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Gel wasn’t for me so now onto the testosterone pen!
It's been around 3 weeks since using the XYOSTED testosterone epipen and it's been working fine to me :)
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Відео

Testosterone update: started using gel
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It’s been forEVER since I’ve made a video update. So much as been going on surprisingly with work, personal life, and so on. I actually wanted to discuss something else I’ve been itching to talk about because I wondered if anyone else feels the same. It’s about packing. But I’m going to save that for another day. Once I get to finish building my PC and set up, there’s a good chance I’ll feel mo...
FTM 2 year update
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An update on the past few months, and being 2 years on testosterone. Song credit at the end: Ikson - Crash
RodeoH Classic Boxer Packing Underwear
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Heyo! Back with a review of the RodeoH packing boxer so you can see if this is something you would like to add to your underwear stash. I say stash because you can never have too many LOL. Overall, the material of these boxer briefs are very comfortable with or without a packer. I would recommend you double check your waist size and pick the size comparable. They will even have a video to show ...
RODEOH vs. CalExotics Harness Boxer Review
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Back again now with a review of the Rodeoh in comparison to the CalExotics packer gear! You'll see a clip of how the small archer packer looks inside the Rodeoh harness boxer, how it holds 2 different realistic looking dildos, and a few things about both boxers. I googled previously before recording if it was OK for me to post about dildos for educational purposes (LOL) and I think it's accepta...
she said i was gonna have a heart attack or a stroke???
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March 22, 2019. It is too early in the morning. Shoulda drank some water before recording but here I am sitting on the bed for a lengthy bit of time talking about my last blood test and why I've been freaking out. Lessons have been learned. I also discovered filters on iMovie for the first time so I was just playing around with it LOL. Gonna try to make vlogs next time and actually record thing...
FtM | ONE YEAR ON T!!!
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It has officially been one year on testosterone. Making this video definitely made me feel different emotions while seeing how I used to look and sound. I'm definitely happier now with the changes, that's for sure. Thanks for anyone who started following me along this journey. It's been quite awkward since I'm usually pretty shy and awkward on camera but I try and fight it LOL
Archer Packer Review (SM and LG size) 10% off code in description!
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Finally got my hands on the Archer Packer in size small so I could do a video comparison of the two different sizes! I struggled finding videos showing how ~small~ the small archer packer really was so I hope this helps anyone who is also trying to look for an example too! SUBSCRIBE FOR MORE :D I got it from FTM Essentials, here's a link to the archer packer! www.ftmessentials.com/products/arch...
FtM | Underwear
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Just some thoughts on my experiences with underwear these past 4 months!

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  • @hellishangst
    @hellishangst 4 місяці тому

    Hey!! Im sooo late on this video but thank you for sjowinf the difference!! Especially the boxer shot (i hope you weren't uncomfortable doing that!) it's definitely helping me make a choice. It's honestly so hard??? Finding SMALL packers...

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 4 місяці тому

      Awww no problem! :) I’m glad it has been helpful because i was the same way LOL! I made a mistake buying the large one for myself but who knew the smaller would be a better fit. Hahaha definitely wasn’t uncomfortable! Sometimes I get selfconscious when neighbors start talking to me while im in my boxers working in the garage and theyre kind of that thin light material SO I FEEL TOO EXPOSED WONDERING IF THEY CAN SEE THROUGH IT LOL! Thank you for taking the time to leave me a comment i always enjoy reading them <3 and good luck on your packer search!

  • @antoniagarcia-ui5om
    @antoniagarcia-ui5om Рік тому

    eretet4eu o

  • @tamikatwining8180
    @tamikatwining8180 Рік тому

    thanks Kai :)

  • @cameronclark7301
    @cameronclark7301 Рік тому

    Hey you said you have to lay down for a minute why? Does it feel like a rush or something?

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 Рік тому

      I usually lay down because if it doesn’t hit a good spot, it hurts a lotttt 😂 I actually stopped using the pen recently because it started to cause too much scar tissue and pain in the same areas I did it in! now I use enanthate in a tb syringe :)

  • @asher5690
    @asher5690 2 роки тому

    Do you think 13 is too young ? Please be honest Edit: in august I’m going to a new school and I’m gonna go stealth so I’m probably gonna get one!!

