Sherri
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Dear Diary: I'm Weak
I am being extremely vulnerable today. I have to admit that I do have a weakness for a particular person and that definitely makes me feel a certain way that at any moment he can make me feel like a teenager again. Not sure if that is a good thing or a bad thing. I am still putting myself enforcing boundaries. Is this the end or a new beginning, I have no clue but I know everything will work out how it's meant to.
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Відео

Putting Myself First At All Costs
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I think it's important to note all the things that may arise during your healing journey and when you start to stand firm on your boundaries. We need to meet people where they are at and not all people are meant to go through this journey with you. I am a little sad right now, because I don't know where this relationship that I poured so much into is going. What I do know is that I can't go on ...
My Life With an Overactive Brain
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When I drive home from work or on long rides I always multitask, whether it be doing something producing like listening to an audiobook or podcast but most times I like to make voice memos, audio diaries or create a to do lists so that I keep myself better organized. My ADHD keeps my mind constantly going a mile a minute so I try to combat that with organizing my ideas or plans which doesn’t al...
Unpopular Opinion: She Played Herself
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Part One Unpopular opinion of me dissecting a Karen Video. We need to be realistic with our expectations and stop giving our power to other people and making ourselves the victim. We need to play checkers, not chess. I will be doing a part two but I wanted you all to have a chance to watch the original video before I did an on screen play by play. Please send only love and light to the original...
Stop Being Nice: Do This Instead
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This video goes into how I stopped being nice and stand firm on my boundaries. You need to teach people how to treat you and this always works for me.
Why I disappeared: My Mental Health Journey
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I would just like to reintroduce myself and chat a little about the direction I'm taking my channel. I am more than one thing and I am no longer boxing myself in and allowing others to define me. I hope that you all will continue this journey with! In loving light, Sherri
GRWM: RUSHED FOR TIME & MINIMAL PRODUCTS
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I know it can be a little overwhelming trying to get yourself together when you are pressed for time and money. Watch me get together in under an hour using minimal drug store products. No gatekeeping over here, I got you!!! Follow, like and subscribe for more videos like this one! Products Used: 💁🏽‍♀️Hair: Outre Lace Front Wig - Melted Hairline - Darcy (DR4/PEARL BLONDE) amzn.to/3UtooLO 💁🏽‍♀️G...
Guided Reiki Healing Mediation
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Guided Reiki Healing Mediation
Bipolar disorder and relationships
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Bipolar disorder and relationships
Get rid of all the negativity in your life!
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Get rid of all the negativity in your life!
Things not to say to a Bipolar person
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Things not to say to a Bipolar person
Just an update
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Just an update
Morning mood update
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Morning mood update
Struggling……
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Struggling……
I have bipopar disorder
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I have bipopar disorder

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  • @christinehawkins1382
    @christinehawkins1382 4 місяці тому

    It's worse when it's your own family...I have a cousin who always makes a passive aggressive comments and I *always* would just laugh it off or worse do nothing thinking he would stop if ignored leaving me confused ...Now when someone makes a passive aggressive comment I'll say " can you repeat that " or "what made you say that " to put it back on them...I'm not afraid anymore to stand up and call people out ; I was always afraid to confront out of fear of losing people....turns out I kept and trusted the wrong people my whole life , I was better off losing people rather than being mad at myself and resentmentful for allowing people to treat me bad . Not today , I'm okay with who I am and if someone can't see my worth and heart they can kiss my butt .

    • @SherriSunshine
      @SherriSunshine 4 місяці тому

      Exactly!!! If I feel don’t feel uplifted, loved and supported when I around you I don’t need you in my life. My peace is so important!

  • @sylviabooze7122
    @sylviabooze7122 4 місяці тому

    I like this we need to shut down these sassy ninjas down obsessed with trying to humble us and keep it moving.

    • @SherriSunshine
      @SherriSunshine 4 місяці тому

      Shutting down any negativity and throwing down that uno reverse card!

  • @AnnaJones-di3fc
    @AnnaJones-di3fc 4 місяці тому

    So proud of you! Standing in your power and living your best life! You are truly helping so many people by living in your truth and telling your story of hope and growth!

