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DENNIS RANTS! Episode 2 (VLOG) **MASOCHIST* THE REAL TRUTH!
After posting a reaction yesterday to a song by Ren called Masochist, I realized that I had a little bit of explaining to do! There are people who misunderstood the points I was making in that reaction video. There are people who decided to take jabs at me and say a bunch of wild stuff that is so completely far from the actual truth, that I knew I had to record the second episode of my (VLOG) series called "DENNIS RANTS". This video will break down exactly who I am as a person, and why I am the way I am. A stone cold assassin who never runs away from the TRUTH! It would mean the world to me if you can subscribe if you haven't already (but even better) SHARE this video with people struggling from mental health problems! The world needs to know that we are not just "CRAZY" people! We are suffering! But just because we're not in a wheel chair, or that we have both our arms/legs etc. that we are just "LOSERS" that don't have a place in this world!
I put more heart into this video than anything I've ever posted to date! I overly criticize everything I've ever known because it's ALL I HAVE EVER KNOWN! Let's get into it! SHALL WE?!
HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYBODY! 🎉🥳
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Відео

Ren - Masochist **UNFILTERED REACTION**
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Finally! I finally decided not to hold back and leaned fully into this reaction! I know that my attitude in this reaction is going to turn many people away.. but I also know there will be people that absolutely love the tension I brought to this completely raw unfiltered reaction to a song by Ren called Masochist. If anything, looking back at it, I became THE MASOCHIST during this reaction! You...
Ren - Murderer - ***REACTION***
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This is my reaction to song by Ren called Murderer. It was recommended to me via a poll I created yesterday and the pole received almost 500 votes in the last 24 hours. In the poll I asked my subscribers what Ren song I should check out next! The list consisted of Money Ties, Nas Retake, Troubles, & Murderer. Murderer took a 48% vote with Money Ties coming in 2nd with 26% of the votes. Thanks t...
REACTION to Tyler The Creator - THAT GUY 🎄🎅🏽
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Merry Christmas to all my subscribers! This is a brand new song by Tyler The Creator that was posted Christmas morning called THAT GUY. This song caught me off guard! Reminded me of so many Bay Area hits from the 90's and early 2000's with E-40, Mac Dre, Too Short etc. This is exactly what I would've been bangin in the Buick bucket Skylark back in 2003. Let's go! JOIN US ON DISCORD! discord.gg/...
Five Finger Death Punch - Wrong Side of Heaven ***REACTION*** 💔
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This song is as powerful as a song can be. The message is heartbreaking. It's called WRONG SIDE OF HEAVEN by Five Finger Death Punch. It was recommended to me by one of my subscribers named Andrew. It focuses on the problems that many Veterans face even long after they're back home. It highlights the problems with our Military and how we're not doing enough in order to make sure these men and w...
Ren Ft. Romain Axisa - French Song ***REACTION***
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I've officially seen it all from Ren! He's one of only a very few artists that are capable of making hits in almost every single genre of music! And after hearing this song by Ren called FRENCH SONG featuring Romain Axisa, he may be one of the only artists to not only create hits in multiple genres, but he's officially making hits in MULTIPLE LANGUAGES as well! If you haven't heard of Ren yet, ...
Ren - Lost All My Faith (CERTIFIED THUMBS UP) ***REACTION***
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Ren came with that bounce on this song called LOST ALL MY FAITH! This is exactly the type of song I'd vibe out to even if I wasn't recording reaction videos. This song immediately found it's way to my Apple Music playlist! Should I be surprised? Definitely not! Of the 20 songs I've heard from Ren so far there's only been ONE that I didn't care for! And it was only because it was an acoustic ver...
I'm either TONE DEAF or this guy CAN'T CARRY A NOTE!
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I busted a couple machetes out for this reaction! No more Mister Nice Guy! This guys voice is absolutely horrendous and it completely ruined the vibe of the song for me! The instrumental is pretty solid and I love the snare rolls/marching band type vibes. That is.. until this guys voice ruins the rest! He's not the WORST singer I've ever heard.. but he's the worst singer that's been recommended...
I'm a BARBIE GIRL in a BARBIE WORLD
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I haven't heard a ton from Bruno Mars, but of the songs I've heard from him over the years, I've enjoyed most of them. Because of that, I decided to check out this song from ROSÉ featuring Bruno Mars called APT. This song has received more than half a billion views in only a month since being posted! It's absolute madness! I'm not a huge fan of pop music, but it's still a genre that I tolerate...
Pete & Bas - Action Man (NEW ALBUM!) **REACTION**
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Pete & Bas are as legendary as they come! Despite being in their 70s these two monsters from the UK have absolutely no trouble keeping up with any duo in rap music! Their bars are solid. Their flow is polished! And they dress like they're a couple of Underground Mob Boss's! What's not to love? They just dropped a new album on November 24th titled MUGSHOT and I will be reacting to that album soo...
Ren - Back on 74 Message In A Bottle ***REACTION***
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Ren is a guy that's completely in his own lane! He makes hits in every single genre and at this point I honestly can't think of any other artists that are able to achieve such wide success despite the genre he decides to tap into! He's a beast! He's THE BEST! Honestly.. he's HIM! JOIN ME ON DISCORD! discord.gg/J3vwjgCjqS Special thanks for the song recommendation! If you'd like to donate to the...
NF - When I Grow Up **REACTION***
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Who gave this guy NF my life story? I was trying to keep all these embarrassing facts about my personal live private! This song by NF called When I Grow Up seems as though it was literally written about me! This is one of the most relatable songs and topics I've ever heard! This is a gem from NF and I love the production behind the song! Perfect story telling yet again from NF! Let's get into i...
Ren ft. Sam Tompkins - Blind Eyed | M.C Sessions ***REACTION***
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JOIN ME ON DISCORD! discord.gg/J3vwjgCjqS Special Thanks to Julita for the donation and recommendation! If you'd like to donate to the channel you can with the link below. www.paypal.com/ncp/payment/STBL3ECRNLD5Q Much love to those of you that are helping this channel grow! Become and exclusive member of my channel and get new perks/benefits! You'll also be able to get access to content only av...
Ren - Genesis *REACTION*
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Ren - Genesis *REACTION*
Slaughter To Prevail - Viking ***REACTION*** 👿
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Slaughter To Prevail - Viking REACTION 👿
RENEGADES make SONG FOR REN called "Loves Healing" ***REACTION***
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RENEGADES make SONG FOR REN called "Loves Healing" REACTION
DENNIS RANTS! Episode 1 (VLOG)
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DENNIS RANTS! Episode 1 (VLOG)
Ren - Love Music Part 1 ***REACTION VIDEO***
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Ren - Love Music Part 1 REACTION VIDEO
Ren - Fire (Freckled Angels) ***REACTION***
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Ren - Fire (Freckled Angels) REACTION
Ren - Castles Made of Sand ***REACTION VIDEO***
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Ren - Castles Made of Sand REACTION VIDEO
MONEY GAME 3 is MORE than just a MASTERPIECE! ***REACTION***
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MONEY GAME 3 is MORE than just a MASTERPIECE! REACTION
REST IN PARADISE MACKAY 😭 ***REACTION VIDEO***
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REST IN PARADISE MACKAY 😭 REACTION VIDEO
This is my FAVORITE SONG from REN! ***REACTION***
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This is my FAVORITE SONG from REN! REACTION
Ren - Money Game PART 2 ***REACTION***
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Ren - Money Game PART 2 REACTION
This METAL BAND is CRAZY GOOD! **REACTION**
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This METAL BAND is CRAZY GOOD! REACTION
Falling In Reverse - Watch The World Burn (LIVE) ***REACTION*** 🔥
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Falling In Reverse - Watch The World Burn (LIVE) REACTION 🔥
Ren - Money Game PART 1 ***REACTION***
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Ren - Money Game PART 1 REACTION
Dethklok - Murmaider (THIS SONG BLEW MY MIND!) ***REACTION***
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Dethklok - Murmaider (THIS SONG BLEW MY MIND!) REACTION
Falling In Reverse - NO FEAR ***REACTION***
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Falling In Reverse - NO FEAR REACTION
Dethklok - Face Fisted ***REACTION***
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Dethklok - Face Fisted REACTION