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 2 роки тому

      I don’t think 13 is too young! You know when you know and i say do what feels right to you! :) the nice thing about going to a new school is that it’ll kind of be like a fresh start! So it’s the perfect time to start it off how you would like!!! Thanks for reaching out ❤️

    • @asher5690
      @asher5690 2 роки тому

      @@kaiwxlf5627 thank youuuu

  • @Transmascdicks
    @Transmascdicks 2 роки тому

    can you review the prosthetics in the review? would be super helpful to know what you think of them. are they from rodeo? thanks for the review it was helpful

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 2 роки тому

      I don't have those prosthetics anymore because I broke up with my ex. However, I do have the links to where I got them. The most realistic looking one that is softer on the outside and more firm on the inside is the best from what I know. It's comfortable! I saw Rodeoh has ones they are selling which are practically the same but they sell it for double the price. I got mine from amazon. It took me a looong while to come across this but it's been great every time. I had to order it twice because one time, my cat chewed up one of them lol. It's great quality material, no odor, premium silicone, and easy to clean. The base is a bit big when you wear it so I personally had trimmed around the cup area to let it fit more snug into the briefs before. Here's a link to the one I ordered, I hope it helps! www.amazon.com/Realistic-Bendable-Premium-Silicone-Masturbation/dp/B07JH3812Y The other prosthetic was more comfortable for ME to wear but I don't think would feel as good for the person receiving. So i wouldn't even bother with the other one :)

  • @Me2600
    @Me2600 3 роки тому

    My doctor just prescribed me this and I have 3 sample pack of 100mg. I been injecting intramuscular for about 3 years. This is completely different. I'm a bit nervous. Anything new with injections get me nervous. I'm scared my bellybutton will also hurt lol

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 3 роки тому

      Oh man… I was in the same position as you and totally felt the same. definitely avoid being too close to the bellybutton lol!! It isn’t fun! I realized now it’s been almost 6 months of being on the epipen so I made a video update today and I’ll post it soon :) definitely didn’t expect the epipen to be like this but I guess it has its pros and cons! Good luck with yours!!!!

    • @Me2600
      @Me2600 3 роки тому

      @@kaiwxlf5627 Instant panic attack after injecting with that new device. Nauseous, sweating, dizziness. Almost vomited. Had to lie down and breath with AC hitting my body. Small stinging at ejection site now. Idk, I think I'm going to stick with the old intramuscular manual way. I would like it if I can use this device on my muscle though. I don't like injecting into my abdomen

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 3 роки тому

      Oh my. I’m so sorry you had to go through that 😭 I totally know what you mean!!! Except for me it’s more like “I need to lay down and not move for a moment” after I inject. But holy cow.. your response to it sounded horrible. Yeah I wish there was a way to use this pen elsewhere too. I HATE doing it on my stomach. They need to make something like this that we could use in other areas but the stomach :( wow so tou usuallt do inter muscular? Not subq in other areas? Wait doesn’t that mean your needle is freaking long. Cuz man lol. When they first gave me my needle I was like Um…. This is like 2. Inches long. *cries internally* so I went back and got a insulin needle that is much shorter to do subq 😂 it was like maybe slightly less than an inch long??

  • @gabri3l259
    @gabri3l259 3 роки тому

    Dude I just got this version when I first saw it I was like wtf is this 😂

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 3 роки тому

      LOOOL. Right?? When I first saw it I was like “wow it looks like one of those giant sharpies” 😂😂 idk why I imagined it to look more like a pen and maybe be a little smaller but no. At least I found out recently I don’t have to toss it in the sharps container and it could go in my regular trash can HAHA.

  • @cocoanutaddict
    @cocoanutaddict 3 роки тому

    Hey man im wondering if you are local to me🤔 are you in ca? my dr also suggested this to me as well but I wasnt sure about it. It does seem more convenient. But Ive been doing shots for 10 years now and its just what I know. Even though I still get needle anxiety every time I do it, I prefer it. But I may want to try this pen, im just not sure how itd go with insurance.

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 3 роки тому

      Hey! I might be local to you. I was in Orange County but now living in riverside county. What insurance do you have? I currently use medi-cal (IEHP for me) and it covers It entirely. It’s helped me a lot with my needle anxiety. If I try it do it myself it would take 2 hours at most sometimes I’d miss my shot and try again the next day but with this epipen it’s so easy and convenient and painless.

