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@@justinhuffman2430 thank you 🙌🏼

@@mymodularjourney hope you're doing well bas. bring back your builds on ig!

thanks bas 🙌🏼

that is the photo of you i've ever seen

having worked w/lex as my manager and sam a co-worker at newbury, i can safely say he isn't even a fraction of the monster he's been portrayed as. a sarcastic, witty, facetious bastard? absolutely. do people get into drugs as a result of abusive upbringing and misdirect their hostility when intoxicated? yes. do people grow and has he for several years been doing everything in his power to evolve into a sober, wholesome and optimal version of himself for the selfless sake of his kids? yup. is he a good person underneath? without a doubt. they don't deserve what they're going thru. the person who initiated it, it isn't her first rodeo. it's sad some people will go out of their way to destroy a person they once loved in a selfish pursuit of elevating their own name. it's trending, it's the empty calories of popularity. find a catalyst, blame your entire life on a few negative aspects of their behaviour, get a key to the city. this is coming from me, wearing a ring that says feminist as fuck, me who had to convince my ex to file a report when she was d r u g g e d and r a p e d, me a person who's experienced a wide array of abuse in my upbringing and carrying into later years. me, a non/flamboyant but feminine as hell dude who thinks there's a lot wrong w/the male population. me, a fucking empath who couldn't fathom the notion of inserting myself into any woman who's body i haven't made oral love to and isn't begging for me inside her... just how i'm wired and a testimony to the notion that i find r a p e disgusting and cannot comprehend how anyone could enjoy that. in other words the things being said about him are severely exaggerated and those in support against him love to pride themselves on being all about loving all people equally, yet won't consider the mental abuse my homie is suffering. it particularly pisses me off knowing just how fucking hard it is to rise to that level beginning in providence having everything imaginable working against them. people are drawn to the most convenient truth. a young woman i worked with at another record shop recently was all appalled when i played a manson album. i brought up the fact that one of the five original accusers went on live radio for over an hour explaining in detail that the entire thing was a hoax designed by the main accuser. she wasted no time and blurted out something about how "they paid her to say it" an absolutely ridiculous and baseless presumption. i later mentioned how melanie martinez was accused by a girl on the internet of r a p e, wasting no time again she told me "the girl later said it wasn't true". side note: i believe melanie martinez and marilyn manson are both innocent easy targets. it's about ulterior motives, as no amount of healing from alleged traumas would be achieved thru ruining someone's music career. additionally, on a more positive note: back a bunch if yrs ago, i rehearsed w/the band to play keys on unattractive portable head at their reunion show, after nick came to my studio and taught me the arrangement, and we built synth voices for it. but plans changed last min and lex dislocated his arm into the second song. eddie from an albatross took over vocals. i randomly met their band in florida one night when i missed my plane then ended up moving to philadelphia where they're from, hahah. hopefully you were able to catch them live. there's nothing like their live sets. finally have all four LP's and looking for the cassettes and self titled EP pre canada songs. they deserve everything they worked for. they paved the way for so many other artists including the one turning against them. glad to see someone else of a similar school of thought. as they say in the YWGWYW streets: "here's to celebrity fulfillment!"

hell yes. happy to share the discoveries. if i tap into a thing then i want to know others can use it and put their own spin on it. maybe i'll hear it without knowing later. no need to gatekeep, even i cannot replicate what happened here. it's eurorack and has a mind of its own; the patch rarely ever is quite the same the next day if powered down. your ears hear it different and your gain structure gets disoriented, etc. no two takes are the same, so we might as well patch and tweak and share🤘🏼#sharingiscaring

it's addicting, be warned you won't want to stop :D

thank you🤘🏼much more over at @lovedeathdisco on IG for now. gotta spend a day and upload a shitload of vids to youtube soon.

@@almedinasubas1170 closet floor of a friend's room where i slept on some foam for a few months between places. don't ever let circumstance stop you from creating 🤘🏼

hah! thank you so much!

thanks a lot!!!

thanks! really appreciate that! i do have multiple releases on bandcamp :D this one in particular is down to the last five tapes, limited edition of 30 released a few months back. this particular project is "ghost of hearts" with a friend, but have a bunch of digital albums up there as well. the kind words and support are greatly appreciated! lovedeathdisco.bandcamp.com/album/gxhep01

wow, really appreciate hearing that. it has its differences, but i get what you mean. thank you! so crazy this vid has kinda blown up and i made it while i was living on a closet floor of a friends room behind a curtain 1/2 way sticking out w/my synth on boxes next to my foam not bed, at a rough time between living quarters. will be uploading more work soon but for more patches: @lovedeathdisco IG

@@lovedeathdisco Ah, looks I'm already following you haha -- nice work!

thanks!

much appreciation! yeah, lifelong inspiration of mine. the urge to do so spawned out of the blue. it's a learning experience to build a cover, a small window into the way an artists method of approach.

@@lovedeathdisco yes I agree completely

thanks!!!

thank you ⚡️🤘🏼⚡️

thank you!

thank you, the sound sculpting was one thing i was pretty happy with. used no full voice modules, melodically. simple e.coast synthesis, but dialed in just right. it sounds nice now that i've installed a sub in my car🤘🏼

hey really appreciate it, man! hell yes! shoot me an email lovedeathdisco@gmail.com i'll send u a file!

@@lovedeathdisco Alright, just chucked you an email. 👍