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  • @guinevere7494
    @guinevere7494 2 години тому

    Wow. My heart stings the last couple days. It shall pass. Reggie is gorgeous. Animals are more awesome than most humans! That’s love!

  • @brasstacks7181
    @brasstacks7181 3 години тому

    Love Ren here in Canada! This is one definitely one of my favorites of his.

  • @Leahrh
    @Leahrh 4 години тому

    Awww!!! He's such a sweet lil cutie 💜

  • @KateinVA
    @KateinVA 4 години тому

    I’ve been a part of your channel since before you discovered Ren. I haven’t seen the Masochist reaction, so I can’t comment on that. Speaking generally, here are a few thoughts I had while watching this video. I don’t have a problem with something not being to your taste, or anyone else’s. I prefer when criticisms are constructive. Just telling me something is crap isn’t to my taste because it doesn’t give me any useful information to think about. I enjoy reactions that offer a point of view that I may not have considered. Like I said, I haven’t seen the Masochist reaction, so this isn’t specifically speaking about whatever you said there. Also, while I fully agree that viewers don’t know you personally and do not know what your life has been, the opposite is also true. If you want people to accept that you won’t always like a particular song, in return you have to be willing to accept that people may not always like a reaction. If it’s okay for you to react authentically, it’s also okay for viewers to respond authentically. It’s a matter of mutual respect, and while we can all empathize with each other’s demons, it’s also each person’s responsibility to manage them. We’re all our own biggest critic, and no one wants to be made to feel worse about ourselves than we already do. You aren’t disloyal to Ren for disliking a song he put out, and viewers aren’t disloyal to you for criticizing a reaction you did.

  • @sampanther8854
    @sampanther8854 8 годин тому

    Firstly Happy new year 🎉🎈... I hope you feel better after that Rant 🤪 I feel your frustration.. I can handle the sarcasm and bluntness 😂 although you didn't get enough darkness from this song musically you kinda sounded like the lyrics suited your mood 😉 Ren actually upset a few people with this song as they didn't quite get it through it more sadistic than masochist but hey each to their own 👍 look forward to your new year Rant 😝 take care ❤

  • @notmyinfonotmyproblem6732
    @notmyinfonotmyproblem6732 8 годин тому

    Hey I didn't think anyone didn't know this but you CAN MONETIZE UR REN REACTIONS. REN made his music monetizable (idk if thats a word) for all the people reacting to his music.

