Highest Halcyon
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Blizzard Warning - Duluth, MN 12/23/20
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Wow did conditions deteriorate RAPIDLY! I haven’t experienced this high of wind in heavy snow squalls before, until now! 2020 out with a bang. The power Of God in nature ✨
Scripture Illumination Compilation
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Throughout my life, I always knew within me i had this untapped creative drive that was meant for something, someone, somewhere... but I never really knew what. Now, I do know where this creative energy within me is meant to go and that makes my heart sing. I stand in awe knowing my artistic skills are meant for God’s Glory & your encouragement... whether that’s helping to communicate God’s wil...
New Guide Available / Life Update / 988 Mental Health Hotline
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* NEW GUIDE Link here 🙏🏼 drive.google.com/file/d/1caCvGr2lArnCuv1IpEEnkPFGnMxPgLQY/view?usp=drivesdk * 988 Mental Health Action Item: nami.quorum.us/campaign/26570/ * Find your local NAMI nami.org/findsupport - Telehealth OCD / Mental Health Options: ● medium.com/the-mission/heres-why-you-are-not-your-thoughts-5459b0b96ba0 Find help // Some Good Treatment Options ● www.calocd.com/contact/contac...
How to improve Mental Health / Sensorimotor & Pure OCD through COVID19 (Rare Opportunities)
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Please watch ALL the way through till the end 🤍 Here are some Mental Health / OCD Resources: (articles, books, exercises, information, etc! check them all out, as we need all of the knowledge we can acquire in our personal toolkit of preparedness to manage this ocd) • Mindfulness & OCD in general www.madeofmillions.com/ocd/mindfulness • Mindfulness and Cognitive Behavioral Therapy for OCD iocdf...
2019 Recap // 2020 Vision (1000 Subs!)
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Hey Family! Happy New Year video update. Watch until the end, please!! Like, comment, subscribe. I will reply always. God bless you friends. Glory Is To Jesus
Hyper Body Awareness / Pure-O: Deep Doubts // The Wall Between You & Full Recovery
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Hey All! Merry Christmas & Happy Holidays in this wonderful year of 2019. Lately I have realized that there is a missing element to the puzzle pieces that make sense of this confusing and frightening disorder. I already made a video on this, but I feel like the needs to be even more discussion and emphasis placed on this seemingly benign annoyance but actually causes tremendous downfalls when t...
The Hidden Link Between Spiritual Depravity & Mental Illness
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Hello fellow beautiful & unique souls, friends, family, and all the rest - how are you guys doing? I sure do miss you. That is why I am back, but more importantly I’m back for a reason that is being set on my heart by God as one that is incredibly urgent and imperative. For a couple years now I have been waking with Christ, and the experience has changed me forever. But before I get into all of...
Question & Answer Guide for Pure & Somatic OCD - Written version
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Google Drive Guide Link: drive.google.com/file/d/13rngGwxzwNtAKlQRp 0jGnCSZph0Xzs/view?usp=drivesdk Hey hey hey!! I’m so happy to be posting again 👌🏼😊 I hope everyone is doing wonderful so far this summer. This project is something I have been working for months on and it is finally complete! I had the idea of combining as much information as I could into one single place for people to referenc...
Tornado Warning, Severe Wind - Rice Lake, Wi July 2019
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This was an intense storm. Drove an hour south of Duluth to catch it. I wouldn’t not recommended this lol. Crazy and amazing and dangerous all at once. Be careful out there friends
Update, You guys should know this ♥️
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Hey friends. The video explains it all :) I love you.
Everyday Tips to Protect & Strengthen Your Journey toward Mental Health Recovery
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Happy Spring My Friends :D In this video I go over some daily anecdotal habits & changes to get into the groove with each day that i find truly promoting of my energy & resiliency toward mindful healing, understanding my mind & thoughts, and simply helps me stay more positive & feel better about my life. I have some updates & i also elaborate more on some topics like somatic ocd. Write these th...
An Essence Of Mindfulness: A Short Film By Michael Mirtica
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It’s finally here! This piece is very special to me & I hope it touches your heart as well. I felt God pressing on my heart to convey a message of individuality within His Will & Serving Christ, and also within your Life in general! (And this also goes for wherever you are at within your beliefs and faith or lack thereof.) God wants us to be ourselves and to know him very deeply & intimately......
Spring 2019 Update // The Imperativeness Of Claiming Your Personal Truth
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Hello Everyone 🙏🏼🤗 Happy Spring 2019 I’m sure you have all been wondering - where have I been?! A little Vlog to catch you all up & I also discuss the need for confidence in your personal identity and truth. Multitudes Of projects in the works! This has been one whirlwind of a season thus far for the first 3 months of 2019 including change, mountains to face & move, the grind of planning & edit...
The Deepest Thorns In OCD: Acceptance & Doubt
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Hey Hey Hey Friends! This is an important one! Please watch in full. I know it's long - but it is worth it. I'm trying to be better at paraphrasing and summarizing, but for now i feel as though explaining in full is the most effective but takes the longest. Feedback is welcome. These are the two critical underlying psychological elements to nurture before you do anything else. It is very helpfu...
2018
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2018
Visualization Of Pure OCD
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Visualization Of Pure OCD
December Update - New Ideas, Faith, & Community
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December Update - New Ideas, Faith, & Community
A Duluth, Minnesota Summer
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A Duluth, Minnesota Summer
In Depth Somatic OCD - Hyper Body Awareness Discussion / ERP Explanation
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In Depth Somatic OCD - Hyper Body Awareness Discussion / ERP Explanation
The need for Passion through Pure OCD Recovery
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The need for Passion through Pure OCD Recovery
The need for sacrifice & your dreams
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The need for sacrifice & your dreams
Breaking Down Pure OCD / Detailed Explanation
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Breaking Down Pure OCD / Detailed Explanation
Coping with & Overcoming Hyper Body Awareness
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Coping with & Overcoming Hyper Body Awareness
Hello Fresh Unboxing
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Hello Fresh Unboxing
Pure O Follow Up / Residual Symptoms & Tips
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Pure O Follow Up / Residual Symptoms & Tips
Hey everyone! An update
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Hey everyone! An update
Mirtica Mindfulness Introduction
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Mirtica Mindfulness Introduction
Three Simple Ways To Maintain Mental Wellness
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Three Simple Ways To Maintain Mental Wellness
The Truth About Purely Obsessional OCD / Pure - O | How I overcame it & YOU can too
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The Truth About Purely Obsessional OCD / Pure - O | How I overcame it & YOU can too

