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the astronomical guy
Приєднався 3 лют 2021
to live is to suffer. to thrive is to prosper.
o', violence, a most terrible sin;a most welcomed one, however.
the world is pained. the world is aggrieved.
mayhaps, depravity is a new shade, representative of passion.
to create art is to throw away every moral thou hast.
auxiliary is needn't a necessity, a mere want to i.
the all-eclipsing dark is one to be feared.
so is this world that is tainted with corruption and vexation.
in the coldest, harshest of realities, there will be no one for you.
none to utter your eulogy. none to grant thou an accolade.
the only solace you will find:
is the cold, yet comforting abyss.
the world is gargantuation, yet incomprehensible to that of the macrocosm.
i live to create art, and to cause others exuberance.
if, for no other purpose, my life is but without meaning.
reverence is needless to me.
thank you.
o', violence, a most terrible sin;a most welcomed one, however.
the world is pained. the world is aggrieved.
mayhaps, depravity is a new shade, representative of passion.
to create art is to throw away every moral thou hast.
auxiliary is needn't a necessity, a mere want to i.
the all-eclipsing dark is one to be feared.
so is this world that is tainted with corruption and vexation.
in the coldest, harshest of realities, there will be no one for you.
none to utter your eulogy. none to grant thou an accolade.
the only solace you will find:
is the cold, yet comforting abyss.
the world is gargantuation, yet incomprehensible to that of the macrocosm.
i live to create art, and to cause others exuberance.
if, for no other purpose, my life is but without meaning.
reverence is needless to me.
thank you.
pain is temporary - A Justified Cacophony
uhh...yeah. i remade it. uwua...
added some extra grace notes and chords and now you have a slightly better piece.
...uh, IS it better? dunno, you tell me.
also i changed the name because it's *technically* another piece, but...you know. heavily inspired off my previous work.
also, something that no one would notice without me saying it directly, but each capitalised letter represents the starting letter of someone's name. A, J, and C. the J stands for my name, and...A & C stand for two other people very close and important to me.
...sorry, that was a really stupid thing to write, but it's meaningful to me, so that's all i care about.
added some extra grace notes and chords and now you have a slightly better piece.
...uh, IS it better? dunno, you tell me.
also i changed the name because it's *technically* another piece, but...you know. heavily inspired off my previous work.
also, something that no one would notice without me saying it directly, but each capitalised letter represents the starting letter of someone's name. A, J, and C. the J stands for my name, and...A & C stand for two other people very close and important to me.
...sorry, that was a really stupid thing to write, but it's meaningful to me, so that's all i care about.
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Відео
i don't want to bother others but ive also been told to use an emotional outlet
Переглядів 10619 годин тому
its exactly what the title says. a 6 minute audio clip of me messing up. i could go into the fact that the reason the playing is mostly on deep notes and/or distorted is because of my own hopelessness and the fact that i feel the need to go onto low notes to compensate for others I've hurt, but it's not like you care. nobody does I'm not even fucking depressed. why the actual hell is my mind li...
Torturous Strain of the Unkept Mind
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i apologise for the constant use of D minor, but i just find it so fascinating and easy for me to work with. it also reminds me of my partner because they introduced it to me, but that's mostly not relevant. i was going to put my poem here, but i'm also not sure how good of an idea it is to let random strangers online view my works.
Life is Entropy
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every day is a losing battle. forever trapped, woe is me. my tragedy is a comedy. i will suffer, befalling to the inferno. won't you help? is my passion dead? i can't get it out of my head. this person, they enamour me so much. do they even realise how much i care? i want to help them. i want to bring a smile to their face. but chances are:they don't truly care about me. they only pity me, don'...
grief is love endearing.
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my life feels like a comedy, with myself being a simple backstage actor. I barely even feel connected to my life as is. everything is out of reach, no matter how close I am.
pain is temporary - a parting melody
Переглядів 41Місяць тому
so comes, the first piece I've ever created (that I feel truly proud of). I hope you can hear the passion I've put, and so forth:it's joy it brings me.
cheese without reason
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feeling sad. made a...cheesy, video to cheer you guys up so I can feel slightly better knowing I might've made someone's day. just like myself, the beginning of the video is uncoordinated, and mostly improv'd. It sounds bad. it just...gosh, i hate it so much. but oh well, my self-esteem is not something i take into consideration. just enjoy the video and hopefully smile.
The World Looks Woke (what does that even mean?)
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I was at my Grandpa's in Taiwan. He had a grand piano. Conclusion - play ultrakill songs
You are so amazing, and I hope i never lose you as a friend. 💖💖
This was truly amazing 💖
oh my- this is just what i needed to hear while half asleep. i love it! (just like i love you)
when next cheese without reason vedio
when is next cheese without reason?.
