ThisIsTobyTurner
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One Year on Testosterone | FTM Transition Video Timeline
2020 has been a crazy year, now add in transitioning for the first year.
This has been a video that personally I've been extremely excited to create and share, and I've a lot of fun making these videos each month to document on my first year on hormones.
Here's to one year of transitioning from Female to Male
Music:
All Audio used in this video is my own, and are different instrumental tracks from songs on my first album, "First Take", if you'd like to listen to the songs refer to the links below
Listen to my album "First Take":
Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/toby-turner-448500446/sets/first-take
Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/3AZaa8k8LJ24F6xVmH2ZrW?si=U-mKvSFqTDSK9EYxIyFIKA
Apple Music: music.apple.com/album/id/1523462425
Check Out My Social Media!
Instagram: thisistobyturner
Tik Tok: www.tiktok.com/@thisistobyturner
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Відео

Dreams but Cass is still waiting for Charlie
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Random Animatic for the fun of it Follow me on insta for more art: @ ThisIsTobyTurner
Bright (Music Video)
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I'm dropping my first ever album! "First Take" comes out on August 10th Big Thank you to everyone who has supported me through these last few months of uploading my original music and covers, I'm so excited to be able to share it on more platforms. The full album will be dropping on here in a full length youtube video on August 10th, 12 am EST, with the time markers for each song on the album. ...
Cold Blooded (Cover)
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A change of pace with the piano! Thanks so much for watching Check out other platforms that I vibe on: Instagram // ThisisTobyTurner Listen to the cover on Soundcloud // soundcloud.com/toby-turner-448500446/cold-blooded-cover Original Song: Cold Blooded by Khalid ua-cam.com/video/OuFSuqLHe58/v-deo.html
Party Favor (Cover)
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One of my absolute favorite Billie songs, hoping that people who listened to my older music can recognize that I finally got a professional mic! I'm in love with how it sounds. Thank you all so much watching and supporting me Check out other platforms that I vibe on: Instagram // ThisisTobyTurner Listen to the cover on Soundcloud // soundcloud.com/toby-turner-448500446/party-favor-cover Origina...
idontwannabeyouanymore (OC Animatic)
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Thanks so much for watching! This video follows the paralysis demon, Cass, in his struggle between Earth and the Underhell Thank you to my friend Cupid (@Grem.blim on Insta) for creating such a great story with me with your amazing characters! Follow me on other platforms! Instagram // Thisistobyturner TikTok // Thisistobyturner Soundcloud // Toby Turner The music used in this video: "idontwann...
Warriors (OC Animatic)
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I have't uploaded one of these in a long time, but here it is Leo Grey, leader of the exorcists Thank you to my friend Cupid (@Grem.blim on Insta) for creating such a great story with me with your amazing characters! Follow me on other platforms! Instagram // Thisistobyturner TikTok // Thisistobyturner Soundcloud // Toby Turner The music used in this video: 2WEI feat. Edda Hayes - Warriors (Off...
Devastation
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Had to get into the vibe and the feels Enjoy the latest slow song with a chill beat Check out Instagram and TikTok // Thisistobyturner I also have more songs on Soundcloud // Toby Turner Lyrics: When you fall from devastation Don't get lost in the static Keep a hold on your soul Just keep following my voice There will be peace when I am gone If I can do this so can you Just don’t lose who you a...
We Can Call This Ours
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Another jam session in the warm weather - Sitting by the lake is something I always love, especially with a uke! Thanks for watching and giving a kid with a uke some of your time follow me on other platforms that exist Insta: ThisisTobyTurner TikTok: ThisisTobyTurner Sound Cloud: Toby Turner (there is more original songs on there)