  • @DionWilkins-fb7gh
    @DionWilkins-fb7gh 5 місяців тому

    Not the extra wig 😂

    • @SherriSunshine
      @SherriSunshine 5 місяців тому

      #truestory I keep lace fronts on deck 🙌🏽

  • @DopamineSchizo
    @DopamineSchizo Рік тому

    it hurts me too when i see in my town the trees and woods get chopped down for giant cementry blocks

  • @iDalisMediaTV
    @iDalisMediaTV Рік тому

    Omg I lone trees they provide shade especially for playa yards you need shade the sun is so toxic

  • @elizagail7873
    @elizagail7873 5 років тому

    Great Video

  • @elizagail7873
    @elizagail7873 5 років тому

    Sending Hugs And Prayers

  • @elizagail7873
    @elizagail7873 5 років тому

    Thank You For Your Service

  • @kimberlyeley3004
    @kimberlyeley3004 5 років тому

    Were you on meds when you were pregnant?

    • @SherriSunshine
      @SherriSunshine 5 місяців тому

      No that’s something I didn’t feel comfortable with.

  • @makingit7792
    @makingit7792 5 років тому

    Thank you

  • @ashleykclark
    @ashleykclark 5 років тому

    I think you are amazing!!! U know the problem u just need understanding and support!!!!

    • @SherriSunshine
      @SherriSunshine 5 років тому

      Ashley Lynch thanks! I’m finally in a place where I have someone who understands and supports me😊

  • @powformn2691
    @powformn2691 5 років тому

    I love you. You are an incredible person. I love your videos. I really miss you.

    • @SherriSunshine
      @SherriSunshine 5 місяців тому

      Thank you for the love and support. I am still here and will definitely post more.

  • @haroldf6330
    @haroldf6330 6 років тому

    black people don't have bi poar there just vioilent

    • @SherriSunshine
      @SherriSunshine 6 років тому

      harold f I’m sorry you feel that way. I feel even sorrier for the fact that you have to come on a random persons comment section trolling. And FYI it’s spelled violent. Have a blessed day!

  • @tdjakes121
    @tdjakes121 6 років тому

    I’m not doubting any part of your story but it is your side of the story, I bet if we heard his side he would say just the opposite. I had a bipolar girlfriend and she never took responsibility for anything, it was always my fault I could never do anything right!

    • @SherriSunshine
      @SherriSunshine 6 років тому

      deon black how am I not taking accountability? The truth is my ex had mental health issues that he would not get help for and was very controlling in our relationship that had nothing to do with me being bipolar.

  • @lw1343
    @lw1343 6 років тому

    I think you are unfair about the ex. He tried to encourage you, read up on it and you give him no credit. You start arguments which he took and when your nice he wonders and you attack him for wondering. You know, he could have been a guy who just had sex with you and not care. Stay alone for awhile...learn to be considerate.

    • @SherriSunshine
      @SherriSunshine 6 років тому

      P Martin I’m glad you are so insightful and had a paranoia and was told he was bipolar. You don’t know the whole story and what I left out so that I wouldn’t make him look bad.

  • @MichelleIsProsperous
    @MichelleIsProsperous 6 років тому

    New Subbie 💕

  • @reeferseasalt
    @reeferseasalt 6 років тому

    Yeah, fuck that guy, lol.

  • @globalsetdarkpool8276
    @globalsetdarkpool8276 6 років тому

    Female I love has bipolar and smokes cigarettes a lot. She also drink almost daily plus smoke weed a lot. She goes cold or silent at times... One day she answers our calls then she doesn't. She claims all men cheat which I'm not like that. It hurts me the most cause she also has other physical illnesses. I understand why she smoke a lot... and drink. It helps with her anxiety and bipolar. She is very open while drunk. I don't want her catching cancer or any other diseases. It's hard to date them but really wanna find a natural cure to help her. She has listened to spiritual meditation music... It helped her get rid of nightmares. The medication turns her into a zombie. I know she loves me but her stress and mental health kills moods at time. She also told me about abandonment issues.... Claimed she thought about suicide before. What hurts me the most was the fact... She is so damn smart. People try to use her at times. She is a sweetheart deep down..... she has this little thug she'll too. It's cute but a defensive mechanism.

  • @megreg4091
    @megreg4091 6 років тому

    I have bipolar i hate it

  • @poemsjones4184
    @poemsjones4184 6 років тому

    I cannot blame the brother for leaving, he has a right to find what's good for his sanity... I would never date someone a women with mental issues run and save your sanity

    • @SherriSunshine
      @SherriSunshine 5 місяців тому

      As someone who is much more aware of myself, that “brother” has a slew of mental health issues himself and is constantly in my DMs because he doesn’t have my number. 😉

  • @sakiinaali1082
    @sakiinaali1082 6 років тому

    I think this should help because I'm Bipolar

  • @danikarma1259
    @danikarma1259 6 років тому

    Hi sweetie !!!!!!

