Lyrics:
Why does it feel like,
I have been sleeping,
Stuck in a nightmare,
My entire life?
Am I still breathing?
My eyes are bleeding,
In every dream I'm,
So fucking blind!
WHY?!
WHY?!
Am I,
STILL LIVING A LIE?
Am,
I,
EVEN FUCKING ALIVE?!
Every breath has,
Become so stagnant,
I can not stand it,
It's like I'm buried alive,
My thoughts abandoned,
They've left me stranded,
My mind's demanding,
I lie down and die!
SO,
WILL YOU,
JUST LET ME BREATH
OR
ARE YOU,
JUST
A FUCKING
SLAVE?
Every time I close my eyes,
I can see that I’ve lost my mind,
Every time that I hear you lie,
Another nightmare I’m trapped inside,
I can’t remember who I’m supposed to be,
Every nightmare you’ve locked inside of me,
Has me binded,
In every fucking dream,
With no subsiding,
Just set me fucking
FREE
You still deny it,
And still you’re crying,
I know you’re lying,
Just give it a rest,
My world is burning,
My stomachs churning,
Why am I learning,
You’ve buried yourself
INSIDE
WHY?!
Am I,
STILL LIVING A LIE?
Am,
I,
EVEN FUCKING ALIVE?!
Every time I close my eyes,
I can see that I’ve lost my mind,
Every time that I hear you lie,
Another nightmare I’m trapped inside,
I can’t remember who I’m supposed to be,
Every nightmare you’ve locked inside of me,
Has me binded,
In every fucking dream,
With no subsiding,
Just set me fucking
FREE
You
Betrayed me,
And left
Me to Dream,
Of destroying,
EVERY
FUCKING
THING
Lyrics written by Joshua Adam Stevens
Lyric stims extracted and performed by Suno AI
Guitars Bass Keyboards written and performed by Joshua Adam Stevens
Drums programmed by Joshua Adam Stevens
Programs used:
Line 6 PodFarm 2
Scarlett Audio Interface
Reason Studios
Sonar Cakewalk X3 Producer Edition
Suno - For Vocal Stims
Davinci Resolve Studio
Instruments used:
8 String Ibanez Guitar
6 String Ibanez Bass
88 Key M-Audio Key Board
Because some of the keys are broken on my keyboard,
I also used BOME's Mouse Keyboard (yeah I know I'm poor)