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another silent smoke - read description if you like the life updates
i’ve been writing all night. just observing how much i’ve changed since the start of the year. of course, social media isn’t the place to confirm how intelligent i am, and i have a bad habit of trying to be more intelligent than others. i’m trying to stop.
i keep thinking about how i got broken up with. i’ve realised it wasn’t even the cheating that made me so upset. let’s face it: we’re young. we’re going to do such stupid things! we’re going to hurt each other, i know i’m not innocent either, and i spend most of my time trying to just be better. not because i want people to think i’m a good person because i’m the only one who can judge my values (unless you believe in God, because i do, in a weird way), but because i just want to make people happy. that makes me happy.
the problem for me was that i didn’t want the relationship to end. obviously, but he broke up with me, not the other way around, because he thought i would never forgive him. and that makes me so fucking sad. i have already forgiven him for the cheating, i understand that me holding off until marriage is going to be tough for a guy. but deciding we couldn’t be friends, can never talk again is what makes me so sad. we’ve been through so much.
but i put all my eggs in a basket on the brink of cracking, believing my hands resting around the rim would prevent it from crashing to the ground. so it’s bittersweet, but i’ve learned that maybe i should be smarter with the mentality of ‘i can fix you’ (which isn’t quite how i feel, but deep down i want to fix people because i haven’t quite fixed myself) while also cherishing and caring about everyone.
ciao, Edward Fartographer III
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Відео

sorry for absence got cheated on but life will go on anywaysorry for absence got cheated on but life will go on anyway
sorry for absence got cheated on but life will go on anyway
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sorry for weird popping sound and shaky hands can’t edit it out i’m so tired it’s nearly 3am AAAARGH i’ll be okay
quick touch base sorry for disappearing guysquick touch base sorry for disappearing guys
quick touch base sorry for disappearing guys
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tortured intellectual reads most difficult book on planet earth..tortured intellectual reads most difficult book on planet earth..
tortured intellectual reads most difficult book on planet earth..
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attempt three - 100 subscriber special !!attempt three - 100 subscriber special !!
attempt three - 100 subscriber special !!
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rambling n doodling!!rambling n doodling!!
rambling n doodling!!
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day drinking and a cigrit ^_^day drinking and a cigrit ^_^
day drinking and a cigrit ^_^
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smoking a menthol cigarette .. but verticallysmoking a menthol cigarette .. but vertically
smoking a menthol cigarette .. but vertically
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like jonbenet ramseylike jonbenet ramsey
like jonbenet ramsey
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listening to the birds and not talking because this neighbourhood is so quietlistening to the birds and not talking because this neighbourhood is so quiet
listening to the birds and not talking because this neighbourhood is so quiet
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having a grand old time and smoking a menthol cigarette again !!having a grand old time and smoking a menthol cigarette again !!
having a grand old time and smoking a menthol cigarette again !!
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singing as i smoke a menthol cigarette (exhilarating) + a cute fit ^_^singing as i smoke a menthol cigarette (exhilarating) + a cute fit ^_^
singing as i smoke a menthol cigarette (exhilarating) + a cute fit ^_^
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ed farty debut: enjoying a menthol cigarette and chattinged farty debut: enjoying a menthol cigarette and chatting
ed farty debut: enjoying a menthol cigarette and chatting
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КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @consumtion-is-destruction
    @consumtion-is-destruction 3 дні тому

    Happy moving, you are the dearest top smoking fetish symbol, because you are the most beautiful and you smoke handmade cigarettes like me, you stimulate me to the point of making me increase my smoking beyond any measure 🤎🤎🤎 my soul is brown, like a lovely tar

  • @BilalAbubakr-mi8kz
    @BilalAbubakr-mi8kz 22 дні тому

    are you married?

  • @marmey66
    @marmey66 Місяць тому

    I think it's brave to share your problems here, it can be a step towards overcoming them. I too was recently unhappily in love, even though I'm in a good, long-term relationship. It was a two-year crisis. But sharing it with others here and elsewhere and seeing that it's unfortunately just part of life has helped me a lot. I like your videos and would have liked to have had a girlfriend like you once. All the best!

