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susie may by beabadoobee cover, for anyone up at 1am with swollen eyes
dear diary,
i have been really interested in making my own music lately. its definitely not the easiest, but its something i am looking into. im not the greatest at writing lyrics, but i hope i can eventually get my music out there for anyone that cares!
i think im at a point in my life where i feel as if everything i do counts towards my future. my decisions, where i go, what i choose to do, and its all very overwhelming. i keep thinking to myself, where would i be 10 years from now, would i be satisfied? would i be happy? what have i chosen to do? i think my problem is that i want to do so many things, i truly do, sylvia plath's writing about the fig tree describes me best, and i really do fear that maybe i will look back and see how ive ruined all my potential to be the greatest at all the things i want to do; that as time moves forward i find that i am too old to become who i want to be, and at that point, it is just having to adapt and move on. and as sad and depressing as that is, it is what life is--and im TERRIFIED that i will never find the happiness i dream of. but at the same time, what if that happiness doesnt exist, what if this happiness i seek stems from my greed, what if im waiting for something that doesnt exist--or what if all i do is in vain, and i fail miserably at who i want to become and all i have would be nothing but the empty pockets i began with. i think im just afriad of what comes after failure, what would matter afterwards if the only thing ive been working for was never possible.
as i grow older, and as i look beyond my eyes, and how the world doesnt spin the same way anymore, i fear that i will never smell the same autumn breeze the way i did when i was 6, that i will grow tired of the malls i experience genuine laughters in, or that the taste of my favorite food will just slip down my throat the way the beans i hate do. growing up is so overwhelming, and i am so unprepared for what comes next.
i wish i had powers that could tell me my future so i would be secure and sleep soundly at night, not worrying about what paths i have to choose, or if ill end up miserable in a small apartment all alone, or if i do become successful and be the person i want to be, or or whatever! i just wish i had some sense of security in this very moment when things feel so out of control.
thanks for reading abt my ramblings, :) good night everynyan (or whatever time of day it is for u)
sincerely,
k
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#guitarcover #guitar #coversong #cover #beabadoobee
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good little girl from adventure time cover late at night to cheer myself up ;P
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dear diary(hello ppl!), sorry ive been gone a bit, i honestly thought id be singing more this summer but, ive been finding it hard to really do much this summer. with the pressure of it being my last summer as a child, i cannot get myself to do anything but mope around !!!! its honestly a pretty bad habit but im still working on it. i wish i could say things are getting better but i feel as if ...
creep by radiohead, but instead of creep its freak
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to be freaky is to be free, send this to a freak sorry in advance just for fun, stay freaky chat. - #guitar#guitarcover#cover#superduperawesomevideo
white light doorway by florist cover but its too late to be singing !!
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dear diary, i have been trying to get better and i think i am. losing friends here and there but i don't think there is much i can do anymore., lately ive been really scared of growing up and change, i'll be turning 18 next year and nothing will be the same again. i keep having trouble deciding if i want to go to art school or focus on dermatology!! med school is so awful and i dont find myself...
spud by whatever, dad but im tired and failed my math class !!
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dear diary, (yippie music update :0) my pierce the veil addiction is actually so unreal guys, oh my god. I've been trying to get into my chemical romance lately, absolutely love them already hello??!?! I've also been listening to MISFITS a bit!! im a bit basic but I've been liking a lot of their mainstream songs a lot haha. hey i also really like foglake a lot, he's pretty awesome, his songs r ...
krystal - matt maltese cover because i hope youre all okay :)
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dear diary, i've been having my rough times last week, sometimes i feel like i am slowly losing myself. ive been focussing a lot on myself lately but i fear that i might protect it too well, and i may end up alone. ive recently cut off a friend of 6 years, although i don't even think we've even really been friends for the past couple of years anyways. sometimes i do feel as if no one is ever pe...
tired - beabadoobe cover (last one i promise!!!!!)
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hello diary, (my yap session hello,!!) things have been getting a lot better i must say !! and i would like to personally thank every single one of you that have reached out to me on Instagram even if i didn't get the chance to respond i appreciate each and every one of them. i am never sure whether or not it is seasonal depression i have, or what it is, but i have been feeling better. one thin...
everest by beabadoobe cover bc life is hard !!!!!!!!!!!
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dear diary, things have been a bit harder again and im having the thoughts i know i shouldnt have. nothing's easy but the start of this year has been the absolute worse aside from a couple distractions. sometimes i feel as if i cannot be understood, and sometimes i feel as if i do not fit into this world like everyone else. i wake up and tell myself that i'll be okay, and i believe it. but i do...
house song by searows cover but its too late to be singing(its 1am)
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dear diary, i am back once again, finals are the absolute worst i swear !!!!! I've been so busy because i also take college courses along with my high school classes, and pre calc is beating me to the ground !! raah !!. i haven't been able to touch my guitar for a hot minute so here im glad i found the opportunity to play a little something today !! forever grateful for how lucky i am to be abl...
[cover] coffee by beabadoobe bc sundays are depressing
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dear diary, i think playing this song was pretty fun, i think i still need breath work and stability while singing but its alright, i dont think singing was naturally for me, i don't think growing up ive ever really had a desirable and nice voice so i just think of it a lot as a side hobby ! hm, i feel like i always struggle to remain positive on sundays, it's like realizing i have to go throug...
warsh tippy and zelda by whatever dad cover but it's for someone i know
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reupload cause smth happened to the first one 🙁 ive been rlly sick lately and im still in recovery so im definitely NOT satisfied with this singing here aaaa. ive been enjoying a lott of whatever, dad recently so i thought id give this a shot as it's one of my favs. thx everyone for sticking with me on this journey of learning to sing !!! ure all very awesome. take care - #guitar #guitarcover #...
bubble gum by clairo cover but it's dark and im tired
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dear diary, i haven't been too well these days, it's been a while since i've felt like myself, so i wanted to just disappear from anyone for a while and delete my socials. i doubt it'd made an impact but what can u do, , i finally got myself an acoustic guitar after only using an electric to begin with a couple months back, im so excited, it sounds sm cleaner espeically bc i feel like im always...

