Inner Core Ari
Inner Core Ari
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welcome to my last youtube video.
this is the end (for now).
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[Timestamps]
0:00-0:26 hook
0:26-0:51 intro
0:51-1:16 why i waited 2 weeks to upload this
1:16-1:48 making this channel
1:48-3:09 what youtube has taught me (getting comfortable being myself, speaking my mind, learning that what I say has value)
3:09-4:30 why i started this channel and the commitment to making weekly videos
4:30-5:19 what i've been using this channel to try to figure out about myself (self development and why i am who i am)
5:19-5:56 the irony of how this channel started to now
5:56-6:34 learning that it's enough for me to do things just because i want to do them. i don't have to do things because they serve other people.
6:34-7:04 i am learning how to see myself as enough. how i am, just as i am, as enough. not because of what i do or provide.
7:04-8:47 what i thought would happen (i thought i would have far more subscribers by now, turns out this is such a good thing that didn't happen)
8:47-9:44 it's okay for me to just do this for fun
9:44-10:36 why i'm taking a break from youtube
10:36-11:43 i need to learn to love myself and take care of myself. i need to do more living right now and less reflecting
11:43-12:07 learning how to live and act from a pure place of joy and love
12:07-13:19 what current "love myself and be more gentle" schedule looks like
13:19-14:50 my youtube pain points (editing videos, making timestamps, activities that you should do to make a good video are taking a lot out of me recently
14:50-16:27 how long will i be away from youtube? not sure. but i will only post videos again if i don't feel obligated to and actually want to
16:27-17:32 an idea: moto vlogs
17:32-18:56 there's a lot of judgment and self criticism for stopping. i know it's what i need to do but the ego will tell me i am giving up, am a failure. it won't even let me be proud of being here for three years (the original goal anyway). i need to dismantle the part of me that tells me i can always do more and that i am not enough.
18:56-20:01 the new life i'm signing up for: community, love, fun activities, more LIFE, more fun, less pressure, more enjoyment. learning to not take life so seriously.
20:01-21:03 making my life a bounty. tracking the energy i have. where do i put it? what is taking from me and what is giving to me? reflections on balancing the scales.
21:03-21:46 what i've learned making youtube videos: what i say matters. what i say deserves to be said. i have a voice that i deserve to own and use. it was so much harder for me to say that last year
21:46-22:26 imagining someone finding this channel in 50 years. i love that i am a video journey through life. i hope it helps somebody some day. i needed this - i needed to learn to believe in my voice and that i have something to say, and a right to be here.
22:26 thank you so much for being here. i love you. comment if you made it to the end!
xoxoxo! see you sometime,
-ari.
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will I be single forever? | dating in 2023 and why I'm choosing to stay single.
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КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @СаняПушкаПро
    @СаняПушкаПро 17 днів тому

    Perfect. Everything. Perfect.

  • @MatyasFrank-bf7cv
    @MatyasFrank-bf7cv Місяць тому

    Oh, so she's a girl. I totally though she is a dude

  • @felixdandonneau2037
    @felixdandonneau2037 Місяць тому

    Soooo nice, the tail light and this pipe does the job❤

  • @ShamerCurayag
    @ShamerCurayag 2 місяці тому

    Pure joy! sounds awesome

  • @Dogsarebetter-07
    @Dogsarebetter-07 2 місяці тому

    Such a happy *WOMAN*

  • @oliverstevens9921
    @oliverstevens9921 3 місяці тому

    What tail light is this

  • @WayOfHaQodesh
    @WayOfHaQodesh 3 місяці тому

    Soooo funny, and so amazing to see her so happy. Pure joy! Music to our ears. One sweet sound.

  • @C.A.MARSUPIAL-ys6tl
    @C.A.MARSUPIAL-ys6tl 4 місяці тому

    That sounds awesome. What exhaust system is that. Hi from Brisbane Australia. Ktm owner been looking to buy that motorcycle 👍

  • @exothermal.sprocket
    @exothermal.sprocket 4 місяці тому

    Want a truly deep tone? Remove the DB killer baffle.