    • @Mista808
      @Mista808 8 годин тому

      They've been monetized for awhile now. Sadly.. 98% of all my views came before I was able to monetize any of them. I missed out on more money than I honestly care to admit! Especially considering I'm unemployed struggling and down bad! I'm thankful they are monetized now but a little annoyed that my views all went off a cliff the second my videos contained ads. Can't win! 😆

  • @marydelaney9113
    @marydelaney9113 8 годин тому

    Aww, he's so cute ❤

    • @Mista808
      @Mista808 8 годин тому

      Should've seen him 5 years ago! He's still a cutie but he's getting to be an old man. Makes me sad! I ache whenever I start thinking about his age and knowing that a day will come when I lose yet another best friend. It's going to completely break me and I'd rather die before him if I'm being honest. Ugg.. my thoughts always stray into the darkness! 😣

    • @marydelaney9113
      @marydelaney9113 7 годин тому

      ​@Mista808 Yeah it's the heartbreak of loving a dog. The love and joy you get during thier life is worth the heartbreak when they pass I reckon. I've got 4 doggos. They're my favourite people.

    • @Mista808
      @Mista808 7 годин тому

      @@marydelaney9113 A dog will never intentionally hurt you. A dog will never treat you differently whether you come home happy, mad, sad etc. A dog can sense when you're in need, and will lay on your chest when it knows you need to be connected with. A dog will wait for you even if knows you may never return. A dog is love. Love is dog. Dog is God. God is Dog. ❤

  • @LouisFourie-e6e
    @LouisFourie-e6e 9 годин тому

    Dude 808 I left you a message under the lovely message by Sue. Take a look. Those inbetweens gets lost most of the time.

  • @andrewwallace1376
    @andrewwallace1376 10 годин тому

    Renegades will make their own mind up mista 808. Ren needs to protected be at all costs we all need a good rant it is so good every know & then 😡

  • @jacobyoung1927
    @jacobyoung1927 10 годин тому

    I might not have a clue what I'm talking about, but I appreciate your understanding that things aren't black and white. It's pretty easy to fall into that trap, especially with certain mental health conditions that I can relate to. It's obvious how hard you work on yourself. I appreciate you putting yourself out there. The value of that is real, and it's helping people whether they know it or not. Thanks for helping me.

  • @hairylegs75
    @hairylegs75 11 годин тому

    Why has Reggie earned the cone of shame? Bless him ❤

    • @Mista808
      @Mista808 11 годин тому

      He unfortunately suffers from allergies and during the early winter months he gets extremely itchy and will cut up his ears and literally slice up his face with his toenails to the point where he will be bleeding all over the place. Just like me.. he often times end up being his being his own worst enemy. 😭

    • @hairylegs75
      @hairylegs75 11 годин тому

      @ yeah I got one of them dogs too. But she an Anatolian Shepherd. Thick coat and a warm house don’t go well together. Sending Reggie cuddles and hope your heads a little less wobbly today dude. ❤️

    • @Mista808
      @Mista808 8 годин тому

      @@hairylegs75 I'm doing a lot better today. That's usually the case once it boils over into a complete eruption like it did a couple days ago! That's the only bad thing about my super manic days where I literally feel like I've blacked out and I'm not in control of what I say or do.. I always know that clear headed days of peace will usually follow. At least.. after all the smoke settles from all the chaos caused during my episodes!

    • @hairylegs75
      @hairylegs75 8 годин тому

      @@Mista808 that’s good to hear Dennis. I understand the feeling of calm after the storm. I am one to know that feeling. Look forward to a brighter you for a few reacts, and if your feeling shit then say so, the real ones that watch will understand where you are coming from, and if they dont then f**k them! 😂❤️

    • @nickibridges2898
      @nickibridges2898 7 годин тому

      Reggie is so freaking cute!🐾💞 Hi Bertha!! 🫶 Oh, and hi Dennis😂

  • @ashleyharris1589
    @ashleyharris1589 11 годин тому

    My husband and I have been together 20 years and he was a lot like you and at 53 he has softened up a lot. To this day he still does not know who his father is because his alcoholic abusive mother who has lied to him his whole life. I'm sorry you are in pain and I am glad you have a partner that stands by you. Please watch Rens 1 million subscriber video I think you will appreciate the honesty in it.

  • @Hope...M
    @Hope...M 12 годин тому

    Renegades are unbelievably loyal to Ren. If people don't understand that not everyone likes what they like in life, good luck to them. Different strokes for different folks and you did nothing wrong. This is your reaction channel.

  • @JulitaPio
    @JulitaPio 12 годин тому

    Hi Reggie❤

    • @Mista808
      @Mista808 11 годин тому

      🐾🦴🦮

  • @Lulabee2024
    @Lulabee2024 12 годин тому

    Okay. I listen to 80% of what you said. I wasn't one of those that was mad at you for not liking that song because I don't like it either. We had a little back and forth that I thought was relatively friendly although you were quite defensive. Only thing I have a problem with that you do... Is making excuses for being rude. Nobody says it has to be all rainbows and butterflies and I get the whole thing about not being fake. I was 100% real with you and you got very defensive about it. I don't unsubscribe from someone for them not liking a song that I do.. that's just childish. I will however unsubscribe from any platform where I don't get some type of pleasant feeling from viewing.. I PAY FOR UA-cam to watch and ENJOY things and other people's perspectives and those subjects whether they be songs or what have you. I get it that you're hurting... You've got yourself convinced that absolutely no one has been through the hell that you have and I am here to tell you... You are 100% incorrect about that. But I'm not going to explain my story to you to get you to understand because you don't HAVE to understand my story to have empathy. My anchor and my rage are MY issues. Another thing I don't care for that I see you do... There will be 150 positive things set about your reactions... And you will hyperfocus on the negative ones. That's not your illnesses... THAT'S YOUR BEHAVIOR. And it's your job as reactor to understand that there are going to be people that don't like it... You are on a public platform where comments will be made and it's also your job to understand that those are going to happen without losing your effing mind. Now go take care of yourself.

