Secret Shame
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Secret Shame - Saccharine Dream
secretshame.bandcamp.com/album/autonomy
Lyrics:
Void of schism
Splitting apart like you do
When you’re left alone,
And frightened, and inside of yourself
Call it wisdom
When you’re sick, broken and sad
And the substance of your sickness
Is the last thing that you can hold
Was I supposed to know
I would only break myself
Trying not to die, but every moment
Spent trying to live like someone else?
Soulless after that
Moment where she saw something
Difficult about her body
It’s my own voice in my head
And telling my mind
“Duality is fine
You’re imperfect
Imperfect”
Oh, it’s not my fault
I know I’ll be dead one day,
But I can’t be alive right now
Trying not to lie, but every moment
Spent not being true to myself
Even angels fall apart
Even angels fall apart
Even angels fall apart
Even angels fall apart
Shatter
Bending matter
Turn to dust,
Dissipate under the weight
Of this interior enigma
I’m imperfect without her
Without her
Without her
Without her
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Відео

Secret Shame - Glass Palace
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secretshame.bandcamp.com/album/autonomy Lyrics: Climb in Your bath Of lye Stripped of light Be stripped of skin Then woven Into Silver silk Sewed shut with golden thread And Pressed down Removed of all air Laid there To be listless And molten glass resin Poured over your remnants Fixed in glass Fixed In permanence It’s the god inside of you That’s empty hearted It’s the god that forces you To b...
Secret Shame - Persephone
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secretshame.bandcamp.com/album/autonomy Lyrics: In sincerity, eat away at me Insincerity, eat away at me Punish me Rip me apart Tear me down, make me into art Sculpt me into a perfect model Diamond figurine It’s not up to me It only goes off of what she’s said Persephone Grow your toxic garden in my head And when you notice you can Cut through me like wax, And I will melt away under your grasp ...
Secret Shame - Chaining Eris
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secretshame.bandcamp.com/album/autonomy Lyrics: So fragile Control all my time and Power dynamics are fun for you Come clean now Don’t try to be my mother Tell me you’re feeding On my insecurities No empathy All your life Please shut me down and destroy me No empathy All your life How does it feel to bite an open wound? When I saved your life? I saved your life Someone should, and will, take yo...
Secret Shame - Pink Staircase
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secretshame.bandcamp.com/album/autonomy Lyrics: I’ll get up there one day To the bottom of heaven And there’s no hunger There’s no being hungry I’ll take those stairs into a Different world One where I’m prettier one where I’m happier Up there I will find Pink skies and glitter And sparkling violet flowers Will be the only litter Green clouds and green rain A big red mirror Set in the center, S...
Secret Shame - January
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secretshame.bandcamp.com/album/autonomy Lyrics: I was no stranger to grime I was chugging vodka, I was mean I lived in dirty houses I had no interest staying clean And I don’t Am I still interesting? And do you ever think of me? Ego mania Ego mania She fell off a statue, She was drunk and she was high She broke her ribs And laughter hurt, A void but she is bright I wanna be a doll I want to be ...
Secret Shame - Accelerate
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secretshame.bandcamp.com/album/autonomy Lyrics: Chaos walking Harsh and loud talking quick, a reckless crowd Larger than life little vision eyes intense Full of sentiment Rebel baby Break all your limbs Your minds’ holding violence Intrusive thoughts Words choke you beautiful oh god am I crazy? what will you do when you find out that I’m a mess sweetheart trauma mind She said “I have a lot of f...
Secret Shame - Zero (Official Video)
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Zero is the fourth and last single from “Autonomy”, Secret Shame’s second full length LP. This song means a lot to us and we hope it will mean something to you, too. Thank you for watching. secretshame.bandcamp.com/album/autonomy Credits: Directed by Lena Machina and Aster Nema Videography by Aster and Lena Editing/Coloring by Kai Lendzion Storyboard by Lena Filmed at Healer in Indianapolis ove...
Secret Shame - Color Drain
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secretshame.bandcamp.com/album/autonomy Written by Secret Shame Recorded and mixed at Drop of Sun by Alex Farrar. Produced by Secret Shame and Alex Farrar. Mastered by Carl Saff.
Secret Shame - Luxury Bitch
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secretshame.bandcamp.com/album/autonomy Written by Secret Shame Recorded and mixed at Drop of Sun by Alex Farrar. Produced by Secret Shame and Alex Farrar. Mastered by Carl Saff.
Secret Shame - Hide
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Recorded and mixed by Alex Farrar at Drop of Sun Mastered by Carl Saff Photography by Travis Gillett "Hide" font by Lena Machina Design/Layout by Nathan Landolt On this recording: Lena Machina- vocals, synth Aster Nema- guitar Matthew- bass, backing vocals Nathan Landolt- drums Lemon Malandra- guitar, backing vocals Released February 9th, 2022 secretshame.bandcamp.com/track/hide
Secret Shame - Victoria (OST Bloodbath: Victoria's Secret)
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Download track: secretshame.bandcamp.com/track/victoria-ost-bloodbath-victorias-secret We wrote Victoria as the theme song for the play Bloodbath: Victoria's Secret, written by Jamieson Ridenhour. Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Alex Farrar at Drop of Sun. As "Tori Piper," Victoria Leigh was once the darling of mid-to-late eighties low-budget horror-she was the go-to final girl of a dozen or s...
Secret Shame "Pure" (Official Video)
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“PURE” Order: secretshame.bandcamp.com Self-Released 6/5/2020 Director: Secret Shame Cinematographer/Editor/Coloring: Rory Rumfelt Assistant Editor: Lena Machina Set Design/Makeup: Secret Shame Location: Asheville, NC Story by Secret Shame © & ℗ Secret Shame 2021
Secret Shame - "Storm"
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"Storm" is from Secret Shame's debut album Dark Synthetics, released September 6th 2019. Order it via Bandcamp: secretshame.bandcamp.com/album/dark-synthetics
Secret Shame - "Haunter"
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"Haunter" is from Secret Shame's debut album Dark Synthetics, released September 6th 2019. Order it via Bandcamp: secretshame.bandcamp.com/album/dark-synthetics
Secret Shame - "Creature"
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Secret Shame - "Creature"
Secret Shame - "Comfort"
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Secret Shame - "Comfort"
Secret Shame - "Gift"
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Secret Shame - "Gift"
Secret Shame - "Calm"
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Secret Shame - "Calm"
Secret Shame "Dissolve" (Official Video)
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Secret Shame "Dissolve" (Official Video)
Secret Shame "Calm" (Official Video)
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Secret Shame "Calm" (Official Video)
Secret Shame - "Dark"
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Secret Shame - "Dark"
Secret Shame - Father Take
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Secret Shame - Father Take
Secret Shame - Machine
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Secret Shame - Machine
Secret Shame - Crystal Kind
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Secret Shame - Crystal Kind
Secret Shame - Lights Out
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Secret Shame - Lights Out
Secret Shame - Revolution
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Secret Shame - Revolution
Secret Shame - Who Died in Our Back Yard
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Secret Shame - Who Died in Our Back Yard