Just Another Sad Song During Golden Hour
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Just another jam session but the warm weather inspired me to head outside for this one Getting through this quarantine one day at a time Thanks for watching and giving a kid with a uke some of your time follow me on other platforms that exist Insta: ThisisTobyTurner TikTok: ThisisTobyTurner Sound Cloud: Toby Turner (there is more original songs on there)
"Beautiful" Uke Only
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Still working on the official song but here's a look into what I've been working on, hope you enjoy Check out my instagram // ThisisTobyTurner Lyrics: When I look into your Eyes Its like watching the Sky fall down And when I can’t let go of all of this pain This pain When I see your sweet face looking Back at me I know Don’t go falling for a face who knows he’s beautiful Only gonna get your hea...
COVER Don’t You Dare Forget The Sun But It’s Raining
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Original cover of “Don’t You Dare Forget the Sun” by Get Scared I’ve been very saddened by the news a while back that Get Scared is no longer together, and even though it’s late, this is my tribute to the years that they have brought so much meaning to my life with their music. This song has been my favorite for years, and now that I am 5 months on hormones I wanted to cover it. I hope you enjo...
The Village (Wrabel) Nightcore
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Always stand proud LGBT Thanks for watching, subscribe, and make sure to check out some of my other stuff Listen to my album "First Take": Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/toby-turner-448500446/sets/first-take Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/3AZaa8k8LJ24F6xVmH2ZrW?si=U-mKvSFqTDSK9EYxIyFIKA Apple Music: music.apple.com/album/id/1523462425 Check Out My Social Media! Instagram: thisistobyt...
Water Color Speed Art (Inspired By Exploring With Cody)
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I found the channel Exploring With Cody a few months ago, and was really inspired by the amazing camera shots he was getting, especially the ones in the abandoned asylums he would go to. This particular one was from an children's asylum. His work with a camera and drone inspires me with every new video. #NeedTheExploringCrewBack Thanks so much for watching Music: My Way - Zenines (w/ Cryaotic) ...
Such Small Hands - La Dispute (Cover 2017 Talent Show)
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I am really proud of myself and how far i have come in music. I won 3rd place in my school's annual Talent show after 6 years of doing it, and never placing. But I do this for fun and to learn from it. And even from a performance in which I did win a prize, i still found errors as any preformance, and I'm learning from them. Thanks so much for watching Cover of: Such Small Hands - La Dispute Re...
Social Repose (Filthy Pride) Fan Art
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Social Repose (Filthy Pride) Fan Art
Top Of The Morning To Ya - Animation
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Top Of The Morning To Ya - Animation
Inspired Makeup - Social Repose
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Inspired Makeup - Social Repose
Dark Enough Full Cover
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Dark Enough Full Cover
Dark Enough - January 2016 Talent Show
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Dark Enough - January 2016 Talent Show
Horror Makeup on A Friend
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Horror Makeup on A Friend
Unfinished animations 2015-16
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Unfinished animations 2015-16
Undertale Mettaton Speed Art
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Undertale Mettaton Speed Art
Yellow Light (Mano And Aaron Animation)
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Yellow Light (Mano And Aaron Animation)
Horror Makeup
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Horror Makeup
Character Makeup
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Character Makeup
Titanium - Animation Project
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Titanium - Animation Project
Ticci Toby (Animation And Stop motion)
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Ticci Toby (Animation And Stop motion)