    • @Mista808
      @Mista808 12 годин тому

      @@Lulabee2024 it's wild to me that some of America's biggest celebrities and athletes and even the president of the United States can say so much worse than what I say but I still catch so much flack as though I'm some sort of terrorist that deserves all the bashing for something as simple as calling people idiots.. it's honestly hilarious to me. Thank you for the concern though and for the comment. I should be dead or in prison serving a life sentence but instead I'm doing my best to doggy paddle through this deep ocean without any help or support. 🤘

    • @Lulabee2024
      @Lulabee2024 11 годин тому

      @Mista808 not only can the president say whatever he wants but apparently no one minds that he's a convicted rapist. AND THAT'S AN ISSUE FOR ME. There are so many things about this world I can't stand these days. I'm going to be 60 years old and have been suffering all my life. It takes courage and strength to try and deal with these things on our own and not lash out at the world about it. Be angry all you want lol just don't call your listeners idiots 😂😂😂

  • @Mista808
    @Mista808 14 годин тому

    This explains almost everything! Before you snap on me in the comments. Please watch this video from today.. TRUST! ❤ ua-cam.com/video/GlkhASsffYg/v-deo.htmlsi=YD8tHV8NrByKrIvg Much love to all you real ones that may not agree with me 100% But you're willing to hear me out and understand why I'm crazy!

    • @notmyinfonotmyproblem6732
      @notmyinfonotmyproblem6732 9 годин тому

      @@Mista808 hey idk if youd want to react to it and I know you've got a list already I'm sure but I think you'd like the King Dotta diss by Ren Acapella no beat I love it. It shows him in a different light. music.ua-cam.com/video/gcVUnFisx_Q/v-deo.html&si=1XClUIwSZMKfvD2q

  • @beldavius
    @beldavius 14 годин тому

    The beat is chaotic and manic, as one would expect a masochistic maniac to be, so it does sort of fit...

    • @Mista808
      @Mista808 12 годин тому

      @@beldavius it also fits in an arcade in the early 90s.. sort of! or a carnival where you need to swing that big hammer to win a teddy bear for your girlfriend! 🤣

  • @thepyrolis8013
    @thepyrolis8013 17 годин тому

    Opinions are like assholes, everyones got them, you just dont bleach yours and make it look fake 😂 I think if i can handle my best friend who is schizo-affective trying to tell me the greek gods are among us and he is chosen and that roller coaster i can handle your ups and downs bro. We've talked before i understand the bipolar ups and downs all too well. Keep doing what you're doing man and much love brother. P.S. did you wash your face this morning? I think you got some dirt on your upper lip there 🤣 now get on the back of the bus with the rest of us ya goon. I may be soft and plump but i aint no weenie 😂

  • @Stewart-m7i
    @Stewart-m7i 17 годин тому

    I am one of your subscribers & will stay subscribed. I get it - there are a couple of Ren songs on his Freckled Angels Album Im not thrilled by. Ren himself said there was only 2 songs on that album he's proud of (Crutch & Pocketful of Pain). I was told in the past by my former Boss that I'm unfiltered, so i can relate to what you say. I can't speak for other Renegades but all I want is for Rens Music to get out there to as many people as possible, so whether reactors like each Ren song doesn't matter too much.Thanks for your honesty which I respect. I've done things in the past I'm not proud of, but ever since I discovered Ren I've made a big effort to be a better person. He's given me a mental clarity I've never really had in my life. That's why I can sometimes be defensive in support of Ren.

    • @Mista808
      @Mista808 12 годин тому

      @@Stewart-m7i ❤️

  • @kujobeatdown
    @kujobeatdown 17 годин тому

    ONETAKE

  • @kujobeatdown
    @kujobeatdown 17 годин тому

    first reactor that did not blink at "finger in the anus

  • @alexandraadams7331
    @alexandraadams7331 18 годин тому

    ❤️

  • @martinschulz-bruckner4155
    @martinschulz-bruckner4155 19 годин тому

    Hey Dennis, I think it is important not to have a certain expectation.on how a song should be. You can still dislike the result, totally fine. I was bothered by the reasons as you were putting your expectation over the artists work. I still like the channel and I hope Rens other songs will meet your mood more.

  • @undistortedX
    @undistortedX 19 годин тому

    Dear Dennis, some people do not understand that loving human kind means that you cannot pick only the nice things, paint over the ugly parts or give it different clothes like you are doll. People are not clay that can be morphed into a 'fav idol'. I hate fake and I really hate people that can get away with fakery. But being a Dutch fool, I am aware of my own directness. A lot of foreigners think that Dutch people are arrogant and not friendly. That's not true, we are open and honest, most people don't like that. I only stay subscribed if you stay true to yourself and have the capacity to explain your behavior. I am here for the reactions, not for the opinions. I don't need anyone to tell me what is good and what not. Random raving or stupid violence however is not my thing. I always say: "Aggression is good, violence is bad". Take care & be nice. (just a Dutch guy)

