Nemahokikanchan
Nemahokikanchan
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GRWM: early mornings after a week of being sick
Simple get ready of a mediocre girl working in hospitality who is lowkey depressed and tired of the same day everyday but tries looking at the bright side and cheers herself listening to music and watching tiktoks,
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Відео

My eating disorder and my relationship with foodMy eating disorder and my relationship with food
My eating disorder and my relationship with food
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Dear e-diary, this is for the adults with full time jobs and unfulfilled heartsDear e-diary, this is for the adults with full time jobs and unfulfilled hearts
Dear e-diary, this is for the adults with full time jobs and unfulfilled hearts
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I think that everyone of us has someday felt an emptiness we cannot explain within us. Like why do we still feel a hole in our hearts when we have done everything that was expected of us . I got the degree. I got the marks . I was good . I was honest . I played by the rules , I followed every plan that was set for me. I think , thats where we went wrong . In the process of pleasing every one we...
Dear e-diary, this is me trying.Dear e-diary, this is me trying.
Dear e-diary, this is me trying.
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Dear e-diary, This is me trying to look on the bright side because sometimes that’s all we can do. Weird how emotions work , right? I was in a great place just a few days before and suddenly it all went to shit and now I am uploading this video. It’s my brother’s birthday tomorrow and his birthday makes me happy because that was the day he came on this earth and I am very grateful that he did. ...
Being vulnerable/ Things I want in 2022/ Having fun :)/ Fear of rejection and failureBeing vulnerable/ Things I want in 2022/ Having fun :)/ Fear of rejection and failure
Being vulnerable/ Things I want in 2022/ Having fun :)/ Fear of rejection and failure
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Just me saying things out loud which I never do because I am too afraid to want things out of fear of rejection and failure .
not afraid anymorenot afraid anymore
not afraid anymore
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Its nice to imagine what our lives would have been had we ended up together. Weird how much things would be different in my just because of one person. I guess that’s how it is for everyone. But this time I am not missing you. I miss the girl I was . Not afraid.

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  • @callmeluis555
    @callmeluis555 2 роки тому

    i just saw this and i want to tell you you´re not alone, and that it does get better <3 i hope youre doing amzing, and im here for you :)

    • @nemahokikanchan2128
      @nemahokikanchan2128 2 роки тому

      Thank u 😢, also weirdly enough i love drinking tea with a lot of cinnamon, make me feel warm and nice.

  • @nemahokikanchan2128
    @nemahokikanchan2128 2 роки тому

    This was meant to be for tiktok so the ratio of the video is weird 🙃

  • @madhappyaoife
    @madhappyaoife 2 роки тому

    I love your account <3

    • @nemahokikanchan2128
      @nemahokikanchan2128 2 роки тому

      Thank you 🥺. I love your videos too , they look so aesthetically pleasing <3

  • @nemahokikanchan2128
    @nemahokikanchan2128 2 роки тому

    So much of my healing came from hearing people talk about their struggles with food and their story . It felt nice to not feel alienated and know i was not on my own. So here is my story. I hope it helps a little or makes you a little less lonely :) <3 -nema :)

  • @nemahokikanchan2128
    @nemahokikanchan2128 2 роки тому

    Not sure why but youtube is not letting me post the name and description of the video :(

  • @daelillee
    @daelillee 2 роки тому

    this is a very vulnerable video, yet so important. thank you for sharing because now i feel a little less alone.

    • @nemahokikanchan2128
      @nemahokikanchan2128 2 роки тому

      Thank u, u saying that made me feel less alone too💜💜💜

  • @srhjkhsj
    @srhjkhsj 2 роки тому

    I just found your channel and it is really comforting! It helps me through the tough time I’m having right now. I’m in tenth grade (and from Germany btw)and so afraid to grow up and lately I can’t even get up to go to the gym which I loved so much. Thanks for making my day better!!

    • @nemahokikanchan2128
      @nemahokikanchan2128 2 роки тому

      Thank u sarah for such a sweet msg. “Growing up” is just a label, take it from someone who is always anxious about the future, it is not that scary. Give urself chances to experience new things if u feel like not going to the gym, who knows maybe u will find something u will like more :)))

    • @nemahokikanchan2128
      @nemahokikanchan2128 2 роки тому

      Also thank you for making my day , i was not feeling that great myself recently too .

  • @toknowher
    @toknowher 2 роки тому

    can't wait for more content

  • @toknowher
    @toknowher 2 роки тому

    so happy UA-cam recommend you

  • @toknowher
    @toknowher 2 роки тому

    not my nan walking in my room thinking I'm on FaceTime while watching your video

    • @nemahokikanchan2128
      @nemahokikanchan2128 2 роки тому

      Haha thats actually how i want people to feel watching my videos, like they have a friend they are listening to 😅

  • @asmasiwakoti4260
    @asmasiwakoti4260 2 роки тому

    ❤️❤️❤️

  • @AmeliaTorres
    @AmeliaTorres 2 роки тому

    Thank you for posting this ❤️

  • @cathiew21
    @cathiew21 2 роки тому

    i am so proud of u <3 going through it too and i hope you're doing okay

    • @nemahokikanchan2128
      @nemahokikanchan2128 2 роки тому

      Thank u Catherine, better than when i made this video definitely . You will get through it too ✊✊✊

  • @aleesharana1062
    @aleesharana1062 2 роки тому

    You go girl ♥️♥️

  • @chhimi4025
    @chhimi4025 2 роки тому

    Go go go

  • @prinshajangam5151
    @prinshajangam5151 2 роки тому

    Woow maya ❤️❤️❤️

  • @jyotiyonjan9739
    @jyotiyonjan9739 2 роки тому

    Keep’em coming ❤️

  • @yuvarajtyahtangauchan4276
    @yuvarajtyahtangauchan4276 2 роки тому

    Woww 👌🏻👌🏻