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Schizophrenic Films
United States
Приєднався 6 лип 2014
The Schizophrenic Films channel is devoted to being a resource to people living with schizophrenia, which is a debilitating mental illness. I want to help people living with schizophrenia by sharing my story, coping skills, as well as share the stories of other schizophrenics, how they cope, & live their daily lives.
I talk about my own personal experiences living with schizophrenia, hearing demonic voices, having obtrusive thoughts that are not my own, feeling tactile sensations of things touching or pushing into me, & sharp stabbing pains. I feel an evil other worldly presence walking around, or push into my back when I'm sitting in a chair or laying down. I've even spoken out loud as the voices, like something is possessing me, making me speak as them.
This channel also strives to raise awareness, understanding, and build compassion for people living with schizophrenia in a way that humanizes us while breaking the social stigma that is often portrayed in movies.
I talk about my own personal experiences living with schizophrenia, hearing demonic voices, having obtrusive thoughts that are not my own, feeling tactile sensations of things touching or pushing into me, & sharp stabbing pains. I feel an evil other worldly presence walking around, or push into my back when I'm sitting in a chair or laying down. I've even spoken out loud as the voices, like something is possessing me, making me speak as them.
This channel also strives to raise awareness, understanding, and build compassion for people living with schizophrenia in a way that humanizes us while breaking the social stigma that is often portrayed in movies.
I'm Schizophrenic. My Experiences Hearing Demonic Voices & Having Obtrusive Thoughts
I recorded this in August of 2019 about having schizophrenia. I started having symptoms of schizophrenia in October of 2017 and was officially diagnosed in January of 2018 at the age of 45 years old. I want to share my experiences with people to give them a better understanding of schizophrenia as well as help others cope with this horrible mental illness.
I have obtrusive thoughts that are not my own. Personally, I think they are demons. They talk as if they are a person. They blaspheme God. They blaspheme the Holy Spirit. They hate Jesus. They promote Satan and try to get me to turn away from God. I have been hearing them everyday since 2017.
I've tried deliverance many times and it has not worked. I told them to go in the name of Jesus and they just laugh. I feel like God has forsaken me.
I was taking anti-psychotics and no amount of medication has ever stopped the voices. Medication has no effect, except the horrible side effects of restlessness, inability to concentrate, depression, and one medication left me unable to care for myself, where I could not think at all, and I drooled non-stop.
I welcome any comments or feedback. Please like and subscribe to my channel.
I have obtrusive thoughts that are not my own. Personally, I think they are demons. They talk as if they are a person. They blaspheme God. They blaspheme the Holy Spirit. They hate Jesus. They promote Satan and try to get me to turn away from God. I have been hearing them everyday since 2017.
I've tried deliverance many times and it has not worked. I told them to go in the name of Jesus and they just laugh. I feel like God has forsaken me.
I was taking anti-psychotics and no amount of medication has ever stopped the voices. Medication has no effect, except the horrible side effects of restlessness, inability to concentrate, depression, and one medication left me unable to care for myself, where I could not think at all, and I drooled non-stop.
I welcome any comments or feedback. Please like and subscribe to my channel.
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I'm checking in on you. I pray you are well. Also, try deliverance prayers .they are the most powerful weapon given to us!!!
I am praying for greg stevens with the power given to me by our lord jesus i command all unclean demonic spirits to leave him and his family, the blood of christ jesus compels you to leave him at once in jesus name may you be delivered from demonic entities in jesus name amen.
I hope all is well,just checking in.
All is well. I'm just living my life by trying to ignore these voices and not let them get to me.
Brave stuff i can imagine its not easy to talk about this experience but im sure it could help a lot of people to understand they arent alone in their struggle with schizophrenia.
Thanks LJ! I appreciate the comment too. It helps boost engagement analytics for the channel!
