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Haven’t heard this song in a while..❤

When I was little, I used to just sit here and cry and stuff. But now, I relate to it sadly. I cut myself, I drink and have other bad habits, but I've never gotten a proper diagnosis since my parents wont take me. I dont know if anything is even wrong with me. Maybe Im just overreacting. I honestly wanna leave this world so bad. I'm so sick of dealing with everything.

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I listen to this song every night and cry myself to sleep

"now im leaving bashful teardrops in my hands, please tell me that i'm a man"

Hits different at 4am

I still cry and relate to these lyrics way too much. It aches my heart. Now for a vent which I know you probably get sick of reading, but yw, I'm weird like that. :) I don't know man . . . it's just . . . every. single. *fucking* . day. I feel worthless and stupid. Like at school, I see my classmates and my friends having such skillful abilities. Some of my classmates are so fucking good at math, and meanwhile I'm getting terrible marks and getting scolded by my family. While, some of my classmates are wonderful at art. Their hands are so artistic that I feel envious about. They could work on their art for five minutes and it would look like a masterpiece. Others, they are stunning at playing and creating music. Their hands seem to elegantly play smoothly with the beat and when they sing . . . it vibrates so beautifully in my ear. And my other classmates are athletic. I swear I have some sort of stomach problem. Every time I glance or think about food, I feel my stomach churning and feel myself gagging from the thought, like I want to vomit. Yet I don't. But my family thinks it's just me not being hydrated enough. I feel like I don't deserve to be alive. I have no worth. The only thing I'm good at is annoying people. It comforts me knowing that people feel the same way as me. I wish when my mother left me, my grandparents would also leave me. I don't want to be alive. It's tiring. And I know so many other people experience such emotions and suicidal thoughts too. Humans are disgusting creatures. Society is a pain. Life is a torture and grotesque. Think about it, the amount of people, messed up. Way too many. It's funny to me. When I was a little kid, I saw and heard so many teens hating themselves. And I promised myself that I would never, *ever* hate myself. Now look at myself. Hah. I hate myself lol. The only reason why I'm still alive is because when I go into adulthood, I want to see happiness in the kid's and teenager's eyes. I want to mend the children's and teenagers' sadness. I want to give them things that I couldn't receive. One last thing. Are you okay? You don't look okay. Stop lying. You aren't okay. It's okay to be not okay. Everywhere you look, at least one person hides their anger and sadness, and they might be hiding it. . . . Like you. Feel free to rant and vent to me anytime on email: iloveyouforever.dontworry@gmail.com Thank you for being here on earth. You're an angel. Please. I'm begging you, I'm crying for you right now, at this moment. I wish you could feel the desperate plea I'm feeling right now. through text. . . *Please* do one favor for me. Don't let go of yourself. Because I love you.

i onced overdosed to this now i’m smoking happily with my boyfriend this song’s beautiful

It stared back in middle school. A kid showed me this song, I related to it a lot, it kinda gave me the thought of killings myself. Never did though, no one leted me. 3 years passed and I met someone online. I love him very much. But then one night I let him vent to me. He wanted to kill himself, he said. He grabbed something sharp and started cutting, telling me how “they were right, it does feel good” he said he was “punishing himself” the last thing he messaged. I went into panic and denial. I started to sob and shake and I went into the bathroom to cry bc that’s where I mostly cry. I cried in the shower and tried cutting myself on my arms and legs with a stupid razor. It stings but it’s a relief ig, then I went into the kitchen and grabbed a knife, thinking it will hopefully make me bleed more. I’m tired of living though, I can’t bare this pain any longer. I’ve tried so hard to stay happy and for things to get better, but something bad always has to happen. I guess you can say I gave up. To the person reading this, you don’t know me, but keep fighting, you have so much to live for unlike me. I’m sorry everyone, but i can’t live like this any longer

Do this more it's so good

Reminds me of my latest actions

I just wanna share this, cause I see a lot of people like me in the comments here. TW // Self Harm talk. If you are thinking of cutting, anywhere. Wrists, legs, arms, ankles, anywhere. I want you to just try something once. Back when I was about 15/16, I myself was on the verge of cutting. Life was terrible, I was miserable, I thought I wouldn't amount to anything, as that's what was drilled into my head for about 6 or 7 years. Someone in my friends group found out, and she had cut as well, she was about 5 years older than I was and had gotten past it and healed from it. She gave me a little tip of something to try. Take a marker, sharpie, something to draw with. Draw something you enjoy on areas you would cut. Wrists, arms, legs, where ever you feel like you'd want to cut. Animals, names of people you personally care about, be it real or fictional, just something that brings you joy and happiness. Draw that on those areas. Keep them visible when you are alone. It should help to make you not want to, as it'd be like hurting what you love. It worked wonders for me, but it may not work for everyone. If you can, give it a try. I wrote the names of my friends down the underside of my arm. Everyone who saved me that day, and everyone who cared about me, and I never have had thoughts of it again. I made it through it. There is a light at the end of the tunnel, I promise. You just have to get through it and be strong, and you can concur anything. Please take care of yourselves, much love from one broken human to another 💝

hey Jesus asks you to really let him help you ;), maybe there's a block in your heart that doesn't let that happen :).I came to remind you that you are special, enough and it was made with lots of love, Jesus loves you so and waits for your heart. he asks you to calm down :D.

