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My gaming memories of 2022-2023 - Nintendo Music Compilation
It´s been quite a while since a new upload, but here comes a new 3-hour long music compilation that acts as a summary of my gaming experiences of 2022 and 2023. This considers games I beat myself, that made an impression on me o gave me a new favorite memory. There are so many more songs I could include, but I couldn´t make this any longer hahahaha. Enjoy! :)
PS: I still can´t believe we genuinely got Pikmin 4, i'm still processing this
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Music that Reminds me of a Certain Lab Partner - Nintendo (mostly) Music Compilation
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This compilation is most definitely jazz-centric (or at least saxophone-centric, I’m not the best for recognizing music genres), but the reason is not just cause this kind of music is the real deal, but because it is dedicated to a friend of mine (*cough* Vicente *cough*) who just casually loves Nintendo music and has played saxophone throughout his life. I tried to keep the theme of video game...
Conflicted Melodies - Bittersweet Nintendo Music
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Have you ever heard a song and can´t quite say if it´s happy or sad? Maybe a song is quite sad compared to the rest of the game? Maybe you feel nostalgia and want to relive the past? Perhaps a reflection of being sad when there is not a single reason to feel sad? Or maybe you just lost at a certain point in the game and the fun is lost. While not all the songs here have the same “bittersweet” f...
Pikmin 2 Music Compilation, but you are Louie
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Adaptive music is one of the best features present in the Pikmin soundtrack; the fact the music changes everytime you do different actions is not something seen in many video games. I believe this is at it´s best in Pikmin 2, where the music switches around the fact you are playing as Olimar or Louie. For this reason, I decided to make a small compiation with some songs from the game, and uploa...
Pikmin 2 Music Compilation, but you are Olimar
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Adaptive music is one of the best features present in the Pikmin soundtrack; the fact the music changes everytime you do different actions is not something seen in many video games. I believe this is at it´s best in Pikmin 2, where the music switches around the fact you are playing as Olimar or Louie. For this reason, I decided to make a small compiation with some songs from the game, and uploa...
Alone in the Dark? - Scary/Unsettling Nintendo Music (Part 2)
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Halloween is such a fun date, and there is no better feeling than hearing october-themed video game music. But… there also a awkward-and-odd-but-satisfying feeling when hearing music that gives me the creeps… And Nintendo has quite the collection of scary songs, even If they are usually associated with “family-friendly” content. I did my best to select a few songs from Nintendo games that genui...
Dreaded Scares - Scary/Unsettling Nintendo Music (Part 1)
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Halloween is such a fun date, and there is no better feeling than hearing october-themed video game music. But… there also a awkward-and-odd-but-satisfying feeling when hearing music that gives me the creeps… And Nintendo has quite the collection of scary songs, even If they are usually associated with “family-friendly” content. I did my best to select a few songs from Nintendo games that genui...
Stretch to the Beat - Wii Fit & Ring Fit Adventure Music Compilation
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Can we talk about how underrated are the soundtracks of these games? While a lot of people remember the Wii Fit series, I don´t usually hear the music from the game being a focus of discussion. On the other hand, Ring Fit Adventure came and went almost immediately, but left quite a nice ost for the Nintendo music collection. Thats why, following the whole "Fit" thematic, I decided to make a 2 p...
Full Tummy, Happy Heart - Food Themed Nintendo Music
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I´m still intrigued about how Super Mario Odyssey´s Luncheon Kingdom themes were made with Kitchen utensils, and after listening to these songs for a while I had a idea for a compilation: An All-you-can-hear nintendo music buffet, with food as the main theme. Wherever you use it for studying, eating, relaxing, etc... I hope you can enjoy this compilation. And as usual, have a great day! More Co...
Bolero of Seceon - Nostalgic Nintendo Music Compilation for a Speedrunner
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This compilation was made for my friend “Seceon_”, a speedrunner that usually streams on twitch, trying to break personal records for The Legend of Zelda: The Minish Cap, The Legend of Zelda: Link´s Awakeking (GB), Super Mario 64 and Minecraft. Go give him a watch if you like speedruns for any of these games : Seceon_ Twitch: www.twitch.tv/seceon_ Seceon_ UA-cam: ua-cam.com/channels/KSlJTR3nwrt...
Talking with Stars - Calm Mario Music Compilation
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Super Mario Galaxy is my favorite game of all time, and the "star-y" soundtrack is a big factor in this. In this compilation I selected songs from the Galaxy games, and some tracks from other Mario titles that evoke a "galaxy" sort of feeling. I hope these songs help you keep a conversation with the stars late at night, they always have something interesting to tell. Tracklist: 00:00 Overtune -...
Nintendo Music that reminds me of certain Twins/Sisters - Nintendo Music Compilation
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I dedicate this list to one of my good friends from university, who happens to have a twin sister, both celebrating their birthday today. I made it based on games they own or have played before, and even if they aren´t usually the ones being crazy for games, they still have told me many times about their “family-time” enjoying them… So… I hope you both have a good birthday and enjoy the little ...
Hades's Final Battle - Kid Icarus Music Compilation Volume 3
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When I hear or read the word “underrated”, the first thing that comes to my mind is the Kid Icarus franchise, especially when talking about videogame music ost´s. Personally, Kid Icarus Uprising is not only my favorite 3DS game, but one of my favorite games of all time, so it´s baffling to me to realize that the music has never really caught on the “main Nintendo public”, it´s usually just the ...
Wrath of the Reset Bomb - Kid Icarus Music Compilation Volume 2
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When I hear or read the word “underrated”, the first thing that comes to my mind is the Kid Icarus franchise, especially when talking about videogame music ost´s. Personally, Kid Icarus Uprising is not only my favorite 3DS game, but one of my favorite games of all time, so it´s baffling to me to realize that the music has never really caught on the “main Nintendo public”, it´s usually just the ...
The Return of Palutena - Kid Icarus Music Compilation Volume 1
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When I hear or read the word “underrated”, the first thing that comes to my mind is the Kid Icarus franchise, especially when talking about videogame music ost´s. Personally, Kid Icarus Uprising is not only my favorite 3DS game, but one of my favorite games of all time, so it´s baffling to me to realize that the music has never really caught on the “main Nintendo public”, it´s usually just the ...
Pokémon Music Compilation Part 6 - Happy 25th Anniversary Pokémon
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Pokémon Music Compilation Part 6 - Happy 25th Anniversary Pokémon
Pokémon Music Compilation Part 3 - Happy 25th Anniversary Pokémon
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Pokémon Music Compilation Part 3 - Happy 25th Anniversary Pokémon
Pokémon Music Compilation Part 4 - Happy 25th Anniversary Pokémon
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Pokémon Music Compilation Part 4 - Happy 25th Anniversary Pokémon
Pokémon Music Compilation Part 5 - Happy 25th Anniversary Pokémon
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Pokémon Music Compilation Part 5 - Happy 25th Anniversary Pokémon
Pokémon Music Compilation Part 1 - Happy 25th Anniversary Pokémon
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Pokémon Music Compilation Part 1 - Happy 25th Anniversary Pokémon
Pokémon Music Compilation Part 2 - Happy 25th Anniversary Pokémon
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Pokémon Music Compilation Part 2 - Happy 25th Anniversary Pokémon
It's fine, just let it all out - More calm and sad Nintendo music to cry
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It's fine, just let it all out - More calm and sad Nintendo music to cry
It´s okay to cry - Calm and sad Nintendo music to cry
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It´s okay to cry - Calm and sad Nintendo music to cry

