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TW!!! CSA, Gr00ming, Child-On-Child-SA, "Family" SA H7p3rs3xua1itY, @6u$3, mature references/themes, vi01enc3, extreme tr@n$ph0bi@/h0m0ph0bi@, $ui$ide, hyp3r$3x@lity. I was at a party when I was roughly around 9 years old. My second cousin cornered me and told me to get in my aunt's bed but she didn't say why. She then blackmailed me into consenting to assault me. She was one of the kids that was forced to grow up sooner then she would have too. What made it worse was that she's a female. Even worse? Shes 1 and 1/2 years younger than me. No-one would believe me if I spoke up. I haven't told my parents or any adults about this. She got away with it. When I was 10 years old I started puberty. My grandmother lived across from me at the time and would come over to my house all the time and I would stay over at her house from time to time. She would then a6u$3 me in "mature" ways. Grabbing my chest and making comments about it. She was also vi0lent1y h0m0ph0bic. I haven't told my parents or any adults about this. She got away with it. When I was 13-14 I went to the worst time period of my life. I was g00med, @$$!ulted and @bu$3d on a daily basis by 2 grown men, ages 65+ and 45+. Looking back they had both been gr00ming me since KINDERGARTEN. DISGUSTING. I haven't told my parents or any adults about this. They got away with it. My parents hate both of them for gr00ming me but they have no idea the extent of their @6u$3. I finally cut ties with them and went through the worst time of my life. I developed stockholm syndrome for my "boyfriend" because he was my only escape from the horror that was going on at home. My parents loved him but they had no clue that we were "dating". He knew that he was my only way out. He would take advantage of me $3xu11y on a daily basis and when I didn't comply he would beat me, strangle me, or pull my hair (or all of the above!). If I said something that he didn't like it would leave me getting beaten over and over again. Whenever I said that I wasn't wanting to have a "mature" relationship with him (I was 14 btw! He was 15-16.) he would violently assault and @bu$3 me. I told him I was planning on transitioning (I'm trans-masc genderfluid) and surprise! I was beaten again. He would constantly objectify me and he would call me his property and a "screw doll" (the actual curse word though). He also called me a..."mature" worker for him and would try to bribe me into playing into his fantasies and he would literally try to SELL ME OFF TO HIS FRIENDS. I still see him at school although he rarely talks and he is very aware of the fact that I could ruin his life if word got out. I stayed at his house until past midnight and I talked to his sister (she was...13? I'm not a creep she asked for the details for her own safety seeing as she still lives with him) for hours and completely dumped all of what he was doing to me. Turns out he would brag to her about @6u$3ing me and she would tell him that that's not ok and he threatened to kill her if she did anything or told anyone. He did this for 6 months when I got blackmailed by one of my friends into breaking up with him. (My friend is great he helped me break up with him even if it was through blackmail.) I haven't told my parents. My ex got away with it. I slowly became psychotic, auditory and visual hallucinations, having headmates (I don't have D.I.D. By headmates I mean that they were their own sentient beings that were unintentionally created in my head). I had PTSD induced memory issues. Hyp3r$3x@lity was a key coping mechanism and it still is. I now have a lovely girlfriend who respects my needs and boundaries. I have flat out told my bullies that I was a6u$3d by (insert fake abusers name) (they asked why I don't talk to him anymore) and they said they would jump him. MY BULLIES HAD A WORKING MORAL COMPASS AND WERE GOING TO PROTECT ME FROM AN ABUSER. I politely declined and they told me to hit them up if I changed my mind. Even though I still suffer from these symptoms (and more) having support by LITERAL BULLIES (that's honestly hilarious to me, they weren't even joking they were 100% serious) some of the popular girls (who I thought hated me) saw me violently crying after a screaming match at a dance with my ex and they gave me a hug and supported me. My friends are protective and supportive of me and people that hate me have enough brains to see that he was horrible to me. My friends call him a dead man walking and have shown me nothing but support. Keep yourself safe guys it WILL get better all though it might take time. Get help if you need it. If you want to vent I'm always up to talk with anyone or give advice. I'm currently 15. It will get better. Don't lose hope. It's not your fault. No-one deserves this kind of treatment. Love y'all and I'm sorry if anything even close has happened to you. Keep yourself safe. <3

As a person who got harassed while in school years I completely understand of this any innocent child/teen can be a victim of these disgusting acts

