We live on a survival map in captivity where normalcy is a state of delusion we all try to accept so we can have a shot at a reasonable day (rather than fleeing horror like war/invasion). It was only 200 years ago when people were still in chains forced to labor where I live, and the surrounding territories are littered with prisons with people in actual cages to prevent them from harming others (again). It is insane to speak of rationality in an irrational world with sirens blaring around us to deal with some daily emergencies. Dreams are our only means of escaping the madness. Humanity doesn't get enough credit for its resilience in dealing with this state of being. It is acceptable to feel and act the way you do. I know most will insist that it's all a coincidence, this life, but it is by design of consequences of ancestors and higher powers that demand judgment/vengeance and/or proving grounds. If you've heard the term gaslighting, it's funny because the Sun is a gas light and the world and people within deceptive by nature.
Love the video! I want to say I am worried you may not be able to grow on this platform as the name in your profile "swastika" is very stigmatized in the US for a number of cultural and historical reasons i worry this comment would get censored for mention of. I hope to see you continue your creative journey!
Also I apologize if I offend you by saying this! I do not wish for you to change your display name if you do not want to. I just mean to share that UA-cam as an American company will likely not give your videos the love they deserve and I think that would be unfair
Hey! Love the vibe of your videos, especially that cool yellowish tint-looks amazing! I've been wanting to get into editing myself and would love to learn more. Where can I reach out to you?
I rarely watch videos. I usually listen. But this was a beautiful visual poem. Thank you. Also: I care that you're weird. Weird is magnetic; it's fascinating. Keep being weird. It's a good thing.
I ain't a people pleaser plus I dont have ADHD ALHUMDULILLAH yes I am a little weirdo because of my different interests just doesn't match with other ordinary women or girls out there.
I beg to defer personally I am gratful of my emotional sensitivity since it allows me to experience this world in more greater depth and gaining resilience in facing the negative emotions builds strong character which is rewarded by how explosively great the positive emotions feel 😊
I also have ADHD and I feel like I'm taking so many thınghs far too serıously at times. I literally cried once after the teacher said no to my question about whether we could use a notebook wıth blank paper instead of striped paper. It feels so stupid and frustrating. And I just feel like I'm really overreacting most of the time. Maybe I am? And just seeing someone who also struggles with something similar, that I might not be overreacting soo much after all, is pretty helpful. So thank you for sharing this video.
That's because you have rejection sensitivity dysphoria which means rejection feels abnormally emotionally painful it's one of byproducts of having adhd
Growing up as a people pleaser, I encountered a lot of friendships betrayed and disrespected situations which lead me to an insecure big ego person (Which is a way of protecting myself). I forgot who I was and tried to be the same as everyone else. I’ve been losing myself for a while. Today is the day that I broke down and was crying for 2 hours straight. And I’m very grateful for this video and I hope all the people who are losing themselves found peace in their mind.
We live on a survival map in captivity where normalcy is a state of delusion we all try to accept so we can have a shot at a reasonable day (rather than fleeing horror like war/invasion). It was only 200 years ago when people were still in chains forced to labor where I live, and the surrounding territories are littered with prisons with people in actual cages to prevent them from harming others (again). It is insane to speak of rationality in an irrational world with sirens blaring around us to deal with some daily emergencies. Dreams are our only means of escaping the madness. Humanity doesn't get enough credit for its resilience in dealing with this state of being. It is acceptable to feel and act the way you do. I know most will insist that it's all a coincidence, this life, but it is by design of consequences of ancestors and higher powers that demand judgment/vengeance and/or proving grounds. If you've heard the term gaslighting, it's funny because the Sun is a gas light and the world and people within deceptive by nature.
Shimla❤
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I love this
Love 💕
You are Really Amazing ❤🔥
I don't know why this video is relating with me ☺️
this resonates with me so much, I feel this emotional sensitiveness every day P S : the color grading was so good
@@yusufhabib3507 Thanku you💗
beautifully shot
Absolute cinema. Algorithm shall choose
This is sadly relatable... This truly speaks volumes about those who are sensitive like us...