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  • @ChristianGroff-c1q
    @ChristianGroff-c1q 2 години тому

    "I made the decision of cutting the song "Eight Melodies" from Earthbound" Well, that can make some people cry. XD I really needed this video as I had to restart a big project I had started in summer and it really got my angry and upset. Such relaxing music as this really helps soothe the soul. ^_^

  • @AshtonCaseman
    @AshtonCaseman 21 годину тому

    0:00 My dear friends! I learned an important lesson today. And that lesson was. - Mr. Puzzles 2024

  • @evanimation123
    @evanimation123 9 днів тому

    I miss it all. The times i was younger and care free, not knowing what the future held, not knowing how hard being alone would be, not knowing id learn to question everything i ever knew. Im in college now and i feel so alone. I lost a "freind" who turned out be a bully, its good i dotn se ethem anymore but we had a good thing going and now its gone. Im all on my own and k barely have time to play any games anymore. Im currently sobbing over zeldas lullaby, thinking back to the times where the only thing that matterd was exploring hyrule in botw. I miss my little sister, i miss hiw we played kirby and yoshi, i miss my dad and the economic conversations we'd have over turnips in animal crossing. I miss driving with my older sister and attenting to explain the metroid lore to her. I miss my mom asking questions about the games i was playing. I miss when we'd all stay up till midnight on newyears playing animal crossing, running around talking to the villagers on the island we all built together, and how id look at all of them right as the clock struck midnight and just simply say "happy new year". I really do miss them, i know im not alone, but it really does sting being ao far away. i hope one day ill sit on the couch again with all of them and pull up the newest nintendo game and just exist in the moment.