  • @exothermal.sprocket
    @exothermal.sprocket 4 місяці тому

    She's definitely the kind of person "in tune" with motor music.

  • @KHAI369
    @KHAI369 5 місяців тому

    I love it, my dream bike

  • @timothyowenshaw9040
    @timothyowenshaw9040 5 місяців тому

    Please show us the Break and the Indicatorlights! Need Thai Video 😊

  • @cous-k2934
    @cous-k2934 5 місяців тому

    めっちゃワクワクしてるやん!

  • @MsCankersore
    @MsCankersore 6 місяців тому

    Thank you for this

  • @dleebox2268
    @dleebox2268 6 місяців тому

    Nice 🙂🔥👊🏼

  • @dash4786
    @dash4786 6 місяців тому

    If you don't mind me asking I was curious how much you weigh and how tall you are and with that information how do you handle the weight of the bike. I don't mean that in a mean way. I'm a slimmer guy and I kind of want to get into riding motorcycles. The one thing I worry about is the weight of these bikes.

  • @adnanpathan8561
    @adnanpathan8561 6 місяців тому

    So you gona ride it or nah

  • @AntonioSerrano-mh7nv
    @AntonioSerrano-mh7nv 6 місяців тому

    What make and model of exhaust is it?

  • @vineetkullu2248
    @vineetkullu2248 6 місяців тому

    You're Not A Man, Stop Pretending.

  • @BernardGaronJr
    @BernardGaronJr 7 місяців тому

    More motorcycle videos please

  • @metaheisenberg
    @metaheisenberg 7 місяців тому

    dude wants to be a girl and a boy at the same time... confused af 😂

  • @jimh2061
    @jimh2061 8 місяців тому

    Man that sounds bad ass. What does that exhaust system cost?

  • @scripteaze
    @scripteaze 9 місяців тому

    Thats a brother? sounds like a sister

    • @KIWIxN1NJA
      @KIWIxN1NJA 5 місяців тому

      the two brothers in the title is the name of the exhaust

  • @bstar5879
    @bstar5879 9 місяців тому

    🎉😊

  • @vancemowat7544
    @vancemowat7544 9 місяців тому

    This is the sound I want for my XSR700. It seems so perfect. Have you done any videos to show the sound while driving it? Can you?😁

  • @Скай_Вокер
    @Скай_Вокер 10 місяців тому

    😎😎😎😎

  • @ReturnToSender1313
    @ReturnToSender1313 10 місяців тому

    That’s perfection

  • @22whitbread
    @22whitbread 10 місяців тому

    Whats your tail like mod?

  • @rachmatgunadi6089
    @rachmatgunadi6089 11 місяців тому

    Even r nine t cant catch the sound

  • @harrysomal8603
    @harrysomal8603 Рік тому

    Amazing, please make more motorcycle video , driving around on motorcycle thanks

  • @kalnwi2023
    @kalnwi2023 Рік тому

    A woman shouldn't touch a mans bike.

  • @emilkornerup5448
    @emilkornerup5448 Рік тому

    What exhaust is this? Omfg 🤤🤤

  • @Cadambank
    @Cadambank Рік тому

    Wish they sell this here in India

  • @falange65
    @falange65 Рік тому

    Exaust? Name?

  • @watr5226
    @watr5226 Рік тому

    Ahh I can’t wait to pick up my xsr 700

  • @Unboxing-Stuff
    @Unboxing-Stuff Рік тому

    oh my god that sound.....🥶

  • @DarkSiiix
    @DarkSiiix Рік тому

    Bike looks amazing! What fender eliminator did you use and did it come with the tail light?

    • @InnerCoreAri
      @InnerCoreAri Рік тому

      Thank you! It’s the new rage cycles eliminator with tail light built in

    • @DarkSiiix
      @DarkSiiix Рік тому

      @@InnerCoreArithank you!! 🙏🏼

  • @Legacy752
    @Legacy752 Рік тому

    What exhaust please??

