Ella D' Verma
Ella D' Verma
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Відео

Maybe I don’t know what love is…|| Shot by Mohit Tiwari
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Mohit’s instagram: mohitkrtiwari?igsh=MWcwOTNpbWZiNXRlOA
I walked for TIMES FASHION WEEK ??!!
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I walked for TIMES FASHION WEEK ??!!
How TRANSWOMEN do “IT” || Ella-Vation
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How TRANSWOMEN do “IT” || Ella-Vation
"Ella-vation" I can't believe it's finally happening!!
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"Ella-vation" I can't believe it's finally happening!!
Smoking French fries with my boyfriend
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Smoking French fries with my boyfriend
No way this happened!!! (nothing happened watch pls)
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No way this happened!!! (nothing happened watch pls)
Worlds best OMELETTE and how to BURN IT
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Worlds best OMELETTE and how to BURN IT
You should've just gotten MARRIED
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You should've just gotten MARRIED
Doing my signature eyeliner :)
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Doing my signature eyeliner :)
Dressed in Darli !!
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Dressed in Darli !!
The Hair HAD TO GO!!
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The Hair HAD TO GO!!
"My Double Life" I thought I was a Catfish || Growing up Transgender
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"My Double Life" I thought I was a Catfish || Growing up Transgender
Shooting with angels and totally not falling
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Shooting with angels and totally not falling
Small pockets of Joy and breaking my friend's nose || Vlog
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Small pockets of Joy and breaking my friend's nose || Vlog
Thriving, modeling and Gold Digging || Vlog
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Thriving, modeling and Gold Digging || Vlog
Why Gender & Sexuality shouldn't be taught in Schools
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Why Gender & Sexuality shouldn't be taught in Schools
Your GENDER is NOT a BIG DEAL!! || Growing up Transgender
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Your GENDER is NOT a BIG DEAL!! || Growing up Transgender
Indian Transgirl with Dirty room Learns to Drive || Vlog
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Indian Transgirl with Dirty room Learns to Drive || Vlog
I was SCARED ALL THE TIME!! (TW: Childhood trauma)
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I was SCARED ALL THE TIME!! (TW: Childhood trauma)
Don't Hate Yourself :)
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Don't Hate Yourself :)
LOVING YOURSELF makes everyone HATE YOU || Recovering People Pleaser
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LOVING YOURSELF makes everyone HATE YOU || Recovering People Pleaser
You're doing TOO MUCH || Growing up Transgender
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You're doing TOO MUCH || Growing up Transgender
You DON'T need PERMISSION for your EMOTIONS!
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You DON'T need PERMISSION for your EMOTIONS!
The Dirty Little Secret || Growing up Transgender
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The Dirty Little Secret || Growing up Transgender
"Aren't you ashamed?" a message to my relatives || Growing up Transgender
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"Aren't you ashamed?" a message to my relatives || Growing up Transgender
The Fear of being too Happy || Growing up Transgender
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The Fear of being too Happy || Growing up Transgender
Quick life update + Vlog also Dandiya night cause Why not 💅
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Quick life update Vlog also Dandiya night cause Why not 💅
Being a "Good Kid" RUINED MY LIFE!!
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Being a "Good Kid" RUINED MY LIFE!!
How I manage Gender Dysphoria
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How I manage Gender Dysphoria

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @sanjubachani2113
    @sanjubachani2113 Годину тому

    Hope everything will be alright soon! Take care

  • @maximuscunnilingus4879
    @maximuscunnilingus4879 2 години тому

    Ella please don't chop your Kela, i want to pamper you with pleasure, doing lingam poojan an ancient tantric practice... because i feel you are arddhanarishwar avatar of Lord Shiva.

  • @ubuntuber1619
    @ubuntuber1619 5 годин тому

    In your pastlife you must have been a head of some feminist NGO brainwashing women against men, turning them into Men fighting fighting Men losing all the feminine traits..so in this life you were born a woman in a mans body.. ..and by Jupiter..look at you now..more graceful than any Indian woman could ever been...wish you'd marry me..❤

  • @teamsheforchique
    @teamsheforchique 5 годин тому

    Sending you big hugs

  • @teamsheforchique
    @teamsheforchique 5 годин тому

    Just woke up and watched this… it's so relatable. Heartbreaks are painful, but trust me, you’ll be okay, love. 💔✨

  • @Nikhil_Bhardwaj_
    @Nikhil_Bhardwaj_ 6 годин тому

    Worst thing society taught us is that everything happens for a reason or we got any kinda privileged position in this universe.....no it doesn't...not all the things happens for a reason or a greater good... they just do happen without any context ...