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @davidh2550
    @davidh2550 5 днів тому

    This song is very intense. The singer (Lena, I believe is her name) pours herself out singing it It’s incredibly vulnerable. I hate to sound like a cliche modern therapy goer, but I was blown away by her bravery and felt inclined to thank her for sharing it through her talent for us. Beautiful people, this band

  • @boostues
    @boostues 14 днів тому

    found link in the black circle bathroom !!

  • @VvmpL0re
    @VvmpL0re Місяць тому

    Js scanned a qr code at the end music venue in houston..

  • @tonyiacovelli7395
    @tonyiacovelli7395 3 місяці тому

    Shocking amount of talent and production value. Love it it lands and speaks the parts we Gant find voice in. Evocative and cathartic.

    • @davidh2550
      @davidh2550 5 днів тому

      Catch them live. They’re great music + song writers but also very humble, kind, and fun to hang out with. So, buy their merch so they can keep producing!

  • @justinpaulsen7251
    @justinpaulsen7251 3 місяці тому

    Come to San Francisco!

  • @TheUpwardbound1
    @TheUpwardbound1 5 місяців тому

    Still listening 3years and counting! Timeless!

  • @TANTRUMGASM
    @TANTRUMGASM 6 місяців тому

    a masterpiece. absolute beautiful artistry

  • @corkypaws
    @corkypaws 6 місяців тому

    This was in a bar bathroom and I was ready to spill all my secret shames. I’ll come back to this later when I can listen.

  • @deadrosemaryisdead
    @deadrosemaryisdead 8 місяців тому

    thank you.

  • @Bicosis
    @Bicosis 10 місяців тому

    I found this song from a qr code in a bathroom its fire tho

  • @Sagepimp
    @Sagepimp 10 місяців тому

    Random QR code in bathroom stall in the middle of Texas has led me here

  • @stephaneleleu2084
    @stephaneleleu2084 10 місяців тому

    ❤❤❤❤❤

  • @funeralpyre616
    @funeralpyre616 11 місяців тому

    Love this track!

  • @yion5230
    @yion5230 11 місяців тому

    sattelite cafe

  • @madelinebirkle677
    @madelinebirkle677 Рік тому

    I found this song pooping in a bathroom in black mountain 😂

  • @bannor216
    @bannor216 Рік тому

    up with this sort of thing

  • @bannor216
    @bannor216 Рік тому

    emo

  • @bannor216
    @bannor216 Рік тому

    i saw her. it was like nico on acid. she transports me...