Great job sound amazing 💖
ok cool when is next cheese without reason upload
I know this might be a bit weird but i love listening to you play the piano.💖
its okay if you mess up, everyone does. it doesnt make you stand out. just know that im always here for you if you need, and keep on going with your passions! ❤️ (...did i say that right?)
Bro that title is a mood.
Firstly, I want to commend you for your piano playing. I know that it may feel like musical gibberish to you, but it really is such a good expression of the chaos in your mind right now. Reading the description, much of the things you are saying sound exactly like what my mind sounded like before I was diagnosed with depression. You do not always need to feel sad to be depressed, you technically do not need to feel anything at all (In fact, that can often be a symptom itself). It can actually be a bit difficult to tell if you have depression from an internal point of view. I thought I was faking it for attention for years. I used to be very easy to anger, and sometimes I could not muster an opinion on anything at all. The sense of self-loathing and desire to give up combatted by the drive to survive for your loved ones and your art is something that I dealt with for over a decade. I'm not saying that you need to seek a diagnosis as that is a personal decision, but I am saying that I have experienced something very similar and while I am still not perfect, I got better. I am cheering for you to find peace and happiness. For what it's worth: You have a lot of good that you can bring into this world. I may not know you, but I would be sad if anything happened to you.
huh. you know, amongst the chaos that is this world, i would truly like to say;thank you. it's nice to get something reassuring from someone. i appreciate your ability to relate to my thinking, even if that's...not technically a good (or bad) thing. if it's any consolation, i'll be cheering you from the sidelines as well. all i can i do is to hope. and that's a lot of my faith put into something like that. so, thank you. truly. i made this video out of anger of my inability to create anything, and my inability to even think properly. i couldn't control my breathing well, nor could i even try to relax. it was...stressful. though i at least appreciate that someone else has concern for me, even if it's someone i don't directly know. the internet was created to connect with people all over the world, and that's what i appreciate right here. so...again, thank you.
100 likes and u put a star on the thumbnail pls? (Same goes for subscribers and the pfp, work with me here I'm verr sleepy)
i have no reason to oblige...but sure. but i'm choosing the star. though i don't know why you chose 100 likes, this video wasn't supposed to gain any attention to begin with. go listen to some of my other pieces if you actually like this channel (for some reason).
nothing in life is free sadly.
I do really like how you play, also I read the text, and I am pretty sure you have depression or how you described it that’s it’s developing. And I know it’s non off my business but I wish you all the best, maybe think of going to Therapie? Have a good day
Great job!💖
Keep up the good work and never give up. You are amazing at piano.💖
I don't know why or how you got into the place that you are, and I hope you're able to leave. To get better, that is. That being said, I find it really impressive how some people can take the horrible feelings we all get (some people more than others) and transform it into art. Some parts of your playing are really nice. Some I recognize, some I don't. I don't know if some of it is improvisation, but if it is, I think you should write. If it's not, I find that you have an incredible way of expressing your emotions through your own interpretation of someone else's pieces. Hope you can find a way to fix whatever is broken in your life, and accept that the mistakes we made don't have to define who we are, or what we will become for we are ever changing. I also had to learn that the hard way.
3:58 uhm- I could say it back but I guess it's not "sleepy time" at the moment.
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no matter what... just remember that I'm here for you. ❤
Bro. What the fork. You probably didn’t tell your friends about this ngl (TELL ME BRO WHAT THE HELL?) anyways, I hope you can enjoy some fruitcake in your life.
good job very
thank.
cheese so sigma😫
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what actually is this
if you don't like it, you can just say so.
@@theastronomicalguy4403 man as I keyboard/piano/accordion player myself, I've enjoyed it, promise.
@@migueltirapelli2670 oh, then thanks! sorry if i sounded angry. that's just how i type.
I didnt watch the video yet... but 10/10 I like your toes
What is wrong with you. Where is my cheese arm.
You should record multiple pieces and try releasing them onto spotify or youtube music as an album! I could help with the thumbnails or titles if youd like :3
uh, thanks! but these songs aren't originally mine, i just learnt 'em (by ear, please help). but, if i do get into song-making, i might ask ya!
W o a h
most w music bro keep going 👍
you are you
who are who
@@okokhey9292GET OUTTTTT
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By definition, Woke is an adjective derived from African-American Vernacular English (AAVE) originally meaning alertness to racial prejudice and discrimination. Beginning in the 2010s, it came to be used as slang for a broader awareness of social inequalities such as racial injustice, sexism, and denial of LGBT rights. (did i help?)
uh...i-i guess?
why does the world look woke though
because you're gay.
@ you’re gay!
10/10🌟 I recon the title means like, the world is waking up and TRULY seeing and hearing the world around it?
...sure, your interpretation's better.