  • @vickyknight4461
    @vickyknight4461 19 годин тому

    Hey Dennis, please just keep being your authentic self. 🫶🏻🇬🇧

  • @annikawallnyqvist3893
    @annikawallnyqvist3893 19 годин тому

    ❤️‍🔥

  • @vickyknight4461
    @vickyknight4461 20 годин тому

    This isn’t my favourite track of Ren’s either. It’s ok to not like everything! I subbed to you early on and will continue to support where I can. I’m here for authenticity. If you are having a shit day then maybe hold off doing a reaction. It’s supposed to be enjoyable for you first and foremost. That said, reading through the comments you said you actually enjoyed doing this reaction, so just keep being you Dennis. 🫶🏻🇬🇧

  • @borntobewise87
    @borntobewise87 21 годину тому

    "Loyal subscriber" here ;) And even more so now cuz that's the kind of sh* I'd really like hearing on YT and in life in general. Great speech bro! I've lived for years with a borderline girl that finally accidentally unalived herself. And was very close to kill me also several times (by steering the wheel while I was driving on the highway, just like that in a sudden rage crisis and other such funny things) but I loved her anyway cuz she was the most crazily authentic person I ever knew. She was almost unable to fake the smallest thing. I never tried to change that because that's who she was. Of course that's a very extreme example but you see the point. Cool vid man best wishes ❤

  • @mi-cha-ela
    @mi-cha-ela 22 години тому

    i can really really feel you and i'm very similar to your personality. so i really appreciate your words and your honesty. in regards to your son, i dont want to go to much into it because i'm not in a position to say anything about it. but my parents split when i was very young and my mans parents split when he was 15. we had that same conversations about who is contacting who, and we both felt (as kids) that it was our dads duty to call us on christmas (birthday and whatever). we were both very sad and disappointed when ozr dads didnt called us on christmas. and so were our dads. i will only suggest so much: be the adult and always contact your son, even when youre feeling that its his turn. kids are not friends or "someone" in your family, hes your son and he will always love you to pieces, no matter in what phase he is and maybe saying otherwise. sending love out to you and your lady -she seems to be a very special person!!! oh and i have a song (or 2) to share, only because a lot of the time i have similar thoughts like you discribed and that song(s) used to speak to my soul. not sure if you like it because its more a singer songwriter stuff with no heavy beat, but the lyrics are great. and i dont think i want you react to it, because if you dont like it, i would be a bit sad lol. first: modest mouse -edit the sad parts (the original video was taken down on youtube because it showed real suicide on the golden gate bridge, but if you want you can find it elsewhere) second: modest mouse - the world at large (its not necesserly about suicide, but it always reminds me of the time when my best friends brother took his life) 💚✌🏻

  • @LenaKerboschSkansenskolan
    @LenaKerboschSkansenskolan 22 години тому

    Good for you being you I like you and want to hear more from you ❤

  • @nikolasimeonov
    @nikolasimeonov 22 години тому

    First of all - much love and respect for you for staying sane after all that you have been trough! Buuuut...it'd be good to stop generalizing from the 'bad' comments the same way you want ppl to stop forming their opinions on you based on the 1% so called hate ;) I'd also love for you to express what you think as what it is - your take on things, not actual facts...But I'm grown up enough to watch you rant about major cords with dark lyrics as if it's obviously the worst thing to do while realizing that mixing thing that don't belong together actually could make you cringe even harder and it's the reason why cwons are such a thing in horror movies, why the joker is such a powerfull character and so on... Sorry for the long rant on my behalf and I do appreciate your honesty!

    • @Mista808
      @Mista808 12 годин тому

      @@nikolasimeonov 🫡🙏❤️

  • @abbymathews5088
    @abbymathews5088 23 години тому

    I’m not a fucked up person, but I’ve had a terribly fucked up life. I was born into a misery machine of a family. I bear the physical and mental scars to prove it. I’ve survived it and always stayed true to myself. I’ve been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, Bipolar, and Major Depressive Disorder. I’ve put the time into therapy. I take multiple meds at low doses. I started having autoimmune issues 20 years ago. I became home bound five years ago. My number one rule is honesty. I’m intolerant of BS and stupidity, and certainly don’t offer it. I’m blunt and to the point, and am very skilled at seeing people for who they are. I see you and I get you. You are still very much in the process of figuring your shit out. I admire your desire to be completely honest in your reactions. Please, do so. I ask that you use a bit more tact when ranting. Sometimes it comes off as anger towards us, or Ren. You’re not expected to love everything he’s ever done. He doesn’t. So, you certainly shouldn’t. I would just tone down the anger a bit. Ren doesn’t give a shit whether you like him or not. It’s the Renegades that are sensitive about it. He’s saved many of our lives through his music and whimsical ways. We’re understandably over protective of him. You can hate a song of Ren’s without disparaging him. Ren doesn’t deserve disrespect from anyone. I don’t either, for that matter. I’m on this ride with you, Dennis. Be yourself, and be well. 😉❤️ I almost forgot.🖕

    • @Mista808
      @Mista808 23 години тому

      We sound a lot alike but you seem to have definitely moved on to a place I'm trying to get to.. have yet to receive any help from therapy or medication and I can't keep a job long enough to actually get insurance. Thanks for the heartfelt comment and for the record I don't typically snap like I did in this video.. in fact it's the first time. Much love! 🖕🏼

  • @suesee4855
    @suesee4855 День тому

    There is some awesome work that Johns Hopkins has done with Psilocybin mushrooms for PTSD (Had to look that spelling up too.) Watch How to change your mind. ❤ Sue