Jesus christ. I'm so sorry, dude

I’m so sorry that happened to you, they sound very fucking disgusting and I hope they suffer for that. On the other hand YOUR ART IS AMAZING!!!

this looks cool, i hope you’re okay though

You don't need to be anything for anyone. Don't let anyone control you. Just be you, happy or sad, no one has the right to control you and how you feel. No one has the right to hurt you, no matter how much in the wrong you feel. People should like you for how you are, and honestly it's so difficult. If people honestly think they can have you wrapped around their finger in a relationship (friendship or other), honestly it's shit. No I'm not even lying I hate it so much. Choices you make now will help you in future. It'll carve out the path you'll follow (or just run wild like an animal into the woods like me), but I didn't just come here to have a go at you or anythin', but...just to say, no matter how you feel, it's always your choice in life to do anything you want to. And no choice is extremely good or bad, it's just a choice. Just be you, okay? Don't hide any past or future emotions. You're darn cool anyway. I say clean that knife, right now! And cook yourself an apology if you need to, or just toss it in the bin (I can't cook 🥲). ❤ (Also I'm quite jokey, cuz I'm constantly, trying to make ppl laugh or smile cuz I live on it, and I rlly hate seeing ppl upset, srry if u don't like it)

Im so sorry that happened to you. Its disgusting how people around my age do that shit. I genuinely cant imagine how they thought what they did to you was anywhere near ok.

I feel so bad for you

I'm so sorry for what happened to you when you were younger, but I'm glad that this time you had someone there to help you.

Honestly it's so disgusting that adults can get away with doing this stuff to kids, and how common it is. I honestly hope you can recover from this even if it'll take a while.

I hope you are doing okay now I relate a lot to this I hope you found healing ❤😊

I can't believe you had to go through this. It's really insane how adults really just 'turn on' around kids. They don't even care whether they're a minor online. All they want is the love they need. I'm so sorry.

This hits hard dude..

im so sorry you went through all of that dude, lve had my fare share of encounters and i know it really sucks im heree for ya man (im 13 btw :3 )

I'm sorry that this such horrible things has happened to you, and I hope you will be able to recover from your the horrible things that happened to you in the past.

WOWWWWWWWWWW I LOVETTTTTTTT

hey! ik this was two months ago as a victim myself i want to say sorry that happened i hope you healed from it ik its so hard to deal with sending all my support! - sailorwolfy

If this is connecting to the person from your Little Dark Age animatic, oh. My. God. WHY IS HE TRYING TO COME BACK. HE TREATED YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS HORRIBLY. Genuinely I’m sorry he treated you guys like assholes. Pathetic, narcissistic little mf. I hope he rots.

This looks so good! keep it up

does anyone know what pronouns the creator uses?

are u oke?

Ah yes my life in a nutshell. I don’t think this should be relatable

I am sorry for everything because of what you went through, you are a very brave young boy ( or any gender you are comfortable with) for telling this publicly and sharing this experience to gain consent. I hope you have found a solution to this problem, or that you are at least aware that you are not guilty of this, that also goes for everyone who went through the same thing, I wish you all the best

Im glad you made it out the that situation, I wish you the best in the near future.

I have no idea what this is about but it’s really good! Reminds me of an edgy warrior cats OC animatic lol

I’m still highly disappointed in him. He was the reason I even got invested into that fandom. When I first found out about what he did I was genuinely in tears since I was one of his longtime viewers/supporters. I can’t believe him. I hope he betters himself, but I hate the path he had gone down because of his ego. I thought I was supporting someone genuine, but I guess not. All because he can’t take criticism :/

TW: inc*st & r@pe I relate a lot to this because I struggle with immense trauma. My biological mother had always wanted me to be her boyfriend, and when I disobeyed? She not only assaulted me violently my entire childhood, she also paid a man to r@pe me, and I’ve been r@ped 20+ times. I am only 14.

Nice!

I Hope your Doing better now, and I fully understand having gone through similar events. I hope you get better and remember to stay strong

I had a similar experience but online in a game I got r@pped So never play Roblox specifically with gacha online So please stay aware of people who do this Stay safe 🥺❤️😭

It's so so terrible that you had to suffer through this multiple times. I really hope they all get the karma and comeuppance they deserve for making you suffer.

As sad as it is, this is proof that it's not just men who groom people. ANYONE can do it, and ANYONE can be a victim.

People can be SO disgusting. You deserved better in your childhood. I wish you all the love in life now and forever.