    • @cocoanutaddict
      @cocoanutaddict 3 роки тому

      @@kaiwxlf5627 haha yeah we are close! I also have the same. Do you go to borrego? So thats good to know I wont have to pay out of pocket! But I cant go to like walgreens to get it? I normally do a whole routine for my shots, to make it easier and try not to linger too long it makes it worse for me. And if I am not feeling it that day ill try to do it the next day.

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 3 роки тому

      Omg that’s crazy. Yes I do go to Borrego! What a small world that you do too. Yup no paying out of pocket but can’t pick up at Walgreens you gotta go to eastside health to pick it up from their pharmacy there!

    • @cocoanutaddict
      @cocoanutaddict 3 роки тому

      @@kaiwxlf5627 alright, thanks for the info!

    • @jessejames550
      @jessejames550 3 роки тому

      @@kaiwxlf5627 Oh my god, I didn't even know this was an option! I have the same insurance as you so I'm definitely going to ask my doctor if this is an option instead of normal injections.

  • @gene2972
    @gene2972 3 роки тому

    Is the "small" the 4 inch?

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 3 роки тому

      Yesss just double checked and the small is 4 inch :)

  • @zziipper1131
    @zziipper1131 3 роки тому

    I've been using the Tantus On The Go packer and I'm looking for something a little bit bigger and I think the large archer is going to be my new best friend. Thank you for this review! It was really neat that I could see both sizes compared to each other. Before this review I was thinking about getting the small but seeing them in action let me know that a large would definitely be better for me. Thank you so much, I wish every packer could have a review like this.

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 3 роки тому

      Hey!! I'm glad the review was able to give you a better idea. Yeah I totally felt the same... i kept searching for a review on both sizes next to each other and couldn't find any ANYWHEREEE. That's how I ended up ordering a large but then realized it was too big and had to order a small. Had my fingers crossed that I wouldn't need to spend over $100 on a packer by choosing the best size the first time around but i was wrong LOL! So since I had both i thought making a review would help everyone else see what they look like side by side. So I'm happy it was helpful to you!!! :)

  • @tydella
    @tydella 3 роки тому

    Hey man what size did you order for the CalExotics? I am a Large. But it seems so confusing on the site considering a large could be a M/L or a L/XL. Dont want to buy something too big or too small.

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 3 роки тому

      hey! so for jeans i usually wear 30x30 and get the M/L. it fits me perfectly and isn't too tight or too loose. Depending on your waist size i'd say choose something that will give a little space for ya know... to hold the goods LOL. i hope this helps!!

    • @tydella
      @tydella 3 роки тому

      @@kaiwxlf5627 it totally does lmbo thank you

  • @stacey5680
    @stacey5680 3 роки тому

    What insurance do you have? I’ve been wanting to go onto the gels because of my mood swings but I heard it’s pricier

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 3 роки тому

      I currently have medi-cal! Since I moved from Orange County to Riverside County, it’s more specifically called IEHP. And I talked with them and they connected me with a doctor that knows how to read my blood work and prescribe me testosterone :) I hope this helps!

  • @cocoanutaddict
    @cocoanutaddict 3 роки тому

    Hey, dont worry im right there with you with high hematocrit as well. I worry about these things too and I try googling things but cant find much either. I think what matters most is if you pay attention to yourself, how you feel in your body. If we are mindful, then we know when something is wrong or if we dont feel well. At this point I can feel when I need to donate.

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 3 роки тому

      Oh man I can’t believe I just got to see your message now! But better to reply now than never :) hm... what’s the feeling you usually feel when something seems wrong or you feel like it’s almost time? I wish I was able to learn how to tell when it’s time to donate again or not. Thinking about it now, it’s been a little over a 3 months Son’s my last donation so it might be time again LOL. But I’ve been using gel as well so I’m not even sure what my levels look like yet until my next blood test later this week! :O

  • @cocoanutaddict
    @cocoanutaddict 3 роки тому

    I like your chair! But yeah testosterone levels vary very widely, from like 400-900, so 700 should be okay, but 1000 is something to look into. But honestly its not about those levels, but about your bloodwork, do they check your levels there? Your kidneys? Etc. You can have too many red blood cells which can be a risk for many things. Lots of guys have to either lower their dose or donate blood because of this. And too much testosterone can turn back into E. Its really mostly about how you feel, the changes you see. And no T doesnt make you angry person, but mood swings due to your body adjusting to any hormones can cause irritability until it all settles. Also ive been on and off t a lot, due to insurance issues and lack of money and my voice does get higher when im off. So yes this can happen. Ive only been on shots, but there will be changes because your body will be getting used to this new dose. Hope all is well!