@@SchizophrenicFilms of course i hope it spreads out and and has a chance to help people
A continuation: a backpack or the memory of the weight of one of your kids holding onto you. They used alot of things from my time in the military and my tatto and a particularly painful pap smear to match up to the senario/scene they were playing. You are probably already caught up on this. I apologize if this comment sounds dismissive. Your reality is different than mine. I know what its like to have flashes of samara from the ring (on good terms now), a random figure, and an entire team of people after me but ive never experienced a demon. I did have the sensation of someone cuddling me when i was involuntarily detained at the hospital but that was the only halfway nice thing there.They also simulated a hysterectomy without anethesia that same night and convinced me i had been SAed. Some bullshit. Wow the memories of there are coming back clear as a bell. It was still drones but from different teams. Im not sure any of them were on my side unfortunately. I remember them looking for my location from outside the hospital after that one team tried to fix my brain after they fried it. Looking back that was even more messed up than i remembered. The song they had me playing over and over for months was Demi Lovato's What Other People Say. I would give those lyrics a check
I was on psychic schizos page talking about some of my experiences when i came across your comment about trying to live a normal life and such. I am pretty much on the same page with everything you said. I also had a very similar hospital experience but drones supposedly fried my brain and that is when i called the ambulance after days without sleep, much foid, or much water because i thought everything was poisoned. Reaching the point where i was allowed (i say allowed because i have so very little control over it i cant even assume it was my doing) to finally see that my thoughts werent mine especially the ugly ones. Thus took me another two years after getting out of the hospital to really cement into me though. It was an incredibly gradual process where part of me was aware of it but blocked from fully being able to see that it wasnt me. That occured after i had a milder second round of that horrible experience. Its still very much a part of me. Was on an incredibly suspiciously low dose of an antipsychotic that supposedly took away all my symptoms but everytine i took it i would get this overwhelming sense of doom. Like everything everywhere was wrong. I stopped after 10 or so months. This comment gets changed every time i edit it and its a bit annoying. They are using your memories of pain and sensation. You are wearing a backpack
Thanks for commenting.
@@SchizophrenicFilms Thanks for sharing
I hope you read all my comments,and try them what do you have to lose.
@SchizophrenicFilms i pray you read and look into this!!!!!
I looked at Mace Energy Method and it seems like garbage to me. Their site says it's "a revolutionary approach designed to permanently eliminate negative feelings, thoughts, and emotions arising from the unfavorable events that we encounter in our lives." It doesn't go into much detail beyond that. I've already eliminated the negative feeling by ignoring the voices. I didn't manifest demonic voices either. I truly think they are demons. I just ignore them. No one can help me, but I can help myself by ignoring them.
@SchizophrenicFilms i swear to god mace energy works.my wife had terrible things done to her that no med and multiple psychiatrist could help we researched it for awhile and decided what the hell.two sessions and no more panic attacks,anxiety,depression and other thoughts....
@SchizophrenicFilms the doctor we found has worked with jerry marzinski her name is sherrie Hatfield in Australia
@SchizophrenicFilms again please try listening to psalms 23 when sleeping,and say out loud. Ill keep checking in with you and praying for you .
@SchizophrenicFilms also i was kinda atheists most my life,i have seen,experienced the "dark" i have committed a far more horrible thing than rebuking the lord . After a few years of being led pushed,I found myself in the lords light.we are tested meant to experience the darkness of evil and the light of the lord.
Also mirrors,and spending to much time around screens aka scriing mirrors are there portals!
sounds like an unhealthy coping mechanism dude i would recomend psychiatric help and lots of family time dont validate your intrusive thoughts with crackpot theories its really not good for your mind.
He is a psychiatrist ,no crack pot theories or conspiracies,every day you ,me are influenced by good and evil. I am not going to debate religion.
@LJthaguy look up the psychiatrist i commented about
Also you need to look up jerry marzinski and mace energy method!!!!
I've looked into Jerry Marzinski before. He believes the voices are entities, which gave me validation back in 2018 or 2019, whenever it was. The problem is that he can't help me stop the voices. The only thing that helps is to just ignore them and live my life. I will look up mace energy method to see what that is though. Thanks for the comment.
You are not crazy,please try this you have to cut out holly wood movies,music they are demonic. Also you need to sleep with psalms 23 playing,and read psalms 23 !!!! Trust me it will help!!!they absolutely hate psalms 23 and amazing grace.other that wearing the full armor and believing in it to your core you might need a priest some demons are to powerful for us mortals.🙏