  • @RediteTheGemBoy
    @RediteTheGemBoy 10 днів тому

    Just got through a 2 year relationship this is definitely what I need rn..

  • @braydenjolley5355
    @braydenjolley5355 14 днів тому

    Started to get emotional and then Anthony Starr with Last War had to come and ruin it 😢

    • @Diplodocus24
      @Diplodocus24 14 днів тому

      Im really sorry for that :( Im not part of the youtube Partner Program, yet they still insist in putting ads in some videos, something which I cant deactivate. Perhaps you could download the video and then listen to it on your own

  • @evanleo9746
    @evanleo9746 15 днів тому

    Here in November of 2024. This brings me back to similar times, and I really need it. Guys, I am so fucking worried about what is going to happen. I’m scared for myself and for my friends and my future. Just remember that no matter what, nobody can take away WHO YOU ARE. Hold on to the things that make you special and never ever give in! We have to keep fighting. There is no other choice. I love you all.

  • @Lugmillord
    @Lugmillord 23 дні тому

    Life has gotten so difficult. A chronic illness has wrecked me for almost a decade. Ive been wheelchair-bound for around 4 years and this March my body just paralyzed completely. It was an immense struggle for around half a year and I'm still unable to reliably get up into a standing position. But the worst part is the burden I put on my girlfriend. All the nice things she is denied because of me. It breaks my heart. Today is not a good day.

  • @xoxnataiie
    @xoxnataiie 28 днів тому

    fuck i just realized how hard and sucky life can be i hate being 19

  • @endofscenarios
    @endofscenarios Місяць тому

    I'm in a part of my life where I'm surrounded by loved ones, but i still feel alone. I see all my friends getting a girlfriend, and even though i feel happy for them, at the same time i fear that they're gonna forget about me and just move on with their lives, while i remain alone. I am so scared of the possibility that i could stay single for my entire life, to the point of needing a literal therapist. I fell genuinely sad when i think about how lonely my future could be. There's nothing worse than having a cozy home but living alone inside of it,

  • @katielulu
    @katielulu Місяць тому

    I just want to make it through

  • @Albortomagico
    @Albortomagico Місяць тому

    I am in a pretty rough moment in life at the moment. I've been single after what i feel like has been my most passionate relationship for a year now, my best friend has moved to another town, and i'm constantly worried i may have upset him in some way or the other, i can't find the strength to hang out with my other friends anymore and the only person that's been by my side has been my little brother, i don't feel appreciated and wanted like i felt before and it has taken a toll on me, and i feel like i'm slowly shedding off all of my previous connections, weather i want to or not. I am still trying to get back into the swing of things, i'd like to start again living a sporty, healthy life, but i still feel so sluggish, and i can't bring myself to make the decisions i should. Not really sure why i'm ranting about it on a three year old video, but i hope i at least manage to wring out a sympathetic smile out of someone, and i hope it grows into a warm feeling, not a cold, pitiful one, thank you.

    • @Lugmillord
      @Lugmillord 23 дні тому

      Maybe I can motivate you to text to your best friend? If you write him your worry, I'm sure he'll understand. And you two might at least be able to talk or text every now and then. He may feel the same way. There's only one way to find out. You can do it!

  • @finales1592
    @finales1592 Місяць тому

    Despair from octopath traveler make me sad af

  • @elliotmcmaster177
    @elliotmcmaster177 Місяць тому

    I hate UA-cam I did not need this It made me realize it’s 3 am and I need to do better in my life and not just focus the dopamine of midnight scrolling

  • @Diablos43
    @Diablos43 Місяць тому

    My grandfather passed away (around March 2024)... I promised to myself to see him before he died... the moment I was ready would left the city with my lift, an hour before the person arrive to take me towards another city. I receive a text, saying that my grandfather... I remember crying alot... My grandfather, also named as Papi, knew i was doing my best to find a lift to see him. But my big Sister told me that Papi was proud of me. Few months ago, i made a painting for him as a present (a beautiful one, promise) after he died, my family told me i was lucky Why? Because, My Papi never know how to read or write... he wrote me something behind the painting. In french, it's written "Je T'aime +++" in english means "I love you" Damn you Papi, I miss you

