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Lauralign
Приєднався 4 тра 2015
Obsessed with yoga, space, and cats. I'm a neurodivergent in my 30s, just trying to find my calm in the chaos of this world.
health update and a brief hiatus. I'll be back 💖
I've been creating content for over a decade, mostly on twitch until these past few years. i wanted to try and transition into recorded content mostly with some fun streams on the side, but life had other ideas. This is an update about my life and health. It's way longer than expected, and all in one take and I didn't edit it at all. Hoping this makes sense, very much anxiety... much yes. I've not wanted to just complain so i haven't really been very forthcoming but anxiety be damned. This is the raw me, for you all to see. When I said battery at I meant memory. I really need to delete shit from my phone... but I wasn't expecting to make a 7 minute video 👀
I do feel i owe a lot of people apologies. I'm sorry to those who supported me and I didn't support you the same amount. I feel like I've been a bad friend but I can tell you I've learned a lot, but I still have a lot of healing to do before I'm ready for a social life again, online or off, as well as my content creation hiatus. this healing journey has been lonely in a lot of ways. but I think if you're still around when I'm ready and you'll accept my apology, I'd love to be friends again, if you'll have me? just a general blanket statement to whom it may apply.
For those who want the tldr: my neck was screwed up, it's getting better but I need to just do nothing but heal and not expect myself to constantly be creating content of some sort. I'll be back, don't worry, but for now I need to continue to focus on my health. Even the very little I've been doing with UA-cam has been killing me. I just don't want yall to think i haven't cared, but it's just been a lot to go through but hard to talk about because it feels like a pretty unique healing journey full of complaining so i just don't talk about it much. And also I'm cutting my hair
Here's the pro con list, it takes forever to wash, dry, and style. It's heavy. I can't wear it up anymore because it affects my balance and I'm still getting stronger. And it gets everywhere... I just pulled a 3 foot hair out of my crack the other day. The only pro is, it's pretty. R.I.P long ass mermaid hair that took me 4 years to grow out. You'll be back, just like me.
Okay love you bye
I do feel i owe a lot of people apologies. I'm sorry to those who supported me and I didn't support you the same amount. I feel like I've been a bad friend but I can tell you I've learned a lot, but I still have a lot of healing to do before I'm ready for a social life again, online or off, as well as my content creation hiatus. this healing journey has been lonely in a lot of ways. but I think if you're still around when I'm ready and you'll accept my apology, I'd love to be friends again, if you'll have me? just a general blanket statement to whom it may apply.
For those who want the tldr: my neck was screwed up, it's getting better but I need to just do nothing but heal and not expect myself to constantly be creating content of some sort. I'll be back, don't worry, but for now I need to continue to focus on my health. Even the very little I've been doing with UA-cam has been killing me. I just don't want yall to think i haven't cared, but it's just been a lot to go through but hard to talk about because it feels like a pretty unique healing journey full of complaining so i just don't talk about it much. And also I'm cutting my hair
Here's the pro con list, it takes forever to wash, dry, and style. It's heavy. I can't wear it up anymore because it affects my balance and I'm still getting stronger. And it gets everywhere... I just pulled a 3 foot hair out of my crack the other day. The only pro is, it's pretty. R.I.P long ass mermaid hair that took me 4 years to grow out. You'll be back, just like me.
Okay love you bye
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FYB - let it go (vagus release) // ASMR heartbeat yoga, no talking w/ breathing & clothing sounds
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Headphones are recommended. it is my hope that you can use these videos to relax and feel less stressed, sleep better, or focus. You can even follow along with me if you wish. I am using yoga to help heal and strengthen my body from a neck subluxation which was the result of 2 concussions in my life. For more info on that, watch this video from my channel: ua-cam.com/video/O5Z1f2ZpqtY/v-deo.htm...
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Headphones are recommended. it is my hope that you can use these videos to relax and feel less stressed, sleep better, or focus. You can even follow along with me if you wish. I am using yoga to help heal and strengthen my body from a neck subluxation which was the result of 2 concussions in my life. For more info on that, watch this video from my channel: ua-cam.com/video/O5Z1f2ZpqtY/v-deo.htm...
