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Jay Blue Heart
Приєднався 25 січ 2013
Where is my life going?
Who knows~~
I’m always quite lost but if you don’t mind watching this me
Please stay and enjoy !
Love u all 💋
Contact:
cubaba13@gmail.com
Who knows~~
I’m always quite lost but if you don’t mind watching this me
Please stay and enjoy !
Love u all 💋
Contact:
cubaba13@gmail.com
The 5 things you want in life
except (x)
accept (o)
Guys to be honest I really don’t like how I look in this video the angle the hair and the face and everything
But I decided to upload it cause I like the way I talked
Ok bye
I hope I look better and better (just based on my personal standards) and get what I want
Be who I want to be this year
And I hope you guys all too
cubaba13@gmail.com
accept (o)
Guys to be honest I really don’t like how I look in this video the angle the hair and the face and everything
But I decided to upload it cause I like the way I talked
Ok bye
I hope I look better and better (just based on my personal standards) and get what I want
Be who I want to be this year
And I hope you guys all too
cubaba13@gmail.com
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Відео
Now I’m living in Taiwain !
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cubaba13@gmail.com On the next video ? Probably my fabulous 2025 resolutions and stuff
Forgive yourself and start all over again
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When I’m done with detoxing I’ll probably look better 🥹I mean What is this face guys It’s so puffy and everything I’ll make a change Wish me luck !! cubaba13@gmail.com
You want what you can’t have
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handle - means “a steering wheel” Happy New Year guys I can’t thank you enough you know that right Thank you for coming back Thank you for watching my boring videos Thank you for leaving warm comments Thank you for being pals to my life journey Thank you and thank you I really hope you all have what you really want in your lives You all deserve that cubaba13@gmail.com
Number one girl
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The title was supposed to be “You only want what you can’t have” like everyone can see so naturally But I don’t know.. I’ve veen listening to Rose’s “Number One Girl” for days and I strongly feel like this video should rather be called .. cubaba13@gmail.com
At a cafe
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That tiramisu was quite nice Every little frowning and head shaking was a sign that it’s good Tiramisu.. One if my favorite desserts in this whole world.. I can eat it every single day and still be happy every single time I mean it I MEAN IT !!!!! Umm yeah that’s all for this video Guys have a nice nice day and eat some good desserts Cause we always need some to hold on to this hursh life Love ...
Heartbroken
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He taught me what a heartbreak feels like.. for the first time in my life cubaba13@gmail.com
Eating ice cream with a super puffy & asymmetrical face
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I think my face is getting more and more asymmetrical Donno what to do 🥹 And guys I didn’t know I look that weird when I eat Sorry I’ll try to change cubaba13@gmail.com
Everything is new
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I started OnlyFans (The link’s on my profile) even though you guys all really hated the idea !Yeah but feel free to come and see You are all so welcomed I mean it 🖤💙 I got my ears pierced, 2 more Finally I got my braces removed but it turns out there’s no such thing as “Done! Now your teeth is totally free!”..Like there’re even TWO kinds of retainers I need to wear every single day throughout m...
Some changes in my life | Moving, Starting Onlyfans, Learning Japanese, I only have “One life” etc.
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instagram @jaywindxx guys~! If you still haven’t followed me! Love you!!! cubaba13@gmail.com
J Rock | 風になってゆく - Suda Masaki | Cover
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J Rock | 風になってゆく - Suda Masaki | Cover
花より男子 ost | プラネタリウム Planetarium | Cover
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花より男子 ost | プラネタリウム Planetarium | Cover
La La La Love Song - Long Vacation OST
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La La La Love Song - Long Vacation OST
Forever to me~ 終わりなき悲しみ~ the brilliant green (J Rock Cover)
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Forever to me~ 終わりなき悲しみ~ the brilliant green (J Rock Cover)
The Flower of Carnage (From Kill Bill) 修羅の花 by Meiko Kaji 梶芽衣子
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The Flower of Carnage (From Kill Bill) 修羅の花 by Meiko Kaji 梶芽衣子
Summer.. trying to wake up from a nap
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Summer.. trying to wake up from a nap
つぐないTsugunai (Atonement) - Teresa Teng 邓丽君
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つぐないTsugunai (Atonement) - Teresa Teng 邓丽君
hope you finished it XD
I've been making herbal tea using stevia leaves and a few other ingredients. The natural sweetness of the stevia is enough to satisfy my cravings.
You'll never look as good as you do in this video right now. Stop.
You are the 6th thing
I've had really bad sleep apnea for 5 years, so getting over that then I want to get physically fit (I've been unfit my whole life) then I want to be in constant contact with my actual friends, I've been moved away from them for about those same 5 years then I want to get a job with good coworks and good boss after that? damn man idk i guess actually make it to church on sundays
Iove your emergy in this video, keep up your grind and never let your struggle get you down
Not watched yet but seems like this move has given you fresh perspective and energy
Great food, haha
How many taiwanese dramas have you seen? I myself have only seen one - "At the moment" (2023)
@@altrovic815 What Have you seen that ? I also have !!! I can’t say I loved all episodes but I respect the try and the overall theme (vibe?) and I definitely loved some episodes.