You're voice is so soothing Btw where do you live in shimla, im from shimla too
Please do a tutorial how do you make your vids cinematic 😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏
what a timing to come on my feed, great work
❤ loved this video btw this is shimla right 😊
@@mannatshyam3847 jessssssss💌
@@Swastikaaaaaah I am from shimla too🥰
@@mannatshyam3847 I love this place😭❤️
Love the video! I want to say I am worried you may not be able to grow on this platform as the name in your profile "swastika" is very stigmatized in the US for a number of cultural and historical reasons i worry this comment would get censored for mention of. I hope to see you continue your creative journey!
Also I apologize if I offend you by saying this! I do not wish for you to change your display name if you do not want to. I just mean to share that UA-cam as an American company will likely not give your videos the love they deserve and I think that would be unfair
Loved The Cinematography And The Video Keep Growing Lots Of Love..
All these lines summoned up my whole life// An inevitable emptiness!
Absolutely captivating ❤
this is exactly how i feel i just subscribed
Most relatable video I’ve ever come across
Hey! Love the vibe of your videos, especially that cool yellowish tint-looks amazing! I've been wanting to get into editing myself and would love to learn more. Where can I reach out to you?
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I rarely watch videos. I usually listen. But this was a beautiful visual poem. Thank you. Also: I care that you're weird. Weird is magnetic; it's fascinating. Keep being weird. It's a good thing.
This video gave me a sense of comfort and safety as if I was finally understood. Thank you for making this.
I ain't a people pleaser plus I dont have ADHD ALHUMDULILLAH yes I am a little weirdo because of my different interests just doesn't match with other ordinary women or girls out there.
SO THIS IS ART !!!!! 🎀🩰☕🍒🧸🍂💌
This video is a piece of art. I might even want to tattoo it on my back. Under what name should I tattoo it? @swastika kanwar
@@antoninolandolina8174 are u being sarcastic?😭
This is so beautiful
Maditation and self realisation is what helps
I don't understand myself
Out of curiosity what camera gear and editing effects did you use for this video?
@@carterdyche I shot this from my android phone,I usually use this app called "inshot" for editing
Thanks, that was awesome. great shots too
Found this video right when I needed it the most.. thank you so much. Wishing you all the happiness and good health. ❤
@@gracehazel3697 ♥️
I beg to defer personally I am gratful of my emotional sensitivity since it allows me to experience this world in more greater depth and gaining resilience in facing the negative emotions builds strong character which is rewarded by how explosively great the positive emotions feel 😊
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1:04 this is such a beautiful shot! ❤️
vot ze fahk bruhzer zis is great 😀🥰😍
Want to see more ny gurl. ;!!!
Babe you are just like the rest of us we all have many many layers.❤
hey!! this was actually really beautiful. depicted me effortlessly. also, can u pleaseee tell me which app u used for editing??
Thank you ♥️. I use inshot
I also have ADHD and I feel like I'm taking so many thınghs far too serıously at times. I literally cried once after the teacher said no to my question about whether we could use a notebook wıth blank paper instead of striped paper. It feels so stupid and frustrating. And I just feel like I'm really overreacting most of the time. Maybe I am? And just seeing someone who also struggles with something similar, that I might not be overreacting soo much after all, is pretty helpful. So thank you for sharing this video.
That's because you have rejection sensitivity dysphoria which means rejection feels abnormally emotionally painful it's one of byproducts of having adhd
@johnarulraj9436 thanks
This was such an amazing video!!
it is honestly so fresh seeing something like this from an indian creator. hope u can grow more and I'll deff support u through it :)
@@lifeisarbitrary1256 Thank you♥️
Beautiful ❤
Dude , your channel is such a diamond,,it's so underrated...😭⭐ After long time I found good content in here... You gained a new subscriber...
crazyyyy!
@@pranjaljoshiii I love your work ♥️
Growing up as a people pleaser, I encountered a lot of friendships betrayed and disrespected situations which lead me to an insecure big ego person (Which is a way of protecting myself). I forgot who I was and tried to be the same as everyone else. I’ve been losing myself for a while. Today is the day that I broke down and was crying for 2 hours straight. And I’m very grateful for this video and I hope all the people who are losing themselves found peace in their mind.
God. Yeah
Shimlaaa !!!!!! 😫🫀
It was beautiful💗💗