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @Starry-_-Grace
    @Starry-_-Grace 9 місяців тому

    Me telling a friend am trans Me:am trans… Them:you can act like you are but you can’t be trans! (Being mean)… Me:…

  • @videos-ot9lc
    @videos-ot9lc 9 місяців тому

    "One page of the bible isn't worth a life." it is worth all eternity after death though besides if yall read the bible you would've actually never felt gay or trans sinning isn't something to be proud of just accept your gender/sex the way you are there's nothing wrong with your current self its true but there's something definitely wrong with you if you wanna change yourself to someone/something you were never meant to be.

  • @that-one-adhd-kid
    @that-one-adhd-kid 10 місяців тому

    Okay, literally one of the best songs and it sounds AMAZING with nightcore Now this is random and cringe and I'm probably going to edit this out later, but why do I feel like roomie's voice would go really good with this?

  • @user-hj3lp5bb9d
    @user-hj3lp5bb9d 11 місяців тому

    This song helped me with my separation anxiety because my family thinks I am just a baby 0:40

  • @corinaduttlamere5804
    @corinaduttlamere5804 Рік тому

    i love this song 😀😃😄😁😆🙂🙃😊😇🥰😍😘

  • @gracelanders9471
    @gracelanders9471 Рік тому

    I tried coming out my dad straight ignored me my mom told everyone she possibly knew not in a supportive way but In a gossip way so about a month ago I left with one of my friends on a road trip and cut my hair Addison Grace style and when I got back they look on their faces -chefs kiss-👌

  • @Stella0625
    @Stella0625 2 роки тому

    1:00

  • @AliceGravenor
    @AliceGravenor 2 роки тому

    i came out as lesbian recently and i was so scared to come out because i didn't know if i was lesbian or bisexual but i figured out i am lesbian and i've come out and my parents are really supportive

  • @Leotastick
    @Leotastick 2 роки тому

    Hi Toby, How old we're you when you got your first shot. I'm sorry if this is offending in any way because I'm trans FTM too and would wanna know more.

    • @thisistobyturner
      @thisistobyturner 2 роки тому

      I had to wait until I turned 18, but then I made an appointment with a gender service therapist who got me with a doctor. I called in May and got an appointment for October, so when I started I was still 18 :))

  • @WitchOfLesbanon
    @WitchOfLesbanon 2 роки тому

    Till this day I didn't find anybody who fully supports me. This Pride Month, I'm planning to come out to my two cousins and I hope I will get their full support since we're very close.

  • @keitsukishima9849
    @keitsukishima9849 2 роки тому

    reminder that yes its ok to listen to this song and enjoy this song while being cis but please dont use thing if it isnt talking about trans struggles! it was made for trans people and on tikok there are a lot of cis people using it not for its intended purpose. again you can enjoy and listen to this son but please! use it for it's intended purpose, trans people arent even at the top for the sound on tiktok, SPREAD AWARENESS!

  • @tobybudgie
    @tobybudgie 2 роки тому

    What is up fellow toby

  • @manikyamsai3667
    @manikyamsai3667 2 роки тому

    May i know your date of birth...?

  • @reign_nightcore376
    @reign_nightcore376 2 роки тому

    Hey! Could i please use this song in a music video I am busy with for youtube? (I do royale high, roblox music videos)

  • @youdontknowme1815
    @youdontknowme1815 2 роки тому

    You kept the emotion and power in this song even when making it nightcore. Thank you. Sometimes powerful songs like this one can loose its strength to me when edited to a nightcore version but you kept it in tact.

  • @p0tat0s0up
    @p0tat0s0up 2 роки тому

    i love this video so much, and congrats on two years on t now :)) you seem like a really cool dude and love the tøp flag haha. it’s videos like these that give me hope for the future so thank you so much for that :’) - an “lgbt baby” haha

  • @alexa-xz7cv
    @alexa-xz7cv 2 роки тому

    I came out to everyone and no one accepted me, even my friends said im disgusting because im lesbian and trans . This song gives me hope and makes me calm.

    • @gachababe9440
      @gachababe9440 2 роки тому

      I support you! Just ignore them and live your life!

  • @thisistobyturner
    @thisistobyturner 2 роки тому

    I’m officially 2 years on T 🏳️‍⚧️ ♥️

    • @awkwardlaughter4924
      @awkwardlaughter4924 2 роки тому

      🏳️‍⚧️ I start T in two months and I’m so ready, I’m so happy for you :)

  • @womenrule7869
    @womenrule7869 3 роки тому

    This is an amazing song and I am actually trying to figure out my gender identity and it is amazing.

  • @kerriannechilders
    @kerriannechilders 3 роки тому

    I started T on October 14th, 2019 so right before you. Can't believe we're both almost two years on T my guy. It's crazy, right?

    • @thisistobyturner
      @thisistobyturner 3 роки тому

      Sorry for the late response 😅 but it’s crazy to be almost two years now!!

    • @thisistobyturner
      @thisistobyturner 3 роки тому

      Congrats to you too!!

