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So that is just the way you are, no problem!

Good to see you're doing well

You're an interesting dude. You seem on the verge of awakening, or at least sincerely seeking. I used to wear a t-shirt in my 20's that had 'Hell is other people' on it, and I still feel the same way now. I'm the same age as you man ;-) As individuals some people are like a breath of fresh air, but most are not just asleep, but deeply asleep and unaware of how damaging they are to everyone in their vicinity.

Even though I think the answers or more accurately the pointers we are ultimately looking for are spiritual in nature, the new age movement is absolute BS to me and really muddies the waters as far as finding out your true nature.

We've all adopted or created a character of some sort or another that we live our life through. Very few of us are our authentic selves or ever stop to think introspectively like you have, and begin watching the watcher.

you probably have asd and have depersonalization issues

Sounds like the life of a neurodiverse person (coming from being that myself). Maybe a dash of emotional neglect from the parents so it’s become impossible to know what version of you is true and what is most safe in whatever environment you’re in. Sending hugs and trust that whoever you are is who you’ve become and that’s enough

I think the question of who am i? is one of the most urgent existential questions, yet i couldn't answer it, i questioned my identity on a daily basis. What do i want in life? What if all my beliefs have external influence? Who am i really? I am nobody, not even me, and there's no me. Individualism is but an illusion. Everybody is nobody. There's no self, no objectivity, i am just an existing alive adult human being period. Everything else i identify with is but illusion i deluded myself with my entire life. That's the most plausible answeri got, the question of who am i? Nobody, absolute nothingness. I stopped seeking external validation as i realized how absurd it is, i live by myself with absolutely zero friends/partner, cause it's the only way i know, sometimes i crave for a human connection yet, it's a futile pursuit people are just as confused as i am, driven by ego, illusions of having a self, it's like i can see beyond their facade, and i don't like what i am seeing. Thanks for your videos mate, i really appreciate it.

Don't overthink life too much, it's too short for that.

I think there's no need for a fixed identity. In fact, I'd see it as a bad sign for someone to neatly fit into a mold. Furthermore, you evolve all the time, that's why I'm against tattoos: if I had tattooed myself with the band I liked at 19, I'd have to somehow rationalize it and make sure I can still "back that up" say, at 29, when I definitely didn't like it anymore or at least it wasn't as important. This is not to say you can't have a personal style, just that it can be any mixture of things, corny or not, sophisticated or not - and it will continue changing.

I think we are all fluid. Heck, even America started as an experiment. Rigidity/Stubborness is a lack of adaptability. Fluidity is what makes a growth possible.

Im not saying you guys have bpd, but yall should look at forums about it because a lot of them have had similar experiences. Might be a good place for community about this.

It feels like you're speaking my story man, it's a pain in the ass maintaining these.. parts of you in a nuanced way. I don't think I put on a facade or a mask, similar to you I just have a wide variety of interests. I never tried to care too much about the fact I didn't entirely fit into one niche or another, reason being, there's not much to be done about it and plus I'm so much happier that way. I've had people call me a poser, or weird, or freak, or insert derogatory here. It got to the point I embraced that it was something I wouldn't be able to curb and sacrificing my own wellbeing mentally was not worth it, as it would suffocate my energy and self esteem, cause I wasn't fully being me.

Thank you, I've been going through life for only a little 20 years, but yet I've never heard anyone with this similar of a experience. This has really given me some insight on the fact that i'm not alone in my mental position.

It's far more probable that we are a product of something alien. If there is any validity to religious texts, these ancient people would have interpreted them as such. Something created DNA, and I just don't buy it was a man in the sky or random chance. I would believe that before any other questionable man made religion. Why would they come? Same reason we create lab experiments on bugs and build ant farms. Knowledge and expansion are universal currencies. Heck, they may just want the planet itself. It is quite rare and unique with a moon and perfect distant from its star. Just a thought...

@Jeromy An absolute *MUST READ* book on Damien Echols court case is called -- *"ABOMINATION: **_Devil Worship and Deception_* *_in the West Memphis Murders"_* -- which was -- written *BY* -- famed attorney *WILLIAM RAMSEY* . . Perhaps you could consider doing a video-review of the book-highlights and / or also interviewing William Ramsey or having him on your podcast (maybe even along with Damien Echols and also Lorri Davis and the three of them can compare notes about the case). Just a thought. .

I just ran across your channel and subscribed. First I love supporting small channels and I'm trying to get my up and going but I'm listening to your story and I'm 52 and man I swear probably around 10 years ago I was catfished and almost scammed by a blonde girl who said she was from I think Oklahoma but her name was Hannah also. I didn't know at first she wasn't real but just a scammer so I played along but it wasn't too long before I caught on but I decided to mess with them back and it lasted just a couple days or so and finally "she" broke character when I told him I was interested in doing this scam and working with him just to get them to blow their cover and sure enough it was a guy in Lagos Nigeria and after he finally told me that he was a he and not a she I basically told him to beat it in not so nice of a way and that was that. If you want them to blow their character just tell them that you do this same scam and you would like to work with them and they will blow it fast lol then tell them to kick rocks. But you definitely did a great job not letting yourself be scammed. And hang in there man life is weird. But you got this.. Best of luck and I'll check out your other videos.

Thanks for your video.

Why am I seeing this video?! The UA-cam algorithm is messing up.

So this person is a scammer. I live in canada have got 4 of those same texts from different numbers. Now this person sounds like they have some kindness. You talk about depression and they stop messaging. Means they didnt want to take advantage of you. Thays gow i see it. Some scammers have heart, its rare though.

How do you get so much volume in your hair?

Depression is very real. Medical Marijuana, early nights, exercise, healthy food and meditation works for depression.

Actually, most likely a pig butchering scam, not catfishing. I know that intro... eventually "she" tells you about her success in crypto and gets you on a fake platform... she ghosted you because she determined you didn't have money to be scammed.

Some people just want to talk to random people, I once had an older woman call me once looking for her estranged daughter, said it's the wrong number but she kept calling every now and then just to chat. Hebrews 13:2 (KJV) Be not forgetful to entertain strangers: for thereby some have entertained angels unawares.

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Scammers have gotten so dangerous so quickly! Seriously, everyone needs to be on high alert. But in general, if you are looking for love, don't give up. Therapy and honesty is fantastic.

Thanks for posting this. I just went back and pulled up a text I got this summer, "Hello, is this Annie's phone number?" to which I replied "Sorry, no." Then they said "I'm sorry, I think I have a wrong number. I hope I'm not interrupting your beautiful day." I never replied. I've been thinking this was an old girlfriend who I'd blocked a few weeks earlier who was up to something. Now I think it was a catfish looking for someone, anyone who didn't mind having their beautiful day interrupted. Also: you got a wrong number from Anna, and I got a wrong number looking for Annie. Fairly unlikely, I reckon! and it's from a 213 (Los Angeles) area code, to boot! I feel silly being paranoid about such an extremely polite text, but if you look at it closely it's extremely phishy. Ya'll be careful out there!

You are likely talking to a Pakistani who is being held against his will in another country.

when ppl revealed to me that they lied about their age on dating apps, I get so sad because they started off their relationship with a lie. that’s more of a turn off than anything. but you’re handsome dude be honest!

Typical Jeromy energy

Thank you for opening up and sharing this 🤝🏿🤝🏿

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