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Meet Junie - Alter Q&A - Dissociative Identity Disorder
Meet Junie, the current host of our system. They answer the Q&A, get distracted by the moon, and then talk about the ongoing fusion between them and Aerie. They also mention a minor upcoming surgical procedure that "should be fine" - spoiler alert: it wasn't fine. We'll make a video about it, but it might be awhile before we have another video. As always, you can leave any questions in the comments.
Disclaimer: We are not medical professionals and are only talking about our own experiences as someone with dissociative identity disorder. We are not making any universal claims about DID, multiplicity, plurality, systemhood, or anything else. If your experiences are different than ours, they are still valid and we are not making any claims that other experiences are wrong or bad. We don't tolerate gatekeeping or fakeclaiming of any kind here, and we we support all systems.
Disclaimer: We are not medical professionals and are only talking about our own experiences as someone with dissociative identity disorder. We are not making any universal claims about DID, multiplicity, plurality, systemhood, or anything else. If your experiences are different than ours, they are still valid and we are not making any claims that other experiences are wrong or bad. We don't tolerate gatekeeping or fakeclaiming of any kind here, and we we support all systems.
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Meet Aerie - Alter Q&A - Dissociative Identity Disorder
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Meet Aerie, a previous host who is currently fusing with our current host, so this will probably be the only video of her on her own, but we thought it would be important to document her as she is now. She does the regular Q&A, and then talks about the impending fusion and why she wants to do it and how she hopes it will help the rest of the system. Disclaimer: We are not medical professionals ...
Meet Grey - Alter Q&A - Dissociative Identity Disorder
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Some Q&A with Grey to get to know him better. He wouldn't edit his own video so I (Junie) took the liberty of leaving in some funny cuts he probably would have cut, and I added my own commentary with captions *insert evil laughter here*. Disclaimer: We are not medical professionals and are only talking about our own experiences as someone with dissociative identity disorder. We are not making a...
DID System FAQ - Get to know our system
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Get to know our DID system with these frequently asked questions. If you have more questions, leave them in the comments and we'll make another video once we have enough. Disclaimer: We are not medical professionals and are only talking about our own experiences as someone with dissociative identity disorder. We are not making any universal claims about DID, multiplicity, plurality, systemhood,...
Our DID Story and Channel Introduction
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Hi! We're Orion. This is our channel introduction and a not-so-brief introduction to our system. We talk about how long we've known we are plural, how we got an official dissociative identity disorder diagnosis, and a little bit about how our system works. It's a long and rambly video because we aren't used to being on camera anymore, but we plan to make a bunch of videos and I promise they'll ...
I just have to say that I just finished watching all of your guy's videos and they were so informative and great. The last 2 with Aerie and Junie were great as well but made me sad because they were the last of the videos so It left me just hoping that you all are well. I really hope your journey is going in a direction that makes you all happy and mabey someday you will all come back to youtube and we can meet more of you!!
Hey Gray I know this video is pretty old by now but I was watching it and so far I like all of your guys's videos I wish there were more to watch Hopefully there will be more videos Have a great day I hope you guys are doing well
Hey Gray I know this video is pretty old by now but I was watching it and so far I like all of your guys's videos I wish there were more to watch Hopefully there will be more videos Have a great day I hope you guys are doing well
Hey Grey nice to meet you!
Hey, Grey :) it’s nice to know you exist even though you would choose to be invisible.
Hey Grey :) Nice to have y'all on youtube
Hey Gray you were amazing and y'alls system. I'm privileged and grateful that I get to meet you and your system..
Why do you talk about this disorder?? Doesn't it bother you that everyone now knows that your father sexually abused you for years??
My dad was diagnosed with DID when he was about 56. It made so much sense to my sisters and I when he told us; it explained so many things about his behavior. Dad always loved us, but his behavior did sometimes change quickly and significantly. As children, we accepted this as completely normal, but as I got older, I noticed that from time to time he behaved like a young child. He was a good dad.
Hey Grey. I was watching and enjoyed meeting you.
Hi, Grey! You remind me of one of my parts called Charlie. Thanks for sharing!
Hello fellow system! We relate sooo much! Without going off on a long list of the ways on a comment, we just offer you our whole hearted support and friendship. We also really hope to make friends in the community. We currently have none. This is the first time we have felt ready to reach out. Thank you all for your courage in making this! You did an excellent job!!!
We have an alter called Grey too :^]
hey grey thanks for sharing
I studied linguistics! I have not graduated but I loved it <3
I'd love to see what you sew <3
yeah, the younger you are, ssris are known to be more likely to increase ideation and attempts
Great intro! Nice to meet you!!
Hey Grey!
hey, Grey--good to meet you. we always appreciate the chance to learn more about other systems! hope to see you again. --emily
Hey Grey! Cool to see you around - Algie
Do you, as your host, have the knowledge of what you do when others are fronting?
