Traceyh415
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What I tell my teens about my past addiction
An essay written for Filter magazine #author #addictionrecovery #parenting
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Things that you can do RIGHT NOW that can make sobriety a bit easier
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Things that you can do RIGHT NOW that can make sobriety a bit easier
Dreams- a story about addiction
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Dreams- a story about addiction
Tips if you become homeless
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Tips if you become homeless
Black Tar Heroin; The Dark End of the Street update
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Black Tar Heroin; The Dark End of the Street update
Tips and suggestions if you become homeless
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Tips and suggestions if you become homeless
Class video
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Class video
Tracey from “Black Tar Heroin: the dark end of the street” on having 25 years sober
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Tracey from “Black Tar Heroin: the dark end of the street” on having 25 years sober
Early recovery and the lack of energy
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Early recovery and the lack of energy
My long term recovery from drugs and alcohol
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My long term recovery from drugs and alcohol
September 30, 2022
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September 30, 2022
San Francisco visits myths and realities
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San Francisco visits myths and realities
My experience as a felon in the US
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My experience as a felon in the US
Black Tar Heroin: The Dark End of the Street Clip with my overlapping commentary
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Black Tar Heroin: The Dark End of the Street Clip with my overlapping commentary
Exercise as a Fat Person in ED recovery
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Exercise as a Fat Person in ED recovery
My experience with overdose
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My experience with overdose
Weight loss/gain after discontinued drug or alcohol use
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Weight loss/gain after discontinued drug or alcohol use
Recovery Month
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Recovery Month
Methadone- my thoughts as a former patient
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Methadone- my thoughts as a former patient
Tracey “Black Tar Heroin” talking about all paths of recovery, harm Reduction, & what I am doing now
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Tracey “Black Tar Heroin” talking about all paths of recovery, harm Reduction, & what I am doing now
Tracey from Black Tar Heroin 2021 update
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Tracey from Black Tar Heroin 2021 update
Intro to “The Big Fix”
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Intro to “The Big Fix”
NARCAN
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NARCAN
March 26, 2018
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March 26, 2018
The Big Fix
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The Big Fix
Tracey Black Tar Heroin 2017
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Tracey Black Tar Heroin 2017
First Blood 6/16/17
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First Blood 6/16/17
For the students of Las Positas College
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For the students of Las Positas College
Black Tar heroin- Tracey May 2016
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Black Tar heroin- Tracey May 2016
Tracey from "Black Tar Heroin" March 2016
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Tracey from "Black Tar Heroin" March 2016

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @Lemonhead86
    @Lemonhead86 День тому

    Beautifully written. Gj,Tracey.

  • @Macmacmacmacmacmacmac
    @Macmacmacmacmacmacmac День тому

  • @MultiFisherofmen
    @MultiFisherofmen 3 дні тому

    My Dad left me with 24 mostly high end custom rifles and about 15,000 rounds of ammo. Unfortunately in 2010 I was in the first 7 year leg of the day to day search for heroin. I didn’t really understand the value at all and unfortunately the pawn shop made out like a bandit. 2 of the guns were WW2 full automatic which are illegal. A Thompson submachine gun and a BAR 30.06. I sold both for $800 because the pawn shop told me that was their value. In 2011 those two guns went for around $30,000 each. Mostly because of the historical significance . But today they can fetch much more. Replicas sell for $15,000. A few years ago I visited that same shop and the owner said the transaction never happened and he has never seen me before. Well he died not long after that from a heart attack. Oh well

    • @traceyh415.
      @traceyh415. 17 годин тому

      That’s a whole lot to deal with

  • @JustMyLife7_24
    @JustMyLife7_24 4 дні тому

    Even with one child and eight grand kids we couldn't take all the furniture and stuff my grandma owned after she passed. We had an estate sale, donated several truck bed loads, filled a 12ft dumpster and still ended up leaving stuff in the house when we sold it. There was just so much.

    • @traceyh415.
      @traceyh415. 4 дні тому

      @@JustMyLife7_24 i understand. My mom’s place was packed to the rafters

  • @renaldamarkos7913
    @renaldamarkos7913 4 дні тому

    I kindly told mine that they should spend thier money how they see fit but pls dont do it as my inheritance as I clean out houses for people and it all ends up in the trash. Leave ur kids real estate, not tchokchkes

    • @traceyh415.
      @traceyh415. 4 дні тому

      @@renaldamarkos7913 very true

  • @lorisauceda5401
    @lorisauceda5401 5 днів тому

    It’s exhausting.

    • @traceyh415.
      @traceyh415. 4 дні тому

      @@lorisauceda5401 absolutely soul draining

  • @jimicrumb3700
    @jimicrumb3700 5 днів тому

    Love you Tracey! I've been following for a long time. Still as cute as last time <3 Would love to have a chat or do an interview about your books and your life experience. I would love to learn from you, I'm three years sober this December 23rd. Sometimes I stagger and crave, but that's just my ego. Love you <3 :3

  • @buickcityfilms
    @buickcityfilms 5 днів тому

    😂😂😂😂😂 Tracey, you have the best sense of humor.. and maybe it’s cause I’ve lived that crazy life myself but this is so funny because it’s honest af 😂😂❤❤❤

  • @eriklarson4082
    @eriklarson4082 5 днів тому

    You are so right about getting off opiates. Bad idea to hook up with people while in recovery. Relapsing back on old patterns of behavior is common before the actual relapse on drugs happens.