  • @bhew7409
    @bhew7409 Місяць тому

    Outstanding! ❤

  • @consumtion-is-destruction
    @consumtion-is-destruction Місяць тому

    You seem to be smoking roll your own , hand made, 👌🤎💯💘💘💘, my most favorite choice of enjoyment 💝

  • @consumtion-is-destruction
    @consumtion-is-destruction Місяць тому

    I am enchanted by your intense, fast and strong smoking, and your looks 😍🤎🤎🤎 , this is the beloved color of our smoking souls

  • @consumtion-is-destruction
    @consumtion-is-destruction Місяць тому

    I`m hypnotized, deep and power inhales, multi pumps, amazingly , that`s why you`re even more beautiful

  • @danlewis3605
    @danlewis3605 Місяць тому

    Nice to see you! You look beautiful smoking! ❤

  • @BryanM61
    @BryanM61 Місяць тому

    I understand how difficult and painful a breakup can be. But you'll get over it, I promise. When you look back upon this a few years from now, you'll realize it was for the best. You'll have a new guy who you can trust, who loves you, who will never cheat on you, and be ten times better than the loser you had. Please know you'll have NOOOO trouble finding a new and better guy, and I mean none!

  • @jimbaker2203
    @jimbaker2203 Місяць тому

    love your lips, love your hair, love you!

  • @marcoscasal9029
    @marcoscasal9029 Місяць тому

    paint your nails please

  • @vongadke79
    @vongadke79 Місяць тому

    Everything will turn better in the end - you deserve more than a cheat! I hope you didn't get burnt when the cigarette fell from your hands at 00:42.

    • @skinnylegend800
      @skinnylegend800 Місяць тому

      haha nooo just got a little ash on my sweater

  • @the-mayo-master6600
    @the-mayo-master6600 Місяць тому

    You have a fine way with words. Always nice to hear you, but your thoughts are better given when you write. On a side note, i finally succeded in quitting smoking, but I am sure as hell that you are making it harder!

  • @jacobmetz3267
    @jacobmetz3267 Місяць тому

    Looking good, as always, darlin'. But, gotta say, that looks more like a joint than a cigarette. Would you ever try a more traditional cigarette? Like a Marlboro Red for example? Just wondering. Have a nice day! 🌞👍❤️

    • @skinnylegend800
      @skinnylegend800 Місяць тому

      eventually when i sort out the funds/the definitely not imported or at all tax free cough cough tobacco guy stops humouring me

    • @bolek-trolek
      @bolek-trolek Місяць тому

      she looks great with handrolled ;*

    • @jacobmetz3267
      @jacobmetz3267 Місяць тому

      @bolek-trolek Agreed. 100%. Just saying it could be mistaken for a joint.

  • @swedish_llama1356
    @swedish_llama1356 Місяць тому

    Hey Edwardo Fartingon, it’s nice to have you back! I’m barely awake and it’s 5 in the morning. I actually can’t remember the last time I wrote a UA-cam comment… but yeah, just wanted to say hi to you since it’s been a couple of months! Didn’t want to spam our DMs any more haha. Also remind me to never say ‘Edwardo Fartington’ ever again. I Just wanted to say that I’m still going to be around to chat if you ever do need it. 🫡🫡

    • @skinnylegend800
      @skinnylegend800 Місяць тому

      aaa sorry sorry, i’ve been feeling all blehhh woe is me and i didn’t want to risk complaining at you, i hope you’re well !!! 🫶🫶

    • @swedish_llama1356
      @swedish_llama1356 Місяць тому

      @ haha I’m honestly shocked you even remember who I am 😂 but seriously don’t worry, just know my DMs are open if you do need a space to spam vent stuff!

  • @TheSmoklvr
    @TheSmoklvr Місяць тому

    You are beautiful.

  • @joaomiguel9578
    @joaomiguel9578 Місяць тому

    Do you have instagram ? If you could provide off course

  • @bhew7409
    @bhew7409 2 місяці тому

    You're awsome, not knowing the guy, i still know you can and will do better! 💙

    • @skinnylegend800
      @skinnylegend800 2 місяці тому

      thank you my friend, i really appreciate it ❤️

  • @rossgrode6938
    @rossgrode6938 2 місяці тому

    You look amazing

  • @the-mayo-master6600
    @the-mayo-master6600 2 місяці тому

    We have all been and will be there... and we all get through and better. I'm really sorry for you, and very glad to see another upload from you.

    • @skinnylegend800
      @skinnylegend800 2 місяці тому

      thank you for the heartfelt comment the-mayo-master6600

  • @JoseAlan-u4g
    @JoseAlan-u4g 2 місяці тому

    Smoking and belly talk vids

  • @LucasGarret
    @LucasGarret 2 місяці тому

    More videos ❤❤❤

  • @marcoscasal9029
    @marcoscasal9029 2 місяці тому

    can you smoke while coughing and painting your nails?