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  • @bengrant1201
    @bengrant1201 4 місяці тому

    I wouldn't give a fuck even if I was beautiful. That is such bullshit

  • @shinetta87
    @shinetta87 5 місяців тому

    Thank you for being so genuine and caring in this video! I just recently learned that other people have intrusive thoughts besides just me. I wish I would have known this decades ago. I’ve not trusted myself, thought I was a terrible person, pushed relationships/friendships away, and avoided having or being around babies or young children. My life could have been so different. Plus I spent the vast majority of my adult life being scared a lot of the time. What you said around 8:40 made me cry. I hope we all continue on our road to find peace. ❤

  • @kamrisp.4552
    @kamrisp.4552 6 місяців тому

    Dear Michael! Your work is really wonderful. I have been suffering from breathing OCD since a Corona infection and at the moment feel totally lost in this. You help me accept what is and I appreciate what you do very much. Yesterday I read your article about Pure/somatic OCD, it is so great, I believe it is better than therapist sessions. Here in Germany there are very few good therapists who know about this topic. Please keep going, God bless you :)

  • @Adorableknotsbyfaith
    @Adorableknotsbyfaith Рік тому

    What about swallowing? The choking sensation but don’t actually choke! As soon as a drink or food gets to the back my throat I feel like I’m gonna choke ? I’ve not been eating and losing weight like crazy please help… I know it’s anxiety symptoms. This this a new one for me…

  • @ivorytower99
    @ivorytower99 Рік тому

    @Mind On Majesty Thank you so much for this video. I took notes in my journal and will share them with my Primary, later this week. PS You're really cute. Mätthew (Boston, MA.)

