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I don't mean to vent. but really I do not know what or how else I should or can express how I feel. I'm dealing with the loss of my grandmother. It's my first time & I genuinely just do not know how else I can deal with it, since I'm one of those who were very close to her. I nursed her & until the day I saw her meet her peace, I don't know what to make of it. I feel regretful that I couldn't do anymore than I had done. I don't know how I can continue while I feel like this. I miss her genuinely, wishing I could have helped her feel more at peace. I don't know why I'm even typing this, maybe to feel a relief? Yet I'll try to get through it. I just don't know what to do. I hate this feeling, every bit of it.

Any of you want a hug?

oggi il mio ex mi ha scritto che è preoccupato per me e che è andato avanti con una donna

I may not be healthy but every day I think I am healthy and I don't want people to know my condition even though I often have blood coming out of my mouth and currently I have a cough and it's hard to stop if one day I leave this world I want the world to know that I love it very much with everything in it

Does anyone know what to look up for that picture

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I CAN'T LIE I MIC U 🥺

when i was in grade 7 (2019) the summer before one of my friend who was my bully we became friend and she said sorry many times i still don't forget the day my brother came home told me she killed herself for so many years i went through depression after her i lost many other close friends one of them said why you are acting sad you never liked her I didn't like what she did but it doesn't mean i want her to die i hate her for bulling me but i love her because she was the only one to apologize and then i was all alone in grade 7 I didn't have any friend in grade 8 i became friend again with my childhood friend again but when i was in grade 9 i got mad ar her for ignoring me for the new friends she made she told me they are all better than you you don't have fun nor laughing i lost all my confidence with just these words since she said that i lost many othere but never cried for them this summer i lost a girl group friend now i only have friendship with one of them because im a back up Friend she didn't have anyone that time but now she has made another friend most of time she goes out with her Im not sad about it I don't even think about it but this only remind me how bad i am at making friends how everyone think im the villain makes me mad because idk what is wrong with me But now i have an online friend we have been together since 2019 i love her so much it's my longest relationship ever im not her second choice like I've always been but she is different among all of friend i had or i will

Now that you're not with me, i have never felt this alone. I know I can still see you, talk to you, laugh with you, but knowing what happened, you're not with me. I am alone. I have never felt this lost, and I don't know what to do but disassociate when you're around. It hurts me to talk with you, but it hurts me not hearing your voice. In a different universe, our love played out well. -L

Listening one day before my birthday, just wanna go back in time

I can't say I didn't have a feeling that it was gonna be our last time together but I also knew that I couldn't admit to myself that it would be the last time ever. I wish I could go back to the beginning then maybe things could've been different. That we wouldn't be so strained or constantly fighting over the stupidest things but I can't change what has already happened. Yet, I still dream of laying next to you and looking into those eyes of yours that never failed to give me butterflies or that smile that constantly made my heart skip a beat. Your laugh that always made me giggle especially when you did that little snort whenever you laughed so hard. I miss having you in my arms and falling asleep to the rhythm of your breathing. I remember how I would always lose myself in those blue eyes of yours. Eyes that I could never pinpoint what colour but knew they were forever gonna be my favourite shade of blue. I miss you. I wish I held you closer or harder on our last night together. I wish I told you the amazing things you made me feel or how you helped me believe in loving someone again. I wish so many things with you but mainly I wish that it was you and me in the end. Forver together just like we talked about. I don't want you to just be another memory but too much has happened between us that we could never be the same again. I never understood that to love someone is to let go until I met you. I had to let us go because if I didn't we would continue the same cycle no matter how much we loved each other. So I let our conversations die. I kept my distance and so did you. Eventually, we both stopped trying. I think we both knew what was happening but couldn't say goodbye once more or admit it was really the end but that's okay. I'll love you from a distance and constantly cheer you on because I know you are destined for so many beautiful things and I know someone else will see what I've always seen in you. They'll fall in love with my favourite shade of blue just like I did. I hope you also fall in love with yourself too because you've always been so beautiful

Just wanted to talk one last time. Talk like we used to. Talk like we will talk tomorrow again. I miss it.

I'm writing a song for him, even tough i was the one who broke up, I did it bcs the obsession was too much, from my side, just couldn't leave him alone, I nedeed him, I didn't wanna hurt him, that's why I did it, can't stop feeling the emptiness, feel I lost someone so valuable, a great person, I love you huesitos, always in my heart, hope fate join us in the future.