  • @1fault
    @1fault 2 місяці тому

    Im sorry thats horrible

  • @FrankRedrum
    @FrankRedrum 2 місяці тому

    sad to hear things aren't going so great & I hope things turn around for you :(

    • @skinnylegend800
      @skinnylegend800 2 місяці тому

      thank you friend ❤️ i hope you’re doing well

  • @lucaszarpa1272
    @lucaszarpa1272 2 місяці тому

    Smoking belly videos please

  • @larsema8324
    @larsema8324 2 місяці тому

    What are you smoking?

    • @skinnylegend800
      @skinnylegend800 2 місяці тому

      hand rolled cigarette!!! not sure where you are but over here everyone i know that smokes, smokes roll ups, much cheaper but americans think i’m a stoner haha

    • @larsema8324
      @larsema8324 2 місяці тому

      ⁠@@skinnylegend800Nice 😍 It’s common to roll your own here too. But are you a stoner? 😉

    • @skinnylegend800
      @skinnylegend800 2 місяці тому

      haha not really, but i’ve smoked weed a couple times

    • @larsema8324
      @larsema8324 2 місяці тому

      Nice 😉🥰

  • @6demonbag542
    @6demonbag542 2 місяці тому

    That sucks; sorry you have to go through that.

    • @skinnylegend800
      @skinnylegend800 2 місяці тому

      we move i suppose. thanks for the support :) ❤️

    • @6demonbag542
      @6demonbag542 2 місяці тому

      @@skinnylegend800 no worries; I've been through it, and it sucks, but it also helped do expose what I wasn't willing to see.

  • @DamienRoy1996
    @DamienRoy1996 2 місяці тому

    Nice to see from you. Not to be critical but the audio is very hard to hear.

    • @skinnylegend800
      @skinnylegend800 2 місяці тому

      very sorry!!! usually i’m better with audio (… i think 😅) but my headphones weren’t connected and i kept unintentionally scraping against my phone with my nails. thank you for being here ❤️

  • @FlashBang-e5h
    @FlashBang-e5h 2 місяці тому

    I just now found out this was a thing wow damn and I just quit smoking a couple months ago. Now this will be my new nicotine patch to watch hot girls smoking. This is great and right on time.

  • @willythewave
    @willythewave 2 місяці тому

    This was actually a very relaxing video. Thank you for sharing. :)

  • @ЮрийЛобашкин-й5т
    @ЮрийЛобашкин-й5т 2 місяці тому

    Почему не куришь?

  • @coolguy10098
    @coolguy10098 2 місяці тому

    Watched some funny videos of a guy smoking a cigarette he always wanted at the age of 13 then came to this! I listened to your video and wanted to say something, have an opportunity to speak with you, as far as me knowing when the CIA is watching me as well. Stay in touch, best believe in our government faith & hopefully you find an end to the truth and close the gates immediately before lies come forward. (I seen some people act weird in your comments too don’t fall for them.)

  • @FrankRedrum
    @FrankRedrum 2 місяці тому

    any update?

  • @Andrefilion-rs8ve
    @Andrefilion-rs8ve 2 місяці тому

    😂

  • @garrycollins7955
    @garrycollins7955 2 місяці тому

    Good fo

  • @Authorityoneverything
    @Authorityoneverything 3 місяці тому

    i love your dangling cigarette smoking pleeese more

  • @illegalsmirf
    @illegalsmirf 3 місяці тому

    wots ur onlyfans hun lol <3

  • @David-Wood719
    @David-Wood719 3 місяці тому

    Cigarette and glasses ♥️

  • @illegalsmirf
    @illegalsmirf 3 місяці тому

    u got a great body hun!

  • @illegalsmirf
    @illegalsmirf 3 місяці тому

    omg babe wot do ur farts smell liek xxsx

  • @illcomebacktou_omyo
    @illcomebacktou_omyo 3 місяці тому

    ur brilliant❤

  • @DamienRoy1996
    @DamienRoy1996 3 місяці тому

    I really like your channel, you're very elegant. There's a sparkle about you. Let us know what platform you switch to I'll be watching 4 sure.

  • @eccentric-ken---4-organic-life
    @eccentric-ken---4-organic-life 3 місяці тому

    - perhaps you'll have to age restricted your smoking vids -

  • @fallensoul1181
    @fallensoul1181 3 місяці тому

    wish I could sit next to you and have a cig as well. Crack a beer or two.

  • @Powerslam_bear
    @Powerslam_bear 3 місяці тому

    Y'know, you seem like the type of cool friends who shouldn't be wasted by corrupt societies

  • @ЮрийЛобашкин-й5т
    @ЮрийЛобашкин-й5т 3 місяці тому

    Хорошенькая девочка!

  • @bhew7409
    @bhew7409 3 місяці тому

    Man that sucks, there are hundreds of smoking channelks on youtube. Half of them are stolen content too!