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Headphones are recommended. it is my hope that you can use these videos to relax and feel less stressed, sleep better, or focus. You can even follow along with me if you wish. I am using yoga to help heal and strengthen my body from a neck subluxation which was the result of 2 concussions in my life. For more info on that, watch this video from my channel: ua-cam.com/video/O5Z1f2ZpqtY/v-deo.htm...
FYB - new hair, who dis? // ASMR heartbeat yoga, no talking w/ breathing & clothing sounds
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Headphones are recommended. it is my hope that you can use these videos to relax and feel less stressed, sleep better, or focus. You can even follow along with me if you wish. I am using yoga to help heal and strengthen my body from a neck subluxation which was the result of 2 concussions in my life. For more info on that, watch this video from my channel: ua-cam.com/video/O5Z1f2ZpqtY/v-deo.htm...
Tetris 99 // ASMR heartbeat gaming, no talking w/ breathing sounds
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Headphones are recommended. it is my hope that you can use these videos to relax and feel less stressed, sleep better, or focus. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Hello! Welcome (or welcome back!) to Lauralign. Today I've got something brand new for you that's been highly requested... heartbeat gaming! Most of you suggested horror games, but right now that's not something I'm willing to do since I ...
FYB - trust the process // ASMR heartbeat yoga, no talking w/ breathing & clothing sounds
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Headphones are recommended. it is my hope that you can use these videos to relax and feel less stressed, sleep better, or focus. You can even follow along with me if you wish. I am using yoga to help heal my body from a neck subluxation which was the result of 2 concussions in my life. For more info on that, watch this video from my channel: ua-cam.com/video/O5Z1f2ZpqtY/v-deo.htmlsi=J1OGvJ9seKH...
FYB - balancing the body // ASMR heartbeat yoga, no talking w/ breathing & clothing sounds
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Headphones are recommended. it is my hope that you can use these videos to relax and feel less stressed, sleep better, or focus. You can even follow along with me if you wish. I am using yoga to help heal my body from a neck subluxation which was the result of 2 concussions in my life. For more info on that, watch this video from my channel: ua-cam.com/video/O5Z1f2ZpqtY/v-deo.htmlsi=J1OGvJ9seKH...
FYB - forgiveness // ASMR heartbeat yoga, no talking w/ breathing & clothing sounds
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Headphones are recommended. it is my hope that you can use these videos to relax and feel less stressed, sleep better, or focus. You can even follow along with me if you wish. I am using yoga to help heal my body from a neck subluxation which was the result of 2 concussions in my life. For more info on that, watch this video from my channel: ua-cam.com/video/O5Z1f2ZpqtY/v-deo.htmlsi=J1OGvJ9seKH...
FYB - true healing // ASMR heartbeat yoga, no talking w/ breathing & clothing sounds
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Headphones are recommended. it is my hope that you can use these videos to relax and feel less stressed, sleep better, or focus. You can even follow along with me if you wish. I am using yoga to help heal my body from a neck subluxation which was the result of 2 concussions in my life. For more info on that, watch this video from my channel: ua-cam.com/video/O5Z1f2ZpqtY/v-deo.htmlsi=J1OGvJ9seKH...
FYB - releasing stored trauma // ASMR heartbeat yoga, no talking w/ breathing & clothing sounds
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Headphones are recommended. it is my hope that you can use these videos to relax and feel less stressed, sleep better, or focus. You can even follow along with me if you wish. I am using yoga to help heal my body from a neck subluxation which was the result of 2 concussions in my life. For more info on that, watch this video from my channel: ua-cam.com/video/O5Z1f2ZpqtY/v-deo.htmlsi=J1OGvJ9seKH...
FYB - abundance // ASMR heartbeat yoga, no talking w/ breathing & clothing sounds
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Headphones are recommended. it is my hope that you can use these videos to relax and feel less stressed, sleep better, or focus. You can even follow along with me if you wish. I am using yoga to help heal my body from a neck subluxation which was the result of 2 concussions in my life. For more info on that, watch this video from my channel: ua-cam.com/video/O5Z1f2ZpqtY/v-deo.htmlsi=J1OGvJ9seKH...