    • @traceyh415.
      @traceyh415. 5 днів тому

      And your decision making process is so flawed at that point

  • @theseattlegreen1871
    @theseattlegreen1871 6 днів тому

    You're an inspiration Tracy. You look and sound good

  • @nancywilliams8531
    @nancywilliams8531 6 днів тому

    Tracy, did you say 12th stepfather? Holly Molly.

  • @nancywilliams8531
    @nancywilliams8531 6 днів тому

    So proud of you Tracy.

  • @heatherstrider9426
    @heatherstrider9426 6 днів тому

    Congratulations on your sobriety. I feel for the people who are still suffering the consequences of their active addictions😢

  • @tricebreanne9131
    @tricebreanne9131 6 днів тому

    Im glad you're doing well now. It's hard being without a home.

  • @DookieDale
    @DookieDale 6 днів тому

    I love your insight! I'm so happy for you!!

  • @elleash3040
    @elleash3040 7 днів тому

    Deporting field workers and charging massive taxes on food from Mexico.. what could possibly go wrong 😅

    • @traceyh415.
      @traceyh415. 7 днів тому

      @@elleash3040 ooof prices in 2025 are going to be 😖

  • @buickcityfilms
    @buickcityfilms 7 днів тому

    Tracey.. you’ve lived an amazing life ❤

    • @traceyh415.
      @traceyh415. 7 днів тому

      I have fortunately. I’ve had 9 lives like a cat

    • @buickcityfilms
      @buickcityfilms 7 днів тому

      @ i say that too.. lol I should be dead but I’m on my fourth life now haha. I love watching your videos cause it’s a reminder that we do recover and we do create families and lives. Merry Christmas Tracey

  • @Faceplant-hl5yn
    @Faceplant-hl5yn 7 днів тому

    You are doing great now and come a far way🎉❤

  • @patmurphy8622
    @patmurphy8622 7 днів тому

    I’m happy for you and those who care about you

  • @yyaiko
    @yyaiko 7 днів тому

    I’m so glad you turned your life around . I’m a mother with a 40 year old daughter struggling with those demonds now . She talks out of her mind . In her mind there are like 5-10 people talking to her all day. I 🙏🙏all the time for her to get better 🙏🙏🙏

    • @traceyh415.
      @traceyh415. 7 днів тому

      It took a few months of rest and food for my mind to really clear up

  • @Kathydenick
    @Kathydenick 7 днів тому

    Glad u survived that, Enjoy life now

  • @lydialee9248
    @lydialee9248 8 днів тому

    Cats saliva is toxic to rabbits so you should keep an eye out. I have a cat and rabbit i always keep close eye on them. Im not too sure of the chance but thought it would he good t9 let you know

  • @kingkazma3246
    @kingkazma3246 9 днів тому

    Thats one fluffeh bunneh <3

  • @indiexyz
    @indiexyz 10 днів тому

    ❤❤❤❤

  • @thefalselemon579
    @thefalselemon579 13 днів тому

    What a beautiful bnuuy 🥰

  • @yulirp
    @yulirp 15 днів тому

    at least you are honest... for sure is the hair

  • @buickcityfilms
    @buickcityfilms 16 днів тому

    😂😂😂😂😂😂

    • @traceyh415.
      @traceyh415. 16 днів тому

      I look like I’m ready to switch into flats to go to my desk job

    • @buickcityfilms
      @buickcityfilms 16 днів тому

      @ hahaha at 15 Tracey you look amazing now

    • @knowsnotwhatitmeans
      @knowsnotwhatitmeans 16 днів тому

      You look good ❤

  • @tWafflesS
    @tWafflesS 16 днів тому

    A lot of people see addicts this way

  • @buickcityfilms
    @buickcityfilms 17 днів тому

    As someone who’s gained a lot of weight since having my baby last year.. I love this We’re fat people 😂 but we’re hiking dammit!! 😂😂❤❤❤

  • @kaylynmitchell1440
    @kaylynmitchell1440 17 днів тому

    #3 is how I got off heroin ☺️ with subutex in between. thank you

    • @traceyh415.
      @traceyh415. 17 днів тому

      That’s so great! Congrats

  • @StoneThatTheBuilderRefusedKK
    @StoneThatTheBuilderRefusedKK Місяць тому

    Holy shit Jessica is still alive ? This is mindblowing to me.

  • @iambobvillain
    @iambobvillain Місяць тому

    So good to see you doing well! Thanks for the update on everyone.

  • @lambo485
    @lambo485 Місяць тому

    what a great doc!...i watch it from time 2 time....never been on drugs (but should have been) but i love how you just knew that you were going to change your life in the doc and you did, thats very powerful. namaste

  • @tallsoldier
    @tallsoldier Місяць тому

    We've exchanged emails a few times. At the time I was struggling real bad with H,F,M(the bad one), C. Now I'm 4+ years clean and I do youtube too.