  • @simplyebbyeb2099
    @simplyebbyeb2099 6 років тому

    Hi this helped me , I just started my journey dealing with bipolar depression disorder and seeing this help me realize I'm not alone and my bipolor depression ( and I have anxiety) is nothing to be ashamed about so thank you ✊🏽✊🏽✊🏽✊🏽✊🏽

    • @SherriSunshine
      @SherriSunshine 6 років тому

      Ebony S I’m glad this helped. You are definitely not alone! I felt like that for a while since I’ve become so open about being bipolar people have shared their story with me and I have a few friends that know exactly how I feel because they are bipolar too. Keep your head up 👑

  • @clarkholborn
    @clarkholborn 6 років тому

    First of all, I'm hoping that you'll get this. It looks like it's been quite awhile since your video was made. Thank you for your post. It helped me understand more about what challenges my friends face in dealing with my bipolar disorder. I was diagnosed at 19. Now am 57. Up until 5 years ago I had enough strength to keep it in check. (So I thought). Had a breakdown and ended up in the hospital for 8 days. Lost jobs. Lost friends. Lost any will to live. I hope you find peace, my friend. Be good to you. You've made a difference and I'm grateful to have seen your video.

    • @SherriSunshine
      @SherriSunshine 6 років тому

      I''m glad that I could make a positive impact on you. I get so busy and I've neglected this channel a lot and I plan to change that. I hope that you are doing well and found a way to manage. I've had many hospital visit and they really help, its getting out of the hospital that is hard. Having a good regime of self care, medication, good sleep and a number of things. Sometimes you have to take care of yourself before you can be in anyone else's life. Whoever is meant to be in your live will come around when you get yourself. Just make sure you get help and take care of yourself.

  • @cloudsgrey
    @cloudsgrey 6 років тому

    ty best description for my bf, ty so much

  • @kibabaker9727
    @kibabaker9727 6 років тому

    God bless

  • @theresasutherland3410
    @theresasutherland3410 6 років тому

    bipolar doesn't define who you are.He definitely has issues and for your mental health it's good that he's gone.All the best for the future.

    • @SherriSunshine
      @SherriSunshine 5 місяців тому

      Thank you it took me some time to realize that!

  • @Candlelighttrailvibes
    @Candlelighttrailvibes 6 років тому

    That dude was a ignorant sucker.

  • @robertpereira538
    @robertpereira538 6 років тому

    You help me understand my fight for my life

    • @SherriSunshine
      @SherriSunshine 6 років тому

      Hope everything is working out for you.

  • @ThisOreoDripsSteez
    @ThisOreoDripsSteez 7 років тому

    What are your thoughts on being with another person with bi polar? Do you think it'll make for a supportive and successful relationship or would it be too much?

  • @khalidbelmou9297
    @khalidbelmou9297 7 років тому

    Shazbro, are you still taking meds? Did you have any episodes? Spiritual enlightenment?

    • @SherriSunshine
      @SherriSunshine 5 місяців тому

      I am going to post today on this exact topic.

  • @holycannoli9744
    @holycannoli9744 7 років тому

    I enjoy your videos! Come check out mine & subscribe!

  • @Kllerkungfuwlfbtch
    @Kllerkungfuwlfbtch 7 років тому

    Hi my name is Michael. I've been diagnosed with type 1 bipolar after going on a rampage that had me arrested twice. I lost everything. The depression that followed was unbearable. Oblivion. Nothing. No happiness, No sadness and all emotions in between. The only thing I have right now is my memoir. If you could find it in your heart to check it out, it would mean the world to me. It also follows my life living in a third world country. It's a great book. www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0764K4R5J/ref=mp_s_a_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1507164089&sr=8-2&pi=AC_SX236_SY340_FMwebp_QL65&keywords=highest+to+highs+and+lowest+to+lows You'll might find this post on other videos. But it doesn't mean I don't believe in the words I write. My main goal is to spread awareness. www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0764K4R5J/ref=mp_s_a_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1507164089&sr=8-2&pi=AC_SX236_SY340_FMwebp_QL65&keywords=highest+to+highs+and+lowest+to+lows

  • @lptheking2141
    @lptheking2141 7 років тому

    iam starting to think this bi polar condition is an excuse for not being in control of your emotions

    • @setofreakinkaiba8553
      @setofreakinkaiba8553 6 років тому

      LP Tha king it's really not

    • @SherriSunshine
      @SherriSunshine 5 місяців тому

      If only you knew me in real life. I am very mindful and manage my emotions well.

  • @ernest121471
    @ernest121471 7 років тому

    thanks for making this vid..