  • @lagrimadeloceano
    @lagrimadeloceano Місяць тому

    I'm not feeling my best moment. My partner and I are having problems, I'm falling into a depression again, exams are coming up, mental noise is booming, social exclusion, overcoming losses etc. I'm a teenager and I'm scared that my anxiety and depression will haunt me for the rest of my life, but I'm getting professional help. I am also a neurodivergent person (specifically Asperger's), and cooperating with all of this is not easy. To anyone reading this, I promise that your problems will be solved and you will heal. I have a small hope that I will heal soon too.

  • @nochs_brother_2
    @nochs_brother_2 2 місяці тому

    Im finally at the stage now where everyone I know is getting in a relationship and I’ve been feeling that I’ll never find someone who loves me, and never have a relationship with someone. I could really use like a hug or something. This has helped though. It finally let me get out some tears.

  • @lillisongofficial
    @lillisongofficial 2 місяці тому

    This playlist opens my heart. Sometimes when I am feeling lonely and don't know what to listen to- I have this playlist.

  • @zarechiou3754
    @zarechiou3754 2 місяці тому

    I don't want to be in love

  • @Lynk56
    @Lynk56 2 місяці тому

    These are good picks! I can think of some other great ones, will there be a part 2 some day? As for the Sony thing, was it the mother 1 physical album version of eight Melodies that they were trying to copyright strike? That song makes me almost cry every time I hear it or sing it. Not gonna lie when I clicked on this I had to hold back tears and every comment was the same. It’s one of those life periods where you just haven’t properly grieved anything that’s happened to you for awhile and so your brain wants to cry at every thing that has emotion for me. 😅 but anyway, It’s such a shame because that album is so good. The ending section of Mother 1 and Mother 3 in general never fail to make me want to tear up lol. No crying until the end 🫡 I suppose you probably didn’t want to include too many songs from the same game though.

    • @Diplodocus24
      @Diplodocus24 2 місяці тому

      As a matter of fact, part 2 does existe :) ua-cam.com/video/N_N_EoOtYC8/v-deo.htmlsi=BYzHEl6w8kTqAxOE As for the Eight Melodies theme, it was the one that plays in game, after you find all 8 melodies and ness is transported into magicant.

    • @Lynk56
      @Lynk56 2 місяці тому

      @@Diplodocus24 ohhhh my bad, thank you! Eight Melodies were originally used in Mother 1 and I heard a bunch of people complaining that Sony took down the vocal album so I guess I figured that’s what I was. 😅 thank you!

  • @y-i-p-p-e-e
    @y-i-p-p-e-e 2 місяці тому

    My best friend quit gymnastics, and I know that it was gonna happen eventually, but it still hurt so bad. I’m gonna miss her so so much

  • @tatltails3923
    @tatltails3923 2 місяці тому

    "calm playlist" starts with the loudest-ass trumpets

  • @IndustrialParrot2816
    @IndustrialParrot2816 2 місяці тому

    While things have been good for me now i feel like ive been lugging around unprocessed grief and sorrow that built up over many years and i need a good cry to lighten it and ease my mind Not to mention the hardship of others has somewhat Numbed my mind and my health has been declining for sometime due to complications from COVID Edit why is the TTYD intro here its very hopeful? But i suppose thats good too personally id put Proof of Existence there from Super Paper Mario especially since i associate with a dream i had after my Grandmothers death a few years ago since i beat Super Paper Mario around the same time

  • @sporeguy988
    @sporeguy988 2 місяці тому

    my life is not as happy as i want it to be, i have family issues and i'm in my 20's and am a high functioning autistic person and i try to be happy by watching/playing things that i did as a kid like watching the land before time franchise or playing though super mario galaxy and as cheesy as it sounds my life is just like that one song from land before time 12 because like what it says in the song, things change

    • @sumguywith500subs
      @sumguywith500subs Місяць тому

      I hate the change, I just want things to go back the way they were but we have to move on whether we like it or not :(.

