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Приєднався 6 жов 2023
cover me in baby oil and drag me across the hardwood floor
another silent smoke - read description if you like the life updates
i’ve been writing all night. just observing how much i’ve changed since the start of the year. of course, social media isn’t the place to confirm how intelligent i am, and i have a bad habit of trying to be more intelligent than others. i’m trying to stop.
i keep thinking about how i got broken up with. i’ve realised it wasn’t even the cheating that made me so upset. let’s face it: we’re young. we’re going to do such stupid things! we’re going to hurt each other, i know i’m not innocent either, and i spend most of my time trying to just be better. not because i want people to think i’m a good person because i’m the only one who can judge my values (unless you believe in God, because i do, in a weird way), but because i just want to make people happy. that makes me happy.
the problem for me was that i didn’t want the relationship to end. obviously, but he broke up with me, not the other way around, because he thought i would never forgive him. and that makes me so fucking sad. i have already forgiven him for the cheating, i understand that me holding off until marriage is going to be tough for a guy. but deciding we couldn’t be friends, can never talk again is what makes me so sad. we’ve been through so much.
but i put all my eggs in a basket on the brink of cracking, believing my hands resting around the rim would prevent it from crashing to the ground. so it’s bittersweet, but i’ve learned that maybe i should be smarter with the mentality of ‘i can fix you’ (which isn’t quite how i feel, but deep down i want to fix people because i haven’t quite fixed myself) while also cherishing and caring about everyone.
ciao, Edward Fartographer III
i keep thinking about how i got broken up with. i’ve realised it wasn’t even the cheating that made me so upset. let’s face it: we’re young. we’re going to do such stupid things! we’re going to hurt each other, i know i’m not innocent either, and i spend most of my time trying to just be better. not because i want people to think i’m a good person because i’m the only one who can judge my values (unless you believe in God, because i do, in a weird way), but because i just want to make people happy. that makes me happy.
the problem for me was that i didn’t want the relationship to end. obviously, but he broke up with me, not the other way around, because he thought i would never forgive him. and that makes me so fucking sad. i have already forgiven him for the cheating, i understand that me holding off until marriage is going to be tough for a guy. but deciding we couldn’t be friends, can never talk again is what makes me so sad. we’ve been through so much.
but i put all my eggs in a basket on the brink of cracking, believing my hands resting around the rim would prevent it from crashing to the ground. so it’s bittersweet, but i’ve learned that maybe i should be smarter with the mentality of ‘i can fix you’ (which isn’t quite how i feel, but deep down i want to fix people because i haven’t quite fixed myself) while also cherishing and caring about everyone.
ciao, Edward Fartographer III
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sorry for absence got cheated on but life will go on anyway
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sorry for weird popping sound and shaky hands can’t edit it out i’m so tired it’s nearly 3am AAAARGH i’ll be okay
quick touch base sorry for disappearing guys
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attempt three - 100 subscriber special !!
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rambling n doodling!!
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day drinking and a cigrit ^_^
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smoking a menthol cigarette .. but vertically
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listening to the birds and not talking because this neighbourhood is so quiet
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last cigarette in this house + talking about my grieving process and showing my cat :)
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having a grand old time and smoking a menthol cigarette again !!
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singing as i smoke a menthol cigarette (exhilarating) + a cute fit ^_^
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ed farty debut: enjoying a menthol cigarette and chatting
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actions in this video done by a professional 👍
Outstanding! ❤
You seem to be smoking roll your own , hand made, 👌🤎💯💘💘💘, my most favorite choice of enjoyment 💝
I am enchanted by your intense, fast and strong smoking, and your looks 😍🤎🤎🤎 , this is the beloved color of our smoking souls
I`m hypnotized, deep and power inhales, multi pumps, amazingly , that`s why you`re even more beautiful
Nice to see you! You look beautiful smoking! ❤
I understand how difficult and painful a breakup can be. But you'll get over it, I promise. When you look back upon this a few years from now, you'll realize it was for the best. You'll have a new guy who you can trust, who loves you, who will never cheat on you, and be ten times better than the loser you had. Please know you'll have NOOOO trouble finding a new and better guy, and I mean none!
❤️ thank you
love your lips, love your hair, love you!
paint your nails please
Everything will turn better in the end - you deserve more than a cheat! I hope you didn't get burnt when the cigarette fell from your hands at 00:42.
haha nooo just got a little ash on my sweater
You have a fine way with words. Always nice to hear you, but your thoughts are better given when you write. On a side note, i finally succeded in quitting smoking, but I am sure as hell that you are making it harder!