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 3 роки тому

      @nativeftm Thank you! :) They did check everything else and usually they have me donating blood :) I donate once every 2-3 months! I hate needles so much honestly but donating blood is like a win win for me and someone else because I have that universal blood type! Yess I like how you said it. Sometimes I’ll just feel like an angry irritable person but I guess I haven’t to remind myself it’s just my mood changes. I’ve been feeling this heavy hot feeling in my chest when I start to feel upset and I thought had calmed down a bit. But lately it’s been getting bad again and the feeling isn’t great :/ my emotions are just all over the place. Ugh I totally get you. Sometimes with insurance or doc issues, it’s hard to get your next supply of T. I try to have the doc prescribe me a “higher dose” so I was able to pick up extra bottles of T. I’m supposed to pretend like I use each small vial once. But I use it all the way. So I end up having 3-4 vials extra in case I ever have issues with insurance or the pharmacy. It’s helped a lot because there was a time I was changing insurance and couldn’t get my T for a good two months or so but luckily had backup. Was your doc after able to do that for you so you could have a back up stash in case of emergencies?

  • @ryanlindsaybartz9524
    @ryanlindsaybartz9524 4 роки тому

    Thank you for making this. Very helpful! I’m 5’4’’ muscular build but my legs aren’t super big and I don’t want a huge bulge. I think the small will work best. Thanks again!

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 3 роки тому

      You’re welcome!! I hope it worked out well for you!! ^^

    • @ryanlindsaybartz9524
      @ryanlindsaybartz9524 3 роки тому

      @@kaiwxlf5627 Yea it's great! I do kinda wish there was a size in between tho as it's evvver so slightly on the small side. Still really liking it paired with MyJoey carrier.

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 3 роки тому

      @@ryanlindsaybartz9524 omg i couldn't agree more. i kept thinking WHY ARE THERE ONLY TWO OPTIONS T_T and thought man i must be picky cuz the big was too big but the small was better but i still felt like it could have been a litttttttle bigger LOL! im glad you're happy with the choice! dont do what i did and buy the wrong size and then have to buy another -_-

    • @ryanlindsaybartz9524
      @ryanlindsaybartz9524 3 роки тому

      @@kaiwxlf5627 Ya, i'm almost tempted to get the bigger one but you're probably right..it'll be too big! We just have to hope they will make a medium size! Then you'll have all three for different occasions hehe

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 3 роки тому

      @@ryanlindsaybartz9524 hahahah honestly i would have been so happy if there was a medium one. i think it would have been the PERFECT size. but since there wasn't... well, the small was the best one for me LOL. omg "for different occasions" HAHA XD

  • @ajw8226
    @ajw8226 4 роки тому

    Watching this a while late, but I was able to use your discount code so thank you for that and the review! I’m your height and build, and also found a 5” packer to just be farrrr too big for my size. But because of your review and code I was able to get something that hopefully is better for me!

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 4 роки тому

      sorry for the late response! have you gotten your packer yet? i hope it fits better! 5 inch for a packer def would be too big for me too in my opinion LOL. i think it's because walking around looking like i'm having a boner would be a bit uncomfortable for me and i'd feel awkward hahah

  • @rxtking4155
    @rxtking4155 4 роки тому

    Im 5’5 but i have a muscley build do you think the large would be ok for me?😳

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 4 роки тому

      if you're more muscle and have a thicker body frame than me cuz i mean my legs aren't buff or anything LOL they are kinda on the skinny side, i'd say the large could work for you. my classmate that has thicker legs than me but is shorter than me pulled off the large way better in jeans. at this point i'm starting to think that it's not even so much height but how thick your legs would be! :) i wear pants 30x30 and the small works for me

  • @Ellie-gy8sj
    @Ellie-gy8sj 4 роки тому

    What size ring do you use for that particular piece?