  • @Egol1
    @Egol1 2 місяці тому

    It feels like everybody here who's listening to this playlist is going through hard times, meanwhile I'm here listening to this while grinding rocket league 😂. That said I do wish everyone who's going through a hard time the best and I hope you'll feel better soon

  • @Puff-tea
    @Puff-tea 3 місяці тому

    Is it just me or does it get harder to live every day?

  • @kekotheaviator
    @kekotheaviator 3 місяці тому

    OH WAIT IT IS, THIS IS THE MIX I WAS ALWAYS THINKING OF

  • @kekotheaviator
    @kekotheaviator 3 місяці тому

    Is this the reupload of an old rosarina background with a star mix??? Found it and lost it like years ago.... but it kinda looks like it....

  • @aubreymiller4857
    @aubreymiller4857 3 місяці тому

    I'm just feel sad rns

  • @Smango1
    @Smango1 3 місяці тому

    This is rlly nice

  • @redacted9364
    @redacted9364 3 місяці тому

    I love you

  • @waltermontalvan643
    @waltermontalvan643 3 місяці тому

    tomorrow it's gonna be the 40th day since my mother died, the first hours were though and even more the burrial, but it has been horrible when i basically, just, need her, or when i mention things that she would have done or stuff that she would hae told me to do, but over everything, the simple realization that, i'm not gonna see her anymore, that i'm going to grow in a world without her guidance, that whatever i accomplish since that horrible, traumathizing and sad june 20th , she's not going be there... i've been strong, she taught me to, but i really didn't wanted to supress all the mixed feelings i had when i found her "resting", i remained alongside her coffin all the night before the burial, i tried to sleep on a couch that was in that same room, but, i woke up every 30 minutes or so, one part of me was hoping i really just woke up of that nightmare like if everything was just a dream, and the other part was there trying to be awake in case she somehow just wake up and needed help to get out of there, but nothing really happened... after all i've said, i try to continue with my life the best as i can do, following what she taught to me, but, there are always those moments where i just break appart and need to cry, just like a few days ago, when i was cleaning my phone and saw the mother's day videos i showed to her, and if it wasn't sad enough, that, uncosious and practical part of my brain just said "i won't really need them anymore" which made me break in tears i'm really sorry if my english isn't the best one trouhgt the comment, but it has been really hard to write it with the eyes filled with tears, one of my oldest memories is playing donkey kong country for the snes with my mom and in general, we really used to play a lot of videogames and they are the place where we had the strongest bond together.

  • @PowerPlay-the-SussyStickgirl
    @PowerPlay-the-SussyStickgirl 4 місяці тому

    Why did I start crying outta nowhere-

  • @PowerPlay-the-SussyStickgirl
    @PowerPlay-the-SussyStickgirl 4 місяці тому

    1:18:49 sad? This sounds more tense…

  • @Toadette_Fan_95
    @Toadette_Fan_95 4 місяці тому

    Ever since I lost my sister, I’ve been deeply depressed because she was so sick and tired of going back and forth to the hospital. But now she doesn’t have to suffer anymore because now she’s with God. She was a pure angel, she was the best sister that I had, and now she’s gone. May god bless her in heaven. R.I.P

  • @randomannonymus
    @randomannonymus 4 місяці тому

    ive always been a overly exited and happy person but the past few years have been... let me just say alot, ive lost 3 and dealt with alot. first is mental health. not me but people around me... then a bunch of drama happened, now back up to this year ive lost the dog thats been by my side since i was 1 i visit her every once in a while and i miss her very much on top of that i lost two birds i took care of. they where still little and i think it was my fault, they might have lived longer.. i did the best i could and i still think of them.. im still very young so i try to live my life to the fullest and put on a smile and interact, but its just so hard to be happy when i know they are dead i still think i couldve done more for them but the best i can do is put some bird seeds and dog food for an offering, i just wish they where still with me and they could still be here with me to the end but ive realized they died with eachother and they have one another they dont need me anymore.

