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What exactly do you need help with right now. Can you ask the questions you have and then maybe I'll be able to answer them or direct you in the correct direction. Also, I do have a connection with someone in India whose mother has PH. Anyway, email me at lawnamerry@outlook.com and I'll reply as soon as I can. Thanks!

I am sorry for taking so long to reply. I hope that you are doing okay. I just had the time to read through some of your other comments. I'm not sure what I can do for you but I can try to get some resources together depending on some key details. Feel free to email me at lawnamerry@outlook.com, this is my business email so I'll keep an eye on my spam just incase it gets flagged. Much light, love, and good vibes!

I've been meaning to respond to this for weeks. Blush is the One/Size Cheek Clapper 3D Blush Palette in Rich Betch. It's the best blush I've found so far besides the Guerlain one I picked up a couple months ago now. I have this schedule of makeup content I've been meaning to film or post and life just hasn't let that happen! Maybe it's just not meant to be lol

I'll have to see what can be done. Two of my medications are shipped to me by the suppliers and are set up through UHN's pharmacy but Ilya has a good relationship now with the pharmacist in town so I'll get him to see. The pharmacist is keeping track of when Ilya needs to be in touch of the suppliers, and also when my meds need to be reordered through my other doctors such as my tranq - Not a good one to run out of without another order on the script - The pharmacist gets all flustered. Most of my meds have some sort of withdrawal symptoms, and also I slowly start losing my oxygen levels the longer I am without them. The longest I can last right now is about 6 hours and that's with steady dosing; absolutely awful. I don't think about these things for a reason essentially but I'm sure we'll figure out something that works. Thanks for the suggestion, lady... I do appreciate it and hope my long random blurb up there makes sense and doesn't seem all excuse-y.

For sure. I can only imagine what Ilya will say when he does his video.

@@SerenitywithLawna-Merry an in home nurse tried to tell my mother who lives with me, based on seeing me once a week for an hour that I was doing so much better. She looked at him & just simply said, “You don’t live here”

I appreciate you watching and commenting. You know, it probably sounds really vain and somewhat shallow, but... this condition has taken my mobility... fine, my freedom and independence, fine... my arms, my legs, and my torso because of fluid retention - no longer recognizable; the last thing I had was my face and the ability to enjoy makeup products. Now that I have this skin thing going on with my face, I felt like it was the last piece of me short of my personality that I had. It's another grieving process that I have to go through, and it's made me realize that my gut was right about a part of my journey that I also have to come to terms this. As always, this turned out to be so much longer than I intended. I hope you're having a great day. Give your wife and mum an extra big hug for me.

@@SerenitywithLawna-Merry you’re no more vain than anyone else. Your looks are a part of you. Not all of you. But a big important part nonetheless. But really you still looked beautiful in that video. Maybe your makeup skills and talents can be used in a different even more creative way than ever before?

Best believe 'cause I know that we're all better together but society wants to drive a wedge between most of us. I think a lot of us get caught in that web but I'm fairly certain I'm seeing more freely now. I hope so, at least and if not, I have some wonderful people to snap me back to reality. :)

Miss hearing from you. 💜

@@SerenitywithLawna-Merry same here. Hope you are hanging in there and your little one is thriving!

With people like you in the world, it allows me to know that all hope is not lost so I do believe that we will be able to see the change when it comes to how we treat people that already have barriers deterring them and it'll be more equitable. Thank you for your support. 💜

I have been meaning to reply to this and I truly have become horrible at getting simple tasks like THIS done so I must apologize for that. Your words really hit home for me, and it feels nice to know that you found some meaningfulness in this video and my story - my horrible experience won't be in vain. I know that I can't change the world before my time is up but I'll do the best I can to change myself and then see what I can do. Thank you for being a beautiful supporter and leaving this comment. So much light, love, and good vibes are being sent to you.

I didn't even see this. I am so very sorry for taking so long to reply to this. I smiled so big when I saw this was from you. Love, I have missed communicating with you but I know life has been busy for both of us. Maybe we can break the silence for a bit in the near future. Sending you so much love. Xoxo