Ok how common is this?! I’ve seen two videos now venting about this problem. I want to cry.

Ok so.. I have no idea what to say (cause I’m a not good person responding to this type of stuff) but I’m very sorry you had to go through that!! I hope you have healed mentally and physically from that :3 <3 also ahem yes I’m going to trauma dump rn because just cause I don’t know how to respond to sensitive topics or like vents in general, but I have a lot to say for MY vents. TW: s3w3rsl1d3, s/h, slight mention of a p3do. _________________________________________________________________________________________ So basically, I had a similar experience but it was very short, I met a p3do on Roblox recently, they kept pounding me in this game called wcue. I got very uncomfortable and they said “they liked kits” other people were with me to defend me, I told them I was 9. They kept doing it until we got a mod to permaban them, everyone was very nice to me. Chapter 2: (mental health) No one would never think I was this mentally unstable until I actually came out to them, I have self diagnosed depression, I’m actually very sure of it. I have bad anger issues and I constantly get blamed for being snappy at people when I had a bad day, I told them and they didn’t care. (True story) The person said “get over it” and be nice. No one truly gets it unless they actually have it, I got very mad at them and snapped badly. I was also more mad cause someone was on their side, I told them my anger issues and guess what? THE PERSON ON THEIR SIDE ALSO DIDNT CARE. I had a mental breakdown infront of them and they called me “guilt tripper” when I stated my mental state is bad enough and I don’t want it to get worse. They never cared about me having my first mental breakdown ever, they thought I was a liar. Someone luckily defended me and called a mod to handle the situation, they were a bystander and I told the mod everything (yes this was online btw.) about how they harassed me and they were selfish. They both got banned for a year for very bad harrasment and causing a mental breakdown while having no remorse. The next part is TW!! Watch out lol Chapter 3: s3w3rsl!d3 thoughts and s/h thoughts. I actually s/h myself but in a mental way, I constantly beat myself up over me doing something “incorrect” to someone. I do have s3w3rsl!de thoughts when I see any type of sharp object, or like when I’m on a high building/busy street. No it’s not intrusive thoughts, like I have to retain myself from grabbing a kn1f3 to sl!t my thr0at open. Yes this chapter is short cause YES That’s basically it, yeah sorry for being selfish for venting on a vent. I just needed a safe place to dump trauma on. I need a therapist but I’m only 9 surprisingly /srs so I would have to ask my parents. But I’m too scared to come out to them yet. So I just have to vent in some random comment section xD.. - I would have put my irl name here but I decided not to.

As a person who got sexually assaulted, I relate to this It's sad to have your innocence taken away from you at a young age.....

This makes my blood boil! You didn’t deserve any of that……don’t worry I’ll go buy I shovel

damn this made me cry, people are so horrible. i hope you're doing better now <3

I'm so sorry for what you went through

this, is starting to feel like it’s hitting home. This is one of those videos where I alarmingly feel stress like my body is try to warn me about something. I feel horrible for you. You shouldn’t have gone through all. I hope every single person who did that to you gets what they truly deserve. I

I was 12 when interacting with an adult. They taught all of us about ERP (me and other 12-14 year olds). They played an adult character and would rp inappropriate things with the minors playing minor characters. They pretended to be a parent to me, but they still send me very weird and gross things until I blocked them. Later on, I was in a server where minors were practically encouraged to draw NSFW in order to get attention for their art by over 18 year olds. Then, during a super rough period in my life, I vented about some things, which included me trying to harm myself mentally by creating things that I was shown to be okay. I was banned and blocked by everyone. I’m doing better, but I just am so- angry. I was going through a hard time looking for help and they turned a blind eye to the clear problems in front of them.

INFANT FETISH?????

Im sorry, please all ways remember you are strong and you and your feelings are valid.

You're not alone in this. I went through something.. alarmingly, heartbreakingly similar. It gets easier, I promise.

I'm so sorry this happened to you... this is sp unfair

I have no clue about anything that happened because this randomly just came into my recommended, but i hope you feel safe now. Been through similar. Just know you aren’t alone. ❤️

I'm sorry you had to go through that, I hope you are doing well and far away from them

Even though what she did will always be in the back of your mind, I hope that you'll receive genuine support from people you feel safe and comfortable with. I wish you the best and that you have a good rest of your day/ your day gets better! Remember that you matter and that your feelings and boundaries are valid!