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Yup alcohol is a depressant , i was going down that path, but i stopped my drinking, unfortunately my life is ruined because of ssri

Bro... Yer a badass for stating all of this openly... I think Im in your shoes... Like you Im a long hair guy, Ive been addicted to benzos for 20 years but in past few years of my long term addiction my body started to rebel... My hair started falling out, my stomach is fucked, my whole abdomen hurts when I wake up everyday... The acid stool I have lived quite in quiet desperation for sometime, its fucking brutal... Its not living.... I keep supplementing my micro biome and I have tapered my benzo use by 1/3rd but its very difficult. Ive had multiple seizures trying to quit these substances, the situation even prompted me to buy more life insurance on myself to ensure my family just in case... but, Im gonna keep trying to beat it..

John 3:16 Jesus loves u

Sorry another comment my akathisia is sheer terror but i have suicidax thoughts on a loop! Urges. Im so depressed but i don't no if thats akathisia. My parents don't understand.

Oh my goodness i have no window's, literally a wave of complete terror drowning yes so trapped! Im having extreme SI that are urges im acting on. Did you get SI ? Because for me the mental torment is worse than the inner agitation 😢😢😢😢 im terrified literally of outside, and my own home! Its like a bad trip or twilight zone.

I'm terrified i literally feel akathisia will make me end it! I look online some saying year's. I'm 9 months in sheer hell 😢

Bro did you suffer from PSSD, emotional blunting,anhedonia

Can I add u in f.b matt..I need help

I hope you let us know how you’re doing soon. I miss you. Sending love and prayers. I know you said you weren’t doing great. Love you, Matt.

My mom and grandma and aunt all told us not to take psych meds, birth control or antidepressants. We laughed at them thinking they were old fashioned. Well.. turns out taking an antidepressant for years because you “need” it - with “it” being something questionable nobody really defines what to actually is- or one that can kill your sex drive- isn’t maybe a great idea.

I found restore 3 and thought I was cured. It’s an excellent choice.

Can you do a video on rehabs, hospitals and Arizona experience ?

"I'm not holding back" no pun intended😂 Oh thanks for cheering me up. I'm happy for your progress hope you will continue to heal!❤ I'm still in kloniprison😢

I am so sorry you had to go through this. I wouldnt wish this on my worst enemy. I can relate so much to your story with the sensitivity and substance abuse. It was actually weed withdrawal that landed me in the psych ward where all this hell began. I felt the damaging effects of the drugs but by the time I decided to quit it was too late. I wanted off them so bad I foolishly attempted cold turkey 2 times both of which resulting in a catastrophe. I knew a taper was the only way and I made the mistake to trusts doctors' whose rapid tapers once again put me in hell. Withdrawal from theese drugs is something so horrid it can never be put into words. Like pure torture from the bottoms of hell. Thankfully I slowly recovered to the point where I was able to start a proper taper and I have taken matters into my own hands, refusing to ever see a psychiatrist again. I am doing a taper that will take 3-4 years to complete. As much as I want to be off the drugs I know this is a much better option than risking protracted withdrawal and I wish more people knew that a taper of 12 months which they may consider slow is actually very rapid. Of course everyone was different but anything under 12 months is just dangerous for those of us who are very sensitive to the substances, have been on them for years or have a history of withdrawal . I have only one video on my channel from when I was in withdrawal but videos like yours encourage me to want to post more of my story. Hang in there, we are all in this together❤

After a life of dealing with intense hypersensitivity and years of anxiety and ocd, earlier this year I decided (even though I was not really feeling it intuitively) that maybe it's time to try medication and oh, boy, I was wrong. Exactly like you said on your journey videos, the unreal / uncanny feeling and not feeling anything was too much for me + worsening of symptoms. I did not have any problem going off the SSRI as I only took it for a short amount of time but the benzo was pretty addictive already even though I only took it for a month and a half. I also love rural areas because nature (+ lots of sunlight) has proven time and time again to effectively calm my nervous system. I also had some so so experiences with therapists and psychiatrists and while it's pretty disappointing to say the least, I realised that we truly only have ourselves to advocate for our needs and healing.

Found your video. Loved it & subscribed 😊 I'm a MESS coming off of Lexapro 😢 and hope I can learn some important help from your journey! I'm suffering from: intense buzzing/ringing in my head/ears, increased pain from muscle spasms in my neck & shoulders, weight loss, diarrhea, increased anxiety. When will these "protracted withdrawals" END❓❓❓ I'm a MESS & feel horrible 😢

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❤ MATT! Do you remember which video it was when you mentioned ' People suffering with these injuries' aren't playing with a "FULL DECK". It was one of your first videos I saw. I'm asking this because family, doctors, and everyone expect me to jump when they snap their fingers and do things I'm not able to do when I'm in the most horrible injuries I've ever been in. Protracted withdrawals. Acathesia. It's hard to live inside my own body in my own house. But these people expect me to be normal and do things they take for granted every day. ❤

I'm praying for a couple of months.

I think it might takes years.

This protracted withdrawal was never talked about by my doctor.

I've been going through this for about 4 months. My head is soo messed up.

I’m really glad you are here.

Matt has such diplomacy ! A fair, and honest man.

Matt and Angie, I appreciate the insight. Matt I feel ya!

I’m really loving your forthright truth telling. I quickly breezed thru the extreme woo woo I knew bumping two rocks together was not going to solve shit.

I respect your stick to it ness I am busted. It’s been a psycho thriller. Keep going. ❤loving vibes, you have been the truth in the fog. Having a serene stomach is such a relief.

Sounds familiar. Had a bout for a couple months back in 2010. Then again after a surgery a couple years ago. Thankfully that one only lasted a day or so. Absolutely indescribable torture.

The drugs destroyed the cranial nerves. Oof. To loud to tight too fast too bright.

You are my bestie. You haloed me.

Omg. You aright. You are right. You are right. You are right.

Profound stress intolerance ruined me. It is wickity whack, off the charts crash and burn and get up and do again tomorrow.

In recovery, I can’t even get my own story straight. Pain, def a lot of pain.

I love this. Is this my new hero ? It is you Matt. I’m happy seeing you swim!!!

Hi ya. For fuck sake. What will become of me ?

I think its mostly from benzos, Prozac is usually in all literature presented like easiest SSRI/SNRI to come off because of his long half lifetime.But yes everyone can react differently. i try taper Effexor this year, basically impossible.

I'm going through it right now...

How’re you doing?

You probably do have BPD though. I’m sure I have it

psychiatrists are INSAAAAAAAAAAAAAANEEEEEEE!!!!!!!