hey Jesus asks you to really let him help you ;), maybe there's a block in your heart that doesn't let that happen :).I came to remind you that you are special, enough and it was made with lots of love, Jesus loves you so and waits for your heart. he asks you to calm down :D.

Best slowed version🔥🔥

I relate to this song alot, Tw! Suicidal topics instead of doing self harm i thought of self harm alot, it started when i sacrificed what i loved most to my best friend.. And alot of problems at school im still not as happy , All i can do is cry but people call me emotional so i started to hide my unhappiness.

hey you yeah you cring or realteing to this PLZ PLZ feel free to talk to me i am here to support u and i understand i relate to it but i wanna make other people happy bc i wish people would do this for me. comment and if u need to talk just let me know ily and beliven u!!

kinda funny how I relate to this song huh

*Crying Right Now, I want to tell people about my problems but I can’t it’ll make them “Worried.” And I don’t want them to feel that, Nobody Fucking cares I’m Made fun of because I’m Gay and People don’t laugh with me there laughing at me I’m that person Who’ll always Make people laugh but I’m having problems Myself, “Oh My god, Your such a funny person you must have an amazing Life!”* Pity.

This song is a vibe when your leds are on

Im giving you so many views 😩 this went straight to the playlist

I remember as a kid I would cry to this song, now I just sit there relating to every word

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This is great

kinda mad this song isn’t on spotify

On summer nights the stars fall a little slower and I don't if I can catch them in time to sew words Delicately to the palm of my hand, tell me What am I worth? Do you see words written in the air Or is it just me forming pictures from nowhere I have funny little comic books taped to my hands And a brain within a brain, it's got a mind of it's own, yeah Rocket ships will take off whether you're in them or not And it's sad but it's the truth, the world would still turn without you But when your bones turn to earth and you ask me "What was I worth?" I'll simply plant a flower above you, and you can watch it grow You can watch it grow, you can watch it grow, you can watch it grow [x2] On summer nights my thoughts form a little vaguer and I don't know how to arrange them or put them into words Now I'm leaving bashful teardrops in my hands Please tell me I'm a man Do you think aliens in outer space Think that they're the only human race My mind's a house of magic cards about to blow away, yeah I'm just a shoot and I'm not ready to grow yet Rocket ships will take off whether you're in them or not And it's sad but it's the truth, the world would still turn without you But when your bones turn to earth and you ask me "What was I worth?" I'll simply plant a flower above you, and you can watch it grow You can watch it grow, you can watch it grow, you can watch it grow [x2] Would it be okay for me to stay If okay is here then I'm far away And the train's not leaving for a while I packed by bags but they've emptied themselves somehow The thought of meaning something just makes my brain Twist, invert, and fall down sideways But my voice is a spark so let me sing 'til the fire's so bright it's deafening Rocket ships will take off whether you're in them or not And it's sad but it's the truth, the world would still turn without you But when your bones turn to earth and you ask me 'what was I worth?' I'll simply plant a flower above you, and you can watch it grow You can watch it grow, you can watch it grow, you can watch it grow [x2]

Why is this song the best👍💯👍💯

When your hearing this on your period btw I really love this 🥺

I listen to this song RELIGIOUSLY Underrated gem✨💕

This is going into the playlist I listen to when trying to fall asleep

I don't know why but the "happy you were mine." hit me hard....

Noice. 👌🏼

You & me.

HEHEHHE CAVETOWN+GENDER CRISIS I WONDER WHAT IT CAN DO 😆 2 months later: *agressive ftm noises*

Its MY DYSPHORIA BREAKDOWN AND I CHOOSE THE MUSIC THANK YOU VERY MUCH

YESSSS😍 thank u babes😘😘

KAKEGURIIIIII😍 Also this song hits different😔

this is exactly what i needed, thank you!

why didnt we think of slowing down songs in like 2010 bc oml these give me life

0:53 🥺

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I shouldn’t be listening to this in my current mental breakdown

iss beautiful ❤️

Is so good

This is amazing! Thank you so much :)

Got me feeling sum kinda way.. -

Tbh I feel like this needs more love

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