  • @jdpbk93
    @jdpbk93 Рік тому

    5 years later, you’re amazing bro. So thankful you are discussing this

  • @kigo641
    @kigo641 Рік тому

    You are brave and wonderful. So many people would not not put other people’s welfare over their desire to preserve their privacy and possible judgment from others. God bless you for your courage and selflessness. ❤

    • @HighestHalcyon
      @HighestHalcyon Рік тому

      I truly thank you for your words. They made my day! You are welcome and I hope to post more eventually

  • @zzzcocopepe
    @zzzcocopepe Рік тому

    Irrational just means based on emotion. So irrational thinking can still be logical if you look at it from a lens of emotion. So if somebody is sad, they cry. That's a logical series of events. But, maybe they're in the middle of their job and the sad feeling that they're having is attached to a memory and it has nothing to do with what's actually happening around them. So everyone else it doesn't make logical sense that the cashier just started crying. So that's why it's irrational. Because it doesn't really line up with the facts. It's an emotional thing. So that's why people have weird erratic Behavior sometimes it just doesn't make sense. Because it's tied to some kind of emotion in their subconscious or mid conscious.

  • @pault9544
    @pault9544 Рік тому

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Your videos on pure O really helped me, not many people understand this type of OCD. I know this comment is coming 10 months after when this is posted but hope you're doing ok.

    • @HighestHalcyon
      @HighestHalcyon Рік тому

      Thank you so much, the impact of your words are not too late :) I’m doing well and I hope you are too. Eventually I will be posting again

  • @TheBowlden
    @TheBowlden Рік тому

    Exactly what I've been going thru for 7 years. But it's with my breathing. To the point I can't breath normal any more to the point I cough all the time. It's hard to live this way.

  • @xdxdd7402
    @xdxdd7402 2 роки тому

    Is anus sphincter reflexes is also a sensory hyper awareness? I think is my anxiety

  • @xdxdd7402
    @xdxdd7402 2 роки тому

    Is sphincter clenching another hyper awareness? Maybe is stress and anxiety? Sorry if it sounds weird

  • @billybailey3132
    @billybailey3132 2 роки тому

    I'm not certain if I have Pure-O, but this hyper awareness information really helped me tonight :) Thank you.

  • @matthewcutrone7073
    @matthewcutrone7073 2 роки тому

    I would pay anything for you to be my therapist haha. I've watched many of your videos and the Christian background plus specific ways you explain this makes sense to me. I'm using your videos as best I can to use the tools you provided plus just reminding myself of that God created me and all of me. I'm just still getting stuck in certain situations and can't figure out why.

    • @HighestHalcyon
      @HighestHalcyon 2 роки тому

      That is so kind of you to say!! You are doing so well. God bless you my friend and I will be here making new videos I hope soon. I have taken time off but I’m about to come back. I’m here for you

  • @TJ-kk5zf
    @TJ-kk5zf 2 роки тому

    always had this

  • @Jklease342
    @Jklease342 2 роки тому

    Thank you for your helpful video I’ve been having this on and off a few years a month ago it’s come back worse than ever and i feel I’ve lost control I just keep trying to tell myself that it’s not the end of the world

  • @johnloftin2461
    @johnloftin2461 2 роки тому

    Thanks for the video. I've had Obsessive thoughts my whole life. The intrusive violent or sexual thoughts are especially troublesome. I've been in therapy for many years along with meds. It's such a hard journey and most of the time it feels like I'm so alone and defective. I'm still fighting it, but it just sucks so bad. It hurts to feel like such a messed up loser when I'm around people I'd like to be able to hang out with. As a child it completely tore me up.