  • @THEMIMIK
    @THEMIMIK 4 місяці тому

    I came here to listen to the music as insparation for my OC’s. Ended up crying for more than an hour

  • @toast1935
    @toast1935 4 місяці тому

    My family is going through a lot right now, my father especially. I wish I could be there for him but he tells me not to worry. Early in the year he lost his mother, I lost my grandmother. We all had a very special bond with her and I wish she were still here right now. We've had to go through a lot of changes, heartache and hardships since then and I know it's a lot for my father especially to go through. We are still dealing with the aftermath in the form of the property my grandmother left behind and all her belongings and cleaning the whole place up. Anyway, mix that in with the fact that I've struggled with depression, s3lf harm and suicidal thoughts for years and... it's weighing me down a lot. There is so much I wish I could do right now and so many things involving my family and my past that I wish I could change. Instead I find myself falling back on the same old habits and developing new (but bad) ones along the way. As I've grown older, friendships are harder to maintain and it's so hard for me to just reach out and talk to anyone outside of work or family these days. The future feels hopeless for me and I think I might die alone. Life feels so hard and I feel like crying until I explode from it all. This playlist served as an outlet for me to decompress to during my latest crying session. Nintendo has always been there for me through my toughest times growing up. I'm glad that their games and their music can help comfort me during this difficult time in my life. Thank you.

  • @astralboythearoace
    @astralboythearoace 4 місяці тому

    Spoiler for mother3! Rest in piece Hinwana and Claus. I have no other words.

  • @Ben-oe4hx
    @Ben-oe4hx 5 місяців тому

    i've been around a very aggressive environment for a while, and i'm pretty sure that left some scars. it's been years by now, but i haven't been able to shed a tear in all that time. i want to cry. i want my body to be in synchrony with my soul, but it just won't. i've always felt like i "don't deserve" to be sad. despite how explosive my family was, they didn't mistreat me, they just fought against each other. i don't deserve to have scars, i don't deserve to feel sad. they want me to be happy, and i wanna be happy, but i just can't. why do i feel guilty about crying, why do i feel guilty about feeling sad. do i deserve to be sad? nothing has happened to me, i've had a good life, i don't deserve to be sad, and yet i am. what is wrong with me. should i fix myself? how am i supposed to? what can i do to fix myself?

    • @carpetgymolylifting
      @carpetgymolylifting 4 місяці тому

      Be patient...and strive for improvement everyday and you will heal my friend There's not a quick fix

  • @justinfuller7013
    @justinfuller7013 5 місяців тому

    While joy is not permanent, neither is pain. All flows through you. Whereever you’re at right now, it’s ok. And so are you. If you’re struggling, remember that. All is in flux, that’s part of the beauty of life

  • @colton2266
    @colton2266 5 місяців тому

    People normally never see my comments on videos like these, so I'll be a little bit more blunt than usual. I'm depressed, and I have been for a while. It started about 8th grade, which was the grade after I was let out of 7th grade early because covid hit and we all were out of school in March. I was at the time a super extroverted person, always talking to others when I had the chance, I loved group work because I got to talk to new people all the time, but since then everything changed because I had to be forced inside. There was a point in time that I don't think I left my house for 2 months nearing the end of 8th grade. It sucked, but I pushed through. It was one of the worst years of my life too, I lost my great uncle that year, and because it was virtual school, we went up to ohio (around a 7-8 drive) to see his funeral and I brought my computer to do schoolwork. At that point I started avoiding doing my schoolwork, I started being sadder, I started being overall negative about everything. So many people have passed away now, My great uncle, my papaw, my cat, and possibly my friend. The person I worry about most is my first ever online friend named Yosha. He was kind and amazing. He always felt like an older brother, but as time went on he slowly talked less and less, thus lead to the death of my first ever group chat. About a year or 2 ago, we started talking again, and I was super happy. Fast-forward to now and I can't tell if he's even alive anymore, he hasn't messaged anyone since I think march of this year, and his main and side discord accounts remain inactive. I also have insomnia and can't ever get to sleep until it's past 4am. I haven't gotten a good night of sleep in at least a year, most likely longer. I am currently unable to cry. Last time I cried is when I broke down close to a year ago talking about all of this to my family, in which they finally started to understand why I wasn't always doing absolutely everything they said. But, sadly, both before and after, I've been unable to cry. I feel empty inside. I feel like my close friends have all either gone off to do other things, don't see me as important anymore, or aren't as talkative anymore. I always try to help others with their problems but I feel like not many people try to help me with mine. I don't want to ask for help because I feel like nobody cares. I want to continue living but I don't know how to. Currently, I'm not living, I'm just surviving, and I don't know how to get my life back. I'm only 17 (turned 17 may 24th, so it's only been about a few weeks) and most of my online friends are older than me, but they always say stuff like "Wow you are so mature for your age!" or "Dang, you act like an adult" and other things like that, but honestly the big thing, is that I feel like I've been forced to grow up. Everything that has happened in these past few years has forced me to go from a happy go lucky child, to a depressed teenager as sad as that sounds. I don't think I've felt true sadness in a bit either for a while in all honesty, I feel completely, and utterly empty.

