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Literally one second in and I already know this is gonna be a banget

-pov:- that “one friend” that makes you calm down doesn’t even exist..

6:28 QUEEN IS THE MOST ACCURATE IN THIS-

7:19 "AND I'M....EHA. HAHAHAEHEAHEH...I DUNNO!"

I just finished having a mental breakdown about my skin condition and how it has no permanent cure, and it hurts, making it hard to walk because of my legs and arms burning :3

Like dude everyone is talking about New Years resolutions like idk if im making it to January

11:02 True

No cuz the first one's messed up

Heh heheh.. I was smiling "calmly" and singing along to the songs in this while holding a b14d3 against my wrist.. heheheh.. Life is tough but I don't know how to explain, it's mostly friends and family that's making me mentally f-cked up but it's also school and past experiences.. heheh..

Vent I’ve been clean for so long. For like a month, and all I used was rubber bands. Now, I got a craft knife. Why am I like this? My crush likes me back, and I have everything good, but everyone is always watching me and noticing my mistakes and they just hate me and I can’t speak because when I try they all just look at me and it hurts so so so so so so so so so much but I can’t do it and sometimes I’m so happy and I’m only 12 but now I feel like I want my parents to see the cuts on my thighs so that they can help me but I can’t talk to them because they’ll hate me and I cant tell my crush even though I vent to her so much and she’s so nice but I can’t do it because she’ll hate me just like I hate me and how everyone else hates me and I’m just such an idiot for ever thinking they’d like me. I don’t even know what my gender is?? Why am I always over complicating things? What’s wrong with me? I’m not fat, I’m not dumb, I’m not ugly, so why do I hate myself so wrong with me? Why is living so hard? Why do I feel like me being around other people makes them uncomfortable. I hate me. I hate me. I hate me. I hate me. I hate me. I hate me. And I can’t ask for help because they’ll hate me. Edit: sorry, don’t mind my English, it’s very late and this is a bit of a ramble.

THATS SO COOL WHY ARE YOU NOT FAMOUS???

Wow!! You’re so talented!!❤❤❤

I got so mad I shd bc I got 24/25 and failed my math

Whats the song at 4:41

Sometime whenever I say how I feel like I’m just pretending and it’s difficult for me to know if I’m lying or being honest.

4:33 for this I would try to remember my 5yo self but I can’t even remember my 7-8yo self and I’m 10 😧

"Too sad to be normal but not sad enough to be considered mentally ill" I really just need a diagnosis. It wont change anything but i can figure out what the fuck is wrong with me to be this way. Like anxiety, adhd, autism, literally whatever so i can feel like im not an attention seeker and that im actually valid and i actually deserve help I had a very bad experience with a friend who vented to me all day without asking first and also about things that are out of my reach (ex: family issues) and it drained me so much to the point i felt like i didnt deserve help for when i was sad because her life was just constantly worse than mine and i started looking for reasons to be valid so i started S/H. I still struggle. now i have trouble helping people and i get anxious when people vent to me because i get flashbacks and im scared they'll be just like her I cant believe everything happened in the span of less than 5 months Im just a kid. Im just a kid. Im just a kid. Im STILL A KID. IM A FUCKING KID.

How do you not have more subscribers

One thing I have still never seen in these vent videos was talking about how parents sometimes don’t believe in mental health or in my case physical health as well (not sh)

I felt like i was gonna kms a month ago (and multible times before, but this was the closes i'v ever got )... now i dont know what im doing... Im still convinced i wont make it to 16 or maybe even 15 or erlier (im 14 and a half rn)

0:06 is relatable

“Just get over it. You’re not even trying.” Karen, I’ve been trying for 11 fucking years. You can’t just “get over” schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. You just can’t.

14:20 why did they use that sound this funny thing

Ironically court jesters were the only people allowed to laugh at the king and give constructive criticism

VENT Don’t pity me or anything please I’m getting kinda depressed again thinking about why my ex friend did everything he did last year I recently had my birthday same time last year a while after I did a half asses suicide attempt Why did he hurt me was it because I said I like girls I mean in the last conversation over text he said he doesn’t respect rainbow people So that game him the right to sit with them (after they ditched me without a word) and walk over pull up my jumper and say wrist reveal several times (thank god I had that watch on There were too many names I remember him calling me all the hurt I have built up I’m scared one day he’ll come to my highschool and I’ll face round 2 it’s fucking stupid I still have to deal with the hurt of my dad’s verbal and physical? Abuse and deal with it at least I barely see him during the week

At 3:38, it cut really deep. It reminds me of my mom.