Looking good, as always, darlin'. But, gotta say, that looks more like a joint than a cigarette. Would you ever try a more traditional cigarette? Like a Marlboro Red for example? Just wondering. Have a nice day! 🌞👍❤️
eventually when i sort out the funds/the definitely not imported or at all tax free cough cough tobacco guy stops humouring me
she looks great with handrolled ;*
@bolek-trolek Agreed. 100%. Just saying it could be mistaken for a joint.
Hey Edwardo Fartingon, it’s nice to have you back! I’m barely awake and it’s 5 in the morning. I actually can’t remember the last time I wrote a UA-cam comment… but yeah, just wanted to say hi to you since it’s been a couple of months! Didn’t want to spam our DMs any more haha. Also remind me to never say ‘Edwardo Fartington’ ever again. I Just wanted to say that I’m still going to be around to chat if you ever do need it. 🫡🫡
aaa sorry sorry, i’ve been feeling all blehhh woe is me and i didn’t want to risk complaining at you, i hope you’re well !!! 🫶🫶
@ haha I’m honestly shocked you even remember who I am 😂 but seriously don’t worry, just know my DMs are open if you do need a space to spam vent stuff!
You are beautiful.
Do you have instagram ? If you could provide off course
haha nooo sorry
You're awsome, not knowing the guy, i still know you can and will do better! 💙
thank you my friend, i really appreciate it ❤️
You look amazing
We have all been and will be there... and we all get through and better. I'm really sorry for you, and very glad to see another upload from you.
thank you for the heartfelt comment the-mayo-master6600
Smoking and belly talk vids
More videos ❤❤❤
can you smoke while coughing and painting your nails?
Im sorry thats horrible
sad to hear things aren't going so great & I hope things turn around for you :(
thank you friend ❤️ i hope you’re doing well
Smoking belly videos please
What are you smoking?
hand rolled cigarette!!! not sure where you are but over here everyone i know that smokes, smokes roll ups, much cheaper but americans think i’m a stoner haha
@@skinnylegend800Nice 😍 It’s common to roll your own here too. But are you a stoner? 😉
haha not really, but i’ve smoked weed a couple times
Nice 😉🥰
That sucks; sorry you have to go through that.
we move i suppose. thanks for the support :) ❤️
@@skinnylegend800 no worries; I've been through it, and it sucks, but it also helped do expose what I wasn't willing to see.
Nice to see from you. Not to be critical but the audio is very hard to hear.
very sorry!!! usually i’m better with audio (… i think 😅) but my headphones weren’t connected and i kept unintentionally scraping against my phone with my nails. thank you for being here ❤️
I just now found out this was a thing wow damn and I just quit smoking a couple months ago. Now this will be my new nicotine patch to watch hot girls smoking. This is great and right on time.
This was actually a very relaxing video. Thank you for sharing. :)
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Watched some funny videos of a guy smoking a cigarette he always wanted at the age of 13 then came to this! I listened to your video and wanted to say something, have an opportunity to speak with you, as far as me knowing when the CIA is watching me as well. Stay in touch, best believe in our government faith & hopefully you find an end to the truth and close the gates immediately before lies come forward. (I seen some people act weird in your comments too don’t fall for them.)
any update?
😂
Good fo
i love your dangling cigarette smoking pleeese more
wots ur onlyfans hun lol <3
Cigarette and glasses ♥️
u got a great body hun!
omg babe wot do ur farts smell liek xxsx
ur brilliant❤
I really like your channel, you're very elegant. There's a sparkle about you. Let us know what platform you switch to I'll be watching 4 sure.
- perhaps you'll have to age restricted your smoking vids -
wish I could sit next to you and have a cig as well. Crack a beer or two.
Y'know, you seem like the type of cool friends who shouldn't be wasted by corrupt societies
Хорошенькая девочка!
Man that sucks, there are hundreds of smoking channelks on youtube. Half of them are stolen content too!
Nothing cuter than a lady enjoying her cig 🖤
I wish you would quit looking at your dog and look at me the whole time you smoke,, I'm chained to it too,, believe it or not I like to be outside most of the time,, in fact I don't even spend more than an hour inside but I do because I have to at least a little while every day 😇
you're funny I listened to All of everything you said,, I couldn't tell what you were talking about standing on your head or maybe it was me on my head and you were talking upside down,, I'm going to give you a whole bunch of these,, like like like like like like like like like like like like to use in your next vid ! 😁