@JayBlueHeart Yeah, agreed. I think the mood, atmosphere and tone were it's strongest points rather than the writing on its own. I initially watched it for the GL part but my favorite stories ended up being the one about the masseuse and the last one with the noona. Oh and the intro sequence. It's just the loveliest, so sincere and genuinely kind, love the song and the way it's directed
What you give a grade for the food you just ate ?
@@RichardLemke-c9n Tofu - 9.5/10, Red Bean - 9/10, The sweat red bean Mochi rice cake - 6.5/10, The green tea - 0/10
@@JayBlueHeart thanks feedback 🫶🙏✊
You make the coolest kind of content and video of all: we get to see a little bit of the real you
언니ㅠㅠ 대만이라니ㅠㅠ
언니 가기전에 꼭 보고 싶었는데 ㅠㅠ
Good luck all the best for your 2025
Congratulations 🎉 Is it wrong to say that I envy you? How did you even manage all that *sigh*
Best of luck and hope you thrive in life
So you must get better at video editing 👍🙏🧡. Its your challenge. Little by little. 1 percent better each day. Have you read "atomic habits" book. One peecent better each day!!! 💋
Hi hi hi congratulations be safe b3st of l7c, to u
Life is hard man. It's taken me 35 years to get to a point where I manage to cook healthy food for myself every day, get exercise, and start working on some of my Physical Therapy issues. I used to be upset at myself for not being able to do more, but I realized it takes a lot of time for me to make these habits, and being able to even do all of these is a huge achievement! I'm sure you're doing a little better every day too, even if you can't see it. Love from Seattle.
DU WE KNO EASH OTHER ❤❤❤❤❤
Hope ur OK
I share so many of your problems unfortunately it is very frustrating and lonely filled with what ifs and regrets
Please look for a Rapid Transformational Therapist! It could really help you!!
this shit is better than a warm hug
Oh, you're so different! Just like everyone else!
You’re right I’ll forgive myself losing 42k last year 🫠
A korean emo, that's something.
Winter is also my favorite season. It calms people down, keeps people at bay. It’s like hitting the reset button. You are very pretty by the way.
Nothing is new,, everything you are thinking about yourself,,others are also thinking,, you are not alone.
Unintentional ASMR at its finest.
Your smart and beautiful.
Boo the good things are all still there, you've just got pain covering them up and making them hard to find. You're doing the right thing to let yourself think through it. You'll get there.
6:30 i can relate Heartbreak is so devastating, not what i want to go through again
Vitamin d3 for insomnia(amount 5000iu daily). Also sleep from 6pm-12am(super sleep). If you sleep until afternoon do sleep i say. It will change your life.
I just read a book called "letting go" by David r Hawkins. Incredible book. Might help you figure out where you want to go.
There is a book "how to stop stuttering" by Bob bodenhamer. It gives good techniques to help stuttering, and it helps! And the book will teach other interesting things as well. Talks about stuttering as confidence related so it's a book on some psychology. Very good book. Take a look.❤ Also with the teacher beca bit careful. There is some "power imbalance" there, he is the teacher after all. The age gap is close ok not so bad. But! A teacher can keep the relation "in between" you put it. Not on and not of.... So how long you want it to go with no commitment? It's your choice... As apart of valuing yourself you have to decide "this guy will go for me or not, but they have to choose". You make them choose... Or else they will play an in-between game. And if they leave, ok good, so what? No big deal, on to the next one. And if you make them choose, then eventually you get guys that choose "yes for sure". There will be tons of guys "in the middle" great guys but middle guys. And there are many guys who will choose yes, also great guys. There are 1 billion of each these types. So don't worry if you lose one "great but middle guy"... When you "set your parameters or country" your going to filter the "middie guys" out. The flimsy, wishy washy, "I don't know" kind of guys out. Those "I don't know guys" often simply want intimacy. Which is ok, that's great, if it's what you want...no problem. Decide in your mind what you want. Ex. "I want a guy whose crazy about me, and says "yes yes yes, we are a couple, that's all I want". You want a guy 100 percent "green light" for you. Why shouldn't he be. Also you will be the only one to decide about getting those green light guys. Random advice
You don't need to fix your face, you are beautiful.
Exactly
For the record you look beautiful, believe it or not, it is what it is🤷
This made me feel like I'm not alone in my room right now drinking wine and I'm just listening to my friend talk about her life
0:35 mogging in 400p is wild
This is why I love Asian women
I don't know who you are but I'm subscribing
Same here
Are you a homewrecker?
don't be so hard on yourself......
Noooooooooooo dont smoke 😥😥
Ay see metricul. You look fine by the way
Jay, just in case. We don't need you to be a "different kind of UA-camr" (unless you want to make changes yourself). You're NOT worse for not being a lifestyle blogger who shows off fancy things and exotic food. We watch you because we relate to your psychological struggles and momentarily it makes life just a tad less miserable. Perhaps seeing someone this beatiful who can suffer just as much with aspirations that we, or at least I, also have, plays a role in this as well. Happy new year I stayed home btw, just watched Carol with my online friend.
so sad we need to bring back religion because most humans are lost without guidance