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 4 роки тому

      sorry for the late response! swear i'm still alive lol. i personally never wore a ring with any of these! i just slip it into the rodeo or calexotics harness boxer and it works for me :) i can imagine it would probably feel sturdier with a ring but usually i'm not that prepared before using it so slipping it into the harness boxer is the quickest and easier for me

  • @AE-yr8jk
    @AE-yr8jk 4 роки тому

    How tall are you for reference 🤔

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 4 роки тому

      Oh duhhh I forgot to mention LOL! I’m 5 ft. 4 in. Sorry for the late response D;

  • @caseyharper8942
    @caseyharper8942 4 роки тому

    I honestly think the large looks better on you but wear whatever is more comfy

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 4 роки тому

      Thank you :) ya, the small was definitely more comfy for me!

  • @VicereineKillbride
    @VicereineKillbride 4 роки тому

    You're so cute!

  • @willmara8491
    @willmara8491 5 років тому

    Great video! It was so helpful that you showed both sizes because i am looking to order this soon. Also I am 5’4 and still growing but thinking about purchasing the large, i know you prefer the small but i’m not sure which to go with

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 5 років тому

      I’d say go with what you’re comfortable with! Everyone’s body is different and I hope you will be happy with the one you decide on :)

  • @gussgamesandgadgets6574
    @gussgamesandgadgets6574 5 років тому

    What is t

  • @RodeoHs
    @RodeoHs 5 років тому

    We just launched our RodeoH Classic Packing Boxer, specifically designed for the Archer. Hit us up info@rodeoh.com, we would love for you to rock a review Kai!

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 5 років тому

      That sounds awesome! I’ll hit you up and we can get that going :)

  • @Zigzipy
    @Zigzipy 5 років тому

    The small looks perfect! I'm 5ft 0 so I think the large would be a bit much to walk around in lol.

  • @Zigzipy
    @Zigzipy 5 років тому

    The small looks perfect! I'm 5ft 0 so I think the large would be a bit much to walk around in lol.

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 5 років тому

      I’m glad this helped you with deciding! I agree. I thought the big one was best cuz everyone seemed to get that but it felt so awkward to walk around LOL. It sounds been tucked in my drawer. It sounds like the small would be perfect for you too! I never included a link in the description yet, but I got it here at FTM essentials www.ftmessentials.com/products/archer?aff=106 If it makes searching it up a little easier hehe

  • @Zigzipy
    @Zigzipy 5 років тому

    Thank you for the help!!

  • @Shattered409
    @Shattered409 5 років тому

    😊❤❤❤Congrats on 1 year on T

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 5 років тому

      Thank you for following along with me!!! :D

  • @daddysgotapenny
    @daddysgotapenny 5 років тому

    I'm 5'2 so I definitely think I'm going to get the small

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 5 років тому

      it sounds like the small would be perf!

    • @willmara8491
      @willmara8491 5 років тому

      Daddy'sGottaPenny i really dont recommend it i ordered the small and it just came in the mail, I’m 13 and i tried this right briefs and you can legit see nothing smallest packer ever, honestly i would recommend this to an 8 year old

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 4 роки тому

      I’m sorry the small didn’t fit as well for you T.T I realized 6 months ago or so that my classmate who is actually shorter than me and has larger thighs than me could wear the large archer packer and it looked perfect. I think now from what I’ve seen, height isn’t all that really matters but also the size of your thighs. When he wore it, despite how he was shorter than me, it looked just right! Just visible enough compared to when I wore it and it stuck out too much LOL. I’ll update the description with this new info I know!

    • @asher5690
      @asher5690 2 роки тому

      @@willmara8491 hey I’m sorry this is a really weird question but did you ask your mom if you could get one or did you hide it? Or did your family notice it? I’m sorry that’s really weird but I’m scared to ask my mom and if I buy one without asking her I’m scared she’ll see it

  • @zacktrottier6373
    @zacktrottier6373 5 років тому

    thanks u so much

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 5 років тому

      you’re welcome, I hope it helped!

    • @kaiwxlf5627
      @kaiwxlf5627 5 років тому

      @@zacktrottier6373 that's great to hear! ya i would feel funny if it was too big. honestly, the large was just too big and felt uncomfortable to walk around in. so im glad the small is working out for you too! :D