Came across just now and thought I'd add my experience in hopes to answer. Of course, depending on the situations experienced, every DID system will experience things differently. For our system and specifically this Host, I am at times allowed to be co-conscious (which is much like being in the passenger seat of a car [can see what is going on and possibly offer ideas] ), and yet there are other times that I am NOT co-conscious and at that time, for me, it is like standing in a small closet the door closes and the darkness gives way to the absence of being and in effect, time stops. It is almost like everything (short of myself) ceases to exist. 🤔
Hi Junie! Nice to meet you.
You are very brave for doing this. So nice to meet you. Thank you.
Excellent informative heartfelt video. I look forward to following your journey.
The nobody relating to the body’s age is fascinating. This video was so informational. Thank you🖤
The notebook communication is fascinating. What our brains are capable of is just incredible.
I love cringe 😂
Great introduction Gray! Nice too meet you.
Hi Junie, nice to see you. Is the fusion something you are purposefully able to control or is it your brain doing its thing and you are just aware of the process of what is going on? Good luck with your surgery and hope you recover quickly. - Amanda
Good luck with your surgery.
I hope the surgery goes well and yous get plenty of rest
Nice to meet you Junie! I can understand the frustration of being the host and not knowing anything.
❤️❤️ I'm glad you said the merge will be all positive, because it sounds sad from the outside. But I'm happy you are happy with it
Hi Grey! You did great. It gets easier. I've been on UA-cam for two years now (with my first channel, this one is only a few months old.) I have the opposite wish of your superpower of invisiblity. Which by the way, congrats on putting yourself out there when you'd rather just stay hidden. Doing hard things isn't always fun, but sometimes it's the best way to grow. But I've always felt invisible and I just want to be SEEN and acknowledged, which is one reason I started UA-cam. I now know that is because of being undiagnosed autistic until 42 but I didn't know that at the beginning of my YT venture. Anyway, great job, look forward to hearing more from you. Oh and Two Dots is fun as is Mario Cart... I'm not much of a gamer but I have played those two! 😁
I relate so much to that "ah! My life makes sense!" moment after my Austism/adhd diagnosis at 42. I'm super open about it too. Thanks for this video, you are a great advocate for DID.
Hi, I found you on TikTok and came on by to your UA-cam. I understand the processing that happens around a late diagnosis. I was just recently diagnosed with Autism and ADHD and it's like oh that makes SO much sense now.... I also have a memory disorder called SDAM (Severely Deficient Autobiographical Memory) that is self diagnosed (it's actually newly discovered and still being researched so everyone with it is self dxd.) But so far it is the best explanation I've found for my memory loss. I have mostly normal semantic memory, but my episodic memory doesn't work. It is interesting that the amnesia isn't noticed in DID. But the thing I've learned the most over the past couple months is that brains are amazing. I'm so sad that DID is born from trauma.
Hi Grey!
Love iced coffee and languages too, grew up with English and Spanish and currently learing Italian. Would love to learn more languages after Italian. Have you heard of Multilingual Matt?
Nice to meet you, thanks for letting us know more about you. :)
Nice to meet you Aerie. I like your empathic optimism and language passion. Your description of merger reminds me of Dax from Star Trek.
But matcha online and stir 1-2t of it with sugar then add 1 T water and stir it more then another 1T then add boiled water or cold, then heat in microwave. It’s pretty close to a match latte, for a tiny fraction of buying it by the cup out.
It’s interesting to me as that as a non host you are sort of considered the most “adult” of the system by the partner / system (If I’ve got that right, of course). I guess what I’m saying is being the most “adult” and not being the host is kinda opposite of my experience or what I’ve heard.
I think it's pretty common for protectors/caretakers to be the "elders" of the system, actually. We have to be older or more mature to take care of everything. Honestly I've been an adult since we were like 3. Our host has only even existed for a few years. Age is weird with DID.
Nice to meet u!!
Thanks!
If possible do you think your wife could make a video for partners of systems? We'd like our life partner to understand more.
Definitely! LMK if you have any specific questions we should talk about.
@@oriiionses Maybe things like what it's like to be a partner of a system, what to expect, how to support etc
Glad to see more systems opening up. We're looking forward to knowing more about y'all!
Hey Grey! Nice to meet you.
Thanks!
Sometimes not every alter knows of each alter it depends on the amnesia walls the brain sets up. The key to being a system is communicating with your parts. It takes time . We have 30 alters that we know of at this point. Also finding a good therapist helps a lot.
Still struggling with communication
@@sleepyote yes communication can be very difficult with DID . We are not perfect at at all. We are still learning how to increase communication more efficiently.
I keep getting told by other alters that they can’t tell me how many but that there are MANY more. I’m aware of 9 (including me) so far.
Sorry to hear that but glad we're not the only one.
So happy other systems feel brave to speak up 🥰 Nice to meet you! -Carlota.
You too!!