  • @andreavecellio2331
    @andreavecellio2331 3 роки тому

    *see the TØP flag* YES A MEMBER OF THE CLIQUE You look absolutely handsome by the way. I'm still not out to my family since it's way safer cuz of the country I live in, and seeing videos like this give me hope to hold on a little bit longer. For some reason, maybe because we're both clikies, I feel like I connect a little more to you than I do with other so thanks for that. Stay alive fren ^^

  • @izukumidoria6990
    @izukumidoria6990 3 роки тому

    I'm trans and this helps me so mutch

  • @lndigo_Wolf1356
    @lndigo_Wolf1356 3 роки тому

    My dad didn't want me to be bi but my mom doesn't mind me being bi but it took long time to tell my mom and she was cool with it and she was happy that it makes me happy and my brother also supports me

  • @xxameliagachagirlxx661
    @xxameliagachagirlxx661 3 роки тому

    i came out to my friends over snapchat as bisexual some accepted me some didnt but im me and they cant change that, a year later i came out to my brother he accepted me becasue he has lots of gay friends i never felt so happyy in my life, i got a girlfriend, then i came out to my mam she accepted me then i came out to my dad he was shocked at fisrt thinking it was a joke but then he was a bit 50% accepting me but he did in the end and im now 12 nd ive never been so happy in my life but remember if someone dosent accept you jut know i do and i always will accept you and love you even though i may not know you i will alsways accept someone for them and not for someone who people want them to be. stay strong! #lgbtq+ #feelaccepted #feelloved

  • @elixisandfriends111
    @elixisandfriends111 3 роки тому

    Beautiful cover 😍👍

  • @deannime158
    @deannime158 3 роки тому

    Thiers nothing rong with you, Thiers someting rong with the village 🏳️‍🌈🌈

  • @camille3531
    @camille3531 3 роки тому

    As a cisgendered ally listening to this song (I just listen to it, I don’t use it for anything I know this song belongs to trans people I wouldn’t take that away from them) I love that trans people have this for them. Music is all about self-expression and messages through the verses of a song. It had always been like that for me as there are other songs that could represent me and finding a song to represent these people that are part of our society whether people like it or not is rare but to find something like this that’s actually becoming more and more popular is amazing.

  • @sapphire4618
    @sapphire4618 3 роки тому

    Anyone who is coming out but is scared don't worry there are people that will always support you including me so don't worry

  • @winkyhc
    @winkyhc 3 роки тому

    this is amazing, la dispute changed my life and im glad to see someone else passionate about it. great rendition, please keep this up!

  • @animeforever2153
    @animeforever2153 3 роки тому

    I love it

  • @13._.1
    @13._.1 3 роки тому

    There’s gay awakenings right? This song was my *trans* awakening lol

  • @13._.1
    @13._.1 3 роки тому

    This song always makes me cry. Once I was in the car on a really long road trip with my whole family. My sister is bi and she knows what this song is about but my parents don’t. This song just came on in the car IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAMN MILLION HOUR ROAD TRIP! I was holding back tears and my eyes were watering. My sister looked at me and saw my watering eyes. I saw her looking at me and looked away. I know she knows I’m at least part of the trans community in some way. But she’s an amazing sister so she hasn’t said anything. I avoid anything that has to do with trans stuff around my family. I think my sister can clearly tell I’m not ready for anybody to know... I’m so lucky to have a horrible, amazing sister. Anyway I’m panicking, SHE KNOWS!

  • @scrumdillyum
    @scrumdillyum 3 роки тому

    OMG you put so much work into this WHY IN HELL is this so underrated?!?!

  • @gracechapman7902
    @gracechapman7902 3 роки тому

    No one should be shy to come out different from any else but we are all beautiful in are own ways

  • @thisistobyturner
    @thisistobyturner 3 роки тому

    Another update with huge news!! I have officially scheduled my top surgery date! It’s going to be February 18th. I also started a gofundme to try to help cover some of the costs. Anything helps, even just sharing this link. Thank you all 💕 gofund.me/bd32aac3

    • @camille3531
      @camille3531 3 роки тому

      Congrats!!!

    • @womenrule7869
      @womenrule7869 3 роки тому

      I hope you have a safe and great day dude! with hope and peace toward you!

    • @womenrule7869
      @womenrule7869 3 роки тому

      That is amazing and I know I am months late ,but congrats on your top surgery.