  • @sophia7889
    @sophia7889 2 роки тому

    does the same apply for when you are hyper aware of other people blinking too? Would i go about overcoming that with the same idea of exposure and acceptance? I just can’t seem to get myself to watch movies anymore because i’m scared i’ll focus on them blinking

    • @HighestHalcyon
      @HighestHalcyon 2 роки тому

      Yes I believe so, but that is dealing with and applying the same methods to a more intangible intrusive thought issue than the actual Sensorimotor attention but those are very similar, both are the same thing / fear in the mind , fight or flight, etc. and both can be tackled

  • @ellarose9857
    @ellarose9857 2 роки тому

    I have this right now but I don’t think Andy has this issue so I’m a bit worried. I can’t stop thinking about my tongue, like idk where to put it and I’m scared my teeth are going to fall out for no reason, I can feel every sensation on my teeth. My gums have gone all red now as I keep licking my teeth... It’s horrible! I want it to stop.

  • @daisykana7904
    @daisykana7904 2 роки тому

    I have missed you and sorry for your loss. Your videos always encourage me

  • @hassaniaben1
    @hassaniaben1 2 роки тому

    Thank you for taking the time to help people overcome this challenge ☺️

  • @Grace_Creation
    @Grace_Creation 2 роки тому

    It is so so good to see you posting again. I am so sorry for your loss. I’m so glad you took time off to recover. I can’t even begin to imagine how painful that must’ve been. I’m praying for you. I want you to know that one day, two years ago, I was dealing with horrible OCD/a bad reaction to a medication. I was scouting the internet for answers and reassurance, anything to make me feel better. Then I came across your first video. That video…it was everything I needed to hear. The comfort and hope I got from it as well as the beautiful reminder that God was forever with me and had a plan. It was the one time in which I truly felt some lasting peace and hope. I subscribed and watched many of your videos after that during that time…I can’t thank you enough for all that you’ve done for us struggling with ocd. Now, I’m on an AMAZING medication, and I am SO happy to say that my ocd is gone. God delivered me from my suffering, and I went through it for a reason- I would not be the person I am now without those trials. Praise God. I want to make mental health resources when I’m older, especially pertaining to Pure OCD. There is an escape, there is a wonderful light at the end of the tunnel, a wonderful life free from this illness. And I just want to say thank you. Thank you so much for your videos and support back then, and I am so happy to see you still doing them. But you made a difference to me. God bless you and I know you’ll do the same for many other people.❤️

    • @HighestHalcyon
      @HighestHalcyon 2 роки тому

      Stories like this are exactly why I will continue.. I thank you SO much for sharing that. praise Jesus!! truly, as I can see He is the one creating this fruit from me to you. How inspirational and encouraging for many to hear that and for me to continue. Thank you again for your prayers and compassion, cheers to a healthy future! I am so very glad you are better

  • @vivaproduction1
    @vivaproduction1 2 роки тому

    I’m glad to see you’re making videos again! Sorry for your loss 💔 I have hope that better days are coming for all of us.

    • @HighestHalcyon
      @HighestHalcyon 2 роки тому

      Thank you so much! Hope to have another up soon. And I know that somewhere along the way, those days will come :)

  • @abbymunn9443
    @abbymunn9443 2 роки тому

    Good to see/hear from you! I still watch some of your videos on OCD and often reference the guide you gave me. How are you doing with OCD, BTW?

    • @HighestHalcyon
      @HighestHalcyon 2 роки тому

      Super good to hear that!! The fact it is still helping all the time later is encouraging. My OCD has mostly vanished but I do get blips of it from time to time, and it reminds me of the skills that I need to continue to keep well oiled and not let rust. How about you?

    • @abbymunn9443
      @abbymunn9443 2 роки тому

      @Mind On Majesty that’s great I’m so happy to hear that!!! Still working on it but getting better each day

  • @ellyburgess8491
    @ellyburgess8491 2 роки тому

    What triggers hyper body awareness

  • @aprilfisher708
    @aprilfisher708 2 роки тому

    How do you stop controlling it?