  • @papastummyfuzz9281
    @papastummyfuzz9281 2 місяці тому

    Thank you!

  • @tomdobbs2733
    @tomdobbs2733 2 місяці тому

    Was his name spankey

  • @nathangibson8014
    @nathangibson8014 2 місяці тому

    Thank you for the update. I would watch this documentary while in active addiction and could relate. I have a year and some change now and relate to this on a whole different level now. Sad to hear some didn't make it, very happy to hear that you and a few others did.

  • @seekp2676
    @seekp2676 3 місяці тому

    Have you ever knew people that had health problems from the needle? Cause lately ive been addicted for almost 8 years and now my health has been feeling like its failing, my chests and head hurt every day that i can't take it anymore, watching you in this movie makes me wanna go sober but its so hard,

    • @seekp2676
      @seekp2676 3 місяці тому

      Only asking all these people I see addicted act like they are okay and from my experience, being addicted that long is causing pain, and not withdrawal pain

  • @lbridges0927
    @lbridges0927 3 місяці тому

    Loving your book so far. Hope all is well ❤

    • @traceyh415.
      @traceyh415. 3 місяці тому

      I’m so glad you are enjoying it

  • @fairgrowfreestyles
    @fairgrowfreestyles 3 місяці тому

    Thank you 🙏🏾 for your contribution to the film and helping raise awareness about the issues people dealing with substance abuse face. I truly feel addiction is not a crime - but more an illness. I hope you continue to have a happy healthy life.

    • @traceyh415.
      @traceyh415. 3 місяці тому

      Thank you. I really appreciate you stopping by

  • @Del-Canada
    @Del-Canada 4 місяці тому

    Like #100! Thank you for the update, Tracey.

  • @yply.o.7877
    @yply.o.7877 4 місяці тому

    Dude, this the lady from that documentary in San Fran I think. That was one of the grittiest grungiest rawest docs I’d ever seen at the time. I used to smoke hard n sit n watch it over n over. 4 years sober myself. Drugs are such a time waster and a soul stealer. Stay up Tracey💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽😤😤😤💪🏽❤️❤️

  • @jesussavesfromhell9320
    @jesussavesfromhell9320 4 місяці тому

    John 14:6 Jesus said to him, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me. 1 Corinthians 15:3 that Christ died for our sins according to the Scriptures, and that He was buried, and that He rose again the third day according to the Scriptures. Romans 10:9 that if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. ❤

  • @chrisbarbee8650
    @chrisbarbee8650 4 місяці тому

    Hi..... I remember you from that HBO documentary and I kinda fell in love with you ❤ it's so good to see that you're still fighting and trying to help the people!!! Keep Going Strong ❤

    • @traceyh415.
      @traceyh415. 4 місяці тому

      @@chrisbarbee8650 yes lve been sober a longggggg time

  • @mabelsue123
    @mabelsue123 4 місяці тому

    As soon as I saw your face I remembered you

  • @buickcityfilms
    @buickcityfilms 4 місяці тому

    Tracey.. you’re a hero of mine ❤

    • @traceyh415.
      @traceyh415. 4 місяці тому

      That’s so sweet. Thank you

    • @buickcityfilms
      @buickcityfilms 4 місяці тому

      @@traceyh415. I saw you in a documentary YEARS ago when I was in active addiction.. then I saw you had gotten clean and became a counselor. If you can do it and I can do it.. ANYONE can. Much love Tracey.

    • @traceyh415.
      @traceyh415. 4 місяці тому

      @@buickcityfilms very true. I’m living proof that people can change

    • @buickcityfilms
      @buickcityfilms 4 місяці тому

      @@traceyh415. I just finished a book about my life.. working through trauma and addiction/mental illness.. I gotta ask.. Where’s YOUR book?! I love the short videos but I wanna read the book about your life!!

    • @traceyh415.
      @traceyh415. 4 місяці тому

      @@buickcityfilmsI published a book in 2016 called “the big fix: hope after heroin”. It out there in hardback, paperback, and an audiobook that I narrate. They also interviewed me for NPRs fresh air if you like that show.

  • @Leer-e3v
    @Leer-e3v 4 місяці тому

    Hey I saw the documentary, and know the struggle as well. God bless I'm so happy for you. One day I'd like to email you, I have questions

    • @traceyh415.
      @traceyh415. 4 місяці тому

      What type of questions?

  • @leeleep3971
    @leeleep3971 4 місяці тому

    Thank you for being honest on you lying at the end lol and yes it did make me feel better.

  • @Leer-e3v
    @Leer-e3v 4 місяці тому

    7 years clean off heroin, now it's alcohol

  • @mandyjuelz
    @mandyjuelz 4 місяці тому

    Thank you so much Tracy! I’m so happy for you. This documentary was my favorite along with “Brian on the Blvd”.

    • @traceyh415.
      @traceyh415. 3 місяці тому

      I haven’t heard of that one