I really thought we had potential and I hate that it hurts more than I thought it would

This getting me in my feels and i want to talk to someone but i cant so im saying it here and maybe they will see this and know its about them but i dont understand why you left, why you say you dont want me, why you cant just for a minute love me again and not push me away. I have no one from that time in my life except you and thats because everyone there has left or is dead so stop hurting me and please dont treat me like a stranger

I really miss you 💔

I feel all commenters are my own people!! Pls stay happy ..you matter !! You matter more than you think …❤❤

how can it feel right to you? you were a part of my day each day , but so was I to you. how can you not feel my absence? why doesn't it bother you? we lasted a month but it was the best month ever and though the pain I feel now that its over, i'd do it all over again because nothing compared to the feeling and the happiness that you gave me. I've never had trouble moving on from people but the one time it should be easy, its like hell. why is it so weird that I still see the things you gave me, your clothes, the jewellery, the flowers that arent dying and all the other things. what am I supposed to do of those? they'll only be a memory of you now. you're not coming back and I know that but I refuse it. i wish I could relive the last time we met, it was the perfect day for me. i wish you didn't leave me like this, didn't you think I was worthy of at least receiving closure? a last talk?maybe a goodbye? but now you're gone for good but it doesn't feel good, at all.

Nov 16 2024 I really really love this playlist

Happiness itself is there yet we choose to stay depressed and sad making us all helpless

I haven't seen my best friend since 5th grade when the pandemic got bad i tell her every time i see her, i miss her. Yesterday was her 16th next year It will be mine. It's hard being long distance because it feels like I'm a bad friend for not being there, though I know I can't maybe it's just abandonment issues from the past but I've hoped we'll see eachother again cause in reality she and my online friends are all i have they may have other friends but for me they're all i have.

The most beautiful music for a memory.

literally who thought its a good idea to put like 5 ads in a video about music and emotion just damn you

باشه میتونین هر چقدر میخواین تحقیرم کنین من فقط یه جنس در هر حال ضعیفم خودمم میدونم من نگفتم میبرم همیشه گفتم دو ثانیه فقط گفتم شاید یه گوهی بخورم ریدن بهم

خارشو گاییدم

This type of music make me fell empty and fully at the same time, it´s a special feeling and i hope in 10 years i could read this message enjoying the life. I miss sooo many people in my life but such is life and only just have to breathe don´t forget that

miss you

(TW: Suicide talk.) This playlist reminds me of when it was my last time playing with my ex best friend ever. It was so peaceful that day, he was happy and so was i. We were far apart but always played. As we were playing I got a call from my other friend asking if I wanted to play with her and her friends. And I said yes. I told the ex-best-friend that I'll talk to him tmwr and left. For context, I ALWAYS played with him. But only an hour into playing with my other friend, I missed a text from ex best friend, him asking me "Would you care about me if I kms?" I answered immediately saying something like "I already care about you? Are you planning on it?" I was almost crying. He yelled at me. over and over again. And this whole year he did. But finally, that day. I left him. I haven't gone back. I left all of his friends. That day was the hardest day I've dealt with. Truth is..I didn't want it to be our last time.

my bff left me for her girlfriend we are 3 years bff and it's hurt. . .

Name of the first song pls

I'm so sorry for you. Sometimes we do things that do not need a scientific reason. Just like when I saw your name I got deeply sad because a man the same name died under a train years ago hope he wasn't your brother also.Anyway believe or not but I'll pray for your family and his beloved woman. Just keep faith in life please

I knew I was a sad person since I was a kid. Even when I’m happy I long for the melancholy. I lie and say my favourite colour is green but I’m only truly alive when I’m hurting through the faded blue at 3am in the morning..

i miss my pop, the fact that i said that i will see hi tomoz and yet i never will get to see him again

I miss my 8th grade friends

That empty feeling when you don’t miss them anymore, and you’re not feeling hurt either, just wishing to be void of the experience. The way it tends to haunt you when you think you are getting better. I know my sadness is beautiful and meaningful and I’m glad I ever had anything to feel

Guys girls stop watching those videos to cry and fucking get up and get back to yourself, if that was not meant to be for you didn’t get that job ? Loose your friend ? Loose your love ? If it disappears it was not meant for you ! And you need to let it go to have better ! Let God handle it ! Stop get up work think better be confident. Cry if you need to cry write if you need to write. But don’t loose yourself.

ever get tired of being in pain and unintentionally you start to cause the same type of hurt that changed you.

Yes today indeed could be our last time together! I’m done 🙂

Filling a crap and having a partner who doesn't give a dam and says no when u ask just for company...

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Мне просто нужно отдохнуть.

22:47 - 9/11/2024

Sometimes I look at my brother and wonder if this would be our last day together because it was either gonna be me or him to die one day... I hope neither of us will leave the other behind because if one of us dies to vet rid of our pain we'll juat pass it on to the other and neither of us want that

b still had not accept the reality that bi will never come back

he came into my life so quickly, and left even faster. he wasnt a bad person, nor did he do this himself. he was taken and i havent seen him in almost 3 years. one day i will find him but i dont know if hes even still alive. if u know him it would be great to know his dead name is Mikayla Cooper, He perferd to go by Andie and if u want to find him on google. look up Mikayla Cooper Missing. He was found. but never came back to school and he might have moved but i never had his number. i miss him

The Name of the first song 🎶

I miss my dog so much I love you serene

my dog died two days ago

Last one hurt so bad I haven’t been with anyone in almost 5 years at this point..damn

i miss my cat, i miss my grandpa, i miss my tante, i miss my family… i love them so bad, aku harap mereka bisa balik ke aku lagi…