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Love the song, but kinda funny to know its about the grief of watching your parents grow old and die when the first time i heard it i thought it was about the inescapableness of being your parent's child

THIS WAS BEAUTIFUL WOW

american ruby fields ❤💙

THIS LOOK IS EVERYTHING TO ME OMGGG PLEASEE keep going, the first time i heard Loser 4 U and saw the visuals on spotify i was starstruck!! People will catch up on you someday TRUST!!!

the cigarette as a candle this queen

GET THIS GIRL ON TINY DESK!!!!!!!!

SO UNDERRATED

You are my favorite

I LOVE YOU

I love your music so bad

i love this song so much you don’t understand

Loveliest voice🥹 Loving the message🙌🏼

cant wait to make edits of geomja and hyunju to this song when one of them dies in season 3 of squid game

i never knew my biodad, and when i was 8 he committed suicide. when i saw him in his funeral pictures i realized my mom really wasnt kidding when she said i looked a lot like him, and as i got older the resemblance just became uncanny. she dated around alot while i was a kid. i never got used to having a permanent father figure around despite having so many of them to look up to and learn from and love. some of them i still miss deeply and really wish things could have just worked out with them. when i was 11 my mom got its a really bad spot financially. she couldn't hardly afford double the groceries and new clothes or to provide for me at all, it was hard enough for her to take care of herself. so for the next 3 years i lived with a foster mother, whom i am still in contact with and still consider my mom. while living with her, i was going to therapy. she had hoped it would help me cope with the transition and get me comfortable opening up to her too. there, i was diagnosed with bpd. after moving back in with my mom at 13, i got really curious about my biodad, and she offered up a lot of evidence that heavily suggested i got my illness from him. at 17, things were getting pretty bad again financially for my mom, but my foster mom is usually in and out of japan visiting her family, and i didnt wanna deal with living in san francisco at all, so i moved next state with my grandparents and am taking my senior year of high school while living with them. theyre both young enough to be my parents, given both my mom and grandma were teen moms, and im close enough with them that i forget theres even a generational gap between us. so often they feel like the first pair of real parents ive ever had. i already mentioned im in my senior year of high school. ill be graduating soon. i dont think anybody is really expecting me to stay with them while im in college. it doesnt feel like im gonna be allowed to rely on anyone once i cross that line. ive never been good at making friends so im used to being on my own but soon ill be even more on my own than before. i dont know who i belong to. is it who im most akin to? how is it that the only parental figure i have that never actually raised me became the one i resemble most? am i more like my dad than the rest of my parents? which of them do i even call my parents? i dont know, i dont know what im gonna do without them, i dont wanna know what my life will turn into without any of them to fall on.

This song is everything .

this song genuinely fucks me up i can’t handle this 😭

love love love this and u

susannah i hope u make it big

words can’t express how much i love this song 😋 its so yummy

thanks for this, now it's part of my personality

platinum in my heart ❤️

All your music is so beautiful

Obsessed isn't even the word for the way I feel 🙏

I saw this song on an animation and I couldn’t help but listen to it! It sounds amazing and I can’t wait to hear more songs like this! Good luck!

Woah this is underrated af :333 really good 😊

why isn’t this viral

Love this song ☹️

Left my laptop on and came back to this. Hell yeah dude

This song came up on my spotify discovery and im so glad it did!! Has me walking down the hallways at school like a model. Keep making music, you're very talented!!!

I can't believe I found this song. As a trans man with an unaccepting mom, this really speaks to me

You remind me so much of Ethel Cain 😮❤

You’re music has its own energy that I am entirely enamored with ❤ I’m excited for your success

me with that one teacher I havent seen in years 💗💗💗

I really really hate my mom and I despise the fact that I resemble her so much

Ur so underrated wtf!!!

ATEEE THIS IS SO COOL

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gonna be here before this blow up

I really like this!! :)

I like the vibe <3

I’m using this as my proof of fan before fame 🗣🗣

w song i love it so much pls make more music your amazing!!!

I swear you knew just when to appear on fyp. Instant subscribe. <3

wow this is amazing

Beautiful.

this is how it feels to look in the mirror and see three year old me before everything happened

youre gonna be big one day, i can hear it. im glad to be here for your beginnings and im excited for the journey you will take. wishing you the best ❤️🩷

i feel bad now 😭 lmaoo this is great.