Відео

EVS and Katy are being respectful and nice to me. EVS has decades of experience I can learn from. Katy has a group of friends and fans that like anime and manga. Everyone against them (even the people claiming to be onside) mock me, ridicule me, accuse me of being a liar, undermine the abuse and betrayal I've had to endure. I am not a simp. I'm "defending them" because they're not largely being attacked on who they are or what they've done, but because the mob wants someone to attack. If people are upset that I no longer stand on my principles or try to enforce them, I can understand that but the reality is I legitimately have lost the capacity to care. There are so many heavier and larger things to deal with in my life that are real and unless I can see actual victims I just don't have the emotional energy for it. The same way I don't watch "cultural outrage" youtube anymore. I am entirely focused on me and what I need to do to provide for my family and get ahead. If people are upset that in their eyes my only remaining support network is of "low moral character" then maybe people with "high moral character" should have been here for me when I needed them instead of bailing and leaving me to struggle and be dogpiled. I mean it when I say I enjoy the conversations I have with the CG Church crew. I don't think they're "low character" people. Wungun and Dom are talented, friendly, and kind. Cynic is like an original WC guys, he has principles, but also rules and boundaries. In a private DM group I watched him wholesale reject hurting one of his enemies because doxxing goes against his principles. I said nothing, but respect him for that. As for EVS, after a nearly a decade of headaches, he apologized to me and continues to, when he doesn't have to. From what I have observed I legitimately believe he is trying to do better in 2025. In my mind this is just business, making money, and the only principles I can live by are my own. I can't control what other people think, say, or do, and isolating myself, struggling, or putting myself in a place where I am constantly "attacked" by "friends" who don't even buy my work or stand up for me against propagandists or liars is futile and empty. It hurt me a lot getting to this place where I had to accept that so many people legitimately hated me, and would rather see me fail than live a safe and happy life. In my eyes, I am not putting myself at risk because everything has already been wrecked in my life and I have no other pathways forwards. If someone (anyone) I am associating with turns out to be a pedophile or bestiality I'll just denounce them, say "I didn't know but now I do" and cut off contact. Until I see actual victims and actual crime reports, those are problems for other people. People who care more about that than making comics. I said it to YF and I will say it again, I don't have time for monetizing bullshit. I just want to make my comics.

1. Violent Comics, I see what you say about me in other comment sections. Don't show up here and pretend you're anything but a hater. Concern trolling doesn't work. I know you hate me. 2. My wife and kid are affected. When my wife and eldest daughter say they don't want their private photos scrapped off the internet, that is a serious issue. When there are half naked photos of my pre-teen daughter shoved around Kiwi Farms and private Christmas photos and I ask them to be removed and no one gives a fuck, that effects my wife and kids. When my wife's birthing photos with Ele were hacked out of DMs and shoved around, or there are unflattering personal pregnancy photos of my wife being circulated "for the lolz" and she is crying in my arms asking me to get them taken down and asking why everyone is being so mean to her. That effects my wife. My wife is kind, sweet, and does not want to be anything more than the occasional voice in my videos. She doesn't want to be "famous" she doesn't want clout. And the fact you think I am doing any of this for clout and cannot see that it is and has always been a desperate cry for help shows you not only do not understand how to "actually" sell comics in this space but also an overwhelming lack of humanity. I am not doing this for clout. If I wanted attention and clout, I can get it MUCH more easily in MANY other ways. Ele will not be terrorized and raised in fear. I'll be angry before I am afraid. I'd rather them see me fighting than running away when they're hurt or crying because of these Sickos. **This was NEVER about Clout, I'm not making money on this, I'm not JDA.**

@@kingofthesquibs5326 it's coming

@@artofdominique we will talk when my life stops being so packed

I dont have time to watch the whole thing I am out with family today and tomorrow. What am I looking for?

@ It’s just a stream that’s going on right now.. You can watch the whole thing later.

@@keelychow4569 I probably wont have the tie. Was there a specific part I needed to see?

@@unintelligentdesign2644 Not really.

@@unintelligentdesign2644 Never mind. Ryzie removed the stream.

Ill have to check it out on the PC the next time I stream.

Yes, but I am not putting my security footage up. I will be getting all the info from the cops in an upcoming livestream. Ive showed this before and even been live. People still dont believe.

The cops are always cool. The problem is if they hit one of the cows or run over or shoot one of my dogs by accident on the way to the house. Its only a limited amount of time before something happens and each dispatch costs thousands of taxpayer dollars.

@ surely after two previous swattings, they could just call ahead and check now, rather than waste time and resources.

​@@Michael_Bancroft yup! Thats why they cant send ambulances here anymore. I was getting cops and ambulances all last year. But there's a thing with the crime stoppers website where they have to show up. The local police call and its no problem. They dont need to show. But because I am so far out our "local" police often go to other areas and so other stations need to be dispatched. And those other stations dont know to call first. Its an absolute pain in the ass. I'll have all of this covered. Remember, they also swat my nan and brother's house constantly since both of those used to be in my name. My elderly nan gets swatted and my little brother gets swatted because they put those as my residential address and I have not been in Grafton for almost 3 or so years now. Cops show up at my elderly nan and brothers house asking if I am there. I get panicked calls from my elderly nan who is dotty AF and thinks Ive killed myself or I am dead each time the police show up. They're going to legitimately kill her with this.

Forever tempted to fly over and deal with this.

I know the persons responsible, but their police force refuses to do anything about it because I am not a US Resident in their area.

Woo!! Welcome aboard!

No, I had no idea. And it was closer to 4 grand a tooth. I was horrified. Also they charge more per root on the tooth after the fact. It is insane.