  • @ChinoBerraco
    @ChinoBerraco 7 годин тому

    U look so much prettier now ❤

  • @ulamuuui
    @ulamuuui 11 годин тому

    Thank you for sharing. My advice from me a non binary trans person is that friendship is just as valuable as the stereotypical romatic relationship. Like just having deep emotional relationships with friends playing, creating deep meaning throught art and music and having fun like frolicking in the grass sharing moments with each other. Im asexual and I think it would interest you to delve deeper in the asexual critique of romance and sexual relationships in society. The closeness, the safety and the comfort and fun can be found in friendships not just romance because at the end of the day every human wants affection. And affection comes in many different ways and forms that arent just sexual like for example hugging, sleeping together, talking and seeing each other making food for each other. Also there is more things like polyamory that you can learn more of and dive into as well. When you take all the societal expectations out of the picture you get to be in a blank canvas and with consciousness and learning about yourself and with information create and design the life that you want. Think, imagine, feel and create the life that you want be creative be creative be creative be creative be creative be creative imagine differentlt imagine differently imagine differently. I made a video called "What is Safety" my youtube channel is ulamu8192 it explains mych more about this if your're interested.

  • @nivritabaruah4863
    @nivritabaruah4863 12 годин тому

    SENDING A BIG SQUISHY WARM HUG TO YOU ELLAAA

  • @anushkashreya696
    @anushkashreya696 13 годин тому

    You are sooo loveddd❤❤

  • @Ssolo95
    @Ssolo95 13 годин тому

    Ab tujhe kiska saya pasand aagaya

  • @reddevil787
    @reddevil787 14 годин тому

    Keep going on with you

  • @reddevil787
    @reddevil787 14 годин тому

    Courage is not going on when you have the strength to do, it is going on when you dont have the strength to go on.

  • @tirthjakharia6680
    @tirthjakharia6680 14 годин тому

    🫂💚

  • @Pinkidevidevi-d1x
    @Pinkidevidevi-d1x 16 годин тому

    Bhai gar v marata hi

  • @kundan_yadav_india
    @kundan_yadav_india 16 годин тому

    I want your daily vlogs Ella ❤

  • @ayoovampiee
    @ayoovampiee 16 годин тому

    Stay strong princess! we love you ❤️

  • @its_lucifer8126
    @its_lucifer8126 17 годин тому

    I guess we just need peace maybe from ourselves or by our loved ones? Well you cant change anything now so take some time on yourself and when you feel like it move on❤ i know its a silly recommendation but i do the same thing when things like these happen to me i am in my figuring out and coming out era so i maybe can relate to you.

  • @munnathevip2173
    @munnathevip2173 18 годин тому

    English ka lecture chal rha hai kya hindi bhi bol lo madam 🧐

  • @khangembamvikash11b69
    @khangembamvikash11b69 19 годин тому

    Im so SOO grateful that u shared us such a vulnerable part of you. I have been following you for almost a year and half and most of the time I have seen u as someone who was very strong so watching this vid made me realise how we are all just humans experiencing different emotions at the end of the day. As a young queer its hard to find romantic partners especially in a country like India so when we do find someone we start imagining things and our heads are above the clouds and we end up expecting lots from the other person but watching this made me realise how not everything is fun and games. The part about life being filled with “grey” people is sooo true because we as kids were not taught about those grey part. Anyways thank you sooo much Ella for this💓💓

  • @viture424
    @viture424 19 годин тому

    Things will change for better , be hopeful 🌸

  • @zarakhan14620
    @zarakhan14620 20 годин тому

    U deserve thailand😑😑

  • @sahanakumari_
    @sahanakumari_ 21 годину тому

    Ella Ella oh my Ella😚you deserve the bestest🎉these things are building the strongest version of you which you will be thankful in the future😘😘just feel the feeling and let out and move on babe😘you have all our love❤❤ Take care, love❤ I love you😘

  • @HardeepSingh-ir7ol
    @HardeepSingh-ir7ol 21 годину тому

    ❤❤❤💕💕❤️❤💕💯🍓💯💯❣️❣️❣️❤️🍓🍓🍓🤢💯🍓❤❤

  • @supriyasudheer-q4x
    @supriyasudheer-q4x 21 годину тому

    Hello Ella! Being a transgender myself I know what you're going through..Stay happy..😊

  • @bollywoodsongs2246
    @bollywoodsongs2246 22 години тому

    Indian hoke etna jada english bolna acha nahi lagte mujhe

  • @badalchaudhary92
    @badalchaudhary92 22 години тому

    Lots of love fro me ella.....iam in class 12 ..mere bhi bahut saare dream h iam also a transgender and hoping that everything will be all righ as soon.....❤❤ Don't worry babe we all are with you....❤️☺️

  • @magirai12345
    @magirai12345 23 години тому

    U r a man not a woman. Please don't say u r a woman..