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  • @Mr.WhiteNier
    @Mr.WhiteNier День тому

    Holy shit your voice is beautiful I fell in love instantly 😖

  • @Veinzor
    @Veinzor День тому

    Same problems different solutions

  • @giancarloecheverria7849
    @giancarloecheverria7849 День тому

    I got this on my recommended today, forgot this song even existed, thanks youtube :D

  • @loading2703
    @loading2703 2 дні тому

    Is there an ig account we can follow or something?

  • @paultugade3219
    @paultugade3219 2 дні тому

    idk why but you really look pretty.

  • @me-is-not-know
    @me-is-not-know 2 дні тому

    its beautiful pls do more covers its soothing

  • @brekkj_s2
    @brekkj_s2 2 дні тому

    i never see this song, but only guitar song make me cry...

  • @Nosoo_
    @Nosoo_ 3 дні тому

    hey great cover! keep up the amazing work! :D

  • @MiMancaa
    @MiMancaa 3 дні тому

    yow can i get ur social media?

  • @dannycantillon7402
    @dannycantillon7402 4 дні тому

    Just saw this on my Recommendation, nice

  • @itskisei4733
    @itskisei4733 4 дні тому

    mom, she's the one

  • @frantz48_
    @frantz48_ 5 днів тому

    good luck on your journey !

  • @rizkyramzanipasha2781
    @rizkyramzanipasha2781 5 днів тому

    dont you have tiktok account?

  • @crustyycat
    @crustyycat 5 днів тому

    everytime u upload im always in tears 😭😭 i genuinely love ur covers sm💗💗 just pls know that where ever you’ll end up will be a wonderful life and we’ll all be here for you <3

  • @Souldarkq
    @Souldarkq 5 днів тому

    marry me.

  • @aarooooon6678
    @aarooooon6678 5 днів тому

    promise by laufey when?

  • @2521Lover
    @2521Lover 6 днів тому

    might sound dumb but this really comforted me when I really needed it. thank you

  • @Mrgoodymane2
    @Mrgoodymane2 6 днів тому

    Ang Sarap mo po. D joke lang poo Beautiful and calming voice is truly the best when it comes to calming musics.

  • @theultimateholy3189
    @theultimateholy3189 7 днів тому

    Im genuinely confused and amazed, one thing because you look like my best friend and second is you're voice is AMAZING

  • @LightTatsumi
    @LightTatsumi 7 днів тому

    I became a fan when I saw your bubblegum cover. I always listen to your covers when I’m doing something or just want to relax. All your videos help me a lot. They always calm me and let me relax for a short time. I hope you continue making videos like this, and I’ll always support you until the end of your journey. From your loyal fan ❤

  • @YoniYoniRD
    @YoniYoniRD 7 днів тому

    HEY! Who gave you permission to become my crush? NO, GO AWAY... not really. How did you learn how to play guitar? I'm interested but I'm just so clumsy with it.

  • @ReMot_07
    @ReMot_07 7 днів тому

    i crying

  • @MateoCarriòn-p2k
    @MateoCarriòn-p2k 8 днів тому

    Very good :)

  • @user-os3cf8bn3i
    @user-os3cf8bn3i 8 днів тому

    WAIT CHAT, your goated

  • @tkh07
    @tkh07 9 днів тому

    bobby by beabadoobee next please

  • @mrfryday8178
    @mrfryday8178 9 днів тому

    king im still waiting for the fein cover, but this too is nice

  • @Stardazed-ls8pm
    @Stardazed-ls8pm 9 днів тому

    NEW POST!!!!!!