FYB - i am enough // ASMR heartbeat yoga, no talking w/ breathing & clothing sounds
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Headphones are recommended. it is my hope that you can use these videos to relax and feel less stressed, sleep better, or focus. You can even follow along with me if you wish. I am using yoga to help heal my body from a neck subluxation which was the result of 2 concussions in my life. For more info on that, watch this video from my channel: ua-cam.com/video/O5Z1f2ZpqtY/v-deo.htmlsi=J1OGvJ9seKH...
FYB - i am strong // ASMR heartbeat yoga, no talking w/ breathing & clothing sounds
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Headphones are recommended. it is my hope that you can use these videos to relax and feel less stressed, sleep better, or focus. You can even follow along with me if you wish. I am using yoga to heal my body from a neck subluxation which was the result of 2 concussions in my life. For more info on that, watch this video from my channel: ua-cam.com/video/O5Z1f2ZpqtY/v-deo.htmlsi=J1OGvJ9seKHnkwsq...
FYB - recalibration // ASMR heartbeat yoga, no talking w/ breathing & clothing sounds
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Headphones are recommended. it is my hope that you can use these videos to relax and feel less stressed, sleep better, or focus. You can even follow along with me if you wish. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Hello! Welcome (or welcome back!) to Lauralign. Today's session was all about recalibrating my body back to factory settings, if you will. As I talked about a few videos back, my body is stil...
FYB - 15 min quickie // ASMR heartbeat yoga, no talking w/ breathing & clothing sounds
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no talking - ASMR heartbeat while crocheting granny squares
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FYB - abs & booty // ASMR heartbeat yoga, no talking w/ breathing & clothing sounds
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heartbeat ASMR with written script affirmations, no talking // valentine theme
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heartbeat ASMR with written script affirmations, no talking // valentine theme
heartbeat ASMR with deep breaths, personal attention and whispered affirmations // valentine theme
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heartbeat ASMR with deep breaths, personal attention and whispered affirmations // valentine theme
Still miss you a Lot!
I miss you guys too. I'm trying my best to get better so i can film again :)
No
No what?
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Sure miss you! (smiles).
You are deserving and worthy of experiencing, all of the recuperating & recalibrating space you need. Hair will be missed 😉.
Thanks, friend. I know I have an email from you to get back to and I will as soon as my energy allows
@@Lauralign 😊 I value your acknowledgement of it, however, no rush. Take all the time you need.
get well
I’m glad you’re taking charge of your health and peace of mind. I hope you are able to relax and take things slow for as long as you need. Always put yourself first. ❤
I hope you get better soon! I love you so much! ❤❤❤❤
Hello! I was sitting here and got the bright idea finally (as you recommended) of wearing headphones to listen to your heart! It's amazing how much better you heart sounds, instead of just using speakers. Just some Fyi. (smiles)
Yes!! Indeed, it sounds much better. You can hear the bass of it that way :) I bet you won't go back to speakers now lol
@@Lauralign What "speakers"? (smiles).
I simply Love this. I look forward to every Friday to listen to your heart. (smiles)
aw that's so lovely to hear. thanks, friend. i have a lot more content coming as well just as soon as i can get it all edited. :)
@@Lauralign I'm happy to hear that! I'm on the edge of my chair waiting!
Same lol 👂💗 #heartposition
Excellent! ❤❤❤❤
Thank you so much <3 sending love & light to you
@@Lauralign😊😊😊😊
I can't say enough about your video! Your heartbeat is so much louder and clearer as in the past! You "Rock" Laura! (smiles) TY!
lol I wonder if she tried the steth lower.. it prob wouldn't sound or stick well tho <3
Actually it kind of hurts when it's lower. I'm looking into a wider band, I think the one I've got is too tight for a lower positioning to be comfortable.