  • @bannor216
    @bannor216 Рік тому

    green eyes are actually the lack of pigmentation

  • @bannor216
    @bannor216 Рік тому

    is that tara on the cover?

  • @songwriterlp
    @songwriterlp Рік тому

    This song is insane!!

  • @cglukes
    @cglukes Рік тому

    I found this taking a shit at a dive bar in asheville, north carolina. Not bad

  • @Lowembryoniccells
    @Lowembryoniccells Рік тому

    I really liked the sound, it's worth highlighting vocals that remind me a lot of Siouxsie, fast pace, congratulations I'll always be accompanied...

  • @Darquespells666
    @Darquespells666 Рік тому

    Where have I been?

  • @Melchives
    @Melchives Рік тому

    found this song thru a qr code in da bathroom🔥‼️

    • @Bicosis
      @Bicosis 10 місяців тому

      Same twin

  • @maryannscott5567
    @maryannscott5567 Рік тому

    Saw them last night. Incredible live.

  • @deathbedquestion
    @deathbedquestion Рік тому

    "People I once looked up to..."

  • @fernandolapa1849
    @fernandolapa1849 Рік тому

    hope you can EU tour soon enough

  • @MrMentaI
    @MrMentaI Рік тому

    Europe when?!?!

  • @juanbeltran1239
    @juanbeltran1239 Рік тому

    This is just amazing!

  • @bedsidetable
    @bedsidetable Рік тому

    Catharisis

  • @Ali-bk6js
    @Ali-bk6js Рік тому

    Masterpiece

  • @ShellshockedRadio
    @ShellshockedRadio Рік тому

    Wow! I love it! Post Punk / Gothic Rock with great female voice? This gem belongs into my Shellshocked Radio recommendations List: ua-cam.com/video/rPZlt0-vYYc/v-deo.html

  • @luludalolo
    @luludalolo Рік тому

    Chato pra cacete!

  • @sydneyprice2437
    @sydneyprice2437 Рік тому

    I am absolutely obsessed with everything song I have heard so far🖤🖤🖤

  • @violet_riot
    @violet_riot Рік тому

    Please come play in New England, Providence or Boston. Maybe Nox Novacula can come back and it can be a deathrock post punk double feature!!

  • @danielbarrier
    @danielbarrier Рік тому

    magnifique !

  • @jayrey6003
    @jayrey6003 Рік тому

    So good!

  • @brianboyer113
    @brianboyer113 Рік тому

    Goth dad had me listen to this. Then made me funeral potatoes.

  • @EleganckiOutsider
    @EleganckiOutsider Рік тому

    Nice! :)

  • @sylviegamboa106
    @sylviegamboa106 Рік тому

    Awesome sound sounds like minute machine. Awesome 🦇 Thank you ✌️🦇🖤🦇🖤🦇🖤

  • @cottagegoth
    @cottagegoth Рік тому

    that last section from about 3:30-4:05 scratches the little ridges in my brain i love it so much

  • @НиколайМонахов-х4и

    Great respect from Russia!

  • @staydreaminbeatz
    @staydreaminbeatz Рік тому

    RUN IT BACK

  • @staydreaminbeatz
    @staydreaminbeatz Рік тому

    Ayoo this is fireeeee

  • @mrcodhead67
    @mrcodhead67 Рік тому

    Liking this. New addition to my New Stuff page & group.

  • @SupDudes4ever
    @SupDudes4ever Рік тому

    wow this feels targeted at me in such a real way and it is so good it hurts. just tell me who i need to off to get the lyrics and i swear i'll do it lol

  • @TANTRUMGASM
    @TANTRUMGASM Рік тому

    Americas Greatest band since Van Halen .... fantastic, Sedate it until you look at yourself Longing for someone to help or know to But it's too much Too much to talk about Give it up, let it die There are far more difficult things in life And, for the form that serves to hold you inside, The mind that beats the body, If it wants to eat you alive And you want it to weaken you, slim you down, fade you, take you away- Is it too much to talk of? Too much Unwell It's so easy to hide, With how high you hold yourself No one will think to ask A cure or a curse? You want it, too Too Too Soon Set in a way Set in a way Set in a way Set in a way Unwell It's so easy to hide, With how high you hold yourself And no one seems to ask A cure or a curse? You want them to To Soon.

  • @TANTRUMGASM
    @TANTRUMGASM Рік тому

    Amazing band......... nothing like you in the world

    • @blackbat908
      @blackbat908 10 місяців тому

      Kinda like Siouxsie Sioux mixed with someone else... can't put my finger on it. They have a great sound!

  • @TANTRUMGASM
    @TANTRUMGASM Рік тому

    Americas best band