  • @acidshark1696
    @acidshark1696 10 днів тому

    Play fien

  • @ザイン_06
    @ザイン_06 10 днів тому

    Bro got philosophical in her diary 😭 I hope wherever life takes you, it makes you live ah happy life 🙏

    • @pooberryfarm
      @pooberryfarm 10 днів тому

      lol!!! thank you :))

    • @ザイン_06
      @ザイン_06 10 днів тому

      @@pooberryfarmofc brolio 👍 write your own lyrics make your own songs you got the voice for it

  • @tinxsaurus
    @tinxsaurus 10 днів тому

    This cover made me tear up, no seriously, it was beautiful and I thank youtube for recommending your channel :> Stay strong, even though the future might seem scary, be your best self RAHHH <3

    • @pooberryfarm
      @pooberryfarm 10 днів тому

      thank you sm dude, this is so awesome to hear :))

  • @jawtao
    @jawtao 10 днів тому

    BRO I LIKE YOUR CAMERA IT ADDS TO THE VIBE

  • @ludo__akm
    @ludo__akm 10 днів тому

    Sooo cute !! Keep going ^^

  • @amromeepxd6612
    @amromeepxd6612 10 днів тому

    you and beabadoobee are cute couple

  • @aalex2161
    @aalex2161 10 днів тому

    i think you should do velvet ring by big thief

  • @huyvu7848
    @huyvu7848 10 днів тому

    hi k

  • @weebtem3627
    @weebtem3627 10 днів тому

    if you're experimenting how can you have great response from audience like that bubblegum song, it's because the light component of the cover.

  • @Vase__
    @Vase__ 10 днів тому

    could listen to this all night

  • @withergaming8256
    @withergaming8256 10 днів тому

    Keep up the good work.

  • @whoscherr
    @whoscherr 10 днів тому

    Honestly, I found a video of yours on my recommended a little while back, it could've been a couple months ago, or a year ago, honstly I dont remember because time is moving by so fast. But all I've known is that ever since then, I've been watching your videos, your covers, and I'd say that they are really good. Coming from a person who cant sing for the life of him lol. Anyways, I just wanted to say that you are an amazing person, times might be tough, and we might not really understand completely what your going through, but whatever it is that your going through, persevere, get through it, and I believe that if you do, then you will find the joy that you seek. You will find the happy ending that you want. Enjoy life, live, laugh, learn, have fun, go out with friends, spend time with family, and love. Best regards, Cherr

  • @LordlessSword
    @LordlessSword 10 днів тому

    Good job on your guitar learning. Making your own songs is pretty hard for beginners, but i would suggest looking into guitar scales and keys. Strumming pattern can also make or break a song depending on what music you are trying to create. On the other note, it is honest to be fearful of the ever looming future. Be courageous in facing it, and try your best to have no regrets. Life can be so short and moments will come and go like the wind. So dont let inaction plague your future. You can strive to be anything you want, after all you are human. - Lordless

    • @pooberryfarm
      @pooberryfarm 10 днів тому

      thank you sm for the words! i will definitely jkeep them in mind! :-]

  • @sirfranksauce
    @sirfranksauce 10 днів тому

    W cover as always

  • @squirtlett7369
    @squirtlett7369 10 днів тому

    ME!!! Im up at1 am!!!!!

  • @alloutgamer5725
    @alloutgamer5725 10 днів тому

    RAHHHHHHHHHHHH 🗣️ 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️

  • @b.ar0n1n2
    @b.ar0n1n2 10 днів тому

    bouta fall asleep while doing hw. thx for this goated cover 🙏

  • @rspirval
    @rspirval 10 днів тому

    awesome sauce

  • @KiMi_nk
    @KiMi_nk 10 днів тому

    You are amazing 🤧

  • @hapoyflew7612
    @hapoyflew7612 10 днів тому

    You're awesome

  • @frogbone1361
    @frogbone1361 10 днів тому

    I didn't even realize how late I was staying up untill this video came out lol. Love the cover though!!

  • @Zixin-qs6wn
    @Zixin-qs6wn 10 днів тому

    honestly a chill and legit creator, don't see many pure people like you on social media anymore

  • @pooberryfarm
    @pooberryfarm 10 днів тому

    ill try and upload more, just been sick for 2 months now!!!! >:(

    • @chillingonceadayp1814
      @chillingonceadayp1814 10 днів тому

      sucks to hear hope you get better man 👍

    • @KiMi_nk
      @KiMi_nk 10 днів тому

      Hope you get well soon! :)

    • @lotkjasdfh3772
      @lotkjasdfh3772 10 днів тому

      hope you feel better soonn :(

    • @Westllly
      @Westllly 10 днів тому

      Please don’t die tomorrow 🦝💨

    • @GrabielGarica
      @GrabielGarica 10 днів тому

      Like Winnie the Pooh 🧸🍹😘🌹