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Hey if you need anything reach out to me. I’d love to talk about what happened recently and I am sorry:/

Dwight this is Brittany. I have a few things to say and I am going to try as much as I can to be as civil as possible while writing this so I apologize in advance if I have a slight outburst. I just watched your response video to Ashlee. I think I might be able to answer a few of your questions and ash doesn't know I'm writing you right now. First off I want to say I totally understand ashlees anger towards you. You might not but I do because I have been there. Ashlee would love a relationship with you. First off I noticed the anger towards you starting when you broke up with one of your exs (don't remember her name but Ashlee loved her) she was too young at that point to get so comfortable with one of your girlfriends for you to just leave her. Her anger started to build when you would go weeks on end without contacting her. You had to have expected her to bee hesitant with you because she did not know you. She wasn't trying it was natural. When you got with your wife I remember multiple times that Ashlee would come home from your house extremely upset about you bringing silver places (MOA, NAILS DONE ETC) but never once asking Ashlee if she would like to come too. And don't deny it because even though she was young I was not and I remember it very clearly. Instead of slowly getting Ashlee used to your wife and silver you just kind off threw her into the situation. She asked if you were willing to take a bullet for her because (now a days) that's saying that you love her so much you would die before you let her feel pain. You might see hate in the way Ashlee talks to you and treats you but I see hurt. I see a little girl that didn't have a dad when she was little and when she did get her dad back he decided to find another family. In her eyes you didn't give her a chance before you started a new life. And as for you not knowing she received all your letters she received every single one and saved them all. As far as I know she still has them saved. Ashlee has always loved you and will always love you. Think of it in a child's eyes though. She got cheated out of a dad. As for you not laying the blame on anyone you got pissy with my mom saying something like she was supposed to have been on birth control. I'm sorry but as a mother I find that a terrible thing for you to say. That tells me that you never wanted Ashlee and wish she wasn't born. (Being a mother I could never say anything like that) Ashlee is an amazing person. She is sweet, kind hearted, motivated, determined, grateful and very understanding. I'm extremely proud to call her my sister. And you should be extremely proud to call her your daughter. Honestly Idk the questions she has for you but I would assume she wants to know why you didn't think of her before you got in trouble and were gone half her life. (I had the same question for my dad) I assume she wants a full hearted apology for not thinking about her well being before making those stupid decisions. I would also assume she wants you to stop blaming our mom for you not seeing her. My mother is a saint to us. She raised us to be very grateful for what we had. She did it herself for a very long time so DONT EVER bad talk my mom our talk down about her. She picked up your slack. She was mom and dad for a very long time. And as for your question about what Ashlee is interested in...She likes rock music, she is an extremely talented artist, but mainly she likes being around positive minded people. She might be pushing you away but that's because as a father she expects you to push harder. Trust me. My dad is dying and we just reconnected. Believe me when i say you don't want that to be what brings you and Ashlee back together. If you are at all trying to repair your relationship with her ask her out to lunch one day just you and her. It might take 10 times asking eventually she will accept. When she does talk to her about anything except the past. She don't want to think about that she's going to want to be included in your present and future. She will be EXTREMELY resistant at first. That's normal. She's a teenage girl. Just seriously please fix this because I'm personally tired of hearing the hurt in her voice every time she talks about you. Feel free to respond if you have anything to say.