    • @KingDiamond-ri7uy
      @KingDiamond-ri7uy 4 місяці тому

      👏

    • @JordieAveiro14
      @JordieAveiro14 3 місяці тому

      Good luck I'll donate

  • @thisistobyturner
    @thisistobyturner 3 роки тому

    I have officially scheduled my top surgery date for February 18th! I started a gofundme to help cover some of the costs, anything helps, even just sharing this link, thank you all 💕 gofund.me/bd32aac3

  • @mimagacha6808
    @mimagacha6808 3 роки тому

    14:56 at this part I actually started crying bc I really want to come out as trans (ftm) but I’m extremely scared of telling them and then for them to not accept me and that makes me think that I can’t never be what I want to be, plus I know that they are going to say “but you are too young to know that” but the thing is that I have been feeling the same way since I was actually 5 years old (now I’m 14) and I know that they will never understand that. And to be honest, I actually thought and tried to quit living. I really want to get out from the household that I’m living rn, I actually want to escape from were I live currently. I know that there are people that are going to say “oh, you are just faking it, you have a perfect life and the only thing that you want is attention” and I already know bc that’s what everyone say to me. And it really hurts knowing that everyone doesn’t believe you and that you have a “perfect” life. (Srry if I misspelled something wrong, my native language is spanish :c)

  • @sleeplessinc9130
    @sleeplessinc9130 3 роки тому

    This is so inspiring! I’m really happy for you.

  • @skyvanvolkenburg5643
    @skyvanvolkenburg5643 3 роки тому

    This is amazing. You have faced so much and Im so happy for you. Never stop because you never have and that's why you are who you are now. You are an inspiration.

  • @aka_lostboy8135
    @aka_lostboy8135 3 роки тому

    why cant they understand I am, who I am Im not a Robot with a Programm When I like girls, then I like girls When I like boys, Then i like Boys I like, who I like if im a Boy, then Im a boy BC ITS ME

  • @HHRaiden
    @HHRaiden 3 роки тому

    Bro wtf your voice! I totally forgot what you sounded like before. So proud of you dude!

  • @macwatkins5675
    @macwatkins5675 3 роки тому

    AGH TOBY I can’t believe how much you have changed omggggg luv you sm

  • @thisistobyturner
    @thisistobyturner 3 роки тому

    another update for everyone in this comment section: I am officially one year on Testosterone! I uploaded a video today of my voice over the last year and how my experience was. It gets better guys, life finds a way <3 please continue to share you stories and love in this comment section, i read every single one, and it makes my day

    • @hudson9885
      @hudson9885 3 роки тому

      Congrats! I've been trying to convince my mom to bring me to gender therapy I'm gonna hope for a yes

    • @thisistobyturner
      @thisistobyturner 3 роки тому

      @@hudson9885 it’s not easy convincing parents, I waited until I was 18 and moved out to start since I was not in a safe house hold to start. I wish u luck, it’s amazing thing honestly

  • @陳大偉-g8j
    @陳大偉-g8j 3 роки тому

    👍❤😊

  • @gaeliuzrandom9506
    @gaeliuzrandom9506 3 роки тому

    😗👍

  • @girlwhispers
    @girlwhispers 3 роки тому

    As the mom friend, and a nonbinary lesbian, I am here to say that you don't need to feel presured to come out to anyone. Come out when you feel is right. Drop hints, make jokes. Coming out is about you, and how you feel. Not how the person listening to you feels. I love you and don't feel bad if people don't accept you. Because this random person does, and they love you so much! xoxo, @little miss perfect

  • @hydespotions
    @hydespotions 4 роки тому

    Cass ilysm ;∆; he gonna come back I promis he lov u so much

  • @Drawble
    @Drawble 4 роки тому

    Listening to this song gives me goosebumps. Probably because none of my family accepts my identity and it’s really hard. It feels so nice to listen to someone validate my identity like this.

  • @aristotlecollins9973
    @aristotlecollins9973 4 роки тому

    Omagosh dis is soooooo good 💖

  • @ZeroTwoUwU
    @ZeroTwoUwU 4 роки тому

    I am Pansexual and i am scared to show it to my mom😞