    • @Mista808
      @Mista808 День тому

      I definitely follow the studies that come out as far as using psilocybin mushrooms + therapy in order to help people battle their demons. I've also seen a ton about Ayahuasca long before it became a part of pop culture and made popular by people like Joe Rogan and many others speaking up about it's use to treat depression, trauma, even addictions like smoking cigarettes etc. Sign me up and I'm heading there first thing in the morning! I need to keep a job long enough to get health insurance. In the 21 years of being an "adult".. I haven't been able to keep a job longer than a couple years.. You think I piss people off on UA-cam? Imagine what bosses, managers, and supervisors think about me and my seemingly RANDOM outbursts! 🤣🤣😭😭

  • @suesee4855
    @suesee4855 День тому

    Does he sound like Queensryche? (Queens rike) had to look up spelling. Yes, dad was a military man all his life. Mostly reserves. Boxed in the Navy. Had a few pro fights. Didn't see real bad stuff but got a metal of valor for an incident in the National Guard. Never talked about it, never displayed it. Said he was just doing his job. So glad he didn't see that he was fighting a corrupt man's war! It's criminal the way that they are treated. Everyone who needs help should ge some. You mention that you need help. I hope you get it too. ❤ Sue

  • @suesee4855
    @suesee4855 День тому

    (I just listened to this twice because I believe it's important to listen before asking to be heard. The 2nd time I heard your apology and yourself awareness. That takes strength. I also heard your last words telling people who are taking their time to understand your point to stop acting like they know you because they don't know shit. Not sure those who stuck with you until the end deserved that, but you can't push me away. I hope you care enough to read why.) Dennis, you remind me of my brother. He died on his 52nd birthday of mesothelioma some years ago. Our mother died 3 months later. I think it was too hard burring her son without dad. I miss him, and I know that's why I have a heart for you. You guys are so alike. Steve had it hard too. He was a tortured soul with unmedicated ADHD, a tough dad (who was fighting the sins of his father) and he lacked verbal impulse control which was very abusive to those he loved. Especially is daughter. But Steve was also honest, loyal and very hard worker. He had a soft heart that he attempted to protect with his blustery B.S.ery and I loved him unconditionally. He was good to me as an adult, but he pushed me around when we were kids. By 13 I was sparring with my 6ft 18yr old brother, so I got tough quick. So don't fuck with me either : ) He could have really hurt me but would never. He was just enough of a dick to kick the dog, so to speak. So what's my point? Dennis, after Hi Ren I saw you come alive in real time. Durring those first songs you felt the unexpected and 'unnatural' love and support of this beautiful community and I wanted to be a part of that healing. I still do. You connected to Ren and his fans, and his fans to you, because we All connect with the pain and hope of all that is real/Ren. Life is ugly. We ALL have stories. Personally, I stopped telling mine freely when I quickly noticed that I got two reactions. Either they would pity me, or they would say "that's nothin' " and tell a sadder story. I wasn't interested in either, so I only share my story if I'm with someone who needs to see hope on the other side of healing. As a hairdresser, I have those moments. See I'm a survivor/fighter, which is why I know you are too. And so is your lady! Amen?! So, what's my point? Dennis, no one asked you to be untruthful or inauthentic, I'm sure the hell not. But I am kind, fair and strong. And because we humans are easy to figure out, I knew you were mad at yourself and shit on us and reactors because of it. And that's OK, I can take it. Most won't and I respect them for moving on. After all, why invest in someone who calls them idiots when their mad at themselves? ...Did I mention you remind me of my brother? I loved him very much. I fought my demons and won, so my calm gooey center was good for him. That and I'm impervious. I'm a middle-aged mom, married 20yrs to a real man and most days I feel as bulletproof as our 18yr old son. You don't get that way from a soft life. Things are good now, but my life hasn't been easy either, but so what? Am I asking for trophy? No, but you are. You want everyone who has had it easier than you to give you a pass. What do you really gain by having it harder? If you want a trophy, you can go get yourself a Stanley Cup (that everyone has these days) and fill it with your well-deserved tears. OR you can take this INCREDIBLE OPPROTUNITY LIFE and REN FANS GAVE YOU and be great. It's arguable why we are here on this earth. To love, learn and be better. My hope for you is that you put in the work to be kinder to yourself. Be kinder to your lady. Be kinder to us. If you can't be kinder, figure out why and deal with it head on. If you hate a song, then hate it - but don't shit on people for liking it. That child's play. And in case you haven't noticed - we're not in the back of a fuckin school bus anymore. And if you think that being kind or forgiving is 'soft' then try it, because it's a strong man's game and the only way we win. Because it's not our job to take your shit, it's yours to stop flingin' it. And maybe - Just maybe!! You won't lose the best people and opportunities in your life. Oh, and call your son, because he didn't get a call on Christmas either and you're the adult for heaven's sake. That may seem harsh but I'm routin for ya', ya big fuck! Even if I'm the last one chatting. I'm here and I'm going to care about you in the name of Steve whether you like it or not! : ) And yes, I would say all this to your face. Then give you a big hug, if you allowed it. This one's for my homie - miss you Steve! Much love ❤ Sue

    • @Mista808
      @Mista808 День тому

      I typically would've taken your comment completely the wrong way and out of context but that was honestly one of the most heartfelt comments I've read of all the comments I've received over the past couple months. I really appreciate you for that. And I know they are plenty of others out there that are the way I am for various reasons.. with many of them even being caused by their own demons that they blame others for.. if I'm being honest I wasn't calling my subscribers idiots.. I wasn't even calling the people that knock me in the comments idiots.. it's my inner child standing up for myself as an adult when no one else was there to stand up for me when I was a child lashing out and attacking all those around me! There's so much more I would like to say but give me some time and I will open up as I go. Many wounds and scars that have not healed. And for whatever reason my ass decides to keep on reopening them over and over and over almost like I get off to it! Almost like I'm a masochist 😂❤