Thanks, friend! Much love ❤️
@@Lauralign Didnt expect see reply lol oh wow must be one realll tight band! My bad, appreciate ur effort 💕
@imaninocentperson4853 that's okay :) yeah you can see the band on my recent behind the scenes video. I got a small, which under normal circumstances would be perfect, but i didn't take the mic into consideration so it's pretty tight. I'll be getting a medium or maybe a large soon and can probably get the mic placed better
Hey Laura. Were you able to receive my response to your comment, on another UA-cam channel? I provided my email there, to open connection with you.
Oh my. I didn't get a notification for that for some reason, sorry about that. Can you post it here for me? Or just email me over at lauralignyoga@gmail.com. I was wondering when we would connect but I always trust divine timing ✨️
Very wonderful! ❤❤❤❤
Thank you, as always 💖
@@Lauralign 😊😊😊
If can, place steth on or near tricuspid value for loudest sound, if the tape stick lol 💓
Hmm I'll try my best 👀 if i found it correctly, I'm not sure how painful that would be for some of the yoga poses I like to do. I'll give it a try though
@Lauralign lol appreciate it, was just a suggestion but if can't.. fine either way 😇
That was wonderful! I always wondered how you always got things set up. And your heart was so much louder and clearer. Thank you so much!
Yeah I think the new band is working well. Glad you liked it!
I like the stethoscope mic
Excellent! ❤❤❤❤
Ouuu shit it's beating so loud 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤
Lovely! ❤❤❤❤
You more than enough with a heart that sexy omg baby ❤
Beautiful...
Very nice! ❤❤❤❤
Oooo this was interesting to hear your heart's reactions, it beats beautifully! I like the no talking videos so i can focus on your heart beats, but I'd also love to hear you talk about it! if you feel it racing or skipping or something during!
Love the breathing. When you stood up, you heart pumped nice N hard.
Now that's very nice sounding! It's seems a lot louder too. TYSM! (smiles)
Yeah I'm always working on ways to improve audio, either physically with the way the mic attaches, or during editing. Glad you appreciate it 💖
@@Lauralign You're doing fine. It's the soothing sound I like so well. It's also nice to just sit back in the evenings and just "listen to the sound."
Lovely, as always! ❤❤❤❤
Thanks so much. Hope you've been doing well 💖
@@Lauralign 😇😇😇
Very beautiful ❤❤❤❤❤❤ woooooooow amazing 😍
love your big red rosy soles look mesmerizing and delocious after long day
Coffee didn't make your heart pump faster. Does coffee ever make it faster? I enjoyed the occasional skips.
Oh that's interesting now that you mention it. Nah I think I would need a ton of caffeine, maybe a big energy drink would make it faster, but I've drank coffee regularly for a long time so maybe that's why
TYSM!
So beautiful! ❤❤❤❤
2:00 a beautifull skyps 2:30❤ 3:2❤️ 3:47~48❤ 6:12❤ 7:2❤ 7:5❤ 8:58❤ 9:00❤ 9:08❤ 9:42❤~57❤ 13:00❤ 15:05❤ 16:02❤ 16:08❤ 17:06❤ 17:18❤~22 17:34❤
You have the best heartbeat!
9:3 skip beats
Well that was very nice! As usual your heartbeat sound so relaxing! (smiles)
Absolutely beautiful! ❤❤❤❤
Whoa - your heart was going crazy in the first 30 second of this video - alot of PVCs. Thanks for sharing
Can you feel the skips? Pretty cool
I definitely can feel them. It skips frequently through the day.
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As always, a beautiful "sound." Nice to have something to look forward to. (Smiles)
Love hearing your heart skip beats like this! lovely :)
Very lovely! ❤❤❤❤
My gosh. Your heart seems to be pumping extra strong for this stretching session.
I got here late but I did hear your heart tonight and sounds as great as ever! Smiles...
18:11
Very beautiful heartbeat and breathing! ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
As always you come through with a relaxing and soothing sound that makes me smile. You're a "breath of fresh air" that makes things right and makes me happy that I always have this to come to and glad I'm alive. (Smiles)
Wow skyps beats 💓 beautifull