    • @user-cw9zx7lr6r
      @user-cw9zx7lr6r 4 місяці тому

      Honestly, I'm not so different. i used to be quit an extroverted person but still had like a touch of introvertion inside. When Covid started i stayed at home for almost nine months.when next school season was about to start (i'm not from USA so its diffrent) i was very excited to meet new people and make new friends and all that. but when it started i found myself to be a completely different person and literally forgot how to interact with others. i was unsecure all the time and really didn't like the way my close friends looked at the awkward, robotic person I had become. i really valued my social life back then so it was pretty painfull. in my country people are pretty energetic and it is very rare to find someone introverted and awkward and i was pretty much the only and most introverted guy i knew and felt really outta place. i got kinda used to it after a while but still i also felt empty inside and was just living for the sake of living. but what made it even worse is that that there was some sort of bone closing half of my nose (possibly developed from a previous injury) and When I had allergies, it would completely close. i know most people get a blocked nose, it isn't a big of a deal. but i had it most of the time. winter, spring, fall, summer... and personally i get pretty annoyed and frustrated by these sort of things. it doesn't just block my nose but disrupts my thinking and effs up whatever mood i was in. i'm always thirsty due to mouth breathing and whenever i speak my voice would be barely heard. i was uncomfrtable all the time and when you mix this with all the other things i had, it was really hard. Today i'm not really sad, but i wouldn't say i'm too happy either. My nose has improved slightly with medications, and I'll soon have surgery. I'm not as introverted as before and have learned not to focus on the things that sadden me, like my social life. but what has helped me the most is finding a goal to look forward to. i realized. if i was going to k11 my self over some lonelness, boredoom and a simple nose blockad what would people with severe disabilities, captives, prisoners, and those with painful illnesses Have to say? yeah, the world is a F up place and there is someone in Severe pain in pretty much every moment. so I decided to set a seemingly ridiculous goal. i found myself engaged thinking about it. it was either Deth or this for me. so as long as i'm alive i'll dedicate my life to achieve this. currentley i feel like i'm doing good progress doing so. but even if i don't achieve it i'm not regretting it. it is what distracts me from all the pain after all. and gives a feeling. so yeah if you feel empty inside and feel like nothing is going to change in the near future, look for your purpose in life. maybe try going for hikes or walks. Or maybe try being the best at a sport you like. just whatever goal that you enjoy or would distracts you. and you'll get the taste of life back while doing it. Good luck with your life

  • @Nobynoby2763
    @Nobynoby2763 5 місяців тому

    Makes me remember a really cute handmade hat i lost outside of a bar once....

  • @driftangxl
    @driftangxl 5 місяців тому

    I wish people would say nice things to me irl.

  • @jansencobbs9074
    @jansencobbs9074 5 місяців тому

    The background is depressing but what's the story behind it.

  • @littledevil4955
    @littledevil4955 5 місяців тому

    i recently found out my father was diagnosed with prostate cancer, its treatable with radio therapy.... but i don't wanna lose him

  • @ttahadrianex
    @ttahadrianex 5 місяців тому

    “that video is right, i do wanna cry”

  • @EarthBoundFanlol
    @EarthBoundFanlol 6 місяців тому

    As a HUGE Mother 3 and Mother 2 fan, one word himawari.

  • @silver6s
    @silver6s 6 місяців тому

    49:50

  • @jacksonb6674
    @jacksonb6674 6 місяців тому

    Most likely ending my life soon, but i cant tell the future so who knows

    • @justinfuller7013
      @justinfuller7013 5 місяців тому

      Hey, I was looking through these comments and the music has me feeling especially caring rn. If you’re still here I’d like for you to keep it that way. Someone needs you. Maybe not now, but in the future. If that proves untrue, you can find other purpose in life. It seems arbitrary and cruel, but that’s a hollow version of the story. You’re gonna be ok. Not because I said so, but because you’re gonna make it ok. You will find what you need. I love you, as I love all people. You deserve all the love and happiness you can find

  • @drpenguini8560
    @drpenguini8560 6 місяців тому

    Sometimes you just need that little nudge