 💚 I'm sorry this happened to you I pray to to our Lord Jesus for your healing. Praying for you!
Thank you!! 💓
Yes you are right
At the age of 10 I had to move to UK. It was a new environment, new people, an entirely new society and on top of that my I was so focused on what people thought of my English pronunciation so the easiest solution seemed to just not talk to other people. I missed making opportunity to make friends, attend cool events and overall just have a great time. You may think that being so closed off from other people is ok but in reality, for me being introverted did me no good at all and I'm so glad that I started doing something about it to make a difference in my life. All I'm trying to say, please, learn from my mistakes. Don't be like young me, get out of your comfort zone. If you want to improve your life there will be no one to pick you up but yourself and no matter how hard the path might seems to be, at the end all of the struggles will be worth it.
Ur so pretty wth
Beat me to it mate
@Adam-m3h thank youu 😊
It's raw. It's cool. It's beautiful.
Your best friend must feel so special!
I just got my first period yesterday 😭😭
I wish you the best 😭
"promosm"
"You've got to find it in yourself to like yourself for who you are before you worry about anyone else liking you." Great advice!