0:10 I READ SUSIE'S PRONOUNS LIKE "SHEXY" IM GONNA DIE💀💀

The getting a bad grade on something you put a lot of effort in one really got to me, considering I got a 9.5/10 in soccer participation during fitness today. (Don’t ask me why they’re graded, I don’t know). This sucked for me because I TRIED. I really did, every time the ball was there, so was I. I did my best until I was hot and sweaty and my throat ached. I did my very best and for what? Not enough. Could have been better. Almost, but not quite. It’s not even a bad grade, but it’s not, and will never be enough for me. I will never be enough for me

Damn, my coach told me today that I’d fail because I never do anything. This was during push ups when I was having a hard time because my feet kept slipping. I also recently moved to a new school, so I was still adjusting. Shout out to you, Coach Medvi!

2:48 Tw I genuinely relate to this on such a big level. I've had two of my friends try to commit su!sid£ w me on the line. Thankfully they are both still Alive, but I've really been mentally affected by it. The 1st time that one of my friends tried to c0mmit, I genuinely think they where Thankfull that I helped them, but with my other friend it was a different story. She immediately was mad at me, and was supper upset I called her parents. It fucking sucks when you cared about them so much, you literally saved their life (and got a lil trama from it. It rly messed w my mental health.) And all your greeted with is them shouting at you. But deep down you know you would do it a thousand times over for them. The thing is, I didn't even know her irl. We meet over text (through a mutual friend)Yet I still cared about her so much. All the people involved in this paragraph, (including myself) are in a much better place now. Thanks for reading. (Ps. I was about 12-13 when this happened.)

lancer sounds like chowder. its canon. i refuse to hear him any other way.

14:53 this made me uncontrollably sob for some reason

yall can just to me guys 💪😔

since when did people so universally agree that human ralsei is a black girl? i thought he was a white little gay boy-

Sad and crying because im not doing well A random ad: NEW CHICKEN TENDERS AT KFC

honestly guys. shit sucks, but that doesnt mean you should end it all. instead you should either try and change things in the world or go get help to deal with your own issues either way please do something benficial today, or tommorow, or just any other time in your life.

Who else is proud of ralsei being gay?

I never comment on any videos, but i just feel like this. 4:25 is so relatable because ive was always getting beaten up if i did the slightest thing wrong or when i didnt knew something (my mom was hiding the fact i have autism away from me and always told me that "im her only normal child, so i must be perfect" (my two younger brothers have autism too)). She always punished me for bad things and never awarded me for good, so i was feeling like i deserve this and it was always my problem. When i was at age i could get help and finally fight back my mom stopped hitting me, and started punishing me in different ways. The physical hurt had such strong impact on me, that whenever something horrible happended to me (mostly home and primary school bullies) i will punish myself by sh, becasue i knew that pain = punishment. Eventually my mom found out my sh scars and get me to psychologist, but the prices were too high and there werent any avaible places for me, and the fact that they said to my mom "your kid's depression isnt too serious" made my mom ending up on trying to get help for me and she was just saying "its 8th grade, just push it trough and everytging will be fine". Now im in 2ng grade high school and i have only 3, but true friends. Of course i still have bullies and they drive me absolutely insane. I hate going to school because i know ill have to see faces of those monsters everyday. (And if youre wondering about my sh, i still do it, i jsut hide it better so that my mom wont find out.) Thx for reading and hope you have a great day/night!! ♡♡♡

I say sorry alot I also have to please ppl 😅I flinch alot

0:52 mirror oh mirror will I ever be a boy?! no, you will always be a she/her mirror oh mirror that’s too honest! then pretend your a “boy” then.

4:46 song?

Lmao I’m cutting myself well watching these 😞

0:32 the start had me diying 😭 0:52 credits? 1:29 this is kinda sad and heartfelt it's so cute tho 😮 9:52 funny haha

TW VENT short one tho ok My dad i hate him so much that i threaten him when i was 3-5 and he threw me around when i got oldder now i cant cry theres literally no tears . If i get bullied ig i can use my abuse like they say something mean to me i can say " you know how many times i thought of kms well its allot " Thx for reading 😄

8:01 my mom doing the same even thought i hate physical contact and all knows it, except she used to hug a şot when i was little too but still it feels really wrong and weird now, the WAY she tries to hug me, and still keeps holding me even when i am screaming stop and trying to push her or run cause i really really really jaye physical contact

You are loved, I promise.

The first one tho...

Choked you?!…..

It is literally the first video and I'm already feeling personally attacked😂 Btw feel free to vent here😊👇

3:55 in my country all the girls are short and slightly skinny