    • @Idika-er3jx
      @Idika-er3jx 20 годин тому

      JK rowling will never fuck you lol

    • @kundan_yadav_india
      @kundan_yadav_india 16 годин тому

      You're illiterate and uneducated. Please don't say u r educated..

  • @sakshibala1312
    @sakshibala1312 23 години тому

    thank you so much ella, you literally said something ive been wanting to say and it feels like someone is on the same page as me. Thank you for uploading this video i hope everything gets back to normal in your life and mine too.

  • @Arshislaymusic
    @Arshislaymusic День тому

    The dolls in the background so cute 🤭

  • @albertjohn2735
    @albertjohn2735 День тому

    Dont be heart broken, God is with you, God loves u..❤

  • @taiyabazaheer9492
    @taiyabazaheer9492 День тому

    Ella, I'm 24 so I'm 3 years older than you and have been where you are. I do believe we're two very different type of people but I think we can both learn from each other's sensibilities. I think you should take a break from relationships. You've been through a lot in life and being single would be easier in your healing. I know some people don't like it but personally that's the way to go when life feels too much. You deserve to enjoy your professional success without burden of feelings. And I couldn't agree more with the childhood teachings of doing good but believe me as long as you do good WHILE PROTECTING YOURSELF, you will be rewarded. You deserve to prioritise yourself.

  • @pintusutradhar6214
    @pintusutradhar6214 День тому

    I just want a peaceful life and someone who holds my hands for life time.❤

  • @Bhardwajson
    @Bhardwajson День тому

    Heaven's angel

  • @maulikmehta7538
    @maulikmehta7538 День тому

    We can take hrt oral medicine With injection

  • @maulikmehta7538
    @maulikmehta7538 День тому

    Hello dee

  • @KomalRathore-hs6mq
    @KomalRathore-hs6mq День тому

    Hey ella I've been following you idk kuch time se hi nd i just want to say that ik things are hard , the things u've mentioned im exactly going through these things also professionally too nd its okay Like u said its a part of growing up i can surely tell that after some years these things u're facing rn will become so trivial nd you'll be proud of urself that you have overcome it..im proud of myself too that im handling things well. It's all gonna be alright in the end trust me! Nd I would also suggest u that focus on urself rn focus on ur triggers ur unhealed version take ur time nd remember that U have YOU!! YOU'RE NOT ALONE! sending u all the pyaar nd hugsss to you ❤

  • @subhransusekharsahoo4042
    @subhransusekharsahoo4042 День тому

    Stay Strong Ella💪❤️

  • @Mahiiissopretty
    @Mahiiissopretty День тому

    Ella I can't tell you enough how your such an inspiration i mean being trans myself it's so fucking hard to live with this and every time i see you i feel good about myself cause the things you've achieved i believe i can too and i love you so so much just stay strong always!🤍. Sending prayers and love.

  • @harshitsingh7611
    @harshitsingh7611 День тому

    Lagta hi nahi ki aap trans ho... Aapko to filmo mai hona chahiye

  • @shreyasharma7071
    @shreyasharma7071 День тому

    Lots, lots, lots of love and strength to you didi.

  • @Sam03222
    @Sam03222 День тому

    Good morning 🌞 Be strong and live life to the fullest ❤

  • @shreyaverma7432
    @shreyaverma7432 День тому

    love love love this video, so genuine, honest and introspective UR AMAZINGG <3

  • @tobito8342
    @tobito8342 День тому

    u are just beautiful, i love your personality💫

  • @amishisoni6097
    @amishisoni6097 День тому

    stay strong ella i know it might not feel the best right now but trust me you'll be just fine okay trust the process. we love you please take care of yourself <3333

  • @nainam9827
    @nainam9827 День тому

    Oh ella, I can't tell you how much I relate with you. I kind of knew something was wrong when I saw you gaining weight. And babe honestly heartbreak is YOUR chance to get back stronger. It's YOU now! Nobody else! Love love love you! And just that you know, you're more feminine than any of the women I know, and I look up to you as the woman I wanna be. All love ❤

  • @ibrahimbilakhiya4281
    @ibrahimbilakhiya4281 День тому

    Ella D Ap ka Shaadi k bare me kya khyal hai ap ki life me koei spesal insahan hai jese ap love karte ho 🙏

  • @Rishikaa__BGMI
    @Rishikaa__BGMI День тому

    Stay strong queen ❤️

  • @callwinkiruba7871
    @callwinkiruba7871 День тому

    Be strong ❤

  • @Pratyaksh_Kombat
    @Pratyaksh_Kombat День тому

    i love you you're so strong