    • @LouisFourie-e6e
      @LouisFourie-e6e 17 годин тому

      Sue, you are a hero for this and Dennis, kudos for getting the message. I have liked you ever since I heard your first reaction and I have grown to respect your honesty and balls to stand up for what is the truth. To link to what you said about the lyrics and beat not matching, we have a saying in Africa. It is like mixing shit into ice cream. It does very little for the shit but it surely fucks up the ice cream. 😅 I wish I could talk to you in private. Many things I wanna say to you because I relate to who and what you are. Just know for now I will keep supporting you and I believe you have a ton of good shit you refuse to share with us because you really battle to believe in yourself. I am just an ordinary old fart who has had his fair share of disappointments and setbacks. But I allways stood up after being knocked silly and fight even harder to get somewhere. That is what survivors do. We get the fuck up and kick ass. Love you Brother and will support you all the way. 🎉

    • @suesee4855
      @suesee4855 15 годин тому

      ​@@Mista808Dennis this made me cry. I feel like Im talking to a piece of my brother, so your kind reply hits different. I get you. I'm so glad you saw my heart, because I sure can see yours, and your pain. My hope is that by supporting you I can help carry some of the weight. Liking, subscribing and commenting is all I can do right now but plan to support you more in the future. Thank you again for the olive branch. Much love ❤️ Sue

    • @Lulabee2024
      @Lulabee2024 11 годин тому

      @@suesee4855 right on! I got chills when I was reading this ❤️

    • @Mista808
      @Mista808 9 годин тому

      @@suesee4855shout out to all the Steves out there! And of course I don't mean just his name but the personality that I also share that unfortunately drives most people completely away from me when that is honestly the last thing that we want.. even when we think that that is what we want! After I lost my brother to suicide in 2017 I completely decided to give up on people. I purposely set fires to all my remaining relationships because I realized that my problems affected other people around me that I loved and I felt like it would be easier to be alone and suffer with my own problems rather than to know my problems are causing other people trouble. I care about people so much that I would rather be alone with my demons than to know that I am affecting others around me that I care about. I know that might sound completely insane to most people but that is how I've felt for a very very long time. After years of isolation I realized that it's only making my problems worse because now I don't have close people I could trust to vent my frustrations to and I completely lost the support system I had around me.. especially when it came to pushing my music. Because of that I basically gave up on making music about five years ago and every time I think about sitting down and working on something new.. it ends up being traumatic for me and brings back all the pain and suffering that I've endured along the way of not finding any real success! I can't help but feel trapped in my situation and completely alone with my struggles.. even though my girlfriend has been there for me for 12 years there are plenty of times where I feel like she can't take anymore.. and I completely understand why. Most the time I can't even tolerate living in my own skin.. so how can I expect others to be there for me when I'm not even there for myself half the time! I also have become very bitter over the years whenever I see other musicians that are successful when I know I carry just as much talent as they do.. it really grinds my gears 😭❤️

  • @marydelaney9113
    @marydelaney9113 День тому

    Dude, we know a lot of them reactors are fake. It's clear that a lot of them only react to Ren to get the RENegades on board. You can usually pick them out after 1 or 2 reactions. I've said before that I don't like everything Ren does, and I'll criticise him if I think it's warranted, but I know a lot of fans see him as flawless and won't hear a word said against him, which I think is silly. It's tough, though, because some of those people are the Ying to your Yang so to speak. Because of Sick Boi and Hi Ren, a lot of Ren's fans are people who relate to his physical and mental battles, so you see most RENegades aren't perfect either. They need the same understanding you do. I've had some friends who've had all sorts of problems. I'm not going to walk away. Besides, if you piss me off I'll just turn the volume down 😂😂. Just a hint though. Be honest with your reactions, be you, but people hate being called stupid. Try not to do that. 😊

  • @jenniferolson5928
    @jenniferolson5928 День тому

    I forget to ask this question...when i dont pause and just click out of the video but go back again later to watch it, does that mess with the algorithm? Sometimes i start a video but need to go do something so I click out of the video and go back later. Should i pause it before clicking out of video? I know nothing about how this works!

    • @Mista808
      @Mista808 День тому

      No it only messes the algorithm up if you open someone's video and then completely closed the window or back out completely. it basically considers it like you didn't like the material which tells youtube not to share it with more people that have similar interest that you have. ❤

  • @jenniferolson5928
    @jenniferolson5928 День тому

    Thank you Dennis! I was one that was a little upset with that reaction. It had nothing to with not like the song, it had to do with the way you were talking to us and a few other comments that you made. I absolutely want you to be yourself but just choose your words wisely. There are a few songs by Ren that I don't like...which is fine. I really appreciate you giving a little insight in to the mind of Dennis. Moving forward I will be more understanding when you're having a bad day...that doesn't mean it won't piss me off when you call us names and shit on us a little. That last reaction wasn't going to make me unsubscribe...I just wanted you to realize that you were a little out of line. I'm sorry about your son. This time of year definitely sucks. My husband suffers from depression and anxiety and after 18 years of being together I'm still learning how to navigate around him when things start getting dark for him. But again, thank you for giving us more information about what you are going through and the reasons you do the things you do. Also just so you know, you also do not understand what any of us have been through and are going through at the moment. You dont want us to assume things about you, than we deserve the same respect. There are some people on here that dont have even half of what you have or a wonderful partner to stand by them to help them through the bad times. They come on here looking for people to connect to and you might be the person that gets them through that day.

