I like how in these old songs the band's lyrics sound sad but the mood of the song is angry
I followed all of your rules - just to get you in my arms
A fools game is what I've played - I'm throwing in my cards
I've been more than patient - can't you see?
A cup of tears for you and me is all they'll be
Finalized my self made pride - and save up what I thought was mine
[Chorus] Dying on the inside!
I have so much to give - to anyone who wants
To anyone who will appreciate - me - for who I am
I've been more than patient - can't you see?
A cup of tears is all they'll be
I've finalized my self - made pride and gave up on what I thought was mine
[Chorus] Dying on the inside!
Raised myself to be all I can be
And nothing can - take that away from me
Open you - eyes why don't you see?
Take a look - take a look at what you have made me
[Pre-Chorus]
If blood doesn't pump - I'll live off adrenaline
Wired by lust - lacing my inner spine
Jaws are numb as I clench my fist - I'm
grinding my teeth - as I deal with this
Rabid paws marathon my mind - foaming at the mouth
I gave up what I thought was mine
Collect my chips from games I've lost
Cash them in to hear your thoughts
In a matter of minutes my stomach turns
In my bed you screwed what I learned
I picture his semen between your lips
I've smelt his cum on your fingertips
For this day my dear there is no excuse
A grey day to die for being loose
Gazing at my reflection in a pool of blood
Crouched like a child whose been beat too much
Smile in pain with two slit wrists
On the bathroom tile I'll cease to exist
Don't know whether to kill you or me
You deserve it but I'm in Agony
Even if you're dead I will never trust
So I'll just put an end to the both of us
[Chorus] Dying on the inside
Take a look at what you have made me
[Pre-Chrous]