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Thanks for the feedback. :) I'm still looking into what it would take to do it but, i will keep that in mind and Jay'Ceon, that's awesome!

omg your voice :ooo its really low!

I think it'd be fine to have an FTM type of group; I don't think people should/would be offended. You can just say you're starting an additional group, an "FTM group" "to address specific discussion/sharing needs of FTMs" and I think people would understand that. I would, anyway.

Hey Cameron your from Champaign!?! Cool me too!

When I got married I took his last name so I had my last name changed. I live in Illinois and there was no fee. Just a form you have to fill out

I went to Dr. Melissa Johnson in Springfield, MA ... I live in Vermont so it was only a three hour drive to me, though it may be a bit of a travel. I have done swimming in a binder ..an dude it fuckin sucks getting off. Getting it on an off when dry is hard enough as it is...when its wet its even harder. I wore either a tank or a t-shirt over it..an depending on who I was with I said "fuck it" an wore a sports bra because I didn't want deal with a wet binder..oh an remember to bring a dry one

Im in love with you

Ps: sox are better. -fellow Chicagoan.

It's summer here in IL??!! I couldn't tell lol you look great man :) keep it up!

Be careful swimming in your binder.. The chlorine will break down the material.

Ive noticed since my voice and facial hair have come in it's easyer for people to get better with pronouns :) at my work place and friends

Also, have you looked into Dr. Medalie in Cleveland, OH? He's less than 7 hours away, and I'm in love with his results, AND he accepts insurance! After my name change hearing on Monday I'm going to work on setting a date with him.

Aw Addison, if I could I'd give you my facial hair! But I'd want to steal your happy trail in exchange.

Did you buy your harness online or in a store? If online could you post a link please?!

Holy crap! Your voice. I just watched all your videos and you've changed so much. Good for you! Congrats!

Gah, you're like my spiritual FTM twin! Exact same spiritual beliefs.

Dysphoria list, in order: 1. chest 2. voice 3. height 4. general body stuff Also...I identify as either a queer male or gender neutral/transmasculine (as you know). Leaning more towards queer male nowadays. And totally feel free to bounce changes, T stuff off of me!

If it helps you feel better, I'm 5'4''. You're a pretty good height for a guy!

you look like christopher mintz-plasse

sounds like your T levels are a bit off an thats why your a bit moody..an the hair will come just depends on your body type...I have been on T for about 3 years now...an I'm still pretty hairless, the hairs on my chin are jus starting to come in...jus give it time an it will come :) ... congrats on the wedding you two! the theme for your wedding sounds like a cool idea

Great to see you both! Sorry to hear you guys are having some troubles with communication! It's so good you're aware of it. / Congrats on your upcoming wedding! Great ideas for it too! / Cool that you're workin' on eating healthier...it's hard until you get used to it, but worth it. Looking forward to your 8th month vid!

ahhh! YES! DRAG WEDDING!!! :D I know how you feel with the emotional thing though man, I am going through the same things. Maybe your dose is too low and that may be causing your off moods?? who knows. I have my next appointment with Dr. Ettner in May sometime. Keep smiling, it's a good thing too see on your face!

Yeah?!

I absolutely loved this one!!!

What's up Addison, I truly appreciate the fact that you openly talk about sexuality and your personal life. I think that takes guts because lots of people don't. I thought I was the only one who like gay porn. I don't feel ashamed of it anymore so thank you. :) I also wanted to share this link with you. If you could share it with others that would be great. The shirt design was created by me. Go to tee spring dot com foward slash trans-pride Please and Thank you. -Elijah

Wow, it's great to see it all progressing. Definitely noticed your voice has dropped as soon as you started talking. It's all so exciting. Go you!

From what I have seen you have really changed physically. .apperance wise..It is not my cup of tea b ut I think its awesome that you like who y ou like no matter what gender..Thats awesome..Think its cool you talking about sexuality and ur personal intimate life.Thx for sharing. I agree with you on gay porn.Subject I plan on so speaking I upon.

Thanks, friend!

Dang, that long...compared to what I have seen, I feel like my transition is moving really slowly but, I'm glad people are noticing a change. :]

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thanks buddy!

right?!

thanks, man!

ok gotta say, for you to be a transguy then to perform as a drag queen..... total mind fuck haha

I'm not really sure how, but I stumbled upon your video and heard you mention that you had issues with leg hair and I wanted to recommend castor oil to you. It super inexpensive and stimulates healthy growth and overall appearance of 'thickness' of the hair. Wishing you well in your journey.

Wow Addison, you look really different from last month!! I thought you looked male last month but this month it's AMAZING! I wouldn't look twice if I saw you out in public! All that's left is facial hair!! And just remember, the dysphoria is just that - dysphoria! I cannot believe how FAST you've transitioned (although I'm sure it doesn't seem fast to you)! I have another FTM friend who it seemed like he was on T for a year before he truly started looking male. You're lucky!!

Good video! Gives others insight into what to expect. Kudos to you, Maggie, for being honest and forthright! You both seem to handle things pretty well and I like that you choose to "make up" rather than stew all night. I'm sure just doing the video is theraputic. Get a kick out of the puppy "sound effects" in the background. Weird "transformer" needles, but good to know. "Use your words" probably is key for all relationships. Glad to watch both of your journeys.

Just my opinion, but I don't think your face looks feminine! I KNOW it doesn't matter what we tell you, and I understand it's part of the dysphoria, but I think you already look completely male. :) I know all the rest of it will come in time, i.e. HAIR :))

Looking good man! Glad things are going well for you and Maggie!

Interesting. I know a lot of guys have issues with at least some of their family. Thanks for watching!

I have the same issues with your mother and father but just backwards for me. My dad is like your mother but my mother is like your dad. Looking good Addison! I have been watching for your videos each month and can't wait for month 4. Keep it up sir! -Aiden

"Spectrum" is the magic word! We are all on one, no matter the subject. Glad to hear you are passing most of the time and that you can be honest about it all. As you were speaking of "drag," I've always felt that we all are in drag a lot of the time...when we go to work...when we go to parties...when we see our family, etc. Thanks for discussing it all!

I'm glad everything is going well for you. I'm so proud of you. I miss you brother.

Thank you. <3 blonohomo.tumblr.com is my tumblr.

What is your tumblr? If you don't mind me asking. :) And congrats on your journey. :) LBGT pride

Dude we use the same therapist haha

Our?? I meant YOUR girlfriend. Forgot the "y!"

Congrats for all your courage and changes Addison! And to your girlfriend, for being supportive! I know you're excited about all the changes, just don't let it change WHO YOU ARE on the inside. As you're noticing, hormones play a HUGE role in sexuality and emotion. I've seen them really damage someone, so hopefully our girlfriend will help keep you in check and you'll be in tune to your own character as a man. Never let the hormones be an excuse to be a jerk. :) Best of luck to you!!