  • @winkingowl1913
    @winkingowl1913 7 років тому

    It sounds like he might be bipolar! LOL

  • @geraldos9094
    @geraldos9094 7 років тому

    You ain't bipolar, just a narcissist.

  • @josephmack5938
    @josephmack5938 7 років тому

    This video hit home with me because my girlfriend is really bipolar. She breakup with me every other week because of my past, money, he say she say trash, and she always flirting with men but accuses me of cheating. We have been together for 10 yrs pulse off and on. And everytime she leaving she comes back because no one understands her or she's in and out of the hospital. It's very frustrating to me and we both want to marry eachother but her mood swings, attitude, accusing me of cheating, and money issues. I don't think I will get to marry my true love but of it. I never have people to talk to about this. Then when I do everybody tells me to leave her alone. She also said leave her alone but she always come right back. Smh I really don't know what to do. Any suggestions on this. Relationship wise and helping her in anyway. I love her so much I will not give up on her.

    • @lxcruze
      @lxcruze 7 років тому

      Joseph Mack i go through the exact same things with my gf best thing to do is to remember the bpd is talking when you see the other side come out not your loved one like she said in this video. Trust me it can seem isolating for you because people dont understand that you love that person and thats why you go through it with the person. If youve been there for her for 10 years dude just follow your heart because you obviously love her but there will be people in your circle who dont understand and will tell you to leave. At the end you know what you can deal with not them and its entirely up to you what you do forget thier opinions unless the situation is causing harm in your life if you can handle her mood swings just love her and be there for her and most of all be strong for her because ur her rock!

    • @lw1343
      @lw1343 6 років тому

      What's wrong with you. Bi polar isn't a free ticket to treat people like dirt. Guys letting the woman walk all over them and when he reacts (as with this video) she cries "bipolar ". Let an alcoholic boyfriend keep abusing his girlfriend and see what women tell her....."leave him". They wont advise her to try and understand, read up on it or take your licks! If you know enough to use bipolar as a defense, you know enough try not to abuse people. She doesnt cuss out her boss or pastor or the guys she flirts with, right? Exactly.

  • @mikeanthony718
    @mikeanthony718 7 років тому

    my girlfriend, is bipolar

  • @Mckennaworld026
    @Mckennaworld026 7 років тому

    She looks like my bus driver I had 😮

    • @SherriSunshine
      @SherriSunshine 4 місяці тому

      She must have been fabulous ✨💫

  • @michaelfuller8700
    @michaelfuller8700 7 років тому

    Nice video I have bi polar as ell. It's really hard because they can always pull the bi polar trump card. Puts me at a disadvantage

    • @SherriSunshine
      @SherriSunshine 7 років тому

      Michael Fuller it's tough but you will find people that support you and they will not hold anything against you!

  • @georgekitchens1328
    @georgekitchens1328 7 років тому

    my wife was bipolar level 3 if I understood the doc I never new what mode she was going to be in but she work hard at controlling it but at times it was hard people in a marriage with one with the condition you except it and work at it they don't mean harm they are releaving stress example Friday night In 2013 she said to me George u don't now how much u mean to me sunday night here last words she said to me I ought to kill my self Monday morning at 5 30 am she had a stroke that killed 3/4 of her brain lost her 7 weeks later the love of my life my friend my lover my wife gone for ever

    • @mr.cifuentes1779
      @mr.cifuentes1779 7 років тому

      george kitchens i am sorry to hear that god bless you

  • @torso99
    @torso99 7 років тому

    bipolar people should stay single

  • @eladra27
    @eladra27 7 років тому

    I've been with my woman for six month has he just now open up to me about her being bipolar I did not understand her up and down mood swings and some of her insecurities please give me tips on being with someone with bipolar

  • @BabybratIV
    @BabybratIV 7 років тому

    I hope you would start video again!

  • @TanzytheglowupG
    @TanzytheglowupG 7 років тому

    Thank u your so brave I just subscribed

  • @neakxo
    @neakxo 7 років тому

    I been dealing with this for 10 years. diagnosed when I was 14 now I'm 24... Latuda Makes me feels Great !!! I have really bad Depression & Tbr I just Hit My Boyfriend Upside his head cause he been pissing me off but then started crying right after... I was wrong but he made me sad so wtf should I do... he continuously making sad !!

  • @iAmSeriousBaylis
    @iAmSeriousBaylis 7 років тому

    thank you...

  • @iAmSeriousBaylis
    @iAmSeriousBaylis 7 років тому

    Thank you for this video. I too am living with Bipolar disorder and it can be very stressful at times and trying to date some one with no knowledge of bipolar disorder