    • @Mista808
      @Mista808 День тому

      I'll be the first to say it! I'm a diamond buried so deep in the rough.. so deep in thick rock that most people don't even bother with trying to discover that I'm a diamond and instead give up on me because they don't want to put the work to discover who I truthfully am. To say I am a hot pepper is putting it very mildly! I ultimately mean well no matter how chaotic I go about trying to convey my message! ❤

  • @guinevere7494
    @guinevere7494 День тому

    Thank you for being so real and honest. I don’t know your story but I know mine is beyond average bad. I don’t care what you have to say when reacting to a song if it’s honest. I wish I could only spread the love in me but that’s not all that exist in me. I would rather you feel free to be your honest self than to be left feeling like you didn’t say what you wanted of real. Like I said you can’t make everybody happy every time. I don’t need to know you to know that once I start to love a person that doesn’t stop. I’m just telling you but in my life people don’t understand that about me. Sometimes I’m over sensitive about life but that doesn’t mean I won’t value an honest opinion over a lie. Be you! Thanks for some backstory and the real honesty

  • @Michele_Ferguson
    @Michele_Ferguson День тому

    My problem is you calling us idiots because we disagree. You can be honest without being an asshole. And if you can't figure out how to be real without being a jerk then I feel sorry for you. Admiting you have mental issues does not make being mean, ok? It's your choice not to get help. I respect honesty. I just don't want to watch negative people rant on music reactions. I like honest people with positive attitudes. Its not fake to be polite. I hope you find less destructive ways to get through your demons. Also I so would say all this to your face. Who cares if you like Ren or not you are not the only person with a shit life. I hope you can figure out a better way to deal with your problems. Good luck to you.

    • @Mista808
      @Mista808 День тому

      I'm not calling people idiots as a whole and even if I was.. would you really take that personally when I can't even recall ever seeing a comment from you in particular in the past? I mean come on give me a break! If someone tells me they hate people in general I'm not gonna take offense to it since I just so happened to be a human being.. ❤

    • @Michele_Ferguson
      @Michele_Ferguson День тому

      @Mista808 I have commented before, but I get it that you don't remember. I don't expect you to. Now I'm not sitting here feeling like your comments are gonna break me, but I don't enjoy all your negativity. I was just giving you feedback. It may matter to you, and it may not either way because i was subbed to you. I figure you at least had the right to know. Like I said, good luck to you.

    • @Mista808
      @Mista808 День тому

      @@Michele_Ferguson My fault. I wanted to say more earlier but was out and I hate typing on my cell phone. I'm terrible at peck typing on a phone and type 130wpm at the computer so I mostly reserve longer comments for when I'm at home on my PC. What I wanted to say was.. don't take me saying "idiots" personally. I wasn't exactly calling my subs, or the people who have recommended songs idiots. I've been manic, and I say all sorts of wild shit when I'm manic. This video was more to expose my weaknesses, show people who I TRULY AM.. and the battles with depression, anxiety, ADHD, and many other illnesses that cause me to ruin everything around me.. often times without my intentions to do so! I get it though.. if people feel a certain way, or feel like me or this video was cringe, or that my past reactions were this or that or whatever else.. I can't change that. I can just open myself up and allow mostly "strangers" to peak inside and see me for the real me. Broken.. lost.. suffering.. alone.. and have been used to it my entire life. Much love

    • @Michele_Ferguson
      @Michele_Ferguson 22 години тому

      That is so brave of you to say what you just said and I respect that. I'm going to rewatch this with a differnt frame of mind. You deserve to be understood so I'm going to try to see past my initial impression of what I perceived of you. Thank you for explaining.

    • @JulitaPio
      @JulitaPio 20 годин тому

      Michele I have been with Dennis since his first reaction to Hi Ren. I joined his discord some time ago, so join you tube membership. After his reaction to Masochist, the song I recommended! I wanted to say f-off to him, delete my membership and never come back here. But I had it in the back of my head all the time that he had warned me what he is like and he is working on it, and could see that he was getting tired because he wanted to please everyone. He's a good, lost, hurt man, Dennis, deserves a second chance and I'm glad you gave him one. Thank you for this❤️🙂

  • @maureenyates9534
    @maureenyates9534 День тому

    🫂 Thank you for sharing. Everyone deserves to be happy. I also have abandonment issues. So much so that I live off grid by myself (with a pit, mutt, 6 chickens and 2 ducks) lol! I made a comment on your other reaction. It wasn't mean btw. I could tell you were having a bad day. I truly hope you can find peace in your future. I'm not going anywhere. You're stuck with me as a subscriber. But might I suggest that if you don't like something, that you "try" to say it nicely? You can not like something and still be respectful. But.... if it's not in you at that moment, I better understand where you're coming from. So again, thank you for opening up and sharing. Looking forward to your next reaction. Hopefully more Falling in Reverse will be in the future as well. 🙂

  • @williamcartedge5583
    @williamcartedge5583 День тому

    It's fine to have an opinion as long as you have the opinion people want you to have, common occurrence these days

    • @Mista808
      @Mista808 День тому

      My opinions are the absolute worst sometimes! Fuck it I'll say it.. they are the absolute worst most of the time! 😂