  • @nicoletteaugruso1181
    @nicoletteaugruso1181 2 роки тому

    Thank you for this! I started with the breathing but now it is the full focus awareness of when I breathe, how my stomach moves up and down. This is so random!

  • @cattinhcaochieuupdate1817
    @cattinhcaochieuupdate1817 2 роки тому

    Hello, I'm 18 years old from Vietnam, because of the language difference, there are some places I don't understand very well, this disease is not popular in my place, so I hope you can explain it to me, I'm scared. When I was afraid of offending the gods, I had dirty and unhealthy thoughts about them, I also had a physical reaction to those images, at first I was very distressed, I even beat myself every time I saw the image. that picture appeared, later I struggled with it I was about to go along with those thoughts and then I feel so guilty, I often have to touch my genitals because I'm afraid it will react, and the fact that it reacts, I don't sleep well because I think about it all the time, I don't know if you read what I say, is this a symptom of a disease or am I really a sick person , you have sinned against the gods, will you go to hell

    • @cattinhcaochieuupdate1817
      @cattinhcaochieuupdate1817 2 роки тому

      Why did I not continue fighting at that time but I went along with it, why did I have a physiological reaction to those images

  • @sudharoy1639
    @sudharoy1639 2 роки тому

    Hi, great channel for OCD sufferers. May I know whether you continue medication to remain on recovery? Thank you!

  • @remon563
    @remon563 2 роки тому

    I believe this "anxiety" is the payment we make for being so creative. Nothing is free, everything comes from the same source so chaos is needed to propel something else forward. In this cae anxiety is our chaos, our fuel. Embrace it. Be grateful for it. For without it we would be lesser men.

  • @oumaymaelmelhaoui3624
    @oumaymaelmelhaoui3624 2 роки тому

    Great that you brought this topic There is little to no content on youtube dealing with pure O Been suffering from the same thing since birth till today pure O.is extremely difficult.and dibilitating .. Yr videos are much appreciated Made me feel i ain t alone .. Cheeeers!

  • @periteu
    @periteu 2 роки тому

    I have maladaptive daydreaming and intrusive thoughts. But, they are related to people who harm me in the past, that are somewhat bad with me now, but not so much because they grow old and now they are "adults" and on their own lifes i guess. My intrusive thoughts/daydreaming are about me standing up by myself in a random story the began in a random way, and i just imagine myself saying stuff, that land well, and you know, have my life straight up. things like that. About harming others, well. Only with people that harm me in the past and i believe they have moral debt with me. Is more of a revenge kind of thing. I have never have intrusive thoughts about harming strange people or random people.

  • @anthonydavis9382
    @anthonydavis9382 2 роки тому

    Breathing ocd is a complete nightmare. Leads to a lot of panic attacks, it is a vicious cycle

  • @jethalaalchampaklaalgada7927
    @jethalaalchampaklaalgada7927 2 роки тому

    Bro I am suffering from both breathing and blinking ocd at same time how should i cope up??

  • @danyk5768
    @danyk5768 2 роки тому

    And does anyone of you shrugs his or her shoulders to get rid of depersonalization and to get emotions??

  • @danyk5768
    @danyk5768 2 роки тому

    Does anyone get thoughts of that they are the most negative ,different and special person on Eart.. Like reaching a stage where they canot differentiate that they truly beileve in a thing or not.

  • @brandoncrate1786
    @brandoncrate1786 2 роки тому

    I can truly say that this is something that has been driving me crazy. There is days where it’s nonstop for me. There’s days where I go all day and be like oh I didn’t think of my breathing today. And then there’s days where I don’t think of it at all. Just as I’m typing this I’m thinking about it and then not thinking about it. But I can truly say it’s debilitating. Of all things in the world I’m like why. Why me ? I drive around sometimes and I’m like I can gaurentee to you. Out of the 25 ppl in my site right Now. Not of them is going through what I’m going through. And then I feel alone. And trapped. Try explaining this to a family member and they think your nuts. I was going to try therapy but that can get expensive. I do find if I stay busy at work I don’t think about it as much. But there’s days when I’m off and I can’t stop. And then I feel as if I’m not breathing properly at all. I will watch more of your videos. Because just watching you video and seeing someone experiencing the EXACT same thing makes me feel not so alone

  • @jp-dv7et
    @jp-dv7et 2 роки тому

    Could you focus more on what makes these thoughts so real? Why cant a person with OCD even though he knows the thoughts are irational and egodystonic swift focus while a person without a disorder can do this easilly and dismiss these thoughts ! Is it a biological problem in the brain? The brain stracture or what? Genetics?