  • @kaeking86
    @kaeking86 Рік тому

    Nope.... Right to jail.... 😅😅😅😅😅 So clean mean mean bike now

  • @Shinwari_Wanderlust
    @Shinwari_Wanderlust Рік тому

    Bro is it cafe or racer or what tell me in detail about that

  • @bebot9112
    @bebot9112 Рік тому

    Eargasm❤

  • @Ali-xh1lw
    @Ali-xh1lw Рік тому

    I love the happiness on your face when you give the throttle ❤❤. Ride safe. 🎉❤

  • @mtmatt8958
    @mtmatt8958 Рік тому

    The CP2 comes alive when the cat. Converter is removed 🔥

  • @bdawggo8647
    @bdawggo8647 Рік тому

    I hope I am not too late, and I hope that you see this comment! I actually found you, through your XSR700 first startup video; tremendous sound btw, it will probably be my next motorcycle! I wanted to see if you had more videos on it, but I was surprised to see there was more to this channel! Like most channels, I would watch the newest video to see what their content was like and was I surprised to find that you stopped making videos recently!! I still decided to watch it though because I was heck, I was bored. But wow, was I surprised. I've actually been watching a lot of your videos since I found you and I really hope that you do change your mind and start making videos again because everything you have said in this video is truly magnificent. You were speaking from the heart in this video and I felt it. I have never resonated so well with a video before. I sat through this entire thing without pausing too haha. The videos you have posted over these 3 years really showcase the vast amount of growth you've had as an individual. You've learned priceless lessons and you put yourself out there, teaching random people who may stumble upon your videos, a way to find true happiness with themselves, a way to be who you want to be, to be the best version of yourself. I find that remarkable! You're doing amazing things and I hope you keep it up. I know you're only uploading when you feel like it now but whenever you upload something I will be there to watch it lol, I have been agreeing with a lot of points that you make in not just this video but your older ones too. I myself have done a lot of self-studying, reflection, etc. AND we have come up with the same points and that to me is just outstanding to see someone else out there just trying to be better and good. I am slowly making it through your videos, you didn't need 50 years for someone to watch all your videos. You needed 1 month haha. This is the void speaking back and I want to say thanks for making these videos!! Psst motovlogs would be amazing to see too!

  • @projectshaman7320
    @projectshaman7320 Рік тому

    Mt07 same engine

  • @gencamenforte9523
    @gencamenforte9523 Рік тому

    Height reveal! Love your bike!💗

  • @burntavocado5033
    @burntavocado5033 Рік тому

    That's an awesome duo! The woman in the video is just excited and filled with emotion! Mean while the guy in the video (total Chad) is more pragmatic looking and checking for leaks before he lets himself get excited. Tbh it's like I'm looking in a mirror watching this video! Cuz I know what's going on in both of their minds! Haha I know it's just an exhaust video but non the less very cool to watch!

  • @T2ManOnTheMoon
    @T2ManOnTheMoon Рік тому

    I hear you! Stay strong! Keep on keeping on! You are loved!

  • @ApiieceofKaii
    @ApiieceofKaii Рік тому

    Your content is powerful, I only discovered you recently and watching you has been really inspiring and delightful for me. We're pretty much the same age, going through a similar journey of self discovery and finding that peace within yourself and its nice to know that others are on a similar path. Also, the thought and effort that you put into these videos have not gone unnoticed! I definitely used to question why you didn't have more followers and I love how you have processed it. Every path is perfect. I definitely get the need to just get out and do what feels good instead of constantly thinking/analyzing yourself and your path. Self help can have diminishing returns sometimes. A book that put this into perspective for me was 'Stop Fixing Yourself:Wake Up, All is Well' by Anthony De Mello. You're not letting anyone down, fill your cup and come back when/if you want! Thank you for sharing what you have so far. Made it to the end by the way, I don't usually comment but at the beginning of this video I got the urge to start writing this. Thanks again! 💜

  • @ammukomu3690
    @ammukomu3690 Рік тому

    Yamaha XSR king of India waiting for India waiting waiting waiting