  • @sarahcouture1794
    @sarahcouture1794 2 роки тому

    I’ve become aware of how I’m walking automatically and not thinking of every step before I take it. Now I’m debilitated and it’s hard to walk. I just want my life back. I’m so afraid!

  • @sarahcouture1794
    @sarahcouture1794 2 роки тому

    This happens to me while I walk. My legs feel so weird. I’m hyper focused on how I’m walking and I’m afraid I’m going to loose control and fall. It’s debilitating. I’m afraid to walk. Has anyone else felt like this? I feel like I’m so alone or I have something really wrong with me. I’m pretty sure this is what I have. Being I’m obsessed on how I’m walking and how my legs are moving without me telling them to to every step. I know it sounds so weird.

    • @vhrine
      @vhrine Рік тому

      i feel the same

  • @hemantchaudhary98
    @hemantchaudhary98 2 роки тому

    First i have tinnitus then after that somatic ocd(swallowing ocd) but i recovered from all this but now its been 2-3 days started noticing my floaters more but i noticed earlier but easily ignore it i don't know there is correlated with my ocd my floaters not increased But simply now i cant ignore it but earlier i can ignore 🥺😓

  • @matthewcutrone7073
    @matthewcutrone7073 2 роки тому

    I love how you bring Jesus into this. Fear is the book of the devil. It's an illusion. I suffer and have been suffering for many years with this but no matter now impossible it seems. Even if you count every breath or every heart beat just trust in your creator and savior. Again I get STUCK on these things all the time bit you have to treat then as a gift and a blessing and things to feel so confident in that God would never take them away. As my late father always said a hero dies once and a coward dies a thousand deaths. It's really hard when you get stuck but just remember being stuck is the illusion. No.matter how hard you try if you focus in these sensations with all your might It's at best 50 percent of your obsessions and actually more like 25. Focus with all your might and you will get so bored you just have to remember that when it comes back. And it will. But it will always be nothing you can't handle. God bless to all of my fellow suffering from this. It will pass.

  • @metsrus
    @metsrus 2 роки тому

    There are different themes to OCD but at its root is the creation of (FUD) fear, uncertainty, and doubt in what the individual values most. It occurs in individuals who are extremely hypersensitive to those things, where they must perform compulsions to relieve their anxiety. However these compulsions allow the irrational fear to grow more by reinforcing the fear. The best known way so far to overcome OCD is through (CBT) Cognitive Behavioral Therapy more specifically Exposure Response Prevention (ERP). Some medications have been known to help with the intrusive thoughts too. To overcome the OCD, all individual eventually must have to face their fear. They also must learn to accept and live with uncertainty and doubt in their lives.

  • @mohammedarafatshaikh5880
    @mohammedarafatshaikh5880 2 роки тому

    Become a good human being and the ocd will become weak.

  • @chrisanguiano7643
    @chrisanguiano7643 2 роки тому

    Mine is with my hands! It's driving me crazy!

  • @chrissynjamesplus1144
    @chrissynjamesplus1144 2 роки тому

    I’m 21 weeks pregnant and I’m loosing my mind from the breathing awareness. Every time I try to control my breathing and over breath which then makes me extremely anxious and then I cannot stop thinking of my breaths it’s driving me crazy idk what to do

  • @tariqb5559
    @tariqb5559 2 роки тому

    Thank u we appreciate you❤❤

  • @tariqb5559
    @tariqb5559 2 роки тому

    ❤❤❤